Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ The dream ❯ Part FoUr ( Chapter 4 )

Matt went to his car, he ride it and puts his head on the wheel he was shocked a flash back crossed his head when Sora slapped his face… and how sad she was "I let her sad… I didn't mean it… I saw her tears… I promised my self that I won't ever let her cry and I'll make her happy to the ends of my life but now I… I … I let her cry I broken the person I love heart… by my hands… what an idiot why I did that? Why I did that? Why? Why I slept with Tami? Did I really cheat Sora? I'm a cheater? Ow god… I can't live without her, she's the only person I feel these strong feeling toward ow I don't know what to do… Yamato Ishaida you are stupid you don't deserve her, you are big stupid you don't deserve her love to you… Sora please don't leave please I don't know what to do without you… I love you… please come back and don't leave me… please Sora… please"

He was crying then he derived to Sora's house he rang the bill, her mother

Elean smiled: Ow hi Yamato

Matt: Hi can I talk with Sora please?

His tone was weak and his looks were sad

Elean : Matt… I don't know what to say… but she's angry and crying

Matt: She told you what happened?

Elean : Yah… and I'm sorry for you both

Matt: Please Mrs. Elean tell her that I didn't mean it… I didn't know what happened to me… like I was drug or something… please

Elean saw the love looks from his eyes the eyes who were deeply in love with Sora

Elean : I'll try to talk with her… don't worry

Matt slowly smiled: Thank you thank you very much

Elean : No problem I know you love her

Matt: You don't know how much she means to me if she just understands this

Elean : But Yamato you know we can't blame her

Matt shacked his face: Yah I know… ok I gotta go goodnight

Elean : Good night

Matt went to his apartment Elean entered her daughter room to find her lying on her stomach on the bed sleeping she was crying on his picture Elean shacked her face she kissed her daughter head and tried to pull the picture but she couldn't so she let it with her she puts the blanket well and closed the lights

Matt went to his apartment he entered and sat on the sofa he was crying he was remembering every beautiful moment they spent together…

Flash back,

The all were in the farm

Joe: It's boring night…

Tai: I know… let's party

The all looked at him

Tai: Matt… sing

Matt shocked: What?

Tai: You heard me… sing

Mimi: Yah… your voice is beautiful… come on I love to hear you

Kari: Please Matt

Matt shacked the back of his head: But guys I'm not ready

T.K: Your guitar in your car I'll bring it

Daivs: We can help you

Matt: But __

Tai: I know… do it for your girlfriend… sing for Sora

The all looked at Sora she was blushing…

Yolie: Yah… please Sora, ask him he will never say no to ya

Sora blushed more

Kari: Come on

Tai: Now Yama will you sing?

Matt: Yah, but under one condition

Tai: What is it?

Matt looked at Sora: If Sora's agree and give me a kiss

The all: OW

Tai: It's easy thing you two whole the time do it…

Daivs: Come on do it

Mimi: Don't tell me you two didn't do it before

Sora looked at Matt he smiled then the two lends and kissed when they pulled back the all clapped their hands and laughed

Yolie: Ok ask him now… you are the queen here

Sora blushed: Can you sing Matt?

Matt kissed her cheek: Sing and sing and sing just for you

Tai: Ow see… just for her… now we are in the end of the menu

Matt laughed: No guys… you are my friends

T.K: Ok I'll bring the guitar…

Matt looked at Sora who smiled and kissed her head

End of the flash back,

" Sora… we had beautiful moments together… why did you leave me? You even didn't let me explain…" He was staring at her picture sadly…

One week later,

The all knew about what happened between Matt and Sora… in the evening Tai came to Matt after T.K told him that Matt was in big mess he didn't eat didn't talk with any one… he just stares at her picture…

They entered…

T.K: Matt… Tai is here…

But there's no answer…

T.K: I think he's in his room.

They went to Matt's room…

They found him lying on the bed staring at Sora's picture.

T.K: Matt… Tai wants to talk to you…

Matt didn't answer…

T.K: Matt you __

Tai: Matt we are talking to you answer us.

Matt looked at them…

Matt: You are here? Sorry I didn't note that…

He stands up but before he left the room Tai punched him on his face, Matt falls down.

Matt: What's the wrong with you?

Tai: What's the wrong with me? You mean what's the wrong with you? Wake up Matt I can't believe a girl could make this to you… don't do this to your self… you will die… this is the first time I see you so weak like that… get to your real… as a strong guy… the sadness won't makes any thing with your problems… come on Matt I don't like to see you like this.

Matt looked at Tai then he smiled, Tai gave him a hand and helped him to stand up.

Matt: Thank you Tai, I think I need some thing like that.

Tai: No problem…now calm down… you know keep staring at her picture won't solve the problem Yama… you know that

Matt looked down: I know that Tai… but…

Tai: But what?

Matt looked at him with sadness in his eyes: She hates me Tai you know what does this mean… she doesn't want to see me or talk with me to let me explain

T.K: But doing this to yourself Matt won't change anything…

Tai: You told me about Tami… the girl who did that to you… right?

Matt: Yah

Tai: Why don't you go to her and try to know what happened exactly that night?

Matt: I tried to find her but I don't know any thing about her just her name… Tai I don't know what to do… I can't stand seeing her going away from me… please tell me what to do?

Tai puts his hand on his chin while closing his eyes to think ^_^

Tai: Your problem is too… hard… and…

He opened his eyes looking at Matt: Truly Matt, I can't blame her

Matt gets angry: THE ALL SAY THE SAME BUT ALSO THEY DON'T KNOW ANYTHING…

Tai: Wow, wow, wow calm down… I didn't mean anything wrong

Matt: Yah… right…

Tai: You can't do this to yourself for a girl… you can find another one

Matt: What? Find another one? How could you say that? I told you she's my spirit and you tell me to find another one and leave her… yah… do you think I'm like you Taichi Kamiya… ha… do you think I'm like you? Leaving the girl I truly in love with and find another girl and change the girls every week because small mistake… no way… no way Tai… I'm not like you… and I will never be… I'll keep trying to have Sora back…

Tai gets angry knowing that Matt means Dawn: You don't know any thing

Matt: Tell me… or don't do it…I know it… you just left her because you bored from her… or you were just playing

Tai: That's not right…

Matt: Yes it is

Tai: No it's not

The two were angry T.K could say that they are ready for fighting

T.K: Matt Tai… please calm down… you are friends

Matt: Leaving her ha?

Tai: Shut up… I didn't push you to do what I want… you are talking without knowing anything happened between Dawn and me

Matt: What happened? Just small fighting let you leave her… say it Tai… say you were playing with her

Tai: And why do you care I played or no?

Matt: See… I was right… you never love her and you won't

Tai: NO… I love her… I mean …

Tai gets angry, he didn't know what to say because he doesn't know his feeling special after what had happened between Dawn the girl he loved and he will and him then Tai went out from the apartment, T.K looked at Matt

T.K: Matt, why did you do that?

Matt looked down then he looked at T.K: I… I don't know T.K… I just was angry he let me crazy when he told me to leave her

T.K: It was just a suggestion… he didn't mean it he's your friend no your best friends a friend you won't find in million years… he was worried about you whole the time calling me every day asking about you and now… you shout at him like this

Matt: I didn't mean it…

T.K: It's his life Matt… you can't sue him for what he is doing you never give him a chance to explain… you did what Sora did

Matt looked shocked: What do you mean?

T.K: She didn't let you explain… and now you didn't let him explain tell me what is your feeling? Tell me?

Matt didn't say a word he knows he hurts Tai and he feels like he opened an old wound from Tai's past the past Tai didn't want to talk about, now Matt did the same of what Sora done to him…

Matt: I don't know T.K

T.K: Go apologize to him Matt…

Matt: He's angry… I know him

T.K: But he won't throw you out from his apartment…

Matt: Ok… I'll go thanx T.K

T.K: No problem

Tai drives his car quickly he was driving in crazy speed he didn't know where he was going… he just keep driving without knowing where his car is taking him " I was playing with Dawn… he doesn't know anything… not one thing… and he says I never love her or know how to love her… if he knows my true feeling toward this girl… if he knows why I'm dating these girls every week… if he knows the reasons…Matt you are stupid big fool yah… big fool" Tai was angry… he just want to shout, he though that he threw his past behind him but Dawn came to this city because of her mother work the two met eyes in eyes in the school he never can forget that moment…

After two years…

Flash back,

Tai took his sport bag from his locker to go to his practice… he was walking out side the door his eyes flittered slowly and used about the sunlights he shocked when he saw her walking toward him while looking at her friend and talking she looked at the door she was going to enter she shock the two were in front of each other Dawn stopped they both were staring at each other… without any words just insider feeling these feeling which were forgotten for long time… it's two years pass but the two couldn't forget what had happened between them… but their looks were cut when one of Tai's team called him and Dawn friend pulled her the two passed from each other but without saying a word… not one word…

End of the flash back,

Tai suddenly stopped when he knew he's away from the city and from every thing he lay back on his seat… then suddenly he hits the wheel hard

Tai: Why… why all that happen? I still love you… why?

Tai's apartment,

Matt rang the bell but no one opened the door so he entered with his extra keys the apartment was empty and like always in big mess

Matt: Tai… Tai… are you in there?

But there was no answer… Matt sat in the living room waiting for Tai Matt opened the TV but he saw something in the VCR he went there and took the tape he read what was written "23 Nov. 2003, Taich match… love… Dawn" It was written in another handwriting it wasn't Tai's handwriting… Matt puts the tape he wanted to know about what happened between the two… he played the tape

It was one of the difficult matches for Tai's team… someone was tapping the match… after the match… the person walked to the team rest room after the all went out he could see Tai and the person was slowly walking to him Tai puts his towel then he looked at the camera he smiled…

Tai: Ow look at you…

"What about me?" It was a girl voice

Tai: Of course beautiful…

"Taich… please stop it I'm blushing

Tai giggled he came near the camera and gave it funky look then he looked at her

Tai: You finally came to Odaiba…

"I couldn't help it… it's three months… and it seems that you didn't miss me"

Tai: Me?

" Yah… any way congratulation… you were great"

Tai: Thanx beauty…

"So I invite you for the dinner with me"

Tai happily: Wow you are staying until the dinnertime here with me?

"Yah… also you promised me to let me meet your friends"

Tai: Emmm my friends?

"Yah…"

Tai pulled the camera from her hands and puts her on the floor just their legs were showing…

"Why did you do that?"

Tai: I want our privet time… all this day just for you and me…

"But…"

Then he saw her legs pulling toward Tai legs… Tai kissed her after long time they pulled back… Matt heard whispering then Tai carried her and twisted her until the two fall down Matt could see her… it was Dawn…

Dawn: Am I fat like this?

Tai: No… but…

Dawn: But what?

Tai looked at her…

Dawn: Don't look at me like this… yah I'm fat that what you mean

Tai giggled: No truly you aren't fat… but I'm trying to test you that's all

Dawn: What do you mean?

Tai stands up Dawn was in the floor staring at him…

Dawn: You didn't answer me

Tai: Never mind

Dawn: Tai…

Tai pulled her up

Tai: See I told you, you aren't fat… by the way did I tell you the three magic words?

Dawn kissed his noise: No…

Tai: So… I love you

Dawn: It's four words

Tai: I love you… happy now?

Dawn: Of course…

Dawn took the camera…

Dawn: Ok shall we go now?

Tai: Yes but after closing this…

Then the tape end… Matt was shocked Dawn came here once after Tai's match that girl who Matt saw but he couldn't see her well

Matt: Tai…

Then he heard the door opened he closed the TV, it was Tai

Tai: Matt?

Matt stands up and went near Tai…

Matt: Look Tai… I'm sorry… I was angry and didn't know what I say… please forgive me

Tai walked and sat on the sofa, Matt sat next to him

Tai: That's ok… I'm not angry anymore…I let my angry out

Matt: Did you drive in crazy speed of yours?

Tai: Yah… I needed that

Matt: Someday you will die

Tai: Who told you I'm not died

Matt: what do you mean?

Tai run his hands in his heir

Tai: I'm dieing every day every moment after we broke up

Matt: Tai… if you love her so much like this then why did you break up with her?

Tai stands up: I told you its long story and I don't want to talk about it I just wanna forget… forget every moment I spent with her

Matt stands up and puts his hand on Tai's shoulder

Matt: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to open an old wound

Tai: That's ok… by the way… I have an idea about your problem with Sora

Matt happily: Really?

Tai: Yah…

The two sat

Tai: I think I know this girl… Tami

Matt: Really?

Tai: Yah… her name is Tami Mashiro… I know her… she's Scott's girlfriend

Matt: Scott?

Tai: Our friends… he was Dawn's company in that party

Matt: And what?

Tai: I'm sure he knows every thing about her

Matt: Didn't they break up?

Tai: Yes… but that doesn't mean he doesn't know anything

Matt: Then we can take her address… but… what we are gonna do after?

Tai: Let's go then I'll tell you

Matt: Tai… what are you thinking?

Tai pulled Matt with him

Tai's car…

Tai: I know that Tami will deny anything she let you drink then she will say it happened by accident and you are the one who did it and pushed her

Matt angry: If you know that mister then why you take me to meet her?

Tai smiled: Because you fool… she maybe sent a litter for Sora telling her that you hate her and don't want to meet her… so you go with me now and tell her that you were drug and you didn't know what you were doing and you hate her… and I will be your witness see I'm useful friend any way… if she sent the litter we can deny it, you will be innocent in Sora's eyes

Matt: Do you think Sora will believe me?

Tai: Now let's clear your picture and Sora after…

Matt smiled: Man… you are master

Tai: I told ya…

Scott's house,

He let them sat in the living room

Scott: So… what brought you here?

Tai: What a hot welcome Scott… anyway… how is your girlfriend?

Scott: Which girlfriend?

Tai: Tami Mashiro… isn't she your girlfriend?

Scott: You mean this bitch…

The two shocked: BITCH?

Scott stares at the two in amazed: What?

Matt: What do you mean she is bitch?

Scott: Every night she hang up with a guy… I found that someday and she didn't seem to care… but why do you ask about her?

Matt: It's long story… but can you give us her address?

Scott: Why?

Matt: It's important for me… please

Scott wrote the address for them, they quickly drive there…

Tai: Ok… Matt you know what to do?

Matt: Yah

The two went, Matt rang the bell Tami opened the door she shocked

Tami: Ow look who came to visit me… it's my Matt

She hugged him but Matt pushed her hands

Tami: What's the wrong? Didn't you miss me?

Matt angry: No… and I don't think I will… just tell me what you have done to me that night?

Tami: Nothing… you are the one who pushed me…

Matt looked at Tai who smiled half smile then he looked at Tami again

Matt: I pushed you?

Tami: Yah… and truly you were cute so… I never mind you

Matt: Bitch… you are big lire…

Tami: You were drunk how do you remember

Matt: But I don't drink and you know that

Tami: You drank in the party more than five glasses

Matt was angry: LOOK I CAN'T BELEIVE A BITCH LIKE YOU… AND YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT I HATE YOU AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AROUND ME OR SORA… I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT BUT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE WHAT YOU WANT… THIS IS THE FIRST AND LAST WORNING I HATE YOU… AND JUST YOU AND I LOVE SORA AND JUST SORA… AND SORA… SO DON'T TRY TO LIE AT HER

Matt left and rides the car Tai went then hey derived away

Tai: Wow… that was fast

Matt: I want to hit her kill her…

Tai: You did great… she deserves more

Matt: Yah… the killing won't be enough… Tai can you take me to Sora's house

Tai looked at Matt

Tai: Are you sure?

He looked at the way again

Matt: Yah… come with me… or you talk with her…

Tai: Look… why don't you try to talk with her first and if you fail I'll go tomorrow and tell her the truth…

Matt: I hope it will work I went to her home every day but she refused to see me

Tai: Look buddy you will get your lover back I promise

Matt: Tai…

Tai: I don't want you to suffer like me… so I'll help you to get her back

Matt: Thanx Tai… you are the best and great friend

Tai: Thanx… I'm blushing…

The two giggled…

Sora's house,

Tai was waiting for Matt in the car, Matt went and rang the bell Sora opened the door she shocked and when she tried to closed it Matt stopped her

Matt: Sora… please listens to me… just this time please

Sora: No… I told you I don't want to hear any thing from you

Matt: You don't know how much I suffer because of you

Sora looked at his eyes knowing they are deeply in love with her…

Sora: Yamato…

Matt: Please… all that happened because of her

Sora gets angry again: NO… lire… I can't believe you after now… no way

Matt: Why not?

Sora: Because I don't carry any feeling toward ya any more… I'm sorry

Matt shocked: You mean you don't love me?

Sora looked at him with tears full her eyes: Yes I hate you Yamato Ishaida… I don't love you any more

Matt: No Sora… don't do this to me… please… I love you and __

Sora puts her hands on her ears while crying

Sora: Stop it… stop this Matt…

Matt: Sora I …

Sora: You what?

Matt: I want to start again I can prove every thing for ya

Sora: No… there's no again Yamato Ishaida… every thing between us is over… you can start again with another one… but with me forget it…

Matt: Sora try to understand me… I love you and just you

Sora: But I can't love you like the past

Matt: Why not? You even didn't give me a chance to explain

Sora: Explain what? Explain what you've done… explain how did you cheat me with her… no way…

Matt: I didn't cheat you believe me

Sora: Didn't? How and I saw you by my eyes… I wish I never saw you

She was crying hard

Matt: Sora…

Sora wiped her tears and looked at him

Sora: I think I need to be alone now

Matt: You want me to leave?

Sora: I afraid so

Matt: Ok… as what you want…

He left Sora saw him leaving her heart was calling him to come back to her so that she can hug him… she missed him so much… she closed the door by her back then she sat on the floor crying hard…

Matt rides Tai's car from his look Tai could say he didn't make it…

Tai: Matt

Matt: She doesn't want to believe me Tai… she didn't give me a chance

Tai didn't say a word he knows how weak Matt becomes when it comes to Sora's feeling he knows that Matt can't say one word injured her feeling so Tai was going to do his best to bring them back together…"Don't worry my friend I'll bring her back to you… I'll help you I promise"

To be continued…