Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Dreams ❯ Therapy ( Chapter 7 )

Rated: R

Warnings: Angst, angst, angst, angst, and can we say ANGSTY ANGST GOODNESS!!! OH AND DON'T FORGET YAOI. Don't like it DON'T BITCH TO ME ABOUT IT!!!

Disclaimer: I don't own them. Though I would like to get my hands on Kouji, Kouichi, and Takuya for a while. *Chuckles evilly*

The afore mentioned boys: *laughs nervously*. Uh oh

Author's Notes: This fic was inspired by "Sweet Dreams" and "The Beautiful People" by Marilyn Manson. The stuff in Italics is a poem I did for this chapter. I'll shut up now and be on the show now.

Chapter VII

Therapy

(Kouji POV)

After Kouichi died I fell apart. I'm still trying to slowly put myself back together. Takuya is helping me out a lot, though I don' know why. He should hate my guts right now, after I slapped him and my unstable emotional state. I go from a crying mess to seeing red I'm so angry. I get mad at my self for letting myself get to close to someone, mad whatever deity that decided that my brother had to die, made at my life for being so hard, mad a Takuya for caring so much, even mad a Kouichi for leaving me.

My father has decided to make my life that much more of a hell. He's forcing me to go to a psychiatrist, or therapist as he calls it, for my problems. He acts like he cares but I can see through him. He has something else in mind. Just like My father would put a car in the shop for a new engine, he expects me to come out of therapy the perfect son who doesn't worry about anything, so that he my step mother and I can be on big happy family. He says that I have and anger problem, and that I'm to cruel to my stepmother, but how can I be cruel to her if I never speak to her. When I said that my father has something in mind for me to go to therapy, I was right. It ends up that my father is getting a promotion and his boss is coming over for dinner this time next month. I heard him tell my stepmother that his boss wanted to see a happy normal functioning family. As the saying goes what man can be respected in the bussiness world, if he is not respected in his own house. He saw me as a problem that needs to be fixed.

I told Takuya of what I had learned but what he told me surprised and angered me at the same time.

"…Maybe he can help you cope with Kouichi's passing," he said

"I don't need to go to a therapist, Takuya" I said "I'm fine I can handle thing on my own."

And as the conversation continued, we ended up in a big fight, which resulted in me leaving.

That would bring us to present. It has been three days since me and Takuya had our fight. I was forced to go to the therapist. If glares could kill, then my father would have been dead a million times over by the time we go to the doctor's office. At first the doctor was talking to my parents, asking all sorts of questions. I of course was half listening and glaring the whole time. Then the doctor turned to me

"Kouji, something seems to be bothering you, would you like to share it with us?" he said.

I stayed silent. I didn't want to talk to this man. I didn't even know him. So I stared him right in the eye. I'm sure he could see my total dislike of the situation.

"Kouji" My father scolded, "Answer him"

I still don't answer him, and completely ignore my father. I can tell out of the corner of my eye that he's starting to get angry.

"Kouji, answer him now"

"Now now mister Minamoto there's no need to get angry" the doctor said. " Now mister and misses Minamoto would you mind if I spoke with Kouji alone?"

My father nodded and walked out with my stepmother.

"Kouji, I don't want you to get any ideas that I'm here to judge you, I just want to talk to you about how things have been going lately" he pauses and walks over to a table by the wall "Water?" He asks while pouring himself a glass

"No thanks"

"Oh my he speaks" he jokes

I roll my eyes

"Now let's talk. Your father said that you were a very angry person. He said that there has been cruelty towards you stepmother. Why is that?"

"Why do you want to know?"

"So we can resolve this problem you have so you can be a better person"

At this point I was getting annoyed with the good doctor "First of all" I start out "I don't have a problem, and second I don't want to change, I like the way I am"

The doctor was a little surprised at my outburst.

"Well then let's try it this way. Why do you not like you stepmother."?

"She's annoying," I say getting even more irritated.

"That's not a good reason to hate someone. I'm sure she has some good qualities. I'm sure she cooks cleans and does laundry for you and your father."

"Your wrong there buddy. I do the cooking, and cleaning, and a great deal of the laundry. The only thing my stepmother ever does is sit on her fucking ass, and watch the fucking TV."

"I see…"

"And if it makes you fell better" I cut in "I don't like you either. You want to know why? You're annoying, and fucking nosey" I say and walk out of the room the door slamming behind me. My father is on my case in seconds.

"Minamoto Kouji!" He yells, "Get back here right now!!"

"You know what DAD!" I turn to him and start. I also notice out of the corner the doctor has now walked in to the room. "Fuck you!"

"You mind your mou.."

"NO! Dad I don't care anymore! I know why you're doing this! To get that fucking promotion. Don't deny it I heard your fucking talk about it. And as far as 'm concerned, I have no father!" I say and run out of the building not really knowing where I'm going, only just that I need to get away from here.

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Scy: Damn. It took me long enough to get this out. Damn school getting in my way of doing this. I hope you enjoy. And it anyone would like to ask me where this is going, well don't ask cuz I haven't a fuckin clue.

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