Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Leaving you behind ❯ Prologue

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

Uh! I shouldn't write any stories when I'm half asleep... I also shouldn't write stories when I'm depressed... ;_;
It's another Digimon-story... and it's about Yamato and Taichi... once again... but only a little bit of shonen ai...
I hope you'll like it...



Leaving you behind


I'm walking alone.
This is the first time for me. The first time that you aren't by my side.
You left me.

I remember those days when we were together. When we were best friends.
'I'll always be with you.'
It was a promise... but you broke it! You told me that you need me.
Was it a lie?
Two years before I would have said 'no', but now...
Now I'm not sure.

I think of you every lonely moment of my life. I always see your face in front of me.
You're smiling.
The only thing you left behind was a question:
Why?
Why can't we stay together for the rest of our lives?

Now I'm all alone. You won't return.
I know it and finally I'm able to accept it.
It was hard but now I know that it was the best thing you could do.
From the beginning it was clear that you couldn't become happy with me.
But I could have been happy with you.

It wasn't surprising that you left me for a girl.
Why should someone like you love a boy?

I think your timing was nearly perfect.
The day I revealed my feelings was the day you told me that you love her.
You didn't call me 'freak' or something, but I saw that you were shocked.
I saw it in our eyes. These beautiful eyes I fell in love with.

'I think it's better for us if we both go our ways on our own from now on.'
It was the last thing I ever heard of you.
In this moment I knew that I lost you.
For ever!

Now I'm standing in front of your home.
I wanted to see you. I wanted to say good bye but I don't have the courage to do it.
It could change my plans.

Tears are running over my cheeks as I turn around and leave.
It's not easy for me but if I don't leave right now I would have to suffer for the rest of my live.
I hope you'll become happy with her-
But without me.