Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Sorrow ❯ Sorrow ( Prologue )

Sorrow

by ShadowWarriorJessica

I don't own Digimon: Digital monsters. Here is the story.

Being leader is tough, I should know. The pressure of worrying if someone will die, or get injured. Matt yells in my face, saying that he disproves of my leadership. Mabey I am not to be the leader of the digidestined. I feel like I am alone. Alone and have no friends, but only the darkness and loneliness to be by my side. Even the darkness leaves my body cold and empty. I then start to think, why have the crest of Courage? I have no courage. I act like a person who will act before thinking, but really, in my mind, I see myself as a lonely boy, cowering in a corner, in hopes of not letting no one see my cowardness. I fell hopeless and terrified. I don't deserve this crest, or even living at all. My life has no meaning. I mean, what is the point of living? I have no one to turn to. I know my friends hate me. I let them down when they needed me most, like the time I missed the Gate to go save my sister Kari from the evil Myotismon, and when Sora was captured by Datamon and unfortunately I was scared of going threw the wall. They all needed me when I got separated by Etemon. They were counting on me and as always I blow it. As I went closer to the campsite, I hear voices. Voices of evil and hatred. I peek out from the bushes and spot Matt yelling about only one thing. Me. They seemed to agree with him. I am afraid again, but I knew that it was true. They all have been hating me since day one. I took the tag and the crest from around my neck and took my digivice and put them on the ground in front of me. I wipe a tear from my cheek as I picked them up and threw them at the campsite to my resign. I didn't look at them after when I threw it. I ran into the woods. Hopefully to never be seen again. Tears shoot from my eyes as I run. My eyes become too blurry as I cry harder. I see nothing but blur. Before I could wipe my eyes, I tripped over a rock and tumbled to a cliff edge. I fall, but manage to hang on the edge. My heart is pounding while my crying became harder. My life would be over. I hear my name in the woods, echoing in my mind. I don't answer. I don't want them helping me. I am starting to loose my grip. When my fingers let go of the ledge, a hand grabbed mine. As I look up, I see Matt, holding on to my hand as I hold on to his. He tells me to hang on. I don't want to be saved. They want me to suffer by living. I see in his other hand, my tag and crest and my digivice. I look at him, gazing into his dark sapphire eyes. I tell him to keep my belongings and that he was to be the new leader. He told me to not talk like this. He doesn't understand me. I tell him goodbye as I let go and close my eyes as I plunge to my death....

R/R me!

Sorrow Part 2
by ShadowWarriorJessica


As I heard Tai's last words, and him letting go on purpose, I felt guilty about what happened. I felt horrible. Soon, I feel many soules behind me. Those soules of the digidestined and digimon. THere soules were dropping from panic, to sorrow and confused. Sora sobed near me as I keep my head down in shame. WHy did this have to happen? I mean, he wanted to die; he wanted to fall down that cliff of depression. Before he let go, I gazed into his tan eyes. Instead of finding hope of being alive, I found nothing but darkness and shame. I feel like that it was all my fault. Everything. I felt empty, like I had no reason to continue on. As I looked at the sun rising over the dark mountains, a shine appeared in my hand. I gaze down to find Tai's crest of Courage. Tears sweel up in my eyes. It was all my fault. Soon, I felt warmth from my shoulder. I turn my head to find Sora, touching my shoulder. Her face all red and her eyes red from crying. She looked at me with sorrow. She knew I felt like this was all my fault. SHe knelled beside me and gazed into my eyes.

"Matt, he wanted to do it. He thought it was best for him." She tried to smile, but I knew it would've been impossible.

We were all suprised by Tai's actions. It was just too much for us. We all had to face it. Taichi Kamiya suicide--no. I shouldn't talk like that. Taichi Kamiya perished to leave the world of the living.


I know it was kinda corny but hey, sometimes sequals are like that. R/R your comments and statements. Thanks!