Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ tears speak a thousand words ❯ depression ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I don't own digimon , but one day I will! *strokes her bald cat called Mr. bigglesworth* damn you Austin! You always spoil my fun!

A lone figure sat upon a bridge staring out to sea, the features on his face highlighted by the dim glow coming from a streetlight above him. His clothes clung to his body as the rain poured down, the sky loomed above like a shadow, deep and foreboding. The blonde looked upon what he had written he smiled slightly with pride.

Why can such a happy person be so sad inside?

I feel empty and hollow

My eyes are watery

My heart is dead

My soul is shattered into a million sharp edges

Cutting into me

I wish this pain would just seep away

Leaving me my sanity

The world is darkening

The sky a shadow

I am soulless

I am heartless

Broken and bound

Won't somebody save me?

A cry for help

A plea to be saved

I go unheard

The world passes me by

Take me to a happy place

My body shivers

I weep silently, my tears say a thousand words

The rain pours down

Hiding my tears

I have given up on the world

And the world had given up on me

He closed the book content with his work, as he wandered off into the night.

Beep Beep

The blonde bolted upright as he smashed the snooze button, he put on his clothes, black, black and then some leather,

He wandered through to the kitchen and found a note left by his mother.

"Off early to work, as usual" He thought

He grabbed his bag and put on his steel toed-boots before running out the door.

"Another school year, another year as an outsider" he thought "A gothic me who would have thought?" he smirked to himself.

The school bell went signaling a surge of incessant chattering students to their classes.

The blonde walked into his homeroom ignoring everything around him. Upon entering the room it became disturbingly quiet. He sat down at his usual seat and stared out the window onto the playing fields. He was abruptly pulled out of his dream.

"Mr Takaishi stop staring out the window this instant" She boomed

"Yes ma'am" he whispered

Takeru inspected the room and its inhabitants, he wrinkled his nose as he saw Hikari and Daisuke making puppy eyes at each other. He closed his eyes and let the torture sweep over him, His thoughts comsumed him and his day went quickly in his own little world.

He ate his lunch alone as usual before going to ART

"At last a class I like" he thought

The teacher looked over his shoulder at his artwork

"That's a very interesting piece Takeru" he said

The painting was of people screaming as fire and blackness engulfed them.

"They say what you paint reflects yourself, this is just how I feel" Takeru muttered

The school day was soon over and Takeru trudged home. He flopped onto his bed feeling depressed and miserable.

"I can't take it anymore. It's just too much, even my hopes gone." He thought as he wandered out into the pouring rain. He stood in the middle of the street and looked up into the clouds looming overhead, he dropped onto his knees as two lights came nearer and nearer….

"SCCCCCCRRRRRRRRREEEEEECCCCCCCHHHHHHH" the brakes of the car went as the driver tried to stop without sucess. Time seemed to stand still as a blurr of flashing lights and voices.

Takeru woke up from his sleep but didn't open his eyes, he listened to what was going on around him. Listened to his mother cry as his father tried to comfort her. Listened to others crying, crying for there hope and for themselves.

Takeru opened one eye and was blinded by the bright lights around him. He soon ajusted to the light and opened his other eye, his eyes were met of tearfull dark brown eyes.

"TK, your awake!" Daisuke shouted as he hugged the breathe out of him

"Ack, I won't be if you keep hugging me this tight" Takeru chocked out, Dai blushed and let go.

"Uh sorry" he said as he scratched the back of his head.

Takeru looked at his body, it seemed to be ok, a little black and blue, but ok.

"Wheres everyone else?" Takeru asked looking at Dai

"They all had to go home, and your mom and dad are getting some coffee" he answered

They stared intently at each other for a moment both had questions unswered

"Why?" Takeru whispered a tear in his eye

" I…I don't know why, I wasn't ready, I thought it wasn't right what I felt…but know my minds changed, the thought of loosing you is just unbearable…was I the reason why you did this?"

Takeru nodded sadly

"Well im sorry, I love you and I'm sorry ive caused you so much pain, just don't you ever die on me!" Dai said

TK pulled him into his lap and held the crying boy close to him

"I love you too" TK whispered into his ear.