Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Thoughts of the Children ❯ T.K. Takaishi ( Chapter 7 )

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Thoughts of the Children

 

Ch. VII: T.K. Takaishi

 

Everyone thought I was just some little crybaby who just wants to get his way all the time. You might be right, you might be wrong. For all I will say, I was just a lonely child that only wanted attention.

 

Then, when I first met Tokomon, I was very excited that I had someone to tag along and play with, especially since the others were just looking around wondering where we were at the time. But when we encountered the bad Digimon, mainly Devimon, I got confused and scared, believing that I was going to die. But, when my digimon digivolved to Angemon, I felt very happy and safe… even though my comfort was only short-lived.

 

Afterwards, I knew that I had to mature, to stop being a crybaby and grow up. It was difficult, but I became stronger emotionally and physically. I felt like I can do anything, that I had conquered my fears.

 

Three years later, I found out that I still had growing up to do. I got into a rivalry with Davis, and I also had another adventure in a newly reconfigured Digital World.

 

Battling the Digimon Emperor was harder than I can imagine. At first, I thought beating him would be a piece of cake, but was I wrong. But the confusion on my part was that he suddenly became good. And when he became good, I considered forgiving him on the spot, even though I secretly doubted my judgment. All in all, he became a really valuable part on our team. Amazing, huh?

 

Still, of all the things I was able to withstand, there was one thing that held me back: the darkness. My heart was plagued with darkness because I hated it. When I saw Devimon in the Dark Whirlpool, my mind was racing with one thing and one thing only: revenge.

 

However, I slowly realized that I couldn't let my hatred of darkness cloud my judgment. I had to put it behind me and move on, despite knowing that the process wouldn't be very easy.

 

When MaloMyotismon was destroyed, that really helped me relieve myself from my haunted past. It wasn't complete, but it was enough for me to cope with it.

 

I knew my hatred for the darkness wasn't completely gone, but now, I can tolerate it, knowing that the darkness can be used for good as well as bad. And my friends, my family, and Patamon will help me move on with my life…

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