Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Losing Tai ❯ Agumon's thoughts ( Chapter 3 )

Losing Tai: Agumon's POV

~I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

wish that you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone~

Tai. You were my most bestest friend ever. Why did you have to die? I am so lonely now without you. My friend. My best friend is gone. Gone forever. Why did you have you die saving me friend? I never die. I am like an immortal. I will never die. Well, at least till someone deletes my data permanently.

~These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me~

I don't know what I'll do without you. For now I'll wander around aimlessly but then what? Will I be deleted? Will I just waste away to nothing at all? What will become of me in 10 years? What will become of everyone else? Will Sora have gotten over you? Will we all forget about you? No, never. We will always remember you dear Tai. Till we all die.

~You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

But now I'm bound by the light you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me~

I try to cry, but no tears come. I wish I could cry. It would be so much easier just to cry and cry until I can't cry anymore. But, I feel nothing. Nothing at all. There's a hole in my heart, in the place where you used to be. There, the wind flows through it. It is empty, hollow.

~These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me~

I can no longer feel. I can not kill myself, for I would simply just come back. I wish I could make you come back. Make you come back so you can experience the life that was torn away from you so violently.

Goodbye friend.

Goodbye Tai.

~I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

And though you're still with me

I've been alone all along.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears

And I've held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me~