Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Cry ❯ Vegeta ( Chapter 13 )

Cry

 

Chapter 13

 

A/N: hey guys, I know last chapter was rough, but I am sure this one will ease the sting a little bit. Thanks for your support!

 

 

 

 

Vegeta leaned against the wall of the spaceship, deep in thought.

 

 

He, of all people, was going to sire a child. A boy, from what Bulma had said. He was going to have a son.

 

 

He had completely overreacted, and now he was feeling an emotion he had never wanted to feel: regret.

 

 

Their fling had started out as a game for him. He wanted to wait for her to `break up' with the weakling. The intent was to see how far he could push her before she would consent to having sex with him. It had worked beautifully, and he was supposed to drop her and never return to her again.

 

 

She had some hold over him though, and that was when he started feeling his defenses break. He had hurt her during their first union, but it had pleased him beyond belief. He was her first, her first lover, her first male, the first one to ever enter her and elicit pleasure of her. He had taken her innocence, and on some deep level, that fact alone had touched both of them.

 

 

He couldn't stop himself, and Kami knows he should have never touched her again after that afternoon in her lab, but he just needed her. He needed her to be in his bed, to warm his heart with her soft smiles - those things he could never return - and be a place for him to be completely at ease.

 

 

When he had `invited' her to live with him, it was only supposed to be a temporary thing. The new plan was to sleep with her until the androids, kill them, beat Kakkarrot to an inch of his life, and leave the planet - never to return.

 

 

That plan lasted until she had showed up outside his GR near tears, telling him that she was carrying his child. That despite her best efforts, she had got pregnant. And the child could only be his. He would have smelled if there were any other men, some things just do not wash away in the shower. So, that left him. He now had a family, whether he liked it or not.

 

 

It scared him.

 

 

So, he did the only thing he knew to do when he was scared. Fight and Defend.

 

 

He had given every other possibility a lot of thought, and each one ended worse than the other. The only thing was to scare her away from him, her and the child, so he could not hurt them anymore.

 

 

He would never be a Kakkarrot, and she deserved better. Although, even he knew that she would probably not find anyone else after this. Baby aside, he had broken her. And that was what he regretted the most.

 

 

She was right, Vegeta was a warrior, skilled in the art of torture, and he knew she was gone. If the child lives, she should be able to function, which would significantly lessen his burden. If he died, Vegeta would make sure not to ever come near her or Earth again. He knew it would break what little bit of conscious he had left.

 

 

The woman was spirited, that was what had drawn him to her. She used to be passionate, caring, and had more fire in her than hell itself. He hoped she would try to heal herself, and become that person once more. The chances were slim.

 

 

The one thing Vegeta did not regret was the punch. Well, hitting her he did regret, but the intensity of it went better than he could have imagined. He managed to stop himself from killing the child on contact, but damaged her wound substantially.

 

 

This was the primary reason he worried about her losing the child. If she lost him, there was a good chance she would never be able to have children again. From his extensive knowledge of the humanoid body, hits like that were not meant to hit the uterus, especially extended in pregnancy.

 

 

That day was two months ago to the day. It had taken him two months to feel the regret, and that was what had spurned his ascension.

 

 

Flashback (it happened about 8 hours ago, lol):

 

 

The asteroids were raining down upon the small, uninhabited planet he had taken residency upon. He was in the middle of a meteor shower, and this was where he needed to be. He needed the call, the need, to make the ascension.

 

 

But the shower had lasted for more than two hours, and no matter what he did, the ascension had not come. He had fought for his ship, and saved it from total destruction, yet he did not turn gold, and he most certainly did not receive astronomical power.

 

 

Then the heart of the storm came crashing toward him. An asteroid the size of the planet Mercury was heading towards him, and strangely enough, he was not scared. Not in the least.

 

 

He was not afraid to die, but he was afraid of what he was leaving behind. A broken woman, an heir - if he lived - that ambiguity alone had caused Vegeta to feel grief. A family. Even though he had rejected them, they would always be his. Blood simply does not lie.

 

 

Forever, in the massive book of life, his name would always be linked to hers, as the father of the half-breed brat who once lived inside her womb.

 

 

That was when he knew that he had to live, if only to see her smile once more, see her holding his child, the only one he would EVER sire. At least, it had better be the only one he would ever have, if the wrinkled Namek knew what was good for him.

 

 

That was when he felt it, the calm rage, the need to exist and defeat the asteroid.

 

 

That was when he had ascended.

 

 

Flashback Ends:

 

Because of that, his new goal was to learn to control his transformation. He was heading toward a planet of warriors, weak people, but fighters nonetheless. He was sure that they would put up a strong front, and that would help him achieve total control.

 

 

After that, he planned on checking in on the woman. He needed to know if the child existed still. If so, he had a lot of decisions that needed to be made regarding the raising of him.

 

 

But, he figured, they would have to cross that bridge when they got to it. After all, he still needed another month to control his transformation and sharpen his skills.

 

 

He was going to enjoy this. It had been far too long since he had shed warrior blood.

 

 

 

A/N: Wow, so Vegeta really does have some deep thoughts, huh? LOL, anyway, thank you very much to my reviewers! You guys are awesome!

 

 

All right guys, peace out until next Friday!!!!