Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ No Wings To Fly ❯ 2. Shattered Pieces ( Chapter 3 )

No Wings To Fly

by Marie Darkholme

2. Shattered Pieces

I coughed as the smoke entered my lungs for the first time. Kay laughed as he made a smoke ring with his cigarette. I punched him playfully in his shoulder and tried again. This time I managed not to cough, and I felt as the smoke made his way out of my mouth.

"You're a fast learner." Kay said. I smiled. I had always been a fast learner. I took another breathe and watched the smoke fill the air around me, rise in the sky and disappear. Suddenly it was like the entire world was gone and there was only me and the happiness of smoking.

"What is this stuff?" I asked Kay. This time was his turn to cough. "You don't know what this is?" I shook my head.

"So what is it?" I tried once more though it seemed difficult to Kay to say what it was. "We're smoking a joint." He replied.

My turn to cough. I didn't know that that was drug. Well, it didn't matter anyway. It made me feel good. I took another breath and tried to make a smoke ring like Kay. Several failed tries.

I felt Kay watching me. I looked at him. He wasn't looking he was staring. I got embarrassed. Was my way to smoke so interesting or did I have ashes in my hair?

"What?" I asked getting really tired of his staring. But he didn't reply. He continued to stare. I look into his green eyes that seemed to be locked in me. I passed my hand in front of his eyes. "Hello? Anyone there?" I asked playfully. Then, Kay grabbed my hand. I couldn't figure what he was doing.

"Your so beautiful, Sora." He said. As the words came out from his mouth, I felt my cheeks growing redder. No one had ever told me that.

"Thanks!" I said. Then, like he thought he did something wrong, Kay released my hand and looked at the ground. "I'm sorry!" he said. I didn't get way he was saying sorry since he didn't do anything wrong, but anyway, I continued smoking my joint and he continued smoking his.

Every breath that I took seemed to be taking me to the sky and then nothing else mattered. I just divagated there. Kay was near me. He seemed to be having the same experience.

Suddenly, he started laughing loudly. I didn't know why, but I too felt like laughing and after a few seconds we were laughing like two mad teens.

The party in door seemed to continue without troubles. My friends had completely forgotten me, but, at the time, it didn't matter. I just wanted to smoke peacefully. I wondered why I had never tried it before. It was so good and made me feel so well. I cursed the nights alone crying in my bed. If I had tried then…

I was feeling so happy, that I decided to go to the party. By that time I had completely forgot about Taichi and his girlfriend. I stood and picked Kay. "Where are we going?" he asked. "To the party of course."

We entered the garden. Mimi and Yamato were slow dancing together. I blinked at my friend. She had wished she could slow dance with him tonight. Next to them, were Koushiro and Jyou, that seemed to have lost their dance partners cause the two blond twins were now dancing with other two guys.

I went to sit by their side. Kay followed me grabbing my hand. I didn't mind. We sat at the table. I smiled at my two lost boys, but they seemed to be more interested in our hands.

"Are you two…?" Koushiro asked. I quickly released Kay's hand. "No!" Koushiro shrank his shoulders. "Sorry, but it seems like everyone is dating someone except for me and Jyou." He sadly replied.

"But Mimi and Matt aren't dating too." I told them, but to my big surprise, they shook their heads. "Were have you been, Matt just sang a few minutes ago a song dedicated to Mimi telling her he loved her." Jyou said.

I looked at the couple again and noticed that was something different about them. I smiled. Mimi had such luck. It was then that I remembered Taichi. I looked around trying to spout him, but I couldn't.

Kay looked to me and gave me the face, are you looking for him. I nodded and he sighed. Suddenly I started having suspicions about Kay's behaviour with me. But I remained silent so my suspicions stay by there, just suspicions.

"Where's Tai?" I asked Koushiro and Jyou. The blue haired leaned against the chair in a reflexive position. "I think he and Tsubane went outside." He said. My eyes dropped slightly, but no one, except Kay noticed.

"Yeah, no wonder. With that babe, I wouldn't be in here either." Koushiro said. My heart sank. Koushiro talking about …babes? Man!

"Right again, my friend, but don't forget that you aren't the all mighty soccer, half time singer and guitarist, Taichi Kamyia." Jyou replied and then they both started laughing.

I felt I was put in a cold shower. The dreaming effect of the joint had passed away. Tears filled my eyes, but I couldn't let my friends know about it, so I excused myself to the bathroom.

I rushed in and closed the door behind me. I looked at myself in the mirror and punched it so hard that a broke scratches appeared in it. I looked at my clothes. I wore a pair of blue jeans and a crimson t-shirt. I could I even be compared with that astonished babe in a black dress.

I punched the mirror harder and it broke in a thousand pieces. It made a lot of noise but I guess with the music no one heard. I looked at the pieces in the floor. It was ironical how that seemed to be my heart.

I was startled off my thoughts doing to a knock in the door. "It's busy!" I yelled. "Sora are you okay?" a voice said from the other side of the door. I leaned against the opposite wall of the before mirror. Kay. This was starting to be very annoying.

I opened the door, closing it again, without giving him a chance to see the broken mirror. "What?" I asked almost yelling again. My politely was over. Kay looked at me, without any kind of surprise or anger. Somehow that amazed me. This guy, that barely knew me, wasn't angry at me because I yelled and treated him like garbage.

He took my hand, and only then I noticed that was bleeding. My hand was bleeding the hell of. With my hand on his, Kay opened the bathroom door and pushed me in. Then he closed the door again. I was to surprise to react.

He looked at the broken mirror. "I wouldn't like you to be mad at me." He said, but I was still frozen in my surprise that grew every second. Kay picked my hand and washed it. Then he tried to see if there were any shattered pieces in it. I watched him as he took care of me.

He picked a scarf from his pocket. A green scarf, like his eyes and bandaged my hand with it. "Maybe you should go home now." He told me. My eyes were still fixed on him. "Yeah, maybe I should."

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