Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Goten's Tale ❯ Book 1 ( Chapter 1 )

Goten's Tale Journal #1

August 21- Well, today is my 19th birthday and out of all the gifts this is the worst. A journal! I don't need a journal. I guess I'm just using it for today to express my outrage.

August 23- Maybe I'll being using this more then I know. I had three tests today and I'm sure I failed my science one. I guess I won't tell mom. I didn't even have time to eat lunch today with studying and all.

August 30- Life is hell. I got dumped today. I spilt some coffee on her shirt and she got really mad at me. Since it's Friday, I'm going to a party tonight hopefully I'll have some fun there.

August 31- I have a huge headache. From the half of the party I can remember it was pretty fun. I hung out with Trunks for hours sitting by the bar having a few drinks. I never relieved how hot he is. His piercing blue eyes are truly amazing and his lavender hair can truly take your breath away, but he would never like me. I just made myself depressed, I'm going to go and watch some TV before I go to work for a while.

September 2(morning)- It's Monday morning and I have school today. I saw Trunks on the street yesterday and I knew how much I was blushing so I turned around and started to walk away from him. I hope he didn't see me.

After school- I avoided Trunks all day but with a few close calls. I skipped math class today and I spent lunch in the library. I know he saw me once today but I shuck him off my trail. I pray to kami he doesn't think I hate him.

September 3- Nothing new today. I had a test and I'm sure I aced it. Trunks wasn't at school today but he did try to phone me. I didn't answer the phone. I'm sure he hates me now.

September 4- There is a god. At lunch Trunks found me in the library. He asked me why I had been avoiding him and I was going to say I wasn't but then the bell rang, thank you. I told him I'd talk to him later. He has to hate me now.

September 6- I saw Trunks today and I was ready to talk to him, but when I walked up to him he turned his shoulder and walked away. I had to develop a crush on him, didn't I? Now my best friend, one of the few friends I have is mad at me. At least, I have the weekend to try to make things up with him. Kami, I hope he will forgive me.

September 9(morning)- Yesterday I was at the door of Trunks' house, I had a bouquet of roses for him, but then I relieved what he might do if he found out I like him so I dropped the roses and flew off. I'm going to talk to him today at lunch.

After school- I talked to Trunks at lunch he is pretty pissed at me, I made him a deal. I'll take him out on Friday for a few drinks and he'll forgive me. I thought I was blushing a lot when I was talking to him because well he was bragging about a secret admirer leaving roses on his step. I wish I had the courage just to tell him it was I, but I'm not. I think I might need to talk to someone. Maybe Gohan he's always there for me.

September 13(morning)- Last night I had an amazing dream about what tonight might be like. I was sitting at the bar with Trunks and he slowly rubbed his leg down mine, then he moved to the seat beside me. He placed his hand on my leg inches from my groin and slowly kissed me. He climbed into my lap and our lips were only parting for seconds. One of his hands was going up my shirt and the other one was slowly moving closer to my groin. As it finally got there I woke up. I don't care if he hates me I'm going to make a move and if he pushes me away I'm out of this place.

After school- I've packed my bags just encase he does push me back and if he does then I'm running out of there grabbing my bags and going to Tokyo. Let's go and see how things will turn out.

Midnight- He pushed me away. I'm now on a bus that will drop me off in a small town not far from Tokyo and from there I'll hike up the road about 2 miles and catch a bus the rest of the way. I didn't bring many items among my things I have a new cell phone, some clothes, my wallet with $4000 dollars, my alarm cloak with batteries in it, a watch, a picture of Trunks and my precious journal. I can't believe I tried to kiss him and ruined my life. I'm going to get 6 hours of sleep before the stop.

September 16- I'm in Tokyo now and I found a three-room apartment (bathroom, kitchen and living room) I'm renting for $150 a month. I phoned Gohan and told him I have left for a while and not to try to track me. I also told him to say bye to Pan, Videl, mom and dad, Bra, Vegeta, Bulma and the whole gang, then I said to tell Trunks I am sorry. After that I hung up the phone and plopped down on the bed that came with the apartment and started to write about it. Tomorrow I'll find a good paying job and have spending cash. I hope I can get a job. Life has truly turned into hell.

September 18- I've been looking for the last two days for a job and I'm really tired. I had six interviews and the best result was a small fast food joint telling me that I was the best so far. I'm going to take a bath and then go to bed.

September 20- I have been away from home for a week and finally something looks up for me. I got a job! I woke up this morning to my phone ringing and it was the small fast food restaurant telling me I got the job. I only make $6.90 an hour but with that money I'll be able to buy food and other things. I start on Monday and I work from 9 a.m. to 6 p.m.. My first day at work and I'm going to be making $62.10. I think I'm going to look for another job that pays a bit more and has less work. That will be a miracle come true if I find one.

(?!?)- I think it is Sunday but I'm not sure. I'm planning to go to the store tomorrow to pick up my uniform and if it's Sunday today, I won't be skipping work tomorrow.

September 23- I just got back from my first day of working. I was at the cash registers all day. A guy that works there with me toke me out to lunch and he sort of reminds me of Gohan. His name is Jay, he has blue hair and blue eyes, but I'm pretty sure he dyed his hair through. He may not look a lot like Gohan, but he sure does have the attitude of him. He works at the drive-through window and he ran away about a year ago. I told him all about Trunks and he says I shouldn't have left, but I couldn't face Trunks. He knows I'm bi and he doesn't care. He reminds me of Gohan so much. Well since I work tomorrow, I'm going to take a shower eat and go to bed. Later. Did I just say bye? Damn, I'm starting to think of you as a person now.

September 24- Today I toke Jay out to lunch and we had the best time. We were about 5 minutes later but Sarah, our boss, didn't really care. She's pretty cool. I'm sort of happy that tomorrow me and Jay don't work so we're going to hang out. That's all that happened today so see ya.

September 25- Damnit! I was wrong there's no god. Today Jay and me were walking around town and we had to see out of all people Trunks. He saw us and started to head over. I grabbed Jay's hand and he ran through the crowd of people. Jay is over at my house tonight because I'm sort of scared. He said if Trunks did find us then we could leave town. I told him to stay away from Trunks because Trunks can easily hurt him. He reminds my of Gohan so much and he's even treating me like a younger brother even know I am way stronger then him. I'm sort of nervous about tonight because well there's only one bed in my apartment and Jay is staying the night. I hope I don't do anything stupid. Well I'll talk to you later.

September 26(morning)- Good morning dear friend. Last night I remember falling asleep a bit away from Jay and in the morning I woke up to him lying in my arms. His eyes were wide open and he was staring up at me. When our eyes meet he pushed himself closer to me and I wrapped my arms around him. We were lying there for about 15 minutes then I let go of him and went in the kitchen and made breakfast. Right now we are eating breakfast and he's rubbing his leg up mine. For the first time since my birthday I'm actually smiling, I almost can forget my troubles.

(After work)- Right now I'm at Jay's house and it makes mine seem like a hellhole. He lives in an apartment to but it has 7 rooms. There's a guest room but I'm going to sleep with Jay. I hope Trunks has gone home. Today has been heaven to me.

September 27(morning)- It's Friday today and I'm sitting in bed with Jay. I'm so excited! Since Jay and me don't work today, he is taking me to the movies. I really like him. He doesn't really remind me of Gohan anymore, he really doesn't remind me of anyone. He's so hot! His muscular stomach, his ice blue eyes, his soft blue hair and his gorgeous smile, he's perfect! He has his arms around me and he's glancing at what I'm writing. I really don't mind because this is mostly about him. He has a great personality. Every morning he says good morning and he's always smiling that hot smile. I'm going to say bye for now because we'll be going to the movies soon.

(When we got back)- We just got from the movies and I feel like I'm in paradise. When we were in the movies we sat at the back and Jay put his arm around me so I leaned on to his chest and put my feet up on the seat beside me. He slowly ran his other hand through my hair. My head slowly came up and we kissed. It was magical and I will never forget it. After the movie Jay and I walked out and got into his car when he was driving me home he pulled over on the side of the street and he said that he wanted me to move in with him. I was so speechless I could only nod my head. So he drove me home and I got my stuff. I gave the landlord the money for half a month then I left with Jay. Right now, I'm sitting and waiting for Jay to get out of the shower. This day has been amazing and now I have two pictures with me, the picture of Trunks and me and a new picture of Jay and me. Well, I have some pictures in my wallet but still. The water just stopped so goodbye dear friend.

September 29- I got my first check today and I'm packing to leave. No, Jay and me didn't get in a fight. Trunks and my dad were at my work today, good thing I was on break and when I was on my way back Jay warned me. I was so scared about getting caught I almost started to cry. We went up to Sarah and got our checks and permission to leave early. Before I left I told her to give a note saying I am safe and not to look for me anymore because I'm on my way out of town to my father and I told her I was leaving town and to drop me a line some time. I wasn't really expecting Jay to say the same but he did. We left through the back doors and got into his car. We drove around to the front and saw Sarah giving the letter to my dad and then we drove off. See ya my friend.

Either midnight of September 29 or September 30- We're parked on the side of the road lying in Jay's car. We are planning to pass through the next two towns and stop at the one after that. Jay has been the only thing that has kept me going. I'm glad there is something that I haven't ruined in my life. I need some sleep so goodbye.

October 2- We finally arrived in the morning and we found a medium sized apartment for $500 a month. We have moved in and got set up. We bought two mattresses but not a bed frame yet. We set up the TV and set up the things we brought. The apartment still looks very bare so tomorrow we are going to the mall to get some things and on Friday we are going job searching. That's it for now good night.

October 3- We just got back from the mall and we bought a bed frame, a couch, a TV stand, a kitchen table and some chairs. We stopped at a photo booth and got some pictures. I got two of them and Jay got the other two. In one of the two I have I'm sitting in Jay's lap and in the other I'm kissing him. I don't mean like a five second peck I mean a French kiss. I found out something new about Jay and I really like it. He has his tongue pierced. It was odd at first but now it feels different and I like it. Jay sent one of his picture of us when he just had his arm around me to his mother to show her what he's looks like and who's he's going out with now. I hope they don't get mad at him. I'm sitting in Jay's lap and he's whispering, "We should get some sleep it will be a long day tomorrow." So I guess I'll say goodbye. I don't know I'm he's doing this to make fun of me or respect me but he says bye.

October 4- Jay and me got jobs as security guards and we are getting paid $7.50 an hour and work four days a week. I also found out something new about him. He's a half saiyan too. He said his mother was raped by a saiyan with black hair and who wear jewellery. I think it could have been Brolly, but I don't know if he ever came to Earth. Well, I saw Jay power up and he's even stronger then me. Maybe we can go sparring sometime. Well, I guess I was wrong about me being way stronger then him. I hope one day can meet my family. He would really like them I think. Well I'm going to go and cuddle up with him bye for now.

October 5- I called Gohan and he's going to come down and meet Jay tomorrow. I'm so excited! I hope they get alone. Our job doesn't start till Monday and we picked our uniforms up in the morning. Right no I'm lying across the couch with me head resting on Jay's lap. I'm going to go and maybe take a walk to clear my head. Later days.

October 6- I guess you can call me happy. Today Gohan came down with a surprise guest, Trunks. The look on Trunks' face when he saw Jay with his arms around my waist was priceless. Trunks and I talked and he said he's not mad at me and I can come home if I want. I'm thinking about going home but if I do Jay is going come with me no matter what. I know if I go home I can get Jay into my college no problem. Well when Trunks and Gohan were here we went to a movie and to a small restaurant. It was fun. The whole time I was beside Jay in his arms and when we were eating he kept rubbing his leg against mine, well, I think it was him. I kept seeing Trunks peeking looks at me. I know Gohan and Jay were getting alone but Jay and Trunks kept getting in arguments. I think they were really over me even no they were arguing over the movie and the restaurant and things like that, but at the end they made me decide and I let Gohan decide. Well, I think that's it, later.

October 7- Hey, this isn't Goten, this is Jay. Since Goten fell asleep I going to tell you what happened today. Well, um… sorry I can't really think because I'm staring at Goten's nearly naked body on the bed, but a few things happened. On our first day at our new job we both got yelled at because we were kissing on our job. It was kind of funny. Umm… I have read those this book and when Goten reads this he's going to find this. I love you, Goten. I think this Brolly guy Goten has told me about sounds a lot alike how my mom described my father. If Goten decides to go back I'll go with him. I don't really like that Trunks guy and I wasn't the one that was rubbing his leg next time I see that Trunks guy he won't be smiling. I'm going to go and lye down in Goten's arms and since Goten always says bye, I'll bid you farewell.

October 8(morning)- Good morning dear friend. I read what Jay wrote and gave him a long and passionate kiss. I still don't know if I want to go back to my family and friends. I know I would have to stop Jay from killing Trunks but only after Trunks was bloodied up. I love Jay more then he knows and each day is like a new adventure. We don't work today so we are going to rent a few movies and spend a day at home. I guess I'll say goodbye.

(Back at home)- This is Jay again. I'm just writing to say we have been talk and we have decided if things don't start looking up by the beginning of November then we are moving to Goten's home town. I'm going to introduce him to my mom and my half sister; I hope they'll like him. We are going this Friday. I sort of miss them. Especially Kayla, she's only 11 but she's wise past her years. She has the same kind of eyes as me but she has black hair with the end dyed purple. I found out that Goten can also go super saiyan. Maybe it was destiny that me met. Goten just came out from the living room so I'm saying by and going to go and show him how much more I love him then he thinks.

Later- I lost my virginity. It was in one word amazing. Jay just came up to me and started kissing me, then I pushed him backwards onto the couch kissing him neck. He slowly pulled off my shirt and his hands massage over my chest. I toke his shirt off and started kissing down his chest. I toke of his pants and came up and kissed him again. He pushed me backwards and slowly started to take off my pants. He pushed me down on my back and toke both of our boxers off. He slowly side inside me and pumped a rhythm rather slowly at first but the faster as why went on. The pleasure of him inside me was amazing and if we didn't reach our climax then it would have lasted forever. Neither had ever done it before but it was pleasurable, maybe a bit painful at the beginning but it was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm going to say bye and go and join Jay in his shower. Later times.

October 10- Sorry I didn't write anything yesterday, but all that happened was us asking and getting Saturday off. Right now I'm in Jay's old room. Jay has his arms wrapped around my waist and he's kissing my neck. I met his younger sister. She is pretty cool. Well, I'm going to go now because we have to get up in the morning, we're going to visit my mom and dad. I hope get likes them and I hope my mom doesn't yell at him or me.

October 11(morning)- Well, we are in the car on the way to meet my parents. I have told Jay not to get my mom mad and not to think too much of either my mother or my father. I'm really looking forward to seeing everyone. Well, I'll right more on our way back. See ya.

(midnight at least)- I'm heading home with Jay and I don't really ever want to move back to the same town with that sadistic bastard, Trunks. I'm having a good time and he tells me he has to talk to me alone for a second. We go into his room because we were at his house and he tries to kiss me. I pushed him away because I'm with Jay now and I'm happy, well, I was. Now I'm confused. Damnit! Trunks I hate you! I wish I had told Jay what he did so he would have kicked his ass. Well, I'm happy because all my family and friends like Jay and for the first time ever Vegeta asked someone to spar with him and got a answer of no. It was so funny. Well, after about two hours Jay, my dad and me had a spar. I hate that bastard! Trunks, burn in hell! Well, we just got home so when we get up I'm going to lye with Jay and maybe tell him what happened. Well, goodbye dear, dear friend.

October 12- We just got home from work and I feel so lonely. Jay and me are in a little fight because I told him what happened. He thinks I should have told him when we were there. We're going there tomorrow so we can talk with that bastard, Trunks. See ya.

October 13- I'm sitting on the couch beside Gohan. I'm crying a little because Jay, he went home without me. I think that means it's over. I'm not going to give up on what I love, well, not again. I'm going to get my dad to take me home by instant transmission as soon as the tears stop leaking from my eyes. Think, he's mad at me because I stopped him from hitting Trunks. I shouldn't have. When he left I punched Trunks to the ground. I hate him! Maybe I'll phone Jay and peter (my boss) and tell them I'm staying here a night, but will Jay even care? See ya my only friend.

(midnight)- What have I done?!? I can't believe it! I love Jay not Trunks. Well, you're probably wondering what I did. I umm… I was lonely… I missed Jay… and umm… Trunks was the only one around. I'll try to write it in full sentences. I was sleeping on Trunks' couch and I was so lonely. I stood up and walked over to Bulma's door and was about to knock on it when I thought about Vegeta yelling at me so I went and sat back on the couch. I started to cry on the arm of the couch and I felt a hand rubbed over my back and Trunks' sweet voice saying sorry. I turned around and jumped into his arms. He wrapped his arms around me and I slowly kissed him. He kissed me back then we got more intense and we started to take each other's clothes. He lifted me up and brought me into his room and we fucked. I woke up about 15 minutes ago to his hands tracing over my chest so I jumped up and ran out the door. I have my clothes and I'm now sitting on his lawn with tears slowly dripping out of my eyes on to your pages. I can't face Jay now and I can't face Trunks now. Damnit! I messed up my life so much! I'm going to go home to my house around noon tomorrow grab my bags and run away from Jay for a while. I will phone Trunks and him and talk to them sometimes because I love them, but I can't face either of them. I'm going to Gohan's house and spend the rest of the night there. Goodbye my only friend.

October 14(morning)- My dearest friend. I'm sitting on the couch at Gohan's house. He asked why I wasn't at Trunks' house anymore. It was so hard to tell him but I think he understands. I would give my soul to remove last night from history. Now I ruined my life, I'm in love with two different people who don't even like each other and I have no home. Can things get any worse? Well, I'm going to start to head towards my dad's house. Later times.

(evening)- Dad brought me home and Jay was waiting for me. I kissed him and told him I was going to go away for a while to think. He made me promise that I would visit him once a week and I do attend to. I'll miss him a lot and I will come back when I make my decision on which I really love. I'm on a bus again and I'm talking to Jay, he's saying that he already misses me. I'll phone Trunks a little later see what he says. I love Jay's sweet personality but I love how Trunks always knows what to say. Does either of them really love me? I could ask them but they would just say yes. I don't know whom I love. Is life always this difficult? Well I'm going to talk to Jay for a while then go to sleep and talk to Trunks when I wake up. Goodbye my only friend.

October 15(morning)- I had a nightmare. In my dream I was sitting in Jay arms when Trunks came in and he was really jealous. Jay and him got in a fight to the death but I broke it up and they tried to make me pick whom I loved. I couldn't pick so they both left me in the arms of each other. I think I know whom I really love now but I'm not sure. I'll tell you later my thoughts because I'm going to phone Trunks now. Later.

(Afternoon)- I'm still talking to Trunks his first sentence was that he missed me. I didn't know what to say so I replied with a dunce "ditto". I'm so stupid! I told Jay I missed him and I loved him and all I've told Trunks is that I've ran away from both of them and I will come back when I found whom I love, and that he is my closest friend. I want to feel his arms wrapped tightly around my like Sunday night, But at the same time I want Jay's hands slowly massaging over my body. Damn! The choice is too hard! I can't choice! I made love with Trunks and Jay and they both felt great. Maybe I should let them have each other. Tomorrow I'm going to visit Trunks and on Wednesday I'll visit Jay. I need to find a apartment or I'll be sleeping in some bus stop tonight. I am truly pathetic laughing at my own jokes. Goodbye.

(evening)- I don't have a apartment but I'm not in a bus stop either. I'm on a bus that will take me about two blocks from Gohan's house in about two hours, so I'll sleep there and go to Trunks' house in the morning. Goodbye for now.

(Either late night or early morning)- I just got off the bus and I'm in the bus stop writing a goodbye because I just noticed I'm on your last page. I'm going to get a new book and carry you around everywhere, but you won't know what's going on in my life. Goodbye dear, dear friend. Thanks for listening to me bitch about my life.