Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ The Kaiser And Me ❯ Going Back ( Prologue )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: thelovemutt 
Ken writes a letter and goes to the digital world to find something he's been missing.
Anime/Manga: Digimon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Psychological / / Drama / Adventure | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 01.01.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.1K | Visits: 960 | Status: Completed
Ken writes a letter and goes to the digital world to find something he's been missing.
Anime/Manga: Digimon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Psychological / / Drama / Adventure | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 01.01.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.1K | Visits: 960 | Status: Completed
Title: The Kaiser And Me (prologue/?)
Author: thelovemutt (at earthlink dot net)
Pairing: Daiken, Kaiken, Kaisuke
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Ken goes looking for his other half.
Website: www.geocities.com/thelovemutt
The Kaiser and Me Prologue: Going Back
Ken grabbed a notebook from the side of his bed and flipped to a clean page. It was the kind of notebook that has the tear off edge. He wasn't going to write this letter on a piece of messy torn out paper. Ken snuggled up to Leafmon, pulled a pen out of the spiral, and began to write.
xxx
Davis
None of you ever really understood. It was simple for you; I was bad, now I'm good. That's not really the way it was.
When you all went through the digiport you changed. Not so drastically that you actually noticed. But it happened. You did notice the different clothes, but if I told any one of you that your bodies changed as well you probably wouldn't have listened. I knew what was going on though. I watched you from the base. Yolie's hair got the slightest bit longer and her vision cleared up a little. She didn't really need to wear her glasses in the digital world.
Davis, you got clumsier. I wouldn't have noticed if I hadn't studied you on the soccer field, but I had. TK got taller. Cody got a little stronger. But aside from me, Kari changed the most physically. I watched her a LOT. She got more... developed. Man, did I watch her.
But that's enough about all of you. This is supposed to be about me. As I was saying before, the trip to the digital world changed your body to match your personality. I'm not sure what I have. What we have. Multiple personality disorder? Schizophrenia? Am I severely manic depressive? Something. Anyway, I became two.
There was me, and in a totally separate complete replica of my body was him. I didn't even know he existed. I have these episodes and afterwards I can't remember any of it. I guess that's when he comes out. Kind of like that movie Psycho Beach Party.
You're probably wondering why you didn't know about this. Why you didn't know about me. Well it's a really simple answer; he kept me locked up. I wish it was just to keep me out of his way, but it wasn't. He actually liked having me around. Not for companionship or friendship though. I was his fuck toy.
I remember the first time he took me just like it was yesterday. I was in my cell and he came to me like he had so many times before. This time it wasn't just to hurt me.
xxx
Ken put his pen down and contemplated what he was planning on writing. As he thought he remembered. His hand found its way into his pants as the memories came back to him.
*Flashback*
"Ken, come here." He said it softly but his voice commanded respect. It was a voice of power. I made my way over to him slowly on my knees, moving as fast as the shackles would allow. He was standing above me when he spoke again. "Tonight we're going to do something a little different." He ran a hand down the side of my face. I was sort of anxious. He'd never touched me so gently before. His hand came to a stop at the base of my neck and he grabbed a fist full of my hair. He yanked on it, causing my head to be forced back and my neck to be bared.
I was in a completely submissive position. He got down on his knees before me and began sucking on my throat. The Kaiser ran his lips up until he reached my mouth, nipping at my skin along the way. It was weird at first, his mouth on mine. He was me in a way but he was so different. He had an aura about him that made him a whole other person.
He pulled away from me with a reluctant look in his eyes. "If I unchain you will you behave?"
"Yes Master," I replied.
He opened the chains on my wrists and ankles. For a moment I contemplated trying to escape, but I realized it would be futile.
He pushed me onto my back and I went over unresistingly. The floor was hard beneath me but I was too caught up in the madness in his eyes to notice.
*End Flashback*
xxx
I was always a bit moody before we split, but that monster was never a part of me. If it ever came through I've repressed the memories, which might actually be what the black outs were from. The only time he ever showed anything of mental stability was when we were together. When we were apart he was psychotic. He allowed me free roam of the base when he realized that I wouldn't rebel against him. That I couldn't rebel against him. He had monitors everywhere and I watched him and saw him interact with the other chosen children.
I liked what he did to me. It was sick and I knew it was sick and I wanted out. The Kaiser eventually got over his obsession with you which was good timing because that's when I got tired of being so disgusting. I told you I'd repented, you took me for him since he wasn't bothering you any more, and that was that.
Until now. He's still there, he's was there when we left. He managed to contact me, I'm not sure how since passage between the Digital and Real world is supposed to be closed. He sent something with the message to, a replica of our D3 and assurances that I'd be able to pass though the barrier.
I need the Kaiser He's a part of me like you knew all along. You thought I left that part of me behind, which I had. I need it back though. I need him. I can't live without him. We didn't become two different people. We came two incomplete parts and both of us need the other to survive. I'm going back to the digital word and you won't be able to follow me. I'm walking down to the mailbox in minuets and after that I'll be gone. By the time you read these words it will be to late to stop me.
I love you Daisuke. Don't dwell on this and don't miss me.
Love I. Ken
Author: thelovemutt (at earthlink dot net)
Pairing: Daiken, Kaiken, Kaisuke
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Ken goes looking for his other half.
Website: www.geocities.com/thelovemutt
The Kaiser and Me Prologue: Going Back
Ken grabbed a notebook from the side of his bed and flipped to a clean page. It was the kind of notebook that has the tear off edge. He wasn't going to write this letter on a piece of messy torn out paper. Ken snuggled up to Leafmon, pulled a pen out of the spiral, and began to write.
xxx
Davis
None of you ever really understood. It was simple for you; I was bad, now I'm good. That's not really the way it was.
When you all went through the digiport you changed. Not so drastically that you actually noticed. But it happened. You did notice the different clothes, but if I told any one of you that your bodies changed as well you probably wouldn't have listened. I knew what was going on though. I watched you from the base. Yolie's hair got the slightest bit longer and her vision cleared up a little. She didn't really need to wear her glasses in the digital world.
Davis, you got clumsier. I wouldn't have noticed if I hadn't studied you on the soccer field, but I had. TK got taller. Cody got a little stronger. But aside from me, Kari changed the most physically. I watched her a LOT. She got more... developed. Man, did I watch her.
But that's enough about all of you. This is supposed to be about me. As I was saying before, the trip to the digital world changed your body to match your personality. I'm not sure what I have. What we have. Multiple personality disorder? Schizophrenia? Am I severely manic depressive? Something. Anyway, I became two.
There was me, and in a totally separate complete replica of my body was him. I didn't even know he existed. I have these episodes and afterwards I can't remember any of it. I guess that's when he comes out. Kind of like that movie Psycho Beach Party.
You're probably wondering why you didn't know about this. Why you didn't know about me. Well it's a really simple answer; he kept me locked up. I wish it was just to keep me out of his way, but it wasn't. He actually liked having me around. Not for companionship or friendship though. I was his fuck toy.
I remember the first time he took me just like it was yesterday. I was in my cell and he came to me like he had so many times before. This time it wasn't just to hurt me.
xxx
Ken put his pen down and contemplated what he was planning on writing. As he thought he remembered. His hand found its way into his pants as the memories came back to him.
*Flashback*
"Ken, come here." He said it softly but his voice commanded respect. It was a voice of power. I made my way over to him slowly on my knees, moving as fast as the shackles would allow. He was standing above me when he spoke again. "Tonight we're going to do something a little different." He ran a hand down the side of my face. I was sort of anxious. He'd never touched me so gently before. His hand came to a stop at the base of my neck and he grabbed a fist full of my hair. He yanked on it, causing my head to be forced back and my neck to be bared.
I was in a completely submissive position. He got down on his knees before me and began sucking on my throat. The Kaiser ran his lips up until he reached my mouth, nipping at my skin along the way. It was weird at first, his mouth on mine. He was me in a way but he was so different. He had an aura about him that made him a whole other person.
He pulled away from me with a reluctant look in his eyes. "If I unchain you will you behave?"
"Yes Master," I replied.
He opened the chains on my wrists and ankles. For a moment I contemplated trying to escape, but I realized it would be futile.
He pushed me onto my back and I went over unresistingly. The floor was hard beneath me but I was too caught up in the madness in his eyes to notice.
*End Flashback*
xxx
I was always a bit moody before we split, but that monster was never a part of me. If it ever came through I've repressed the memories, which might actually be what the black outs were from. The only time he ever showed anything of mental stability was when we were together. When we were apart he was psychotic. He allowed me free roam of the base when he realized that I wouldn't rebel against him. That I couldn't rebel against him. He had monitors everywhere and I watched him and saw him interact with the other chosen children.
I liked what he did to me. It was sick and I knew it was sick and I wanted out. The Kaiser eventually got over his obsession with you which was good timing because that's when I got tired of being so disgusting. I told you I'd repented, you took me for him since he wasn't bothering you any more, and that was that.
Until now. He's still there, he's was there when we left. He managed to contact me, I'm not sure how since passage between the Digital and Real world is supposed to be closed. He sent something with the message to, a replica of our D3 and assurances that I'd be able to pass though the barrier.
I need the Kaiser He's a part of me like you knew all along. You thought I left that part of me behind, which I had. I need it back though. I need him. I can't live without him. We didn't become two different people. We came two incomplete parts and both of us need the other to survive. I'm going back to the digital word and you won't be able to follow me. I'm walking down to the mailbox in minuets and after that I'll be gone. By the time you read these words it will be to late to stop me.
I love you Daisuke. Don't dwell on this and don't miss me.
Love I. Ken