Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Damn You, Goku ❯ Chapter 1

Title: Damn You, Goku

Rating: PG-13

Category: Angst.

Paring: Chi-Chi& Goku

Other: All standard disclaimers apply. As well as all non-standard ones that say the same thing as the standard disclaimers. Slight language.

I also went over the word count, but it's really much too short to turn into a story. Let me know what you think! For Drabble 45: Words we Couldn't Say

 

 

Enjoy:

 

 

 

I don't even know where to begin. It's obvious that you don't want me. That you probably never wanted me. I don't know why I never saw it before.

 

 

 

Then again, I also don't know why you never said anything. No; that's not true. I never wanted to hear why you never wanted me. I never wanted our son-such a precious treasure!-ever even think you never wanted me.

 

 

 

Of course, my wishes were never taken into account. Not seriously anyway. I never wanted you to die. You have no idea how angry I am at that first time-it started everything that went wrong in our life. Our simple, complete, normal life.

 

 

 

I never wanted to be separated from our son, unable to find him. A year-ONE ENTIRE YEAR-I spent searching for him, knowing that he was in the hands of your greatest enemy, yielded nothing. Nothing more than seeing him barley recognize me.

 

 

 

Then, after you were resurrected, you let our son see death. After, naturally, leaving as you always do-no warning, note, goodbye. I didn't understand why you didn't come home. Sometimes, I still have trouble understanding.

 

 

 

 

I think now it was to avoid me. To buy yourself time so that I'd be so tired of being angry, that I'd just welcome you home without a word. As if I didn't even note your absence. Did you think I wouldn't care?

 

 

 

 

After that, you taught him to fight. And kill. Something you SWORE to me that he'd never learn. How could you lie to me like that? How could you die a second time?

 

 

 

 

Damn you, Goku. Damn you for leaving me; for not wanting to be with me.