Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Want to be Near You Always ❯ Chapter 1

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Want To Be Near You Always
aka
End of Happiness Revised
by two very strange and perverted people

(Aka Dareru and Tabby)

Disclaimer: Neither of us owns Digimon. (So sad, no?) Man, if Tabby did, she'd have that show turned into yaoi hentai before you could turn your head! We're borrowing the characters, we plan to take really good care of them, so don't worry! They'll be returned in good shape! Apparently I have to rewrite the lemon bit, apparently I copied off of someone... funny how I didn't realize it.

POV shifts between Matt and Tai. Tai's in blue and Matt's in Green.
Please send us feedback!
Tabby- BlueMew@collegeclub.com
Dareru- Furidashi@hotmail.com

*~*~*~*

I've never been to a rave in my life.

Matt thought it was a good idea. He called me up earlier to tell me his plan. I'm staring at the wall, contemplating. I said I'd call him back, but I have to make a decision...

"Hey Tai-chan!" he had said happily.

"Hey Yama! How're you?" I had asked.

"Well...call me crazy...but I had this idea tonight...you can say it's stupid, but I really want to take you and the others too..."

"What?"

"A rave?" he had said in a tentative tone. I pondered. And pondered.

"How about I call you back when I've decided love?" I had suggested.

"Ahh...okay. Ja ne Tai-chan...I love you."

I had a ridiculously huge smile on my face as I always do when he says 'I love you.' "I love you too Matt," I said.

We made a kissing sound at each other and then hung up.

So now I was staring at my wall trying to decide. I've never been to a rave. What if there's...of course there are drugs...and sex...and drinking...and all that stuff. But I do like spending time with Matt...and I guess it's just the same as a date...cuz there's dancing and music too...

I picked up the phone and dialed his number without even thinking about it. I have it memorized, naturally...

"Hello?"

"Yama-kun?"

"Hey beautiful!" Matt said. My heart melted. Ahh...

"Hey..." I said sounding kind of shy, "I wanna go to the rave..."

"Cool...so does everyone else, but I wasn't gonna go if you didn't want to...it wouldn't be any fun with you."

"Aww...Matt..."

"Aww, yeah, I know...so, you're coming?" he asked in a low voice.

"Yeah..."

"Cool. I'll pick you up at 7:00, okay love? I love you!"

"Love you too Yama!"

"Bye!"

"Bye!" I said and hung up. 7:00...it was 6:21, so I supposed I'd best go get ready. I headed to the bathroom and started combing my wild hair.

~*~*~*~

For a while, I thought Tai wasn't gonna come. I knew he had never been to a rave, and was pretty sure none of the others had. I mean, there's all the drinking, and drugs, and...all that other bad stuff that's typically associated with them. And the sex...

But that's not necessarily a bad thing. I smiled to myself and looked at my clock. Ooh...crap, 6:55! I ran out the door and hopped into my trusty Explorer, peeling out into the street. First stop, Koushiro's, then to Sora's, then finally to Tai's.

I was pretty sure I scared the hell out of everyone with my...faster-than-normal driving. But I can't stand being late. Besides, I was going to pick up Tai. So there.

We made it to his place right at 7:00. Considering it was usually a ten-minute drive, that was pretty good time.

"Hey, lover boy," he said, climbing into the passenger seat. "Hey, guys."

"Hey, beautiful," I said.

Mimi spoke up. "Good thing we didn't have to pick you up any sooner."

Everyone laughed, including Tai. He was well-versed in my driving habits. I leaned over to kiss him, and as I did he pulled away for a second.

"What?" I asked.

"Since when are you growing something out?" he asked, rubbing my chin.

"A friend of mine commented I would look better with a goatee, so I figured, what the hell?"

An appreciative cat-call came from the back seat - Koushiro and Joe, always ready with a sarcastic remark (or, in this case, noise). In response, I quickly threw the car into gear and peeled off. Needless to say, that shut 'em up. I looked back and smiled. "Thanks, guys, glad you like it."

"So Matt," asked Sora, "you've been to one of these. What should or shouldn't we do?"

I shrugged. "Dance, I guess. Don't get a drink from anyone other than the bartender, that way no one can lace it, have water handy all the time, it gets warm out there. If anyone comes up to you and offers you a pill, don't take it, even if they say it's just ecstasy. Otherwise, have fun, or else I won't give you a ride home. Got it?"

"Matt, you sound just like my mom sometimes," said Tai, grinning.

"It's just, there's a lot of bad stuff that goes on in there. I get a little worried, you know?"

"C'mon, lighten up, Yami," he said. "You're with me, so what could possibly happen?"

I smiled at him as we pulled in to the dance club. 7:15.

"We is here," I said, easing the car into a parking spot. "Meet back here about 11?"

Five heads nodded in unison. "All right."

"Hey, Joe, after this you're coming over to my house," insisted Tai. "I want a rematch of yesterday's game. Nobody beats me at Soul Calibur!"

"Heh, you're on, ya big-haired freak," retorted Joe, already hand in hand with Koushiro.

"So, do I look 21?" I asked Tai.

"No," he giggled. "You look like an 18 year old who wants too look older by growing a goatee."
"Watch it, Kamiya," I laughed as I pinched him on the butt. He yelped in surprise.

As we approached the door, I hoped this would be a date both of us would remember for a long time.

I was going to be right.

~*~*~*~

I looked around inside with amazement, gripping on to Matt's hand for dear life. This place was WILD! The music was banging, and the lights made me feel like I was living in a lava lamp but...

"Hey...aincha a little young to be his boyfriend?" someone close to my ear asked. I almost jumped out of my skin.

"Hey," Matt said in a challenging voice. Maybe I was wrong about the goatee...

"Hey...no offense Matt. He's a pretty boy ya got. You got good taste." He gave me what looked more like a sneer than anything else.

This jackass knew Matt by name?

"Absolutely beautiful," Matt said calmly. I glanced over to where Mimi and Sora were trying to pick up two guys. Heh. They were pretty cute...but not as cute as Matt of course...

"So Kosaki, what's the deal tonight? Any one I know?" Matt asked. What? I felt really puzzled so I didn't say anything. I kept looking over at Mimi and Sora who were actually starting to hit it off with those two dudes.

"...we need your band in next week if ya can swing it Matt. We got NO one for the next six weeks," Kosaki was saying. I looked at Matt again. I don't know why I was so nervous...probably cuz I had these visions in my head of someone jumping on me and stabbing a syringe into me.

"Tai-chan? What's wrong?" he asked me.

"Huh? Oh nothing...I'm okay...I'm...just a little scared," I said, my voice dropping to a low whisper.

"Don't worry about it love...I won't let anything happen to you okay? Wanna dance?"

"Yeah," I said, feeling a bit more relaxed. We went out to the dance floor. I listened to the beat for a second. I realized what song was playing. Baby Got Back! Feeling kind of wicked, I turned around and pressed up against Matt and gave him a seductive grin.

"Whoa...my baby's got back too..." he said laughing. So we danced for a little bit, but I couldn't really concentrate on dancing when I was laughing so hard. Joe and Koushiro were trying (in vain) to dance and I felt like I was about to wet my pants watching them dance. The dear nerds...Matt was laughing too so we walked off of the dance floor holding our stomachs.
"Oh my god..." I said through my laughter. Matt wiped his eyes as we stood by the bar.

"Oh...they really shouldn't dance should they?" he asked. He put his arms around my waist and grinned at me.

"God Tai, you really are beautiful, especially when you're smiling, you know that?"

I blushed and put my hands over his. He gave me a kiss.

"I'm serious you know. You thirsty?"

I was now that he mentioned it.

"Hey...Matt, give this to your boy if he's thirsty. On the house."

I'm not sure who it was, but Matt handed me the glass. It looked like water, odorless, so I slugged it down in two seconds. It felt like I was swallowing a sword. What...was this?

"That's vodka by the way..." the guy said.

"Where did you get this?" Matt asked in an accusing voice.

"I got it from that guy over there..."

"Stupid college punk," Matt snarled. I started to feel shaky. Vodka? Was alcohol supposed to make you feel like something was shutting off your brain?

"Hey...Tai? Tai-chan?" I heard. Matt sounded like he was about 10 feet away.

"What?" I heard myself ask. The floor seemed like the best place to be. It came up to meet me.
Suddenly voices came in a rush around me. I felt Matt's arms around me, supporting me.
"Hey...Tai! Taichi! Snap out of it! Tai, can you hear me?"

Everything was looking brighter but further away. Matt looked like a blonde dot.

"Huh? I can hear..."

Somehow or another, I realized I was sitting at a table. I heard other voices too. Joe and Koushiro and Sora and Mimi...

"Hey! Tai! Tai! Wake up! Snap out of it!" I heard Joe yelling.

"Was it laced? What'd he drink Matt?" Sora asked. I stared at the table. Ooo...the patterns started swirling, like paints being mixed together. Fascinating. It melted into a picture of some cats...a cat...cats of a purple variety...they were meowing at me then they purred. Then they got all sucked together into a huge panther, snarling at me. I screamed at it, oh god, where was Matt? Where was everyone? Why was I alone with a panther? Where did the table go? Where was the club? Why am I on a cliff? The panther was about to knock me off. I looked over the edge of the cliff and screamed again. Oh god...where's Matt? Where is everyone? I need help...

~*~*~*~

"Hey...Tai! Taichi! Snap out of it! Tai, can you hear me?"

Everything suddenly lurched to a halt in my brain. It seemed as if time had decided to slow down so the image of Tai, plunging facedown to the dance floor, would be forever burned into my memory. The group rushed over to me, shouting and yelling; I couldn't understand them. Panicking, I bent over Tai and helped him to a chair.

"Yamato? Is that you?" I could barely hear him over the noise and music. He turned his head towards me. Blood was trickling from his nose, and his pupils had grown to massive proportions. I was scared; I'd never seen him like this.

"Tai! I'm here!" Suddenly, his arm shot up and gripped mine.

"Yamato! The panther! The cliff!" He screamed. People were starting to notice us; a handful were even pointing and laughing. I didn't know what to do! Faintly, I felt a tugging on my arm, and realized it was Koushiro.

"Matt! We should move him out of here!" he shouted. I nodded, and with Joe's help I moved him to a side room; still noisy, but not crowded.

I hovered over Tai anxiously. "Tai! Tai, please, say something!" I felt tears start to well up in my eyes. "Oh, God, this is my fault! I'm sorry, Tai, we never should have come here..."
Tai suddenly doubled up and cried out. I felt a chill run through my body; instinctively, I grabbed his hand and held it. His hand was cold, but I could feel him tightening and relaxing his grip on mine spasmodically.

"Joe! Can't you do something? What's wrong with him?"

I could see worry and panic in Joe's eyes, too. "I don't know! Matt, we need to get out of here and get him to a hospital!" He got out his cell phone and called for an ambulance.

"Matt! Are you there?"

He was looking right at me, and yet he couldn't see me.

"I'm here, baby, I'm here," I said, trying to keep the fear out of my voice. By now the tears were beginning to fall. "I've got you." I bent over him, brushing my free hand through his hair.

"Oh, God, Matt, I can't see!" His voice cracked; he was crying. I wiped away his tears and blood as best I could.

"Don't worry, Tai, everything's going to be fine! I'm with you! I'm here!"

"Matt! Help me!" He screamed again, and threw up on the floor. "Fuck...my stomach..." I saw his face knot up with pain, and I could see that there was blood in his vomit.

I have never felt more helpless in my life. I heard Taichi cry out for my help, but I knew I was powerless to help him. All I could do was hold him and wipe up his blood and tears. A huge pit opened up in my stomach; my heart was torn to shreds. I couldn't do anything to help him, but the reason he was like this was because I had brought him here. I was such a goddamn idiot to bring him here, and now I could lose him, because of one stupid drink!

I didn't know it at the time, but the ambulance had arrived. I felt two pairs of arms try to pull me away from my Taichi, and I fought them savagely. It took a smack from Sora to bring me back to my senses.

"Damn it, Matt, what are you doing? The paramedics are here! Get out of their way!"

Numbly, I let go of Tai's hand. He whimpered slightly as they put him on the stretcher, and took him away to the hospital.

"Tai...I'm sorry..."

~*~*~*~

My stomach felt like...like something had vacuumed it out. My throat hurt. I was cold. I wondered if I was still blind. At least I didn't see panthers anymore...something was stabbing the back of my hand too...I hurt all over, my head was pounding...

What did I do wrong to feel like total shit? Where was Matt? He and I were on a date. My nose hurt...I hurt...

"Yami!" I screamed. I opened my eyes and realized I could see. Where was I? This wasn't my bedroom...nor my bed...

"Did you just yell Mommy?" a woman asked me, looking concerned. Why was she sitting in that chair...

A nurse...I must be in the hospital...

"No," I said, looking away, "I yelled Yami...he's my boyfriend..."

"Oh...how are you Mr. Kamiya? We thought you were going to leave us," she said.

"I hurt," I said in a croaky voice.

"I'm sure...we had to pump your stomach...your nose isn't broken thank god, and you'll be okay. You have a visitor named Matt, do you want me to send him in?"

"Oh...that's Yami...what I call him...Yes please."

About a minute later I was alone in the hospital room with Matt. He was kneeling by my bedside, his eyes filled with sorrow and shame, as he held my non-IV hand tight.

"Tai...I'm so sorry..." he said softly. My lower lip started trembling.

"It's okay Yami...it's okay...I should've done what you said...only got stuff from the bar...it's my fault...my fault..."

He swallowed hard, not looking too cheerful himself.

"No...it's mine. Look Tai...I'm sorry I dragged you to the rave. I've gone to so many before, I forgot that the rest of you...didn't know..."

I burst into tears. Matt leaned up and put his arms around me, rubbing my back soothingly.
"Shhh...it's okay baby...it wasn't your fault, I promise...let's just say it was nobody's fault, okay? It's just something that happened."

I sniffled as he wiped my eyes. He gave me a sad kind of smile.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"It's just...I wanted to have a good time with you, you know Tai? We don't go out to stuff like that very much, you know? Dates and stuff...I just...wanted to spend the evening with you, not make you go to the hospital...you know...have a little fun...maybe have..."

He cut himself off.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing, don't worry about it...you rest and get better...when you get home, will you call me?" he asked.

"Of course...what were you gonna say though Matt?"

He had a little grin on his face now.

"It's been two weeks," he said, "But we'll talk about it on the phone, okay? You rest and get better love. I love you Tai-chan, I'm so sorry...forgive me."

I squeezed his hand gently. "I love you too Yami. I forgive you."

He gave me that to die for smile and then he kissed me gently before leaving. The nurse came back in after he left.

"I hope you know you're leaving today Mr. Kamiya," she said, "People who get their stomachs pumped have to make room for more serious injuries."

I know I had a look of shock on my face. "Wh...what?"

"Relax...sorry, I'm bad at teasing. But you do get to go home today. Just a few more check-ups and blood work, we call your parents and then home you go."

Oh...

It was a long day to say the least. Thank god it was the weekend. But what a way to waste a Saturday. Bloodwork? Sucked ass, they jabbed me in the arm with a needle and sucked out my blood. Check ups were just to take my temperature and blood pressure. Fortunately, it wasn't an anal thermometer...there's only one thing allowed up my ass after all. The technician who took my temperature laughed after I told her that. She patted me on the head and said I was cute, too bad I was taken.

After about three blood tests, to make sure I was clean of alcohol and any roofies (they found the remains of some from my stomach suctioning) they called my parents. They came and got me, (along with Kari) and I received the lecture on "Drinking is bad, what the hell were you doing, you are so lucky you had Joe there, to be responsible, I can't believe you went to a rave, why the hell didn't you tell us, nag nag nag, blah blah..."

You know. The "You were bad, made us upset" lecture.

"You're not gonna forbid to go out with Yami...Matt are you?" I asked timidly as we made it to our apartment building.

"Of course not," my mom snapped, "If he wasn't there, then you might've ended up getting raped or something like that. Thank god he knows what's what with raves. If you EVER go to another one again before you're eighteen, Taichi Kamiya, I will forbid you to go out of the house until you're thirty!"

I wondered if Mom realized I was gonna be eighteen in less than a month. We went inside, and dad ordered me to lay down in my room and just stay out of trouble.

Kari tiptoed in after about two minutes.

"Hey Tai...do you think mom knows you'll be eighteen next month?" she asked. I laughed.

"I hope she doesn't...she'll say nineteen otherwise."

"Was it scary?" she asked. I nodded.

"Panthers and cliffs...scary," was all I said.

"Wow...is that what it's like to be high?" she said with a little tilt of her head.
"For me...I hope I never am again, it was very frightening..."

"Poor Tai...is Matt okay? He's not like, killing himself over this is he?"

Matt. Matt!

"Oh my god! I said I'd call him the second I got home!" I said. Kari gave me a quizzical look.
"It's been five minutes!"

"Oh no!" she said and then giggled. So did I. I gave her a whap with my pillow and sent her out of my room, then dialed Matt's familiar number.

"Hello?"

"Hi Mr. Ishida, is Matt there?"

"Yeah, hold on Tai."

A pause. "MATT! PHONE FOR YOU!!!"

I held the phone away from my ear while Mr. Ishida bellowed, then put it back, waiting for Matt.

"Hello? I got it dad."

A click.

"Hey lover boy...I'm home," I said.

"Hey beautiful. How do you feel?"

"Better...they took more blood out of me than I knew I had though," I said with a laugh. Silence on the other line. "Yami?"

"I'm so sorry," he said in a low voice, "I just...feel so guilty."

"Please don't," I pleaded, "I love you, I forgive you."

"Thank you," he said. "I guess I'll try to forgive myself then, since you think I'm worth forgiving."

"Of course I do! You're my Yamato after all," I said with a smile, "Everything's worthwhile for you love." We were quiet for a bit.

"Soo...they took a lot of blood huh?"

"Yep," I said, "Testing for roofies, which is what it turned out to be. Dissolved roofies in the vodka."

"Ahh. Anything fun happen at the hospital besides stomach pumping and blood taking?"
I told him about the thermometer thing. He laughed and said, "Good, I'm quite possessive of your ass."

"So, you said two weeks. I'm interested to know about these two weeks. What are you talking about?" I asked him. I'd been worrying about it since he left that morning.

"Since we last did it. Now, granted, I love kissing you and all, can't get enough of your sweet taste, but damn it Tai, I'm horny!"

I giggled. "Poor Matt...I don't really feel up to it today though..."

"No, I know that. But I was just pointing out the serious situation on our hands. That was one of the things I...kinda wanted to do you know...get one of those little rooms and uh..."

"Fuck me?" I suggested. Matt laughed.

"How blunt you put it Tai. I was gonna say 'have wild passionate sex with my beautiful boyfriend' but, yes, fucking you is another way to put it."

"Hmm... two weeks...has it really been two weeks?" I asked.

"Yes! Two weeks and one day now! I have it marked on a calendar you know," he said in a serious tone, but I swear I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Wow...you mark it on a calendar?"

~*~*~*~

"Absolutely!" I said, "It's hanging above my bathroom mirror."

He laughed into the phone. I sighed. It was good to hear him laugh again.

"Something the matter, Yami?"

"No. Just thinking about you...and last night."

"Hey...hey, forget about it! All is forgiven, and all that good stuff. Promise!"

I grinned. "You sure put up with a lot, Tai."

"You're worth 'em all."

"Hey, listen, since you'll be free tomorrow, wanna grab some lunch?"

"Lemme check my schedule...yeah, I think I can make it. Noon sound good?"

"It's a date!"

"All right! Oops...gotta go. I promised Kari I'd help her with some homework."

"OK. Love you, beautiful."

"Aww...love you too." We made kissy sounds into the phone, then hung up.

God, was I horny! I could barely control myself until the date.

"Only 15 more hours..." A familiar dull ache began to form between my legs. "Damn...two whole weeks. Note to self: Never go that long without sex again!"

I showered and went to bed before my hormones got the better of me. Unfortunately, all of my dreams were of hot, horny sex with my beautiful boyfriend...

I woke up the next morning to find a sticky situation in my underwear.

After my usual morning routine (shower, fix hair, get dressed, fix hair, brush teeth, fix hair...shaved off my goatee, it reminded me too much of the rave), I sat in my room and pondered the photo of Tai and me at the prom. We were such a cute couple, especially Tai...damn...

Lost as I was in our photo, I almost didn't hear the phone ring. I jumped and ran to pick it up.

"'Lo?"

"Hey, Yamato. It's Kosaki. Your band still on for next week?"

The last time I talked to him was in the club...the memories started coming back.

"Hey, kid, you still there?"

"Yeah...sorry. I got a little distracted."

"Is this about your little boyfriend getting drunk last night?"

I didn't like where this was going. "What if it is?"

"Hey, whatever it was, he deserved it. What's the matter with him, can't take a little vodka?"

"Shut up, man, that drink was laced!"

"Aww...poor Yamato. Shouldn't take your little boyfriend to a rave if he can't handle some drugs."

Pissed would not begin to describe how I felt. "Fuck you, Kosaki. The gig's off!"

"Fine, kid, your loss. Stick to..."

I slammed down the phone before that bastard had a chance to finish his thought. I was already overwhelmed with painful memories. Tears started falling, and before I collapsed, I sat down and buried my face in my hands.

It seemed like seconds had gone by, but I looked at the clock, and it was already 11. I sniffed and went to the bathroom. Actually, I was a little relieved I got that out of my system. I didn't want to break down in front of Tai; he'd been through enough lately.

Half an hour passed before I was mentally and physically ready to go. I promised myself I wouldn't speak or think about the rave, and pasting a smile on my face I got in the car and drove off to Tai's.

I found a parking spot, got out, and jogged up the stairs to Tai's apartment. The culmination of two weeks of waiting was now down to this one date. I rang the doorbell.

~*~*~*~
I opened the door and grinned.

"Yami!" I said happily and threw my arms around him. He hugged me back, but something seemed a little off about his hug. I studied his face. "What's wrong?" I asked. I rubbed my hand on his chin...he shaved...

He had a tight smile on his face. "Nothing why?"

"Don't give me that bullshit," I said with a frown. He looked a little hurt. "I'm sorry...but please Yamato, don't do the 'nothing' thing to me...please tell me?" I asked, walking over to the couch. He sat down next to me with a sigh.

"I'm...I'm out of a gig at MoonStar forever...that leaves the Skylight Exchange and Wimbledons', neither pay very much." Then he muttered something. "Fuck...I wasn't gonna bring up the rave."

"Hey...it's okay," I said softly, putting my arms around him, "Matt...how many ways can I say it? I forgive you."

"Kosaki called right before I left," he said. "And...it just got to me you know Tai? I'm sorry, you don't need this on you."

I hugged him tight and gave him a kiss.

"Hey...you shaved," I said.

"Yeah...don't need any reminders of that stupid place."

"Matt, forgive yourself."

"Why?" he asked.

"Because, one, I want you to. Two, if you don't, you're not seeing my ass or cock today at all. Three, I hate to see you beating yourself up. I'm okay! I've learned something new about life, and I get to have a date alone with my boyfriend today, because of the turn of events!"

"I see your point," he said with a sigh. He looked at me in the eyes and took my hands in his. "I'll try Tai-chan, for you." I stared back into his eyes until I saw a little spark. His eyes sparkle when he's happy, or relaxed or content. He'd forgiven himself for the most part.

"Good. Now where were we going for lunch?" I asked, squeezing his hands a little.

"I was thinking...Subway? I'm kind of low on cash, but I still wanna treat."

"Subway!" I said happily.

"Hey Tai? Where're your parents anyway?" Matt asked.

"They went to see my aunt. She had a new baby, and Kari's a sucker for kids, but I said I had a date with you and Mom wholeheartedly approved. She wants you to lecture me."

Matt actually laughed.

"For what?"

"Friday night," I said. My stomach growled right then.

"And now we're going to Subway to feed you, because you're hungry," Matt said with a grin. "And so am I for that matter."

So we went down the stairs and walked across the street (no need to drive around in his gas-eating Explorer) to Subway. I ordered the usual, foot long turkey club, chips, medium drink and 3 cookies. Matt got his usual, a foot long roast beef club, chips and a large drink.

We didn't talk much while we ate. We didn't need to, but he played footsie with me for awhile, a little grin on his face. We were eating outside in the cool autumn sunshine, which was a nicer way to spend time with Matt, in my opinion than in that closed up crowded place. Besides, I liked the Skylight Exchange better. I hadn't gone to a rave there, but I'd been to a few concerts of Matt's (okay, all of the ones he had there) and I'm sure raves there were better. There weren't assholes like Kosaki...

"Hey Tai! Matt!"

I looked over my shoulder with my mouth full at Koushiro and Joe. They were walking hand in hand towards us.

"Hey," Matt said with a grin, "What's up guys?"

"You owe me a game still, so the next time you're free, call me," Joe said pointing at me.
"Joe and I were enjoying the autumn air. And we saw you guys here, so we thought we'd say hello," Koushiro said.

"Hello!" I said, after I'd swallowed. Joe and Koushiro started snickering. They waved and walked off beyond us. I wondered what they were laughing at, so I turned around to face Matt. He was shifting uncomfortably in his seat, and his face was red.

"What?" I asked him.

"Stop eating like that, you're teasing me!" he whispered furiously.

"Teasing you? How?" I asked, taking a swig on my soda.

"Like THAT! Are you done? I can't bear much more of this," Matt said, still squirming. I giggled. I was so bad; I didn't get horny like he did, so it was amusing to watch him. I finished off my sandwich and chips, and sipped some more of my soda.

"Well...I have cookies..."

"Eat 'em when we get home!" Matt said standing up. He was SOOO obvious too; I couldn't help but laugh. I picked up my bag and drink and followed him at a jog as we went back across the street and up the stairs to my apartment. I unlocked the door and as soon as I did, Matt opened the door, dragged me inside and slammed the door shut. He put his arms around me and kissed me hard. So hard I couldn't breath for a few seconds. When he finally pulled away he looked at me with lust in his deep blue eyes.

"Matt," I panted, "bedroom..."

"God yes!" he said. "Where's the..."

"In the bathroom, medicine cabinet," I said. He picked me up and carried me to the bedroom, set me on the bed, dashed to my bathroom, then back to my room with the half-empty jar of Vaseline.
"Two weeks!" he said, "Two weeks! Never again!"

We pulled off our shirts and threw them in the corner before continuing with anything else. All conversation came to a halt as he lay on top of me and kissed me again possessively. His tongue explored my mouth while his hands were busy undoing my pants and his. He paused from the kiss long enough to pull my jeans off of me and toss them over in a corner along with his.
"God Tai, you really are beautiful do you know that?"

Those words went straight to my already hard cock. I let out a whimpering sound as he slid his hands down my body to the elastic on my underwear. He slid them down WAY too slowly for my liking and I wriggled against him impatiently. The two weeks was really starting to get to me too.

"Shh...soon beautiful, soon," he said soothingly. He tossed those aside too. Then he took off his boxers and laid on me once again, kissing again. I really liked the way he felt, his skin against mine with nothing between us, and his erection on my stomach was really exciting me.
"Mmm...Matt..." I whispered as he kissed in a little line to my neck and sucked on it.

"So beautiful," he said again.

"Wh...what position?" I gasped.

"Doggy style."

I stroked myself while he started to lube up his fingers. He stuck on into me. I let out a happy moan. Then he did two. I started feeling frantic and started moving back against him, trying to get him to reach my prostate. He slapped me on the ass with his free hand.

"Baby, if you keep doing that, you're gonna hurt yourself..." he said. He managed to get three inside me and then I felt him push the tip of his penis in.

I couldn't bear anymore. I got up on my toes...

"Tai....what are you doing? I don't..."

....and rammed myself fully onto him.

I didn't care. I knew it would hurt like hell later, but I was too lost in my hormones to care at the moment.

"Matt, for gods sake! It's been two weeks for me too! I NEED you!"

He didn't though, not right away. He wrapped his hand around my leaking erection and started stroking it slowly. I let out another moan as he pulled out of me almost all the way then slammed back into me, almost lifting me off my feet. He didn't stop from his rhythmic stroking for a second and started thrusting into me in time to his stroking.

I could feel his breath hot against my neck as he continued to move within me, hitting my spot with every stroke. I was gripping the bed so tight my knuckles were white, so I forced myself to relax my grip. Matt continuously whispered to me about how much he loved me and how beautiful I was as I whimpered and cried out softly from all the pleasure. Then...on one deep stroke...my world burst into a shower of stars as I came. I screamed Matt's name. I was barely able to hold myself up as I felt Matt let himself go a little bit afterwards inside me, crying my name out in pure ecstasy. We both collapsed on my bed, panting. I felt Matt pull out of me and sigh with happiness. I shakily crawled up on to the mattress and lay down tiredly. Matt spooned himself up behind me, wrapping his arms around me.

"I love you Tai-chan," he said, kissing me on the cheek.

"I...love you too Yama-chan," I said softly, snuggling up against him a little more.

~*~*~*~

It was almost worth waiting two weeks to experience that...

Our intense lovemaking had knocked the wind out of both of us. Even though it was the middle of the afternoon, within minutes Tai was snoring gently. I just lay there, my arms around him, watching him sleep. Sighing, I ran my hand through his hair, making sure he wasn't disturbed by it. He looks so beautiful when he's asleep...

A phone call interrupted my thoughts, and I picked it up.

"Moshi moshi?"

It was Tai's mom. "Hello. Is this Matt?"

"Yeah, hi, Mrs. Kamiya," I whispered, "Tai's taking a nap right now."

"Oh...I guess he won't want to talk to me then. Tai's aunt invited us for dinner, so we're going to stay overnight. You're welcome to spend the night, help yourself to anything in the fridge, but under one condition."

"What's that?"

"You give Tai a good, long lecture on...whatever happens at raves."

I smiled, but tried as best I could to keep it out of my voice. "Absolutely, Mrs. Kamiya. I had just sent Tai to his room to think about his actions but he fell asleep."

Maybe it was just some interference, but I thought I heard a sniff. "All right, Yamato. I want to thank you for taking care of Tai when he was...under the influence of whatever it was he drank." I sensed some hesitation in her voice. "You are a good friend. I can't imagine trusting Tai with anyone else."

"Thank you," I whispered quietly.

She laughed. "I won't keep you any more. You two be good boys now. Goodbye."

"Goodbye, Mrs. Kamiya."

I hung up the phone, and sat on the edge of the bed for a little while.

"Mmm...Matt?" Tai had rolled over on the mattress to face me. His speech was a little slurred, since he was still half-asleep. I crawled over to him and kissed him on the forehead.

"Yeah, beautiful?"

"Who was on the phone?"

"Your mom. They'll be staying at your aunt's overnight."

"You're staying here tonight, then?"

I nodded.

"Good. I was wondering where you went for a second. I couldn't feel your next to me anymore."
I lay next to him and held him once more. He turned to me for a moment.

"I just feel safer when you're next to me."

Tai's words struck a chord in me, and tears welled up in my eyes. I smiled, and kissed him on the mouth, gently, savoring his taste. Drowsily, he sucked on my lower lip, then let go.

"Mmm...you taste good, Yamato Ishida."

"You taste good, too, Taichi Kamiya. Now go back to bed."

"All right..."

He was snoring before he could finish his thought. I chuckled quietly to myself, and kissed him on the cheek. He murmured something, then grinned and smacked his lips.

"I love you, my angel, want to be near you always," I whispered, and lay my head on the pillow. Within moments, I was asleep.

The end