Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Breathe ❯ Bored ( Chapter 2 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

March 26, 2020

She never did anything.

Honest to Kami, nothing...

She dropped out as soon as she found out she was pregnant, and in her defense, the pregnancy was really... rough... it's why we only have Pan. I'd kill to have a boy... even another girl. I love kids, it just wasn't in the cards for she and I. In hindsight... its probably a good thing, all things considered. Maybe soon, with Kitty though. We've talked about it...

Agh... Rambling... back on track.

My issue wasn't that she didn't work.. or that she was a stay at home mom, she wasn't expected to cook huge meals because we were never home at the same time unless it was on the weekends. We all had a hand at cleaning up after ourselves as well. She was exceptionally helpful and had a hand in all of Pans extracurricular activities... it's that she never did anything else. After awhile she was in a miserable state. She would complain nightly about how bored she was; that she needed a hobby... something to do, but she never did anything to remedy the situation. I'm a go-getter, so I didn't and still don't understand this. Krillen jokingly suggested that maybe she just liked complaining, but thinking back... honestly... he wasn't far off. After suggesting so many things,  even couples things... I gave up on trying to get her to do anything.

Then she rekindled her friendship with Erasa.

It was great at first. She was so happy and had started going to the gym and yoga. Girls nights started soon after and then she was around less and less. She seemed so happy with her friend that I didn't think much of it until I started smelling other people on her, people that I didn't know... men that I didn't know. Nothing that smelled like sex... but they were definitely too close for comfort.

We started arguing... fighting... she would get physical and I would have to deflect whatever she threw at me. Looking back, I know now that she was abusive, verbally and physically. I guess maybe I was used to it because I remember my mother being the same way to my father? We're still working through this during our sessions right now.

Months passed and I had a feeling she was trying to hide something. I knew our marriage was failing and I had brought up separation because neither of us were happy.

She honest to Kami threatened to blackmail me if I filed for divorce. I wasn't sure what to do. I didn't want the world to know that I was Saiyaman.. that I was only half human. I'd just gotten Tenure and it would ruin everything I'd worked so hard for. I'd lose everything.

I went to a symposium in Los Angeles in April 2018, a few of the speakers had fallen ill so it ended a few days early. When I got home, there was a car I'd never seen parked outside our house. Opening the door was enough to let me know that it was a man. A few steps in and the musty smell of sex let me know that she was having an affair.

I didn't confront her

I didn't let her know that I knew.

I just turned around and left.