Doctor Who Fan Fiction ❯ Donna and Ten - The Inbetweens and backstories ❯ Epilogue ( Chapter 26 )
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Sylvia Noble was in the kitchen, tidying things away after lunch.
Her father had gone to the allotment to check on his vegetables,
whilst her daughter was upstairs in her room, socialising on the
internet. Apparently her friend Susie Mair had set up a blind date
with a young chap called Shaun Temple.
It had been a month since the Doctor had brought her home. She had
been unconscious, and Sylvia had thought the worst, that her
daughter had been injured or was in a coma.
“Because if she remembers, just for a second, she'll burn up.
You can never tell her. You can't mention me or any of it for the
rest of her life” the Doctor had told them.
Did he know what a burden he had put on her and her father? She
still wasn't sure what had gone on . . . couldn't really believe
that he was an alien and that her daughter had travelled the stars.
This was Chiswick. Things like that didn't happen in Chiswick.
“I just want you to know there are worlds out there, safe in
the sky because of her. That there are people living in the light,
and singing songs of Donna Noble, a thousand million light years
away. They will never forget her, while she can never remember. And
for one moment, one shining moment, she was the most important
woman in the whole wide universe” the Doctor had said with
sad pride.
Sylvia had reacted out of fear and distress when she said,
“She still is. She's my daughter”.
“Then maybe you should tell her that once in a while”
he had retorted angrily. And he was right. This strange man had
shown her daughter that he cared deeply about her, and perhaps now
it was time she did the same.
“Ding-dong”. The door bell rang, bringing Sylvia out of
her reverie.
`I wonder who that could be?' she asked herself. Wilf had a key,
the postman had already been and Donna hadn't said she was
expecting a parcel.
She went to the front door, and could see the silhouette of someone
through the frosted glass. Opening the door, she was confronted by
awkward looking teenager.
`Mrs Noble. I don't know if you remember me, but me and my brother
helped Donna and the Doctor last month when the aliens took over
the computers,' the young man said.
Sylvia glanced nervously over her shoulder, hoping Donna hadn't
heard what he'd said. `You're one of the Carnes boys from Park Vale
aren't you. Joe is it?'
`Lukas, Joe's my young brother.'
`Oh that's right, Lukas. Sorry,' Sylvia said with an embarrassed
smile.
`That's all right Mrs Noble, and we live in Reading now. Mum came
into some money when someone posted a lottery ticket through our
letterbox. A quarter of a million it was, no idea whose ticket it
was though.'
`How lovely for you,' Sylvia said. `And you've come all this way to
let me know.'
`What? No, well yes, and no. I came to deliver this.' He held up an
envelope with the word “Mum” on the front in Donna's
hand writing. `Donna asked me to deliver it today, six weeks
ago.'
Sylvia felt a shiver run down her spine. This letter was written
before Donna had lost her memories of her former life. `Er, thank
you Lukas,' she said, taking the letter and then remembered her
manners. `Would you like to come in?'
`No thank you Mrs Noble, I'm going to the West End to spend some of
my birthday money before I head off back home. Say hello to Donna
and the Doctor when you see them again.'
`Yes, of course,' she lied. `Take care.' Lukas nodded, turned and
walked away. Sylvia had another look up the stairs, and listened
for any sound of Donna moving about.
When she was sure that her daughter was engrossed with her laptop,
she went through to the kitchen. She considered switching on the
kettle and making a cup of tea, but thought she'd need something a
bit stronger to get her through what was coming next.
She poured herself a shot of her father's whisky and sat at the
kitchen table, sliding her finger under the flap of the envelope
and taking out the letter.
“Dear Mum,
You asked me what I do. What the Doctor and I do. And I lied. I'm
sorry. I told you he was a fixer, that we nipped around the country
and fixed things. That I was his PA. Not true. Well, of course it
isn't and I'm not sure you believed me anyway, you're my old mum,
you're sharper than that.”
Sylvia smiled at that and took a sip of the whisky. So far, so
good.
“Remember what Nanna Mott always said? You can't hide
secrets, cos there's no such thing. Someone always knows -
otherwise who told you the secret in the first place? So true.
Well, a couple of years ago, I was drifting. Job to job, place to
place - thank God I took that job at H.C. Clements. Thank God I let
you nag me into it (even if it wasn't actually the job you wanted
me to do) - not that I told you that then of course, oh no. That
would've let you off the hook too easily.
But I am glad you did, Mum. Cos that's how I met the most fantastic
man (and no, not poor Lance. One day, promise, I'll tell you the
true story of him). I met the Doctor. He's an alien, Mum. But I
think you guessed that. I'm not sure why you don't like him much,
but I often wonder if it's cos he took me away, and I think there's
part of you that can't accept that he's the one who really changed
me. Made me happy. Made me a better person.”
Tears started to sting her eyes and blur her vision. She took out a
handkerchief and wiped her eyes.
“I'm sorry, that came out wrong, I'm not blaming you. You
gave me the best life. Really you did. But he shows me there's
more. You asked how long I plan on staying with him. For Ever.
Which, in his line of work, could mean anything. But I'm not coming
home any time soon. I promise I'll visit more and write more cards.
I'll try and phone more often, too. You wouldn't believe what he's
done to my mobile - makes the rest of them look like tin cans and a
bit of string.”
Sylvia was openly sobbing now.
“No, we're not a “couple” - there's nothing
romantic in him. He's my friend. He's my best friend. I hope I'm
explaining this to you properly. I couldn't say it to your face, I
had to write it down. I was going to do it as a speech but then
thought as you like letters, I'd actually write one. First time
I've written a letter that didn't end `yours faithfully' since
Auntie Maureen's Christmas blouse. What was I, 14? And you know how
that turned out - don't think I've written this much since
then!”
She laughed through the tears.
“He looks after me, Mum. You have to trust him. I do. And I
hope that if I trust him, you will too. Granddad does. He knows -
and please don't yell at him, it was me who made him promise not to
tell you what we do. Because you'd worry.
Oh Mum - you should see what I see. We've been to places, to
worlds, to futures and pasts you could only dream about. I think
half of them I dreamed up cos they can't be real. But they are. And
everywhere we go, we make a difference. We put things right, we
make people happier.
That's what the Doctor is all about. He finds a way for the
universe to make sense. And I love him for it. Because he's
selfless, and I think that's rubbed off on me a bit but clearly not
enough because I should've known how much you were hurting. I
should've known that just coming home for Dad's anniversary wasn't
enough. You need me, but he needs me even more. And that is awful
because I love you, Mum, and not being able to be there for you is
wrong, but I need you to understand the reason I'm not there more
often.
I am going to keep travelling with the Doctor to other planets,
other worlds, and meet aliens and stuff, good ones and a few bad
ones, because I'm finally living my life. All these years, I waited
for someone like him and I never realised it. But now I know I'm
doing the right thing. I feel alive.
And he'll look after me as much as I look after him. Trust me when
I say I'm safe and I'll always be safe. And if anything does happen
to me (and it better not cos I'll come back and haunt his skinny
little life for ever) I know he won't leave you wondering. He'll
tell you no matter how hard that would be for him. Because he
understands being alone and how wrong that is and I don't think my
little spaceman would wish that on anyone.
I love you, Mum, and by the time you get this (assuming Lukas does
what he's asked) I'll be long gone again. But that's the joy of
being with the Doctor. I could be back before you know it. Six
weeks might have gone for me, six minutes for you.
Take care of Granddad. And that lovely Netty - she's good for him,
and I think you know that now. She's not trying to be a replacement
for Nanna Eileen, she's an alternative. And it gives him something
else to do other than sit in damp allotments all night.
I love you so much and I'll see you soon.
D xxx”
The End