Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ No Wings To Fly ❯ 4. Following ( Chapter 5 )

No Wings To Fly

by Marie Darkholme

4. Following

I stood up in a defensive position. The person behind the trash bin revealed herself. Is shook my head when I recognized the familiar face of Kay.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scary you." He said approaching. I wiped my tears with the back of my hand and faked a smile. He approached me and grabbed my hands. That was really beginning to be a habit, one that I thought particularly sweet of him.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, walking the opposite way to the other wall, releasing my hands from his. I turned to face him but his back were still turned on me.

"I followed you." He replied turning to face me with a smile pasted on his face. His green eyes looking straight at me in an intense way. He followed me? But why and how? I thought he was at classes.

"You followed me?" I raised an eyebrow. "Yeah! I'm sorry about that too, but I heard you yelling at Mimi and then you ran so I followed you. Are you okay?" he asked stepping closer to me.

I started at the sky, above the high buildings almost out of sigh. "Yeah!" I told him though both me and him knew that was a lie. Again he approached me and again he grabbed my hands. I felt strange being like that with him. I mean, I didn't knew him that well.

Then, suddenly I had this feeling that I wanted to kiss him. We drew closer and our lips slightly touched, but in that moment the only person I thought about was Taichi. I quickly pulled apart and stared at the ground. What the hell was that? I was kissing a guy that I barely knew and thinking of Tai.

Kay looked at the ground too. "Sorry, I didn't mean to… to… force you? I'm sor…" "No, there's no need for that. We just made a mistake that's all." I told him, but I didn't really believe that. We stayed in silence for a while. I think Kay was embarrassed also. My head was messing around all my feelings and I didn't know who I liked anymore.

It was Kay who broke the silence when he noticed my hand bleeding. "Your hand it's bleeding, Sor." I looked at my hand. The bandage was soaked in blood. "You must change your bandage." He said.

"Don't worry, is nothing." I said, though I could see the bandage was to soaked. But Kay didn't buy it. He grabbed my other hand and pushed me. "Where are you taking me?" I asked, surprised by his movements.

"To my house, to treat your hand." Came his reply. I kicked myself mentally. I couldn't go to his house. We almost kissed in the alley. Who knows what could happen in the house. I didn't even want to think about it. But on the other hand, I really needed my bandage changed and I couldn't go home since I was missing class. Thinking and reflecting through the way made be think that it was better for me to go. Besides if I went to school with my hand like that, people will certainly noticed it much often and will ask questions so I went with him.

Kay's house wasn't far from the alley where we were. It was a strange neighbourhood, nothing like mine and Taichi's, who lived in the building across mine. The walls had graffiti draws everywhere and there were a lot of vandalised stuff like bus stop and bench.

He finally stopped in front of a building with the bricks showing. It seemed pretty old and the front door was wide open. Kay entered and I followed him. It was a four floors building and he lived in the third floor. He stepped the stars quickly until he reached the third floor. I followed him. He opened the door.

The house seemed almost abandoned. The dust seemed to be accumulating for years and there were spiders' webs in the ceiling. I felt pity for him. The room where we were was obviously the living room cause it had a yellow couch and a television.

We passed the living room and entered in Kay's room. It was a complete boy's room. It had posters spread all over the walls with bands and popular actresses. His bed was a single and it was placed against the wall so he had more room for his battery that laid in a corner next to the window.

Kay looked around and then at me. I could see his cheeks growing redder. "I'm sorry for the mess." He replied. I laughed. He said that cause he had never seen Taichi's room. It was a lot messier, just like his hair.

"You should see Tai's room." I said. Kay laughed and then disappeared through the door. I figured he had gone to pick a bandage. I allowed myself to sat on the bed. That was a strange smell in the air. I recognized it.

Kay came back right away with a scissor and a bandage. I was about to pick them to treat myself, but he picked my hand and started doing it himself. Once again I felt my cheeks burning. I turned away from his eyes, and tried to make a conversation.

"That is a strange smell in here. Is it what I think it is?" I asked, not really for being interested in it but to make conversation and try to take those confused thoughts out of my head. Kay stopped and looked at me.

"Yeah! Why?" He eyed me suspicious. "Nothing just curious." I told him. He kept with his job and after a while it was ready. Then silence felt among us again. Finally I decided to break it. "Maybe I should go back to school." I replied, though I didn't want to go back. I would prefer to just stay there with Kay, but the silence was killing me.

For my surprise, Kay's eyes dropped. "Why did you run away anyway?" he asked me. I stood up and headed for the door. "Sorry, but I don't want to talk about it." I said, my back facing him. I heard him stepping closer and I felt his hand on my shoulder. "Shill out. Here." He said and handed me another one of those cigarettes.

I was about to handed it over, but Kay shook his head and pushed my hand to my chest in the meaning keep it. "It won't harm you. Is just for you to feel happier." He said. I looked at him. Our eyes met. My heart started bumping again but the image of Taichi kept me safe. I kissed his cheek and left.

I was on my way to school when I rushed with someone that I knew. "Hi Kari." I said to the younger girl, but there was no happiness in my voice and I guess she noticed, because she eyed me suspiciously. She was Taichi's sister and talking with her made me realize how much I missed talking with him.

"Are you going to school?" Hikari asked. I nodded and we both started walking towards the school. The youngster kept eyeing me with a strange look. What did I made wrong this time? Why everyone looks at me like I'm some kind of freak. I finally got tired of the staring.

"What?" I asked, stopping. I was so tired of these games. "What's what?" Hikari replied. I shook my head. "Why the hell are you looking at me like that?" I asked. She didn't reply and stared at the ground. "Well, Mimi called me." She started, but I didn't even let her finish. "Oh, I see. Mimi called you, saying that I'm not myself lately and that I'm hanging around with the wrong guy." I said crossing my arms in front of my chest. The youngster looked at me surprised by my reaction. I could see it in her eyes.

"It's nothing like that Sora. Don't be mean." She said. I laughed. I had to gather my entire straight to stop. "Mean?" I said, behind laughing. "You have never seen me being mean, ever. And when you do, you won't have the courage to come speaking to me again cause you'll probably think I'm completely crazy. So don't come talking me about being mean, okay? You don't know the hell my life is. So just shut up. "I said and started walking to the opposite way. I think Hikari stared at me for a while but I guess she gave up and went to school. As for me, I went down the street back to Kay's neighbourhood.

I picked the joint from my pocket and lighted it. The smoke entered my lungs and immediately felt better with myself. It gave me such a pleasure smoking. At the time, I thought not even sex could be that good. It was an entire new world ready to discover and I had all my life to do it and nothing to lose.

I think I stayed there for almost three hours. My cigarette had gone over a long ago, but I was still feeling his effect on my numb body. And it felt so damn good. I wanted more. I wanted to feel like that always.

I looked at my watch and noticed I was late to go to my mother's flower shop to help her, but I didn't care. I stood and slowly walked home. I seemed to be stepping in a cold hard floor and my feet weighed like a thousand pounds.

I arrived an hour later to my mom's flower shop. She was mad as hell.

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Hope you've liked it. I know you asked for less Kayora but Kay has an important role on this story as you may see, and he will appear more, especially because this is Sora's POV so I only tell you what she is thinking and doing, and because she is now entering the hell road of drugs she'll spend most of her time with Kay

But don't worry, I'll try to turn it Taiora. Like I said she won't be with Kay at the end. I think you might expect some hot chapters coming.

I'm sorry for the delay and for the short chapter. Thanks for reviewing. ^_^