Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Behind Closed Eyes ❯ Why Was I Born? ( Chapter 4 )

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Behind Closed Eyes
Chapter 4: Why Was I Born?

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Goku blinked a few times after that statement. " Who wishes you to see your mistake? What do you mean by that?" Goku watched Vegeta growl irritably underneath his breath about 'moron, and dead beat third class'. Goku didn't understand this guy at all, one moment he's pissed, the other he's in pain, then he's seeing Broly, and now he's belittling himself? Man he must have it rough.

" The Kais..... they want me to see my foolishness for doing what I did. But I find that i'll have a hard time seeing that, everything is still as it was when I left." Vegeta grumbled looking up wishing to see their faces there looking at him, or be closer to him so he could pummel all of them for daring to think they new what was best for him. He had the choice to create his own destiny his own life or undo all of it if he wished. No one had the right to bind him by any rules.

" But what mistake was that?" Goku asked raising his eyebrow as the once darkened eyes fell dark and sadness engulfed them before the mask that hid his emotions fell over his face. " What could you have done that would of caused the Kais do to this to you?"

Vegeta clenched his eyes tight forcing them to hide his sadness, his weakness. The....the.... pain..... the failure.... all because I was.... no... I thought that I could love....." Because I am a fool, I believed that a monster like me could love..... or even be loved. I was destined to be weak. To be a complete an utter failure." Vegeta gripped the edge of the sofa tightly his fists digging into it as his teeth grit tightly.

" Why? What happened? Did something go wrong?" Goku asked moving closer to Vegeta as he shook his head from side to side. Muttering in pain as he gripped his face.

" She never loved me!!!" Vegeta screamed in a mixture of pain and anger his body flashing gold as he irrupted in the flame of super-sayjin. His hair burning like the sun, his eyes a light teal as he swung his fist at Goku. Goku yelped in surprise dodging the attack as Vegeta attacked him with his pain.

" She was a fucking whore and I gave myself to her!" He screamed dropping a double hand smash down from above his head and crashing through the table. Goku dived from the side as Vegeta screamed in anger flaring his power higher. His screams even more filled with pain. His eyes had tears running from them before he fell to his knees collapsing from the weight of what he was feeling.

Image after image bombarded his mind, seeing his son beaten and bloody because he was in pain. Listen to his cries, begging him to stop. Tell.....Telling his daddy to not to hurt him! What kind of monster would do that to his own son!? He beat the floor leaving small impressions in the tile as he was hating himself, hating that everything he had was thrown away.

Only more worse then he had attacked his own flesh and blood is that he had to see the images of....of... NO I won't say it! Damit I don't want to remember this!? " Why damit! Why are you doing this to me!!!" Vegeta screamed throwing his arms up in the air and releasing his power sending everything into the walls except Goku who braced himself from the onslaught of energy.

His rage subsided as he looked through tears in his eyes before falling back on his hands and knees." How.... How could I Kakarot?" He asked as tears fell from his face. " Am I so pathetic that I cannot keep one who once loved me remain? Am I Kakarot tell me?" Vegeta asked as his breath broke in sobs. Goku approached him with care and knelt down beside him placing his hand on his shoulder.

" I-" Goku was able to get out that much before Vegeta plummeted downwards into darkness once again. The pain so overwhelming, it was like glass had shattered in front of his eyes and he was the one sucked inside. He couldn't complain though as he was all alone, no one there to torment him. No one to see him so pathetic and weak. This is the non-existence he was dreaming about.

Goku looked as Vegeta's hair faded from the blonde to black. With only a shake of his head he picked him up and took him to someplace where he wouldn't be able to hurt anyone and vent his frustrations when he awoke.

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Vegeta's eyes slowly reopened as he felt something nudging his side. " Kakarot leave me be!" He growled hating the fact that his rival had seen him broken down in a sea of tears and regret. But the nudging continued until Vegeta spun around and his eyes widened as it wasn't Kakarot.

" Expecting someone else Vegeta?" Broly laughed as Vegeta fell from the cot he was in to the floor. " I guess so?" He snickered landing on the ground advancing upon Vegeta as he continued to back up until he hit something behind him. His fingers searching over the control panel of something he knew from before. The gravity chamber? Why would this still be here? That...that woman didn't have a reason to create this without me! He pulled himself up as Broly flared his power to Legendary. The sadistic look making Vegeta wonder why in all of creation they would send this freak to tell him what he had done wrong?

" C'mon Vegeta! Let's fight!" Broly laughed as he charged him but Vegeta smirked hitting the power to the gravity chamber which was at 50. He saw Broly's eyes go wide as his hands hit the ground weighted down heavily by his armbands and boots. " Heh nice trick but not good enough!" He righted himself and continued moving forward.

Vegeta scowled and hit the controls doubling the gravity to 100. Again Broly fell but only smiled and got back up. But he himself began to feel the weight and gritted his teeth as he growled. He doubled the gravity to 200. He braced himself as he felt the weight bare down on his back but smirked as Broly growled angrily from the floor.

" Your testing my patience! I don't have to do this easy way!" Broly scowled as he flared his power even higher going to that mixed form of a super-sayjin 3 and Legendary. " AAhhhhh it feels good to be god like!" He laughed easily standing up and moving undeterred.

" Leave me alone you fucking son of bitch!" Vegeta screamed hitting the gravity to double twice. The room turned a deep shade of red except for Vegeta who flared to super-sayjin barely holding himself up in the intense gravity as Broly grinned still standing.

" Heh is that? I don't feel it?" Broly cackled walking towards him. Vegeta's eyes went wide as Broly moved almost unhindered by the amount of weight. He could see the lines bulging out from his flesh as he pumped blood more rapidly but it didn't seem to bother him. Vegeta reached for the button one last time.

" One more time Broly and then you wont be able to move!" Vegeta grinned as Broly scowled back at him. " I don't care if I kill myself I don't want to see that ugly face of yours again!" His finger punched the button and then he slammed into the ground as did Broly but landed on one knee his face grit with pain. Blood began to drip from where his armbands are digging into his skin. A long red lace where his necklace is trying to dig into the ground is in his neck.

" Gravity! Level extreme! 1600 is unstable please initiate shutdown!" The computers voice came out as lights flashed around them but neither cared.

" Tha....That is it....C'mon Vegeta!" Broly growled forcing himself to stand and take a long hard step towards him. Vegeta only growls himself with what little strength he can muster he manages to plant one knee up and slowly he rises. His feet spread to bare the load of his weight. " Good.... A battle of wills Vegeta? Your need to keep me away and mine to crush you!" He growled throwing a fist that Vegeta just ducked and dove off to the side. His feet hitting hard as he got back up his veins straining as he moved. Broly already treading towards him, his fist flying for his face. He ducked and drove his knee into his gut barely making Broly flinch.

An elbow crashed down on his head sending him down. A large foot nailed him in the side and sent him into the wall with a loud thud. Vegeta coughed weakly as a small amount of blood dripped from his mouth. " Your so foolish Vegeta! I am toying with you!" Broly spat, his movements no longer becoming hindered as if he didn't even feel the gravity walking with ease and grabbing Vegeta by his head. " Now listen to me! Either you start seeing the damage you've done or ill keep doing damage to you!" He growled and flung him hard into the wall.

Vegeta had just hit the wall as Broly crashed his fist into his stomach, the air exploded from his lungs as he felt the pain dropped and fell to the floor. Broly growled as Vegeta grunted and tried to force himself back to his feet. His head shaky as he pushed through the intense gravity. " Your so pathetic it sickens me....." Broly's voice was laced with disgust as he turned around and walked through the gravity his massive body flowed through the wall.

" Damit!" Vegeta cursed beating his one fist into the ground. " I cant hold onto anything can I? Not in life, not even in battle! How low have I sunk too? A mockery of every sayjin that has ever lived." He growled slamming his forehead into the ground in despair. He hated it!

The dark red glow of the room only seemed to be fitting as he simply gave up on the floor, being crushed by the weight of the gravity just wishing that it be the end for him. " UNAUTHORIZED ENTRY! GRAVITY SHUT DOWN!" The computer's voice came out as the room faded its color to the usual white. His body feeling the pressure just lift off from him. The burden vanishing for that moment he looked over and saw the woman and the moron Kakarot. Just... what I want....

Goku came over quickly to Vegeta's side as he saw the injuries on his face. " Hey what happened? Did someone attack you?" Goku asked reaching down but Vegeta swatted the hand away.

" I don't want anyone's help." He said coldly pushing himself to his feet. He staggered forward unused from the extreme drops in the gravity.

" Just what were you doing messing with my gravity chamber? And why in the hell would you set it to 1600? You could of blown this whole place to pieces!" Bulma yelled at him angrily as Vegeta only snorted.

" You have no idea that this machine can handle up to 2000? Please tell me that your all knowing attitude doesn't know that?" Vegeta growled as he moved past them both and exited the gravity chamber ignoring the verbal lashing he was getting from.... the woman. She isn't her..... she doesn't know you. She doesn't even care anymore.

Vegeta collapsed in the living room his body and pride no longer able to hold him up anymore. His face burying itself in the soft luxury pillows that lined it. That isn't the woman who betrayed you, that is not her anymore. His eyes weakly gazed over the place, everything was the same. No change in these dimensions. She doesn't fear you, she doesn't care for you but she never did. She isn't the one who bore your heir. She is nothing more of those.....

" No she isn't is she Vegeta?" Vegeta's eyes snapped open as he saw Broly carelessly lounging in the chair beside him. His head reading the paper that was once sprawled out on the coffee table." I can come and go as I please and your learning quite quickly, accepting that little fact." The paper folded back revealing his grinning face.

" Damn you.... what kind of enigma are you Broly!? Do you enjoy taunting me?" Vegeta yelled angrily as he smirked. Dumb question....

" Well I thought to inform you of a few things. Being that your not from this dimension." He chuckled in a throaty laugh as he saw the look on Vegeta's face. Damn he was enjoying taunting the weak sayjin prince. He would get his thrills for now until his time was up.

" First off if you don't already know. Trunks was never born, but im sure that was obvious. The Namek is living it out in heaven along with the second spawn of Kakarot, both of them were killed some years ago." Broly watched as Vegeta raised his eyebrow.

" Well why wouldn't they just wish them back? Im sure that they would of used the dragon balls from Namek to get their wish." Vegeta wondered that himself.

" They would if Namek would of not had remained obliterated." Vegeta's eyes flashed surprise as Broly looked at him without the glare of amusement. " Yes all of Namek remained obliterated, Piccolo was revived before it happened as they had managed to gather the dragon balls from Frieza and Guru allowed them to revive Piccolo and fuse with Nail. They defeated the Ginyu force just as Kakarot arrived to fight Frieza. They all fought against him valiantly and were fighting hard until Frieza transformed and then killed the bald human. Then Kakarot became a super-sayjin and defeated him while the rage burned through him but Frieza sent the blast to kill the planet just as Shelong was brought back on Earth. They couldn't revive the Nameks instead they wished them all back to the planet before it exploded." Broly cracked his neck as he watched Vegeta suck it in.

" Then I take it Frieza came back for revenge as he did in mine?" Vegeta asked with growing wonder as what had changed in this world.

" No.... Kold and Cooler came. Frieza didn't survive the battle on Namek, Piccolo made sure of that. There was another battle that came here that claimed all of the lives of. Tein, Chaotzu and the Namek. Leaving the Earth much less defended and with no known dragon balls able to bring them back they remained dead forever. They all died thinking that the worst was over but as you know three years later...." Broly left off as Vegeta knew it.

" The androids....." Vegeta said as Broly slowly nodded his head.

" Yes... they came and attacked without warning. But Goku didn't die of a heart virus being that he was never exposed to the deep void of space where he contracted it after barely escaping planet Namek in your time. And without the handicap Android 19 was destroyed but Gero escaped to his lab once again and activated 16,17, and 18. It didn't take Kakarot a second thought to know he was outmatched and headed to Kami's lookout with his son to train up for the Androids. They let the Androids kill so many people Vegeta, nothing compared to what I have done but enough to cause Kakarot to transform into a form much like my own when we first fought." Vegeta remembered that. The ascended super-sayjin form, giving any sayjin extreme power and strength but limited speed.

" Wait.... just where do you exist in this timeline!? I wouldn't be surprised if you came and crushed them had you wanted to, they didn't have much of chance without me... or my son....." He said biting back the regret of every time he thought of the little child he had raised and then so mercilessly beat down carelessly.

" I didn't have to travel here before looking for you. About my father's paltry revenge. I came many years later and was defeated but im not going into details..... Now back to where Kakarot came and saved the day yet again.... he came out with Gohan in the ascended form of a super-sayjin and easily beat all of them down but didn't destroy them as you would. No another being came back hunting them as we all know..... Cell. Though weaker without your sayjin blood he was still formidable and was able to absorb android 17 easily. Too bad Kakarot didn't have your will for a greater challenge as he crushed the Imperfect Cell not giving him a chance to become Complete saving android 18's life. To which she lives alone somewhere in this realm as seeing how the bald human is no longer alive....." Broly said looking at Vegeta still with that look of seriousness that seemed to give him that less thought of insanity.

Meanwhile Goku and Bulma came out of the gravity chamber as she was fuming with the prospect of taking care of the little shit while Goku found someway to get him out of here and off to a world where he would rather live. " I still cant believe that your making me keep him Goku!? I mean Chi-Chi can put up with another one of you!" She yelled as Goku's eyes fell a little bit sad. Regret for a life that had yet to live in his days.

" Sorry Bulma.... but Chi-Chi isn't much to being her old self anymore after.... after.... Goten died..." Goku held his tears as Bulma instantly reigned in her anger. Bringing back the death of his second child was not what she had wanted.

" Oh... im sorry for making you remember that but just please hurry up-" Both of them stopped as they heard Vegeta's voice talking in the room.

" It still doesn't change anything. Even without me they still managed to get on just fine, ... the wom- I mean she doesn't need me." Vegeta bit his lip preventing himself that was not his woman, that wasn't the same person he knew... though be it she was still a bossy bitch but she still wasn't the whore he left for it. " I don't see a difference save for a few lives."

" A few Vegeta? There are millions of lives lost, everyone that died remained dead. Half of the Earth's population no longer exists because of you. Not to mention Namek and all of the other worlds you free'd when scouring the world's from Frieza's hand when searching for Kakarot." Broly said before his eyes sensed another pair upon them..... " Think what you want little prince but you'll see more of the pain you cause soon enough....." With that Vegeta watched as Broly flew away through the wall and into the day..... Curse you all what do you want me to see!? Who have I hurt and who has not had a better life without me!

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