Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ South Digimon Diaries ❯ Working Things Out ( Chapter 10 )
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South Digimon Diaries
The story of the Digi-Destined from Argentina.
By Persona
Disclaimer: Digimon belongs to TOEI and Akiyoshi Hongo, and used without
consent.
The Diaries Universe belongs to Lord Archive, and is used with consent. All
rights reserved.
Warning: This chapter has major lime scenes of human-human and digimon-digimon
relations. It also contains both humans and digimon talking about sex. You've
been warned.
Okay now, on with the story.
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Chapter ten: Working things out.
The day after the Panjamon incident. Julia had eaten breakfast as quickly as
possible, changed and opened a Digiport to the Digital World. It was a good
thing it was Saturday, she didn't think she could take a whole morning of not
being able to see if David was okay or not.
Piyomon's message about David waking up had come very late, Julia's partner had
apologized for not telling her sooner, but she didn't say why she had forgotten
to tell her sooner either. Julia figured that she could ask Piyomon once she got
to the Digital World.
Julia came out of the usual monitor. She looked around, but she couldn't see
Piyomon. That was odd, Piyomon was usually here when she entered the Digital
World.
"Piyomon?" Julia asked to the air, maybe Piyomon was hiding?
"I'm here..." Piyomon's voice came from behind a tree, but Piyomon didn't step
out. Julia walked around the tree to see what was the matter with her partner.
She saw Piyomon sitting with her back against the tree, her eyes closed.
"Piyomon? What happened? Why didn't you tell me that David was okay when he woke
up? You promised me to tell me he was okay as soon as he woke up, and then you
tell me almost a day after that! Why did you...?" Julia's outburst stopped in
the face of Piyomon's tear-filled eyes.
Immediately, Julia knelt down on the ground next to her Digimon, and hugged the
crying pink bird.
"I'm sorry Piyomon, I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. Why are you
crying? What's wrong?" asked Julia as she tried to make Piyomon stop crying.
Piyomon did stop crying, but she didn't respond to Julia's questions. Julia
broke the hug and looked at Piyomon's face. Piyomon could see Julia's worry in
her face.
"Piyomon, come on," Julia's face looked more serious now, "Why were you crying?"
The pink bird still did not answer; instead she lowered her face again.
"It's about Candmon, isn't it?" Piyomon's head shot up in surprise; Julia almost
laughed at how shocked Piyomon looked.
"Hey, I'm your partner. I know about this things." Julia replied Piyomon's
unspoken question. "Now tell me, what did he do?"
Piyomon sighed and nodded.
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Julia was by now sitting with her back against the tree besides Piyomon, as she
listened to her partner talk about her relationship with David's partner.
"It was so incredible at the beginning. He did things to me I didn't think were
possible. He still does. But it wasn't just that either. He's handsome, he's
strong, he's brave. I love everything about him. I want to be with him so much."
"But?" inquired Julia.
Piyomon sighed, "But sometimes, it's just so hard. It's like the only thing he
cares about is sex. Even when he's being romantic, it's like he's doing it
because he knows we'll end up having sex at the end."
Julia didn't know if she should feel bad about Piyomon or for herself. While
Piyomon's relationship with Candmon seemed to be only sexual, her relationship
with David was anything but that. It was like the two of them were at the
opposite sides of the same coin.
Unaware of what Julia was thinking just then, Piyomon continued. "Is that all I
am to him? Just someone he can have sex with whenever he feels like it?"
Julia answered Piyomon's question with another question. "And how does that make
you feel?"
"How does it make me feel?" Piyomon repeated the question, closed her eyes and
sighed, "It makes me feel sad... I guess."
"Sad? Don't you think you should feel angry more than sad?"
Piyomon nodded silently.
"So why aren't you angry?" asked Julia.
"Because even after all that happened, I... I still... I..."
"You still love him." Julia finished for her.
Piyomon sighed, "Yes, I do."
"Piyomon, I don't think that we can pick who we fall in love with. Do you think
David is anything like the boy I thought I would fall in love with? He doesn't
even come close."
Piyomon looked up to Julia to find her partner's eyes sparkling with love. "But
that doesn't matter. I love him with all my heart, I would do anything for him."
Piyomon turned her head to look to the ground again. "I know how you feel. It's
the same way I feel about Candmon."
Piyomon paused for a minute. Julia looked down at her to see tears welling up in
her eyes. "I just want to know if he loves me as well." Piyomon said at last.
Julia placed an arm around Piyomon and took a deep breath before speaking. "Well
Piyomon, I think you should be taking your own advice. You once told me that I
should listen to my heart. That I have to take a chance, or I might end up
regretting it for the rest of my life."
Piyomon nodded, she remembered when she told that to Julia, it was the day after
the Hanumon had appeared in the real world during last year's Christmas.
"So take that risk Piyomon, don't let your insecurities scare you." Julia
finished.
Piyomon nodded, she looked up to Julia and smiled. "You're right Julia. Thank
you."
Julia smiled and nodded, "You're welcome."
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David and Candmon were having breakfast like every other morning. But today
Candmon was unusually quiet. He hadn't said anything when they were outside
collecting food for the day, nor did he say anything now that they were eating.
He was worried about her partner, but he didn't what to push things either.
Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. David knew that it could be no other
than Julia. Only very few persons knew where he lived, and only Julia visited
him on an almost daily basis, or at this time of day.
David walked over to the wooden door, and opened it with his good arm. Sure
enough, Julia was standing behind the door. Before David could even utter a
simple 'good morning' Julia wrapped her arms around David as tightly as she
could, a surprised David wrapped his good arm around her a moment later. He had
no complains about the hug, but why the sudden outburst?
As the two Digi-Destined hugged, Candmon noticed Piyomon entering the log house
behind Julia. "Piyomon, I..."
"Candmon, could we have a talk... in private?" Piyomon cut him off before he
could complete that sentence.
Candmon nodded and followed Piyomon out of the house.
Julia had her face buried in David's shoulder, "I'm sorry!" she half cried, "I'm
so sorry, David!"
David moved so she was looking at Julia face to face. He could see how Julia's
eyes were getting glassy with tears, but he couldn't tell if they were tears of
sadness or tears of joy. "Julia, what do you have to be sorry for?"
Julia looked at David's injured shoulder, the bandages that covered it to
halfway down his arm, the cloth he had tied behind his neck to hold his arm
still. David immediately noticed what Julia was looking at and smiled at her,
"Julia, don't worry about it. It's okay, really."
"No! It's not okay! You got hurt because of me!" replied Julia.
David sighed, "Julia, I don't blame you for what happened, so you shouldn't
blame yourself either. This is nothing for me, really. Besides, I would gladly
take stabs from a hundred swords than to see you get hurt."
That comment made Julia cry even more, "I'm so weak! If I were stronger, then
you wouldn't have to risk your life to save me all the time!" she said with
feeling.
"Julia, you think I was this strong the minute I came here? It took me months
for me to evolve Candmon into Meramon, and you managed to evolve your partner it
in just a week! You may be a lot of things Julia, but weak is not one of them.
Now please, stop crying. Seeing you like this hurts me more than the shoulder."
David said as he used his good hand do wipe Julia's tears.
At that moment, many things passed trough Julia's head at once, overwhelming
her. David fighting Panjamon, David not killing Panjamon because she asked him
not to, Panjamon stabbing David when he had turned his back, how she had wanted
to kill Panjamon at that very moment... finally it was all too much for Julia.
Leaning forwards, she kissed David with unrepressed passion. It was as if she
needed something, but didn't know exactly what.
The kiss caught David by surprise, especially from the sheer passion of it.
As Julia kissed him, her hands started to caress David's hard chest then lower
to his stomach... and then even lower.
It then became very obvious to David as to where Julia was trying to go with
this, so he pushed Julia away just like the last time this happened. "Julia, I'm
sorry. I already told you why we can't do this. I just can't, I'm sorry."
When David pushed her away, Julia started to cry uncontrollably. She fell to her
knees and covered her face with her hands.
This surprised David even more, now he was sure that there was definitely
something wrong with Julia. She was never like this at all. David knelt in front
of Julia, "Julia? What's wrong? I'm sorry if I hurt you, but I..."
Julia cut him off. "No, it's not your fault," she said between sobs, "You're
right, I shouldn't have done that. Why would anyone ever want to be with me!?"
"What? Julia, what makes you say something like that?"
"When that Panjamon stabbed you I wanted to kill him!" Julia blurted out as she
was on her knees, crying, "If Candmon hadn't evolved and killed Panjamon, then
I'm sure Piyomon would have evolved to Sabirdramon and would have killed
Panjamon instead! I never had these feelings towards anyone before in my life!
I'm a horrible, horrible person!"
David flinched inside, he was afraid that something like this would happen
sooner or later. It was the reason he didn't want Julia to get involved in this
in the first place. "Don't say that Julia! That is not true! You're nothing like
that! You have always show kindness towards others! You're the most caring and
giving person I have ever known, don't you ever forget that!"
Julia looked up at David, he could see the tear marks on her cheeks. "Then why?"
she asked in a broken up voice, "Why did you push me away? Why can't we be
together like that?"
"I... can't tell you..." David answered looking away.
"No! Tell me why!" Julia pressed.
David closed his eyes tightly, not daring to look at Julia in the face right
now, "Because I'm afraid! I'm afraid of what might happen! I don't want to make
the same mistakes my parents did! That's what I'm afraid of! I'm nothing but a
coward!"
David's reply had surprised Julia. She knew that David still carried a lot of
burden from his childhood, but she never knew it affected him this much.
"David..."
"I don't deserve someone as wonderful as you!" David continued.
Julia shook her head, "Don't say that David! You are not a coward! You are the
bravest person I have ever met! You would rather take all the burden and pain
from others and suffer it all by yourself, just so others don't have to suffer
it. If that's not courage, then I don't know what it is."
David opened his eyes when he heard this; he looked up to see Julia. He could
see all the love she felt for him in her eyes, and he was sure she was seeing
the same thing in his eyes too. Without another word, both Digi-Destined kids
moved in for a passionate kiss. And neither of them pushed the other away this
time...
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Piyomon was a fair distance away from David's house, Candmon following her. They
had walked in silence the whole time; Candmon had wanted to say something the
entire time, but stopped himself every time.
Finally, they reached the forest that they usually went to when they wanted to
be alone and Piyomon stopped walking and turned around to face Candmon.
Candmon couldn't stay quiet anymore. "Piyomon, listen, I..."
Piyomon looked down, not wanting to see Candmon's face right now, "Candmon...
do... do you love me?"
Candmon was surprised at hearing her question, "What makes you say that!?"
Not looking up, Piyomon answered, "Candmon, what are we? I mean, what kind of a
relationship is this? Whenever we're together, it seems that all we ever do is
have sex. We don't do anything else. We barely even talk, and that is if we talk
at all."
"Piyomon... I..."
But Piyomon hadn't finished, "I'm just tired of feeling like a sex toy, you
know? I just drift along, never knowing when or if you're going to find someone
who does it better for you, and then I'm left hanging. I know it sounds selfish,
but..."
"Piyomon, please. Don't say anymore."
Piyomon finally looked up only to see that Candmon was hanging his head now.
"I'm sorry Piyomon. You're right... I know I was wrong. I took you for granted,
and it was selfish of me to do so. But please, don't doubt how I feel about you
ever again."
"Doubt it? I don't even know what your feelings are." replied Piyomon.
Candmon looked down and away, "I know... I'm sorry. I should have told you
sooner... but I didn't know how."
Piyomon could swear that Candmon was actually crying right now.
"Since I met David, all I have ever known is fighting and killing. Sex was the
only outlet I could find. In a lot of ways, it still is."
Now Piyomon was sure that Candmon was crying.
"But then, then you showed up. You had this pure and innocent soul that just
couldn't be corrupted. What could a Digimon as wonderful as you see in a
murderer like me?"
Candmon swallowed hard. It was clearly visible now that he was crying, even if
his tears evaporated almost immediately due to him being a fire Digimon.
"I know I had a lot of one night stands, but it's different with you... I feel
different when I'm with you. Piyomon, I need you. I need your kindness; I need
your sweetness. Maybe that's why I keep trying to seduce you the way I do. Maybe
if I could keep you distracted with sex, making you coming back for more,
then... maybe... you wouldn't go to be with someone else, someone who's better
than me, someone who's not a murderer."
Candmon turned around, his back to Piyomon.
"I guess that makes me the selfish one, but I can't help it. I mean, you're just
so perfect Piyomon. You're the kindest Digimon I've ever known. You are so
precious to me. Just the thought of losing you... I know that if I did, a part
of me would die, and I'd never get it back. I wanted you to be mine. I had to
keep you."
Just then, Candmon felt a pair of soft pink wings wrap around him just over his
waist, followed by a head softly settling on his upper back. He closed his eyes,
savoring the feeling of Piyomon being so close to him.
"Candmon," Piyomon whispered lightly and soothingly, "All you needed to do was
ask, and I never would have left you."
Candmon then turned around and the two stood eye to eye. "I should have said
this a lot sooner. I love you Piyomon, I love you so much."
"And I love you too Candmon. I just wanted to hear you say it, that's all. I
want to be with you. You've always been very good at pleasuring me, but I don't
just want to have sex with you. I want to make love to you. I want us to feel
love, not just pleasure."
"That's just it Piyomon. I'm not sure I know how..."
Piyomon leaned her head closer to his, "Then let me show you," she whispered
seductively and then she kissed him...
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Later, that same day.
Both Digi-Destined and their respective partners were at the usual monitor that
Julia used to go back to the real world. Before Julia opened the Digiport, David
took her to a side, away from their Digimon, to talk.
"Hum... Julia?" David fidgeted.
"Yes David?" asked Julia.
"Hum... about what we did earlier... I... I mean, I really enjoyed what we did
but I... hum... I'm not..."
Julia interrupted him, "What we did was just in the heat of the moment, I
understand David. And I understand that you aren't ready yet to do more than
what we did, it's okay. I won't force you into doing anything that you're not
ready for."
David nodded, "Thank you Julia."
Julia kissed him on the cheek; "You're welcome."
After that, Julia opened the Digiport with her D-3. A moment later she and
Piyomon were back in her room.
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Meanwhile, at a far away location unknown to the two Digi-Destined.
A viral Gomamon was walking tough a long dark corridor. The whole place seemed
like it was made from ice, from the walls to the floor.
The viral Gomamon kept walking until he reached another Digimon. The new Digimon
was humanoid in appearance, he was completely covered in a white suit except for
the bottom half of his face, which was also white. He had long arms that ended
in sharp claws, a pair of white bat like wings at the top of his back and a pair
of horns at the sides of his head.
"Lord Ice Devimon, I have news regarding General Panjamon's disappearance." the
Gomamon said as he bowed his head in respect.
Ice Devimon turned around to face Gomamon, "General Panjamon's disappearance?
Alright, let's hear it."
Gomamon nodded, "Well, you see... he was killed."
Ice Devimon was surprised at this, "Killed? By whom?"
"If our sources are correct, it was the legendary Digi-Destroyer." answered the
viral Gomamon.
"The Digi-Destroyer!? I though he was just a tall-tale... but he must be real if
he was powerful enough to defeat General Panjamon in that modified freezing
terrain I prepared." Ice Devimon clenched his right hand into a fist. "Damn!" he
punched the floor, making a hole in the thick ice.
"Damn this Digi-Destined!" Ice Devimon cursed out loud, "First those two ruin my
plans at the far south, and now I have to deal with another one!"
Gomamon trembled, hoping that Ice Devimon would not take out his anger on him.
"Lo... Lord Ice Devimon... do... do you wish to send some of your troops to kill
him?"
Ice Devimon shook his head and grinned evilly, "That won't be necessary. If what
I heard about the Digi-Destroyer is true, then there are better and safer ways
to get rid of him. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!" Ice Devimon's piercing evil
laughter echoed in the room.
To be continued...
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Whew! I finally finished Chapter 10! It took me a LOOONG time to finish this
chapter, even when I knew exactly what I wanted to happen.
David and Julia did not have sex in this chapter. There was touching and
caressing, but they did not go 'all the way'. Just wanted to make that clear for
you.
In the next chapter we'll find out more about this new menace to the
Digi-Destined of Argentina, and how they will deal with it.
Oh yeah, from now on I won't write the fun facts section, since I realized I was
just writing what I tough was interesting to know, but not what you wanted to
know! So from now on, I'll answer questions that you ask me trough feedback. And
if you people don't have any questions, then I won't write anything in the fact
section.
Persona.