Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Crying in the Rain ❯ I'll do my Crying in the Rain ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I don't own Dragonball Z, it belongs to Akira Toriyama... Neither do I own the song 'Crying in the Rain' because the Police already does...

Author: Vegella (Aka. Metal-Girl on Quizilla)

Pairing: VxG

Written in Vegeta's Point of View

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~* I’ll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I’ve got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I’ll do my crying in the rain *~



I hate him. I hate him so much I would've killed him already, if he hadn't been so damn cute... And stronger than I.
For years I have longed for him, and he never knew about it. I was perfectly able to hide it, just like I tend to hide everything else.
And than, when I got settled and had two children, he found it neccessary to tell me about his own feelings. The same feelings I had had for him for so long.

And I was happy. I was so happy I could cry.

"You're kidding me, right?" I asked him.
Kakkarot blushed. "No, really. I like you."

Never did I know the man had feelings towards other men. I could've known since it happens alot between Saiyans, but Kakkarot had been raised on Earth, so I had no expectations whatsoever.

"Let me think about it." I said after thinking for a moment.

Of course I didn't have to think about it. If I weren't so proud, and if I were able to show my emotions a little better, I would've told him I like him back right away.
But I didn't, I thought about it. And right now I wish I had said no.



~* If I wait for stormy skies
You won’t know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You’ll never know that I still love you so
Only heartaches remain
I’ll do my crying in the rain *~



Ay first I thought all was going well... We had fun together, and he made me feel at home for the first time in decades. But all good things come to an end.

"You know, Geta." Kakkarot whispered in my ear. "We will have to tell our families."
I shrugged. "I know."
"I don't think I can do it."
"We'll find a way."

I thought that was it... I thought I really would find a way. Somehow, somewhere, sometime we'd be together without having to be sneaky about it.

Sweet dreams Vegeta.



~*Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see*~



Of course they found out before I could find a way, and it wasn't the best way for them to find either.

"Daddy!" Gohan, not expecting a thing, landed very close to the spot where Kakkarot and I were, Well, at it.
"Fuck, that's Gohan!"Kakkarot yelled in my ear.
"Almost... Done..." I moaned, while I slammed into Kakkarot again. "Al-most."
"It's Gohan, Vegeta!" Kakkarot grunted. He pushed me off and jumped up, immediately searching for his clothes. "Get up!"
My mood swung from happy and horny to annoyed.
"Goddamnit, Kakkarot." I cursed while looking down on my dick. "I wasn't finished yet!"

That moment Gohan showed up, together with my own son, Trunks.

"What's going on?" Gohan asked, his eyes growing wide.
"Daddy?" Trunks had turned his face away from me, not enjoying his father's nakedness.
"Oh Kami... You were... Having sex right?"

Kakkarot didn't reply, he just stood there, fear showing in his eyes.

"What is it to you?" I asked, cocky. It was our business what we did, and with who.
"Ohhhh..." Gohan groaned. "Sick."
"There's nothing sick about it boy, and you're old enough to understand that."
"Daddy?" Trunks seemed confused. "What about mommy?"
I shrugged. No answer for that.

After about 5 minutes of hearing the boys nag about homosexuality, about how wrong it was, and about the fact that both Kakkarot and I have families, Kakkarot finally said something himself.
"Don't worry boys, it was a one-time thing."



~*Some day when my cryin's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll, never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain*~



I watched the boys leave Kakkarot and I, and I hoped, no I prayed, for Kakkarot to be joking.
"A one-time thing?" I asked him sharply.
Kakkarot just shrugged. "Well, we can't just do it again right? If they found out we..."
I cut off Kakkarot's sentence. "A one-time thing?" I yelled, at this point more angry than sad. "But you said you felt more for me!"

Kakkarot didn't reply, and when he turned his head to me, I saw tears in his eyes.
"You fucking baka, you said that, didn't you? Do you really, honestly, fear that woman of yours so much?"
"Vegeta, please. Don't curse at me." Kakkarot said with a watery voice. "I love you, but some things are just not meant to be."
I frowned. "Everything that happens is meant to be, Kakkarot. That's why it happens. You're the one that decides what happens in your life. Not your children, not your woman... No YOU!" I yelled. I never knew I was capable of saying so much.
"But they wouldn't understand, Vegeta." Kakkarot said, now crying openly.
"For Kami's sake, Kakkarot, get a hold of yourself." I said, because I was afraid Kakkarot's crying would make my eyes water too. "You're an adult."

Kakkarot didn't stop crying, the fool never let anything stop him from showing his emotions.
"I really think it's better if we see this as a small mistake, and go on with our normal lives, you wouldn't want to hurt Bulma, right?"
"A mistake?" My eyes widened and I was about to hit Kakkarot. "You're calling this, us, a mistake?" I turned around before I really would hurt him. "Well, in that case, I hope you rot in hell, Kakkarot."



~*Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see*~



I haven't seen him since. He doesn't show up to spar anymore, I never see him at any of the woman's parties, and he didn't even enter the last tournament.
Now I'm not someone to nag about that, because I won the tournament because he didn't show up, but it still hurts to know he's avoiding me.

I don't think the woman ever found out what happened, and Trunks never talked about it afterwards either.
Maybe they all do know, but try not to think about it. I bet they're all grossed out.

So pathetic, so narrow-minded. If we weren't on this stupid planet Kakkarot and I would've marked eachother already, and we'd be living a happy life...
But that's not the way it is...



~*Some day when my cryin's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll, never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain*~



I miss Kakkarot. It hurts. But he will never know, because than he'd know he got me on my weakpoint. And even though I wanted him to be my mate forever, he will never ever see his Saiyan Prince admit he's in pain.

Nope, I'll just do what I'm great at. I'll get over the man eventually, and if I don't...

Well screw that, time to train.