Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Misery ❯ The truth... ( Chapter 1 )
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Kodoku finds out what's wrong...
Anime/Manga: Digimon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Psychological / Romance | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 01.30.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 838 | Visits: 366 | Status: Completed
Kodoku finds out what's wrong...
Anime/Manga: Digimon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Psychological / Romance | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 01.30.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 838 | Visits: 366 | Status: Completed
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Misery Part 1
:*:DISCLAIMER:*: I do not own Digimon. I do not own Shiyama Hogosha.
I own Yoruno Kodoku and "Spike".
Y.K.-
Your father is talking about disowning you. He's a damn bastard. This
holiday isn't all that good, so you really arn't missing anything. Happy
Belated 15th! Soory I don't have a card, but I think you'll understand. So,
How's Spike? Probably still crazy! Sorry, no oofense meant! But I really think
you need to get out of there. Your dad is a looney with you gone, no one to
steal goods for him...
-S.H.
Kodoku's Diary January 18 15:24 pm
<i> It always haunts me. There, in my head. The docters just
told me I had a fear of him... They don't know anything! I'm not
afraid! But I hate him! And I don't care if the doctors read this!
I hate my father, and all his money! His rich lifestyle! I hate him!
But Spike doesn't hate me. He's my guardian angel. He'll never leave...</i>
<u>Jan. 18 17:48 pm / Report 212: Dr. Kieryuu</u>
Patient 26YK89W-2B (Yoruno) shows symtoms of "big brother complex". She shows complete devotion to a boy
she calls "Spike". His real name is Haru Jirokan. He is at the facility for major
schizophrenia. He has an alternate personality that's name is unknown to everyone but
himself and Yoruno. his presence seems to help reduce anger, unruliness, and
silence in Yoruno's attitude. Since his friendship with her is helping to cure her
condition then it is my suggestion that they should not be seperated as proposed
earlier. As for the writing of her hatred toward her father, it seems she has been
either abused or raped and the situation needs to be considered.
Kodoku sat at the black table in the dining hall, as always, waiting
for her "big brother".
She had her cut up old school uniform, still wearing though it was summer
holiday. It had rips and tears from fights and pulling at it. She had taken
scissors from her doctors office and cut her long, beautiful mauve hair to
her shoulders.
She was pale, but getting darker. her icy blue eyes showed some
sanity they hadn't before.
A tall, pale boy with black spikey hair came into the room wearing a straight jacket,
being escorted by two officials. He had a glazed look in his cold gray eyes.
"I want his head by tommorow!" he screamed trying to fight the jacket that
confined him.
The officials acted as though he had said nothing. They sat him down across
from Kodoku, and removed the straight jacket.
"Good Morning," she gave him a spiral and charcoal pencil which
he immediatly started writing in, passing it back to her.
Kodoku's Diary January 20 17:24 pm
<i> Spike is getting better to me, but the doctors say somrthing different...</i>
<u>Jan. 25 17:48 pm / Report 212: Dr. Kieryuu</u>
Patient 26YK89W-2B (Yoruno) knows something about "Spike" that we don't.
They never really talk, only write to each other in a spiral at the black
table. Her therapist says she says nothing of abuse or rape. Investigate further.
After reading all the sessions with both doctors, "Spike", and I, I think I know
what has caused her to be so silent.
<u> Session with Dr. Kieryuu. Surveylanced. Jan. 30 16:00
Spike is sick..." ::Kodoku is sitting at the table across from Dr.
Kieryuu. She is drawing a detailed picture of Spike, bleeding at the heart::
::Dr. kieryuu looks at the picture::
"Why do you say that?" ::no answer, only the scratching of Kodoku's charcaol
pencil on her sketchbook::
"Kodoku, why havn't you been talking?" ::No answer::
"What's wrong with him?" ::Kodoku sets down her pencil and puts her head on the
table::
::Dr. Kieryuu sighs:: "'Spike' has-" ::sighs:: "He has cancer."
::Kodoku looks up and closes her eyes::
"I heard- Doctors." ::Kodoku gets up and grabs the door handle::
"Kodoku!"
"If he dies, I die..."
-End Session-
Letter to Shiyama Hogosha from Yoruno Kodoku
S.H.-
Funny, you and Himeko have the same intials. Sorry, I needed to laugh
about something because I feel I will not laugh again for quite some time.
Spike has cancer, and part of me is dying. He will die, and I can't help.
It seems God or whatever diety controlls us all is laughing at me, and hates me,
just like my father. I hate that filthy bastard. I wish he just go to Hell
already! I want to get out of here! And I want Spike to come with me! I don't
want to be with anyone else! He will always be my brother! My Spike! His family
abandoned him, so I took care of him! I- I wish you and Himeko could be here, but
Himeko doesn't like me... Everything is falling apart...
-Y.K.
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Misery Part 1
:*:DISCLAIMER:*: I do not own Digimon. I do not own Shiyama Hogosha.
I own Yoruno Kodoku and "Spike".
Y.K.-
Your father is talking about disowning you. He's a damn bastard. This
holiday isn't all that good, so you really arn't missing anything. Happy
Belated 15th! Soory I don't have a card, but I think you'll understand. So,
How's Spike? Probably still crazy! Sorry, no oofense meant! But I really think
you need to get out of there. Your dad is a looney with you gone, no one to
steal goods for him...
-S.H.
Kodoku's Diary January 18 15:24 pm
<i> It always haunts me. There, in my head. The docters just
told me I had a fear of him... They don't know anything! I'm not
afraid! But I hate him! And I don't care if the doctors read this!
I hate my father, and all his money! His rich lifestyle! I hate him!
But Spike doesn't hate me. He's my guardian angel. He'll never leave...</i>
<u>Jan. 18 17:48 pm / Report 212: Dr. Kieryuu</u>
Patient 26YK89W-2B (Yoruno) shows symtoms of "big brother complex". She shows complete devotion to a boy
she calls "Spike". His real name is Haru Jirokan. He is at the facility for major
schizophrenia. He has an alternate personality that's name is unknown to everyone but
himself and Yoruno. his presence seems to help reduce anger, unruliness, and
silence in Yoruno's attitude. Since his friendship with her is helping to cure her
condition then it is my suggestion that they should not be seperated as proposed
earlier. As for the writing of her hatred toward her father, it seems she has been
either abused or raped and the situation needs to be considered.
Kodoku sat at the black table in the dining hall, as always, waiting
for her "big brother".
She had her cut up old school uniform, still wearing though it was summer
holiday. It had rips and tears from fights and pulling at it. She had taken
scissors from her doctors office and cut her long, beautiful mauve hair to
her shoulders.
She was pale, but getting darker. her icy blue eyes showed some
sanity they hadn't before.
A tall, pale boy with black spikey hair came into the room wearing a straight jacket,
being escorted by two officials. He had a glazed look in his cold gray eyes.
"I want his head by tommorow!" he screamed trying to fight the jacket that
confined him.
The officials acted as though he had said nothing. They sat him down across
from Kodoku, and removed the straight jacket.
"Good Morning," she gave him a spiral and charcoal pencil which
he immediatly started writing in, passing it back to her.
Kodoku's Diary January 20 17:24 pm
<i> Spike is getting better to me, but the doctors say somrthing different...</i>
<u>Jan. 25 17:48 pm / Report 212: Dr. Kieryuu</u>
Patient 26YK89W-2B (Yoruno) knows something about "Spike" that we don't.
They never really talk, only write to each other in a spiral at the black
table. Her therapist says she says nothing of abuse or rape. Investigate further.
After reading all the sessions with both doctors, "Spike", and I, I think I know
what has caused her to be so silent.
<u> Session with Dr. Kieryuu. Surveylanced. Jan. 30 16:00
Spike is sick..." ::Kodoku is sitting at the table across from Dr.
Kieryuu. She is drawing a detailed picture of Spike, bleeding at the heart::
::Dr. kieryuu looks at the picture::
"Why do you say that?" ::no answer, only the scratching of Kodoku's charcaol
pencil on her sketchbook::
"Kodoku, why havn't you been talking?" ::No answer::
"What's wrong with him?" ::Kodoku sets down her pencil and puts her head on the
table::
::Dr. Kieryuu sighs:: "'Spike' has-" ::sighs:: "He has cancer."
::Kodoku looks up and closes her eyes::
"I heard- Doctors." ::Kodoku gets up and grabs the door handle::
"Kodoku!"
"If he dies, I die..."
-End Session-
Letter to Shiyama Hogosha from Yoruno Kodoku
S.H.-
Funny, you and Himeko have the same intials. Sorry, I needed to laugh
about something because I feel I will not laugh again for quite some time.
Spike has cancer, and part of me is dying. He will die, and I can't help.
It seems God or whatever diety controlls us all is laughing at me, and hates me,
just like my father. I hate that filthy bastard. I wish he just go to Hell
already! I want to get out of here! And I want Spike to come with me! I don't
want to be with anyone else! He will always be my brother! My Spike! His family
abandoned him, so I took care of him! I- I wish you and Himeko could be here, but
Himeko doesn't like me... Everything is falling apart...
-Y.K.