Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Lonely Girl ❯ Lonely Girl ( One-Shot )

Lonely Girl
By: AngelWingAsh

DISCLAMIER: I don't own Digimon, dammit! *sigh* But I want too, so I can make Ashley and Rain into Digidestined, so Ash can have Daisuke and Rain gets Takeru, instead of Hikari… ANYWAY, this is kinda depressing fic, mostly revolving around Ashley……. Two of her friends (and one of them is her boyfriend!!!) moved away and after a few weeks and no response, Ashley tried to commit suicide a couple times and with no help of her two closest friends and only her sister, Rain, cannot help by herself, Ashley slips into severe depression as well. Determined to help his little sister, and favorite, Kazumi Katrinka (age 16), along with girlfriend Sora Takenouchi, is determined to help Ashley all the way. But he alone will not do. And finally, I don't own the song "Lonely Girl" performed by Pink.

/…/ = song lyrics
*…* = what the speaker is doing while talking or thinking
Thinking thought = means that someone's thinking

Here we go! Hope ya enjoy!!!

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/I can remember the very first time I cried,
How I wipe my eyes and bury the pain inside…/

Kazumi Katrinka walked out of the doctor's office and waiting for him was his girlfriend Sora Takenouchi, his sisters Fraya and Rain, his older brother Tyler, and Rain's two friends Takeru and Cody.

Sora- What is it, Kazumi? Does he know what is wrong with Ashley?

Rain- Is Ash gonna be alright?

Kazumi- ………. I'm afraid it's not good.

Fraya- Meaning…?

Kazumi- Ashley is, according to Doctor Kato, is severely depressed. And that's why she tried to commit suicide a couple times.

/All of my memories, good and bad has passed,
Didn't even take the time, to realize…/

Tyler- Oh shit… this is NOT good.

Takeru- Oh my God…

Rain- I was afraid of this… *hugs Takeru*

Takeru- It's okay… it'll be okay…* Hugs Rain back*

Cody- What are we gonna do, Kazumi? Didn't the doctor say something to help Ashley?

Kazumi- Yeah. He said to try to accompany Ashley during the day. Night time could be a problem though…

Tyler- You got a point. I got to work night shifts…

Sora- Don't worry, guys! We'll be able to do it somehow!

Rain- *sniff, sniff* Let's just take Ashley home and do something…

All go to the front of the office and sees Ashley looking traumatized…

Secretary- I'm very sorry, Mr. Katrinka, but she's still in that state this whole time. I hope she'll be alright…

Kazumi- What in the bloody name in hell do you mean, "you hope she's gonna be alright"?! Aw well, dumb asses, can't live with them, can't live without them. Sure, whatever. C'mon Ash! Let's go home!

Ashley- (sounds kinda silent) Okay. *gets up and joins them.*

/Staring at the cracks of the walls,
`Cuz I'm waiting for it all, to come to an end,

Still I curl up, right under the bed,

`Cuz it's taking over my head,

All over again…/

~*Home*~

Everyone gets home and watches Ashley walking over to the couch and looks down…

Kazumi- So… what's everyone gonna do?

After a few hours of talking of what to do…

Kazumi- Okay…okay, sounds good to me! `Kay, everyone! Remember- DO NOT take your eyes off Ashley, got it!?

Everyone agrees.

Sora- C'mon, Ashley! We're goin' shopping!!!

Ashley- Okay. I'll get my money then.

Sora- Oh crap! No, no, it's not necessary. Just go! *pulls Ashley out of the door*

/Do you even know who you are?

I guess I'm trying to find…

A borrowed dream or a superstar?

I want to be a star…

Is life good to you or is it bad?

I can't tell anymore…

Do you even know what you have?

No…/

~*Few days later…*~

Tyler comes back to the Katrinka residence with Ashley, who still looked sad.

Kazumi- So! What did you guys do today?

Ashley- *looks at Kazumi with tired, but still sad eyes* Rode a go-kart and ride the rides. *leaves*

Tyler- Sorry, bro. She's still depressed.

Kazumi- DAMMIT! Ashley!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?! YOU GOTTA TELL US!!!

~Ashley~

Ashley is upstairs, under her bed, with tears in her eyes…

Ashley- Because… he's gone. And I'm lonely without him…

/Lying awake, watching the sunlight,

How the birds would sing,

As I count the rings around my eyes,

Constantly pushing,

The world I know aside,

I don't even feel the pain,

I don't even want to try…/

Ashley- And Crystal's gone, too. I've been friends with her ever since then… she had to move… the she appeared again… then she's gone again… I hate being lonely… without them…

~*Next Day…*~

The Katrinka siblings were walking around the mall, shopping for stuff… while Ashley occasionally looks around, but mostly looked down… while Rain was fitting into a dress… Ashley notices a maroon-ish spiky hair…

Ashley- Daisuke?

She goes over to the hair, but to only find a mannequin with the maroon wig…

Ashley- Oh… *tears at the edges and returns to the Katrinkas…*

Fraya- Hey! Ashley!!! You gotta try this over shirt!!! It has your fave color- light blue!

Ashley- Alright…

/I'm looking for a way to become,

The person that I dreamt up,

When I was sixteen...

Oh…

Nothing, is ever enough,

Oh, baby, it ain't enough, for what it may seem…/

~*Later…*~

Fraya- I hope you like your new outfits…

Ashley- I do… but…

Rain- Oh! Ashley! Don't change your mind!!!

Kazumi- *bops Rain in the head* Don't yell at Ashley! Remember, stupid!!!

Rain- HEY! I'm sorry…

Ashley- I thought I saw Daisuke, OK?!!? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!! *runs upstairs*

Tyler- Oh great, both of you pissed her off!

Rain- I can't take this anymore!!! I'm goin' to Takeru's!!! *leaves*

Fraya- I hope she doesn't get depressed as well…

Kazumi- I hope not… Hey, waitaminute! Didn't Ashley say…'Daisuke'?

/Do you even know who you are?

I'm still trying to find…

A borrowed dream or a superstar?

Everybody wants to be…

Is life good to you or is it bad?

I can't tell anymore…

Do you even know what you have?

No…/

Tyler- I think so…

Fraya- Just for a split second…HEY! Wait! Didn't Daisuke go out with Ashley not too long ago!?

Kazumi- THAT'S IT!!!!! It's Daisuke!!! Ashley's MAD at him!!

Fraya and Tyler did the anime-style fall.

Tyler- Why would she be depressed if she's mad at him? I think…

Fraya- SHE misses him!!! Dai moved not too long ago and I think Crystal moved too… so… that's why…

Kazumi- Ashley!!! Get your butt down here!!!

Ashley comes down.

Ashley- Yes?

Tyler- Do you have Daisuke's new number?

Ashley- *tears welt up…* No… *cries and ran back to her room*

Fraya- Yep, it IS Daisuke… but who would have his number…

Rain- *comes in* Hi, I'm back…*the older siblings look at her…* what did I do this time?

Kazumi- Do you know who has Daisuke's new number…

Rain- You mean after he moved? I know Ken does… Why?

/Sorry, girl, tell the tale for me,

Cuz I`m wondering, how you really feel

I'm a lonely girl,

I'll tell the tale for you,

Cuz, I'm trying to make,

All of my dreams to come true.../

~After the explanation…~

Rain- OH!!! I see!!! I'll call Ken right away!!! *calls*

Mrs. Ichijouji- Hello, Ichijouji residence.

Rain- Hi, may I speak to Ken?

Mrs. Oh! Is that you Rain? I'll get him right away. Ken!!!

Ken- Hello, Rain?

Rain- Hey, Ken. It's urgent!

Ken- Is Ashley alright!?

Rain- She's still depressed… but do you have Daisuke's new number!?

Ken- Yeah… Want me to give it to you?

Rain- Uh-huh!

~*The Number…*~

Rain- Wha------?! He lives here!?!? Kay… kay… alright, thanks! *click!* You won't believe this- Daisuke MOVED back!!!

Kazumi, Fraya and Tyler did the anime-fall…

Kazumi- Ya mean he lives here in Odaiba?!?!

Rain- Only Ken knew… Daisuke's number is here… I'm gonna go to bed…

Kazumi- I'm gonna call him!

~*Next night…*~

Ashley is awake and walks up to the balcony, while everyone was asleep and looks outside…

Ashley- Too bad this night looks great, cuz I can't share it with Daisuke at all… *sigh* what's the point? There's no one like him to go out with or friends like Crystal... GOOD-BYE CRUEL LIFE!!!

She climbs on the bars and falls forward... until a rushing object catches her...

/Do you even know who you are?

Oh.... oh yeah, yeah

A borrowed dream or a superstar?

Oh, I wanted to be a star...

Is life good to you or is it bad?

I can't tell, I can't tell anymore...

Do you even know what you have?

I guess not, I guess not.../

Ashley- What the!?

???- Heya Ashley! Been a while!

Ashley- Exveemon!?

Exveemon- One and only!

Ashley- If you're here... *trails off*

ExVeemon takes her to a slightly different apartment and standing at the balcony was...

Ashley- DAISUKE!!!

ExVeemon Drops her off...

Daisuke- Been a while. Miss me?

Ashley- *hugs him* Miss you?! I was depressed!!!

Daisuke- Yeah, Kazumi told me about it. Why?

Ashley- *sigh* Well, I've dated other guys after you've moved and...

Daisuke- None of them were the same.

Ashley- *nods and cries* Daisuke... I love you...

Daisuke- I'm glad you'll be alright now. I'll do everything to help!

Daisuke then kisses Ashley...

/Do you even know who you are?

Oh... I'm trying to find...

A rising dream or a falling star?

Oh... I had all these dreams...

Is life good to you or is it bad?

I can't tell anymore...

Do you even know what you have?

Oh... no...//

~*END*~

Epilogue- Yep, Ashley recovered from the severe depression and resumes life and reunited with Daisuke, which they are in love with each other now and ever.

Just remember, depression is very very bad. Now I'm sounding bored... Well, you know what happens! Just try not to take those depressant pills unless if ya have ta!

If you seen my fanart "Feeling Isolated", yep I was depressed for a little while. I've been known for slight depressions and I was in one earlier this week cuz my new puppy died... Girls, take over. I'm goin' to bed.

Ashley K.- Boss? It's the end of the fic!

Rain- Let her go. I guess we can stay up in the lounge so we can find other MST targets. Or torture Boss with other bad fics. >:)

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