Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Payback's Hell ❯ Prologue

A/N: This is a rewrite. Yay, I actually wrote this evil fic over again. Bwaaaaaaaaaa hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! Poor Tai-kun but he's so kawaii to torture, ne? Anyway, I still haven't a clue about the title so don't ask. What to say?…What to say? I have nothing else to say besides I hope this one is better then the last one. If not it's up for another revision. ^_^;

11/24/01: This is a second revision for this fic. It's still not where I wont it just yet, but hopefully soon it will get there. I have the second part drafted out slightly, but that's a bit bloodier and angsty on Taichi's part again. The others aren't in the next chapter, just poor Tai-kun and some other non-digimon characters. More like OMG! Characters are in it. ^_^;

I guess you should know this is a RAPE (NCS), Suicide, Angst, Yaoi sort of fic…don't like don't read.

Disclaimer: I don't own please don't sue!!!

Payback's Hell

He was surrounded by complete and utter darkness again, sending all the pain and turmoil his body felt into mindless wonderings and pleadings for relief. The boy wasn't afraid, no, that was farther from the truth; which was severally fractured by all the horrible lies and deceit boiling throughout his veins and heart. The brown maned child clearly held a sense of courage that coiled around him with hauntingly brilliance like no other, as he inner feelings were border-lining between hell and heaven and even then he could only barely find the sweet sanctuary defusing all his pain and suffering. All through throughout his deep, dark tribulations those hypnotizing chocolate orbs held a glimmer of hope as the light that slowly dimmed as unshed and shed tears dripped un-ceremonial down his pale cheeks, clouding his eyes, and burning away at his soul.

The wallowing darkness encased his whole body in a tight hug and kiss and he welcomed it whole heartily almost yearning for the blankness to overflow him in its decaying beauty. In the depths of blankness he was safe, at peace, and welcomed completely with hushed whispers and silent longings. It wouldn't last though; heaven was so hard to hold onto when your waking world was hell like no others, with sheering pain, un-abided depression and hallowness where once stood energy at its highest peak.

A bright, blinding light would always come and take him back to the reality he so richly tried to deny. The boy didn't want to go back and struggled with ever fiber of his being and essence to only be drowned in the lights burning clutches and hurting punches. The clear, sparkling light always brought abuse, loneliness, and sadness thousands above which his nerve standings could withhold. He tried everything to keep himself in the blackness, drinking in the coolness of its sweet confines, but no matter how hard he tried to get away from the disgusting and tedious light it always seemed to find him.

He hated the light, so much, with a vengeance only slightly stifled by his desire for revenge and release. The boy would give anything to get rid of it; beg to gods, drown in his own blood of existence, sell his soul, wish upon his own wishing star in the equally blank sky, but alas his escape from the light once again failed miserably. Finding its target, the light shone around the boy and in a bright flash he was brought back to consciousness with a gasp and tears of wrongfullness dripping down his chin.

Opening his eyes abruptly he saw one of his worst fears and recurring nightmares. Moaning, eyes clouded over by delicious passion, hands roughly moving all over his body with little regard to his welfare, was Matt, his once friend and fellow champion of the DigiWorld. Tai closed his eyes tightly once again, biting his bottom lip harshly letting his blood course down his chin mixing beautifully with his tears as Matt started ramming into him again and again with sickening flare. 'Please stop.' Tai mumbled to himself through clenched teeth every time nearly stifling a scream. He was in so much pain it was almost intoxicating in its own glorious way, but it would never burn rightfully through his veins as the bearer of friendship continued his gruesome assault on his battered and bruised body. Every muscle in his body and soul ached. 'It hurts. Can't you see your are hurting me?' Tears fell from his closed eyes only to be kissed away by Matt with a slight flick of his pink tongue, as the blonde's smirk grew fonder.


Matt grinned and continued on with all his nerves tingling in blissful temptation. Kissing and biting Tai's neck, showing the brown-haired beauty who he rightfully belonged too, as his rhythm became faster sending waves of tightness around him into heated pleasure of unimaginable proportions. He was in heaven or a very good description of what the blondes' mind could currently pick up as heavenly. Burred deep in Tai's tight heat was pure ecstasy, as every motion would drive him harder and farther for release. He never believed it could feel this good… erotic but he never wanted to let go of that one precious moment that his sweat soaked frame and gleeful, hazy filled mind could simple hold dear.

Tai suddenly moaned regretfully, and shuddered, throwing his head back letting the torturous actions flood his senses uneasily and dangerously. Matt smiled with his eyes and mouth cutely and oh so angelically, for he knew he just hit Tai's sweet spot bringing him great pleasure and agonizing desire mixed with erotic grace. Matt aimed to hit that spot over and over with undivided assault and devotion as he relished in Taichi's tightness and withering, sweat soaked body. His eyes gleamed as he watched the boy under him shudder in pleasure and pain making the picture even more perfect in his eyes. He loved seeing Tai like that, whimpering with tear stains and muffled protests, it made him look even more beautiful and erotic. 'No wonder Joe and Izzy couldn't get enough of him' Matt thought smugly never caring who shared the beauty below him, as his trusts became faster and harder into Tai making the smaller boy cry out and claw at the ground with awaiting release from this whole play. Feeling his orgasm near, Matt grasped Tai's own erection roughly, stroking it in rhythm with his own thrusts driving small shakes and begging for him to stop from the courage keeper.

Tai searched his mind for the sweet blackness in every corner of his shifting brain. Everywhere he looked he couldn't find it as he lashed out at himself via mind screaming. Though his body was reacting to all the pleasure his body could barely contain under the young blondes frame, his mind was struggling, and crying for Matt to stop. 'Why me? I thought we were friends. I trusted you, all of you. Don't you realize you've destroyed my life just so you can get a quick release? I will never forgive any of you for this. Mark my words no matter what you do to my body now, I will get revenge no matter what. I will see that all your souls rot in hell for what you've done to me.' Taichi pledged to himself with his own tears and blood signing there death warrant in its wake. After awhile he could finally see the darkness' once again and walked into in willingly with wide-open arms.

Finally reaching release, Matt screamed as he finally hit orgasm, thrashing and biting at the crest holders back and neck leaving heavy scars and blood trails behind. Breathing heavily, sweat all over his body, eyes closed, grasping Tai's hips tightly leaving knuckled bruises as all the passion hit him in one huge wave, Yamato sighed tiredly in pure glee. Falling on top of Taichi, with no restraint of his larger weight and body for a few minutes resting, he slid out, kissed Tai once more, and got up to get cleaned up without any safe regard to the used boy sobbing unconsciously under him. Matt gathered his clothes and headed towards a nearby lake with a slight prance in his step. Glancing one more time at the boy on the ground 'that was great, I can't wait for next time Tai.' He thought blowing a kiss to the disheveled form on the ground and without saying a word he left.

The naked and bruised boy curled up into a fetal position, weeping in overpowering despair. Hugging his legs tightly and crying, he began to shake into the cool breaths of a gentle wind. 'When will this end? I can't take much more of this abuse. They're using me like some sort of whore. How could they do this to me? What did I ever do to deserve this kind of treatment.' Now violently convulsing on the ground, tears falling from his red eyes onto his pale face and bloody body, pictures flashed in his mind of how this horrible thing got started.

oO<3 Months Ago>Oo

Tai returned to the Dig-World with his ever present grin on his face, to see sadly all of his friends missing or taken hostage. Worrying about their safety the boy, who holds the crest of courage, set out with Agumon frantically searching every last trail he came across with high hopes and head held high. But after about a week of searching and finding nothing, not even a trail or scent to follow, Tai and digimon stopped for a while with disgust at the world and in themselves. Eating, and getting their much-needed rest, they finally set out again in new directions and sites for his friend's returns safely.

"Agumon, I'm worried. We should have found at least one of them by now. And, yet there's nothing." Looking over at his orange friend with questioning eyes, Tai slouched a tad biting his lower lip lightly.

"Don't worry, well find them." The tiny dinosaur said putting his claw on Tai's arm.

"I hope so." Tai said giving a small smile, while holding a deep ache in his gut and a feeling of wrongness.

"Me too." Could be barely heard as the walk took a silent turn.

Another week passed unsuccessfully and unnervingly, when he finally found Joe and Izzy by mere coincidence. He was relieved to say the least as a familiar grin splayed across his face once more. It felt like a huge weight had been lifted off his shoulders and chest once he saw them whole and complete, even if it was just the two so far. 'Now I only need to find Sora, Mimi, Matt, and TK and we'll finally be a team again.' Running up to the two with a huge smile, Tai met his friends with exuberance and relief.

"You're back, Tai. Where did you go? We all got separated looking for you." Joe asked eyeing the boy curiously with a strange glint in his shadowed eyes.

"It's hard to explain, I was somehow transported back home, but once I found out you all were in trouble I came back." The excitement could clearly be heard in his voice as he hopped from one foot to the other.

Izzy just stood there silently staring at the courage holder with glazed over eyes and a wicked smirk. 'Wow, he even looks hotter than he did before.' Instantly becoming hard he sat down trying to hide that fact, and growling at himself for suddenly think that of his friend and leader. The other two quickly sat down also, as to not feel quite out of place, glancing about the area with varying thoughts. Looking over he noticed Joe eyeing Tai also with drool slightly dripping from his mouth. Glancing lower he could see he wasn't the only one thinking hentai thoughts about the brunette. The orange haired boy smirked smartly and returned to his heavenly observations of the oh so eatable Taichi.

"So…" Tai began "Where are the others?" The brown haired boy raised and eyebrow cutely and pat his digimon partner softly.

"They're at Gennai's, well all except Matt, we were sent to go look for him." Izzy continued to tell him but couldn't help but stare at the beautiful brown-eyed boy in front of him without thinking of varying positions he would love to have the other boy in.

"Hmm, he can take care of himself." Tai said with a yawn. "I'm bushed, I'm going to lay down for awhile. Wake me if he show up." Tai said and headed off to sleep with Agumon in tow.

Izzy and Joe stared wide-eyed as they watched the departing boy's ass and hips sway into the distance in a hypnotizing attraction. Drool falling from their mouths in puddles; they just continued to stare until he was lying down and slightly out of their views. After awhile both boys regained a bit of self control, but being severely aroused for there leader with evil intent in there eyes, they both wanted to take Tai hard and ruff right then and their was putting it lightly. Finally thinking of an idea on how to accomplish this without actually asking Tai, knowing there fearless leader would quickly refuse, Izzy spoke up quietly.

"Hey Joe, I have an idea." He said moving closer to the keeper.

"Oh yeah, about what?" Joe pondered still staring intently at the soft rise and fall of Tai's well-muscled chest.

"Are you a complete idiot, I saw you eyeing Tai. You want him just as bad as I do. I have an idea on how to accomplish this." He said pointing in Tai's direction and then flicking his tiny wrist at his and Joe's throbbing erections clearing in view.

"I know, but this is Tai were talking about. He loves Sora, there is no way he would willingly do this."

"We'll just have to work together." Izzy continued to explain his plan to Joe.

<The Next Day>

Now in complete agreement with each other they set their plan in motion. Tentomon and Gomamon dragged Agumon away, with much effort and protesting, for a couple of days telling him they needed his help searching for food.

<That Night>

Tai was sleeping peacefully near the blazing fire when two figures grabbed him harshly. Thrashing and kicking trying to free himself only made their grips tighter, bruising his skin and scaring the living daylights out of the boy.

"Shh, it's ok Tai. Everything will be fine now." Izzy stated caressing his cheek gently while murmuring sweet words in the courage keeper's ears.

"What the fuck are you two doing? Let me go, NOW!" He screamed trying desperately to remove himself from their harsh grips.

"I'm afraid we can't do that." Izzy said calmly, rubbing his hands over Tai's chest, smiling.

"Why the hell not? Let me go and I'll forget this incident ever happened." Struggling more to free himself from Joe's death grip, tears unconsciously formed in his eyes as the stress of the situation was slowly burning through him.

"Sorry to do this to you but you have something we both want and you WILL give it to us." An evil look crossed Izzy's face, making Taichi stutter and wiggle in defense.

"What the fuck…" he was cut off as Izzy's lips pressed against his in a bruising, sloppy kiss.

Tai tried to pull away but Joe was holding him down pretty well. He wasn't weak but two against one, there was no hope for escape. Pulling away from the kiss Izzy kissed the kawaii boys nose and laughed hungrily.

"Ah, sweet as honey. I knew you would taste as good as you look." He said as he licked his lips to relish in the tanned boys taste.

Izzy nodded to Joe and his grip tightened forcefully making the boy cry out in pain. Standing up and looking at the boy once more he quickly, but carefully started to remove Tai's clothes in deliberate stalkiness.

"Oh god, NOOOOOOOOOO. DON'T DO THIS, PLEASE!" Tai screamed with tears flowing down his cheeks, wishing upon wish this wasn't happening to him.

Gathering what strength he had left he tried once more to get away, unfortunately he couldn't even move a budge under the tedious grip the boys held upon him. It only earned him a huge punch in the stomach, making him cough and gag for sweet oxygen.

"Now be a good boy and we won't hurt you… to badly." Izzy murmured while swinging his belt for effect.

"NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!" He screamed so long and loud that he lost his voice, as the numerous whimpers escaped him.

Izzy swung the leather belt and hit Tai a couple of time forming wide gashes across his chest, arms and legs. Blood started to drip in little trickles down his abused body, making him cringe in discomfort and humiliating agony.

"I'll go first." Izzy said triumphantly, riding himself of his clothes swiftly and carefully making sure both boys watched his stip-tease.

"Nice.." Joe couldn't help but groan out as the two nude figures danced in his eyes.

Laying on top of Taichi, he straddled Tai's hips, both erections touching in delicious friction, Izzy moaned loudly and huskily. Tai couldn't think he was to scared to even move let alone let his mind wonder and take their bait. 'No, he can't do this. No, Oh God let me die.' Tai shut his eyes, and seeing the darkness for the very first time followed it's descent into his plain of existence. Following the darkness he left his body and was lost in his mind waiting for the horror to end and never return with only a silent hint of courage still withheld deep within. Without warning, Izzy entered him in one thrust with horrific pain, making his hurting throat tremble in-between small gargles of screams. Blood falling down his thighs in rapid succession left him memorized and pale from the intensity of it all. Feeling the excruciating pain over and over again brought Tai back only to wish he wasn't. 'It hurts, it hurts so fucking much.' By the time Izzy finished his turn, spilling his seed into the bruised walls, Tai's mind was screaming bloody murder, for more misery than his mind could comprehend.

"That was great." He said quickly switching positions with Joe giving one last kiss to the startled destined leader.

Before Tai's mind could process the switch, Joe slammed into him and began thrusting the hell out of him, tarring his inner walls and sending puddles of his life essence all along his body mixed with semen and bloody tears. Tai was so ashamed that he couldn't stop what was happening to him, the pain and blood loss were also beginning to run its toll on him sending him into blissful unconsciousness. Nothing could penetrate his mind on the why's and how could they's as he was disgusted at his blinding trust in others never to be seen true again. Seeing the darkness, he welcomed it again and passed out, and went into sweet shock and surrender.

Waking up the next morning groaning, he found himself clothed and the others talking to Matt with a state of shock written across his face. He couldn't believe what they just did to him and completely forgetting about the actions as soon as they ended and his suffering through it all, his mind swirled with contempt and hatred. His body ached so much, black splotches spiked his sight in gray blemishes. Seeing that they where talking Tai slowly and sneakily crawled to Joe's medicine bag and took out a swiss army knife he knew held his penance and revenge within. Hiding it in his pocket he quickly crawled his way back to where he was before wincing in malicious pain throbbing all across his nerve centers.

Sighing as he noticed they didn't see him, he tried to get up and run away only to feel his legs and muscles turn to jelly. 'Maybe Matt will help me, but I can't risk it. I have to go. Can't let them get me again…just can't.' He tried desperately to get up slowly, his legs gave way and he fell flat on his face, with his arms clutching his head with a severe headache brewing.

The others turned around and started laughing at him with evil glares in there various eye colors. Tai's eyes began to water as he saw Matt laughing with them, destroying all sense of hope he held for the blonde. He even had that look in his eyes, which spoke volumes to the troubled courage holder. 'No… not you too, oh my god what kind of friends do I have. I wish I would have never met them. Any of them…Momma please help me!!!!' Taichi whimpered and cried tears of blood. Trying once again to rise, but utterly failing the three boys headed his way. Reflexively he backed away from them only to get backed into a corner of a giant tree.

"No…" he mouthed, his voice was still raw and gone from over-abuse.

They continued to take turns with him for over three months never hearing his screams to stop, or seeing the depression hastily filling his soul and shattering his heart in dagger shaped shards. He tired to get away plenty of times, but they always seemed to find him and Agumon was nowhere to be found. Missing his one true companion really ruined his defenses dramatically. His orange friend was the only one he could truly call 'friend' in the whole two worlds and he had gone missing, making his world shatter and death cling to his body in mass. That was the least of his problems at the moment, several more rippled through him eagerly waiting to take control. The once, wild, outgoing, boy turned into a non-talking, silent, flinching whenever touched, shell of the boy he once was. The other digidestined were confused by this dramatic transformation, but not speaking and never being out of Izzy's, Joe's, or Matt's leers, didn't help matters either and compounded on his depression.

o0<Present>0o

Trying to get up from last night's actions with Matt was a bit tougher than he thought. Pain surged up and down his body as tears clouded his pale eyes and face, making the boy shiver in response. Finally making his way to his clothes, even limply, he slipped his hand into one of the pockets and pulled out the savoring knife. 'I should have done this a long, long time ago to save myself from my suffering. I now have the guts to do this. Good bye Sora, Mimi, TK, I will miss you. I'm sorry mom and dad; I can't save myself anymore. I'm a wimp for giving up now, but it's to hard to live like this. Kari, I'm sorry for letting you down, we shall meet again I promise.' With that Tai slashed his left wrist and then his right all the way to his elbows never wincing or cringing from the blow. Blood dripped slowly and smoothly to the ground like a picture made just for him. Dropping the heavy knife lifelessly, Tai finally after all these months grew a smile and peace of mind.

Matt walked back into to the clearing to see Tai finally fall to the ground with blood all over himself with a sickening smile across his boy toys face. Rushing to his side to see if he could help, Tai just pushed him away savagely, with what little strength he had left, and saying the last and first words in months in a raw and broken voice of small whispers.

"You will never get away with this travesty and disrespect you all did to me. Even after death I will hunt all of you down and you will regret the day you ever had the nerve to touch me in an honorless fashion. I swear, with my last breath and beating heart you will all _pay_ for what you all did to me." He growled and fell limply against the ground in a small lump of arms and legs of red streaks. A huge puddle of crimson blood surrounded the boy covering and soaking up the boys' form and pulling the fallen child into its warm clutches. Tai finally looked at peace almost like a fallen angel, and Matt just sat there shocked with words locked on trembling lips and fingers flailing about for Taichi's return.

TBC…