Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Corazonado ❯ Corazonado ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I don't own Dragonball Z or Ricky Martin…although I wouldn't mind having either.

A/N: First songfic. The lyrics and the title are from Ricky Martin's song, Corazonado on his Vuelve cd. Yes, it is in Spanish…but that only makes it sexier! (I can attempt to translate them if someone wants me to.)

Lyrics are in quotes.

"Te dire en secreto

Y aue quede entre tu y you…"

Usually when I train, it clears my head. I say usually because right now I can't think at all. I just can't seem to clear my head. I can't concentrate on anything. Well, there is one thing I can concentrate on.

"Siento que te quiero

Puede ser que si, puede que no"

My mind always drifts to thinking about you. You. I can't even bring myself to think your name right now. It makes me feel guilty for wanting you. Guilty for thinking of you the way I do. I feel guilty for what happened.

""Te bese instintivamente

sin saber lo que hacia

yo me lance"

I lost control of myself. For one moment in time I let my heart decide instead of my head. I wanted to kiss you for years, and at that moment instinct overrode rational thought. I did not think of how you would react. I just had to taste your lips. I had to see if they were as soft as they looked.

"Corazonado

delante de tu cuerpo

yo me rompia

sintiendome bendecido por tu amor"

I should have known how you'd react. I mean, it happened so suddenly. I even scared myself. I don't blame you for your freezing. You're body becoming rigid with fear. Once again, we were exact opposites. I shook with apprehension and you froze.

"Corazonado

en brazos de tu brazos

se derretia

el iceberg de mi frio corazon"

You were so surprised. I don't understand how I surprised you that much. I've felt like this for a long time. You were the one to make me able to feel this way. My heart was just a stone in my chest before I met you. It was you that turned it into the fluttering, irrational thing it is now.

"Ahora tengo meido

se te digo la verdad"

You left without saying a word, I could not explain myself. Now I don't know how to tell you how I feel. I don't think I have the words to describe it anyways. I don't think I could ever face you again to tell you anyways.

"Sufrira mi ego

donde acabara mi vanidad"

The second after I pulled away from the kiss and looked up at you, I felt so vulnerable. At first it felt good to be that way with you. But the longer we stayed silent, the worse I felt. My pride was starting to suffer the longer the silence stretched. You weren't even looking at me.

"Te toque inmediamente

Corazon de suicida

Me enamore"

I reached for you. I try to make you look into my eyes. I couldn't find the words so I thought that I could show you. All I saw was confusion in your eyes. I had hurt you, I think. I never wanted that to happen. I never wanted that to happen.

"Yo te ame voluntaramente

corazon de suicida

me enamore"

I had gone to you willingly. I wanted it selfishly. I did not consider how you would feel, how you feel. I still don't know exactly how you feel. You just stepped back away from me silently. You lifted your fingers to you lips to trace where mine had been the moment before. Then you lifted those fingers higher to your forehead. Then you were gone.

"Eres tu, mi secreto eres tu

Eres tu, mi secreto eres tu"

I don't think I can tell anyone about what happened. Who would I tell anyways? My children? No, that would make me seem like I was betraying the memory mother. Your sons? Never, they would try to kill me. I would never be good enough for you in their eyes.

"Yo te ame, de versa que te ame

Yo te ame, seguro que te ame."

I love you, do you know that? Maybe you do now, or do you think I just kissed you for nothing? Maybe you just reacted that way because of surprise. You always were the last to suspect things. But you were always the first to trust, to love. You melted my heart and made me love you, do you know that? Do you, Kakarrot? Could you possibly have loved me back if I hadn't ruined everything with my rash impulse…

"Corazonado…"