Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Rest in Peace ❯ I Can't Believe It ( Chapter 3 )

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I Can't Believe It

Izzy's POV

I don't know what I was expecting when I walked in. I wasn't expecting Matt to have killed himself. I should have known. He said he was fine, but he didn't act like it. I didn't realize that he would kill himself. He didn't look himself at Sora's funeral. I wonder how Tai feels since his best friend killed himself. The doctor approached us at the hospital. He said that Matt was dead before he got to the hospital. There was nothing he could do. There was no suicide note. I can't believe he did it. I can't believe he killed himself. When we were told that Sora was dead it hit us hard. We didn't want to believe it. When we were told Matt had died it hit us even harder. We don't know what to do now. His brother Tk was the most effected when Matt died. I haven't seen Tk so sad. He has been so depressed over the loss of his brother. I don't know if any of us will be the same.

It has been a couple weeks since his death and Tk still hasn't gotten over it. He doesn't have any energy in him. He doesn't get any sleep. Matt's funeral was last week. A lot of people said it was sad. Since when is a funeral ever happy? Everyone was really mourning his death. Tai was really depressed. I haven't seen Tai this depressed. I have never seen Tai or Tk depressed. They really have changed. I wonder if Tk will ever get out of his depressed state or will he be depressed for the rest of his life.

It has been awhile since I have seen Tk. No one in the group has seen him. We are all afraid that he might have committed suicide. Everyone has decided to go see Tk in his home. We wanted to check up on him. He looked horrible. He looked like he hasn't gotten any sleep and he was just very weak. I haven't seen him like this before. We were all about to leave but before we did he asked for one of us to stay and talk to him. He asked for me to stay. I wondered why. I wasn't that close to him. I thought he would ask Tai or Kari or maybe Davis. When the group left I asked him what was on his mind. He said that he needed some help. He fears that he is getting the urge to kill himself because of his brother's death. He wanted to see him again. I told in time he will. He didn't need to kill himself. There are too many people who cared about him. They would do anything to help him. He told me the reason he wanted too talk to me was because I was the one who found Matt. He asked me to describe what I was thinking. I told him that I was afraid. There was a million things going through my mind. I wasn't prepared for the scene that I saw. He asked me why I thought he killed himself. I told him I thought he was so depressed over Soras death that he couldn't live anymore.

After our talk I told him that if he needed to talk more or if he wanted to stay the night he could. I left thinking how sad and depressed he looked. He doesn't look like himself. I know he won't kill himself. He will get an urge to but he won't do it. I wish there were more I could do for him. I hope he moves on soon.