Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Breathe Today, Tomorrow Unknown ❯ High Five For Humans ( Chapter 16 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I have been in a writing mood so BAM, another chapter! Like usual, no Beta reader since I never found one so I just gave up. I hope you can stand it just like you all have in my previous chapters. Also, I hope you guys have noticed that I have no idea how to format anything, which is why my story goes from Authors Notes to this random line.

Here we go!

Can we love until there's nothing left
And we're collecting dust?

My eyes weren't shut long until my over-active mind decided to kicked back into action. 'Don't open your eyes just yet; go back to sleep...' I tried to tell myself as I lay motionless underneath the warm blankets. I would have most likely been cold had it not been for the radiating Saiyan next to me. Slowly, I brought my hand to meet his on my waist. Using my thumb, drawing it back and forth, I began to touch his skin. It was so soft. Whenever I thought of a Saiyan, I had always imagined something hardened, nothing like what I was feeling now. Taking in a deep breath, I exhaled it slowly.

I still couldn't believe I was here on Earth. Had I really spent nearly 15 years of my life on Planet Vegeta under the rule of another race? It was crazy to think that that was now in my past. All of it, as if it never happened. Living there felt like an eternity; plus I always had to stay on my guard. Here, I was free to do whatever I wanted to do. Maybe that's why I was awake: My mind was so used to being on top of it, that not having to worry at all seemed foreign. Was I waiting for something? Anticipating a scenario that I was making up in my head? I mean, technically, Vegeta could get us at any moment. Is that what I was scared of? Having my freedom for so little and then getting it taken away again would be devastating.

I opened my eyes.

Scanning the room, I had to get my mind off of Vegeta taking me away again. Sure, he wasn't who took me away originally, but he was the man that took my life away. Goku on the other hand, had risked his entire life and status with his very own race to give me my own back. I still couldn't believe it. The voice in the very back of my mind that had any doubt about him was completely gone. His actions had proved that he truly did love me, value me, appreciate me, and proved that he would sacrifice everything he ever had for me. I couldn't thank him enough. I would never be able to repay the man laying behind me, and what eased my mind is that I knew he'd never ask me to.

Use the hell out of our golden souls
Until we're flecks of rust

I was lucky. Who would have known that being enslaved to another race for years would lead me to the man of my dreams? Had I never been captured, who would I be with? Would I be like one of those girls who were so happy to get a text, whatever that was, from a boy named Jason? Would I be with an insane freak? Or would I have actually found someone here? I would never know what my life would be like if I had never been taken, but I did know that I didn't want to picture my life without the man laying next to me.

Without even thinking about it, I noticed my hand stroking Goku's forearm now. I must have moved it there while I was thinking about him. It was then I began to notice his breathing. A deep breath in, and a deep breath out. He was such a calm sleeper. It was weird knowing how he was when he was sleeping, since I knew how he was when he was awake; a complete difference. Sure, he was calm when he was awake, but never in a state like this. He was allowing himself to be vulnerable with me, his guard completely down. Yes, Vegeta slept around me once too, but the difference: Vegeta was a cocky asshole who didn't believe I could do anything to hurt him; Goku knew that I wouldn't do anything to hurt him. Just in that fact, it made me love him more. And he loved me.

It was crazy how fast I fell for him. It might be due to the fact that we have known each other for years, but would that mean I would love him as fast as I did? We had always had a connection, but I never thought it would go as deep as this. It was a pleasant surprise, that was for sure. Even more so that he reciprocated the feelings. He was the one who said he loved me first. I couldn't believe it; I still can't. I never knew the Saiyans could feel any sort of love. I just imagined that they lived their lives in a constant state of high by destroying things, forcing themselves to have kids through rough acts of hateful sex just to populate their planet and keep their numbers strong. Even after having kids, I just imagined the mothers and fathers tolerating their kids, only viewing them as future killing machines and training them for just that; no real attachment to them except for being comrades. Rarely did I see them give each other any form of affection, just a "Well done" or "You did good' along with a slight pat on the shoulder. I don't even think I've seen them high five each other. I had seen humans high five, maybe that was just a thing that my race did. Was high fiving not cool? I thought it looked nifty. I had never done it myself, but I thought it was a great way to show someone their appreciation in ones actions. Either way, the Saiyans were not affectionate people. Just hateful. Maybe Goku had bonked his head when he was younger, since he was so different from the rest of them. And he was all mine.

A love so deep
Nothing else like it

I heard a deep sigh escape his mouth, deeper than his previous ones had been. Moving my body, I slowly turned to face him. Not a flinch. 'Deep sleeper.' I thought as I could now bring my hand to his bicep where I started to trace my index finger up and down it. 'Just as soft.' My mind began to wonder as I trailed my hand up to his shoulder, up his neck, and to his face. 'It's rougher here.' I stroked his cheek, noticing the slight stubble of it. He was so rugged yet soft all at once. Bringing my hand closer to his mouth, I let my index finger lightly touch his lips. They were irresistible. These were the lips that gave me hope when I was only seeing darkness, a voice of reason when I was being irrational, a genuine smile when I was only seeing the insincere, and a way out when I was imprisoned.

Bringing my head in closer, I brought my own lips to his. Did mine give him the same feeling his gave me? My eyes closed as I kissed the sleeping man. He was my everything. I have never felt this strongly towards something in my life. The closest thing I had any attachment towards was my name and my name only and he topped it ten fold. He could have my name, as long as I got him in return. Breaking the kiss, my eyes remained closed as I let my head fall gently back onto my pillow. A smile across my face. He calmed me and made me feel safe and secure. I opened my eyes to look at him.

"You're awake." I spoke when I saw his eyes staring into mine. I must have woke him up when I had kissed him. Now that his eyes were open, I could fall deep into his dark brown gaze. Even open, his eyes still had the same amount of calmness that they had when they were closed.

"I am." He replied with a soft voice, staring into my blue gaze. Was he as mesmerized as I was?

"I'm sorry, I must have waked you." I broke the connection between our eyes.

"You're sorry, but why?" He took his hand, bringing my chin up to reconnect our eyes. "You've granted me to look at you once more, I should be saying thank you." He smiled as he brought his head in to meet his lips with mine. I blushed the entire kiss.

As our tongues began to intertwine with each other, I could feel the butterflies in my stomach start to flutter at his touch. I had kissed him what seemed like a thousand times now, but I still got the same feeling as when I first did. It was magical and unreal. How could such a simple action cause such a reaction.

Bringing my hand to his face holding it gently against his skin, I broke the kiss. "I really should be thanking you." I Took in a deep breath as I removed my hand, sliding into an upward position to sit on the bed. He stayed laying where he was, turning slightly on his back so he could keep eye contact with me. "You abandoned your life on Planet Vegeta for me, hijacked a ship and brought me back to my home planet, put up with my emotional bullshit, and you're taking care of me. I really appreciate everything you've done for me, Goku." I began to play with my fingernails, I wasn't sure how else to react. I was in such debt to him, and the fact that I knew he wouldn't expect me to repay him made me feel slightly guilty. He gave so much and I could only give so little.

"Bulma," He sat up to match my sitting position, "you have nothing to thank me for. If anything, you saved me. I wasn't happy on Planet Vegeta, everything was so monotonous. You were the most interesting thing on that planet, early on I felt myself thinking about you. You've given me the feeling of being alive." bringing his hand to my face, I could feel the heat radiating off of him. I gave into his touch, letting my head rest upon his hand.

"So, we saved each other." I smiled into his hand, bringing my head up to look at his eyes since we were nowhere near the same height, even sitting.

"I would say so, yes." replying, he brought his head down to kiss me once again.

This man had been so patient with me, another characteristic that the other Saiyans failed to possess. He hadn't even tried anything sexual with me, even though we had already had sex. He completely understood that I needed some space after what Vegeta had done to me. I was ready now, though. I wasn't going to let the dark Saiyan prince take away what I had with Goku just because he had raped me. I was going to hold the power, not him have it over me.

Scars go deep
But they can't find it

I started to move the kiss further. Moving my body, I brought myself to my knees on the bed, swinging my leg up and over Goku's lap to straddle him. Staying up on my knees I brought both of my hands up to his face, gently gripping his jawline with my fingertips to deepen the kiss. Shivers were sent throughout my body I felt his arms wrap around me, pulling me in closer. Bringing my head back only centimeters from him, I took my teeth and gently bit down on his bottom lip, pulling it a little before letting it go.

Opening my eyes, I looked into his; the calmness was gone. I saw hunger in its place. Without a second thought, I closed my eyes once more and kept them shut for a moment. The last time I had seen that hungry look was from Vegeta. My heart began to race, but not from the pleasures of Goku's presence. Instead, it raced with the fear of the prince. 'He isn't Vegeta. He isn't Vegeta. He isn't Vegeta.' I began to repeat to myself in my head as I forced myself to open my eyes. When I did, I took in a depe breath. It wasn't Vegeta, it was Goku.

My body began to fight with itself. I was here in the moment with Goku, so why was my mind in the past with Vegeta? How could I let someone affect me so much when I was in the moment someone I cared so much about? How did he override the situation without even being here? I became mad at myself for letting him have such an impact on me. I just wanted to let go. Why couldn't I let go?

My eyes began to water.

"I'm sorry." I let out a low whisper as I let my head rest against Goku's shoulder. "I don't know whats wrong with me. I want this, Goku. I want you so bad but I-"

"When you're ready. I'm in no hurry. With or without sex, I love you." He spoke fluently with confidence as he let his hold on me turn into a gentle embrace.

"What if I can never bring myself to do it again?" I muffled a response from his shoulder.

"It's not something you bring yourself to, it's something that comes naturally. Healing takes time and I am more than willing to wait." He brought his hand up to start rubbing my back. I felt like a child being comforted.

"Can you take the lead?" I lifted my head from his shoulder to look at him with teary eyes. "I want this, Goku." His eyes twitched for a moment. "I need to do this, I just can't bring myself to do it because I am so caught up in my head."

"And if I go too far for your comfort?" I could tell in his voice that he wasn't too convinced with this plan of mine.

"I'll let you know if you go too far, trust me. Even if I didn't you'd know. I just need you to take the lead so I can stay out of my head." Tears stopped falling from my eyes. This was something I wanted to do. I didn't want to wait any longer than I had to. I ached for him.

Without a response, I felt Goku tighten his grip on me, lightly flipping me over on my back as he hovered above me. I flinched when I felt his tail against the skin of my leg.

"No tail." I remembered Vegeta's tail wrapping around me, holding me hostage in his grasp. Immediately, he took his tail out of the equation, letting it remain behind him.

A kiss was exchanged as he began to trail his hands slowly down my body, stopping at my breast. Keeping my eyes open, I kept making sure that my body and mind fully knew it was Goku on top of me and not the evil Saiyan. It was working so far, my body reacted appropriately to his touch. My mind began to stop thinking once I felt him pinch my nipple lightly between his thumb and index finger. My eyes closed for a moment as I broke the kiss due to the pleasure of his touch.

Opening my eyes, I didn't see the Saiyan above me, angling my eyes downward, I saw his head moving down my body, taking my other breast in his mouth to play with it in unison with the other. I let out a moan as I arched my head back into the pillow. My hunger for him grew.

It was then I felt his tongue on my body, moving downward until he met with my hip-bone. Taking his hand off of my breast, I felt each one of his hands on each one of my knees. Looking up at me, his dark eyes met with mine as if asking for approval. I brought my hand to his cheek before sliding it to the back of his head, pushing it down towards my inner thigh; that was all the approval he needed.

My back arched when he began to use his tongue on my clit. As he lightly made circles on the sensitive area, I couldn't help but increase my breathing. The feather-like motions left my whole body tingling. My mind began to race, I didn't know what he was going to do next which excited me even more.

This feeling of not being in control was amazing. In my normal day to day life as of late, I was so full of worry and curiosity of what would happen next that my body never had a moment to relax. But this, this I didn't have to be in control. I was so relaxed and in the moment of what was happening, that whatever happened before or what would happen after didn't matter. Just here and now.

Flame so bright
Make the daylight look dark

My eyes shot open when I felt his index finger enter me. The feeling of the slow penetration of his digit with the still light circling sensation of his tongue on my hood was indescribable. My knees began to shake from all that my body was feeling. I felt my thighs trying to close in on his head but I forced myself to keep them apart to let the actions remain in play. I didn't want this feeling to go away.

As my moans became more frequent due to my breathing becoming more rapid, I opened my eyes when I felt nothing. "What are you doing?!" I sounded almost demanding as I looked at him hovering over my body, not touching me at all.

"I want to see you look at me." His eyes burned into mine as he reached down to play with my clit with his hand, repeating the circular motions. My eyes closed in bliss at his touch. "Keep them open." he stopped once more until I opened my eyes at his command.

As we stared at each other, I struggled to keep my eyes open. I had never had such a hard time doing a simple action in my life. It felt so good that I just wanted to lay back and take it, but the thought of him seeing my eyes as I came to climax aroused me even more.

He quickened his pace.

"Goku I-" My body began to cease up as a feeling of release began to shoot throughout my body. Without my control anymore, my eyes closed automatically as they began to shutter from underneath my eyelids. The corners of my mouth quivered as my entire body shook below him. He continued his actions, making my reactions continue longer until my body was still. When I was able to open my eyes, I looked up at him; he was smiling. Just by that action alone, I began to smile.

"You were saying?" He spoke above me as he continued to watch me.

I laughed.

"Oh shut up." I crawled my way out from under him, straddling him as I got into my previous position before this all happened, continuing what I had planned earlier. As I kissed him passionately, I could feel his member growing hard against my base. I didn't know how my body still had energy after the amount that Goku had just taken away from me, but feeling him aroused against me gave me adrenaline. I wanted to please him in the same way he had pleased me.

Breaking the kiss, I placed a hand on his chest to notion him not to move as I made my way down to his cock. Looking up at him, I placed a hand around his shaft, "Look at me." I mimicked what he had done to me. When his eyes met mine, I felt a powerful connection. I now understood even more why he wanted me to look at him; it was all about seeing what you were doing to the person and their reaction. As I began to move my hand up and down, I could see the pleasure in his eyes. I felt powerful. The fact I was able to bring down a powerful Saiyan into this kind of state was beyond amazing. Me, a tiny human girl overpowering a Saiyan.

Our eyes stayed connected as I continued my motions, feeling him pulse in my hand. As I pumped my hand up and down, I began to lower my body even more down his until my face was next to his member. Never breaking eye contact, I moved my hand to the base of his shaft as I placed my mouth on the top of it. His eyes grew more with hunger.

With my tongue, I began to tease the head before moving my way down. Once my mouth met with my hand about half way down to the base, I started to use both mouth and hand in unison. As I went up and down, I could feel him refrain from thrusting himself. It seemed this action was torture to him.

When my mouth needed a break, I would lift my head from his tool, continuing my hand motion in various paces to keep things interesting. I could tell that he was gone since his eyes seemed to glaze over. He never broke eye contact with me, which turned me on even more. I never knew staring at someone for song long could be so intimate.

I stopped.

When his eyes came back into reality, I crawled back up to him, placing a quick kiss on his face before making my way to his neck. I began to nibble near his jugular as my hand reached below to grab his manhood. I stroked a few times before bringing it close to my entrance. Taking my head from his neck to look back into his eyes, I slowly lowered myself onto him.

Cross my heart, that I'll die for you
Cross my heart, that I'll always keep you

Inch after inch, I felt him enter me. A winced a bit in slight pain, but continued on. As I moved up and down, the pain had gone away. It was unlike the last time I had sex; well, rape. But besides the slight pain that had already vanished, I wasn't thinking at all about Vegeta. My entire focus was on the person in front of me as I slid up and down on his throbbing cock. My pace quickened as I let my head fall back. It was then I felt each one of his hands on my breasts once more, fondling them as I bounced.

Bringing my head back down to see Goku, I placed my forehead on his while our actions continued. Feeling our sweaty bodies act as one was a feeling even greater than the first time we had had sex. When we first did it, I was drunk; not drunk enough for it to be rape, but drunk enough to where I let all of my inhibitions go. I remember most of that night, but not the entirety. We were like two teenagers just having at it. But now, we were both heavy in the moment. We had already confessed our love for each other, which deepened the passion. My thoughts were only on him.

It wasn't long until Goku flipped me over to where I was on my hands and knees on the bed as he held deep within my pelvis. A flash of being with Vegeta came to my mind as I recalled him pinning me down and thrusting in deep against my will. Shaking my head, I pushed the thoughts of him so far out of my head that when I felt Goku at my entrance I didn't hesitate when he entered.

I let out a loud gasp as I felt a whole new level of pleasure. In this position, he was hitting all of the right spots inside of me. With each passing thrust he made, my arms became weaker and weaker. I wasn't tired, that's for sure, but my arms had given up to where I was now resting my weight on my forearms as he pumped away.

I began to anticipate each one of his thrusts. Whenever he'd pull out, I would throw my hips back to meet with his frontward maneuvers. I could hear him groan in pleasure as we continued our conjunction.

"Harder." I was able to make out in between each one of his drives inside of me.

With that action alone, Goku seemed to be in a whole different state. He obviously knew I was turned on, but the fact that I was begging for him to continue in a rougher way seemed to push him over the edge. He didn't hesitate at my request.

My eyes grew wide when I felt him enter me even harder than before, causing me to stop my own actions and enjoy feeling him roughly reach inside of me. All of the right places were being hit to where my knees began to shake.

"Flip me over." He didn't hesitate at that request either. It no time I was flipped over and he was back on top of me like we had previously been. Without me having to say anything, he placed himself back inside of me. I didn't know how much more I could take.

The look in his eyes were intense. Not only did I see hunger, but also love. Sure, he was pounding deep inside of me to where my insides probably looked like they were rearranged, but he was also looking for any sign of pain in my eyes. He was so focused on me and my reactions to him, that he was in full control of the situation, and I knew he'd stop if he hurt me. I could see it.

I could also see that he was about to be at his limit.

"I want you to cum for me." I spoke as my blue eyes grew hungrier. I wasn't just saying that to sound sexy, I really wanted him to cum inside of me. The closeness that that entailed was a huge turn on. "Please." My eyes softened a tad, not losing their hunger.

It was only a few more hard thrusts until he ceased on top of me. When I felt his throbbing cock inside of me, quivering in orgasm, that pushed me over the edge as well. This was unlike the first orgasm I had had earlier; on such a higher level. There was nothing like orgasming with the one you loved.

Cross my heart like a bitter sweet tattoo
And we go

Pressing his body down on mine, he made sure not to crush me underneath him. After a few breaths, he rolled to the side of me, kissing my cheek in turn. As I looked at him, I smiled when I saw his eyes closed. He was worn out. I didn't know why, but that made me feel extremely good. Probably because he was a Saiyan and I could keep up with him. Yep, that was probably it. I was awesome. If I could pat my back I would. Or high five myself. Could I do that? Could one high five themselves? Placing my hands quietly together in front of me, I did in fact give myself a high five. He'd never know that, though.

My eyes watched his still closed ones, waiting for them to meet with mine. I knew I just had to give him a few seconds to recover. Hell, I needed to recover. My adrenaline was still going, which was most likely why I could keep my eyes on him. My mind was still racing. I hadn't felt this awake in a long time. I was usually always wide awake due to fear or having to pay attention, but to be so wide awake on my own accord was enthralling.

His eyes opened. He smiled.

"That was amazing. Thank you, Goku." I returned the smile as I turned my body on my side to face him.

"You know, you don't have to thank me every time." He laughed as he began to play with my hair.

"I was referring to you agreeing to take control so I could get over myself from earlier." I jokingly pushed his shoulder. He didn't move, I didn't even cause him to move the tiniest bit. That just proved how strong he really was, or how weak I was. Either way.

"I am just glad I didn't set you over the edge." A look of concern formed in his dark brown eyes.

"Oh, oh you did." I joked again.

I was relieved to see him smile at my pun. I didn't want him to ever feel like he had hurt me in any way, shape or form. I understood his concern, I would be hesitant if I was in his position as well; having sex with a rape victim. Did he see me as a victim? I hoped not.

Did I view myself as a victim? No. I was someone who had encountered something very terrifying and painful. It built me up, though. It didn't define me, it didn't destroy me, and it didn't hinder me anymore. I could get passed it, which was made very clear after tonight. I wasn't going to let it do anything else but build me up from now on.

Goku was a big help in me overcoming my coarse. It was another thing I could never repay him for. I am not even sure he knew he did that for me. I'd tell him one day, but I didn't want to ruin this moment.

"I can't wait to spend my life with you." I spoke my mind as I closed my eyes, snuggling closer to my love. His warm body radiating onto mine. My adrenaline was fading away, I was tired. Hell, I did wake up in the middle of the night and had some very rough sex, every girl would be tired after the night we just had. Especially after the emotional day I had had.

"And I can't wait to spend the rest of mine with you." His response made me sigh in a calm manner. He sure was made for me. As I moved even closer into his chest, I could feel the mess between my legs. A cringe formed on my face, but when I felt how comfortable I was, I knew I could just clean up whatever mess was there tomorrow. There was no way I was going to move from next to him, especially after he pulled me in closer to him. Yep, it was going to wait, I'll just be disgusted in the morning.

With one more sigh, I could feel my body start to go into its sleep state. "I love you." I managed to quietly say before slipping away into the darkness.

"I love you, too." a smile formed on my face as I heard his reply before drifting off fully.

Oh, you're my kingdom come
So sit me on your throne

A/N: Hahahaha, I high five myself all the time.

Song called "Kingdom Come" by Demi Lovato. I really love the way she sings it and the lyrics themselves. Even if you don't like her, go for the lyrics themselves. So pretty and I felt it matched this chapter well. :3

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