Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Yamato's Song ❯ Prologue

Author's note= This is my first yaoi, so please be kind with this poor fangirl ^^ <poor? Don't make me laugh, by the way, why you didn't put all the words of the song?> Because I can't find them; if anyone has the lyrics of this song I'll be very very happy if you send them to me; well, this is angsty and very depressive. Don't like don't read.

And now with the fic! YAMATO'S SONG

/*/*/*/ I never thought I'd die alone

I laughed the loudest who'd of known

/*/*/*/

It's fun isn't it?

All this time knowing, waiting, suffering, and you, you didn't even notice.

It's already a week left, and you still don't give me a sign you're still alive.

I'm a freak, am I?

Me, Mr. Cool, Mr. All-Women-Are-Crazy-About-Me, me, fall in love with someone like you.

It's fun, isn't it?

/*/*/*/ I traced the cord back to the wall

No wonder it was never plugged in at all

/*/*/*/

It's already a week since that night, why ain't you still calling me?

Why nobody call me anymore?

Am I so disgusting?

The crest of friendship…it's fun it's kept by someone like me, isn't it?

I can't keep no more friendships, I didn't with you either.

And yet I could even been only a friend for you.

No, I don't curse that night, the night I confessed to you, the night I kissed you, the night you hated me, the night I lost you.

I couldn't live knowing I never said you what I felt for you.

Now everybody knows, the whole school knows, my family knows, you know.

I'm a freak, am I?

/*/*/*/ I took my time, I hurried up

The choice was mine I didn't think enough

/*/*/*/

My father feels ashamed I'm his son, at school people I know feel ashamed I know them, you Digidestined, you feel ashamed I'm one of you, Takeru feels ashamed I'm his brother.

But I don't curse that night, the night that changed my life.

I only wanted be your friend, nothing more…

But now I haven't neither your friendship…

It's fun, the Bearer of Friendship, without friends, without family, without anybody; it's fun isn't it?

But I can't change what I am; I love you, I always loved you and I will always love you…

/*/*/*/ I'm too depressed to go on You'll be sorry when I'm gone

/*/*/*/

Adieu, my Taichi

Forever yours

Yamato

p.s.= take care of Takeru

Teti= so, whaddya think? I made the characters too cruel, I didn't want them to turn so bad ;_; I read too many fics with happy ending, so I wanted to try a sad one. There's already a sequel in my mind if you want it. <who should?> thanks Nero, you really know how to make a girl happy <I'm here when you need it>