Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Heaven's Gift To Me ❯ Oh My...... ( Chapter 12 )

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The Adventures of SSJ4.20

Heaven's Gift to Me


Disclaimer: I own nothing of DBZ. I am a poor shaman living in the middle of a desert with no $$$$$. So do not sue. I am merely borrowing Mr. Akira Toriyama's brilliant characters. Plus I make no $$$$$ doing this, just entertaining myself (and hopefully the reader).


Setting: Abord the Saiyajin shuttle| Time: 1 1/2 months after leaving Earth, half way there.

(A/N: ATTENTION FOLKS THIS IS GONNA HAVE SOME KINDA SICK STUFF HERE TOO SO IF THE MENTION OF INCEST OR RAPE DISTURBS YOU PLEASE BE WARNED. THIS IS A VITAL PART IN UNDERSTANDING THE REASONS BEHIND REGINLEIF'S SELF-DEPRECIATORY NATURE.)

and now may I present chapter 12....)



Oh My...


********* Reginleif *********



The past month and a half had been most exciting for those of us who came

along to live with Haakon and his father on his home world. I had asked

Brenden a second time weather or not he was going to come with us, but he

admamantly refused stating he wanted to remain on Earth always. I miss him

but he is a grown man and made his choice. One of the 'gifts' we were all

given was a bit of genetic alteration. Nothing drastic, just extending our

life expectancy to match theirs. This also resulted in de-aging me back to

my early 20's in apperance and I was informed I'd not degrade past this age

...ever, WAY FREAKIN COOL! Gone was my arthritis and other long standing

physical problems I had inccured in my childhood thanks to their advanced

medical techniques. They also enhanced our ablility to withstand their

extream gravity as it was 25 times Earths own. Most of my recent time had

been spent studying books on Saiyajin culture as well as actually learning

their language. Frigga and Haakon spent most of their time teaming up and

'terrorizing' the crew. Freya however had had her time filled with the

attention of a certian long haired warrior that NOT to our surprise was named

Raditz. Mr. Toriyama would likely have gone nuts to know how damn close he

was on the mark. Though of course the names the real Saiyajin's had were NOT

the names of vegetables. I had learned quite abit about what their names

ment by speaking with the two ladies who were part of the crew. Azure

reminded me a bit of Bulma but I thought a LOT more intelegent, was nicer,

and stronger looking. Metil was a delicate looking lady, but when I saw her

and Azure sparring I realized looks were DEFINITELY deceiving that little

delicate lady could kick some serious butt. Kak's name simply ment

"Warrior", Raditz's name ment "Mighty", Haakon's father King Vegeta's name

ment "Ruling Dragon" to name a few. When King Vegeta had learned what

Haakon's name ment he opted to keep it for family use and use the traditional

name Vegeta as Haakon's public name. That was fine with the both of us since

Haakon nearly had a fit when he was told his original name WAS Vegeta. "It's

okay for Papa to have that name, but I'M HAAKON!" He told me privately. I

have grown rather fond of the crew of this vessle in the month and a half

we've been traveling. As they were rather friendly once you got to know

them. Of course it did help that I was the "official" mother of their crown

prince and they didn't want to do anything that would upset or hurt me least

their prince be displeased. Some how though I think we would have gotten

along just fine even if that were not the case. At least I got that

impression from Kak, he and Azure were the two most gregarious of the lot

along with the twins Kale and Brock. Azure was type that just liked to talk,

answering was optional. She was a brilliant young lady though I had to admit

and I found "most" of her talk rather interesting. Brock was an odd fellow

his voice was always a deep monotone that gave virtually no emotion what so

ever. This I found out was due to a speech impairment. He could be telling

a hilarious off coloured joke and deliver it with no emotion. AND THAT'S

WHAT MADE IT EVEN MORE HILARIOUS. He knew it too as he did his best 'smile'

that he could since he also was born missing a few facial muscles which left

him virtually expressionless. His expressive eyes though always sparkled

with mirth when he "smiled". His fraternal twin Kale on the other hand was

extreamly expressive and it seemed he show enough emotion for the both of

them. He too had a wry sense of humor often using Brock as the "straight

man" for the set up of a funny joke. Kak was the REAL comedian of the group

though. Often getting the whole lot of us roaring in laughter. Especially

note worthy was his tale (ugh pun..you'll see) about when he, Kak had eaten a

BUNCH of cheese on purpose. WHY??? Well because most cheeses give Saiyajins

REALLY BADDDDD GASSSSS, and Kak wanted to try his new "blue flame attack."

It was a fiasco if you ask me. He ended up burning off most of his tail fur

which luckly grew back. Oddly he said that wasn't so bad. "I wore my bald

tail high for I was now part of the 'Blue Flame Brigade'(:þ)." What is it

with guys and trying to light their farts I just don't know.



It was Kak though who sersiously said I had a openess that made me just a

non-threatening individual. Very easy to approach and open up to. He said

that was virtually a non-exstistant trait on his world. He added it would be

difficult for anyone on his world not to "like" me as such rare things are

always well received. I have never been to accept compliments or praises so

I blushed at his comment. It was most kind of him to say such a thing to me

and I appreciated it. Raditz I have become the most familiar with as he was

around Freya a lot. His attraction to her was obvious and I had also learned

his personality had stabilized drastictly since she came into his life. This

was well received amoung the crew who were, I understand, always on gaurd

around their friend and commarad least he start into what Kak called one of

his "rages". Freya it seemed had a calming effect on the otherwise unstable

man. One would think I'd be worried that my step-daughter should be with

such a individual. But it was very obvious they were "ment" for eachother.

He told me himself that he desired Freya for his mate as she gave him the one

thing he had never felt in his entire, tormented life... "peace with-in". He

was willing to give all of himself to her as his mate were she but to agree.

Freya's attraction to him was mutual. She too felt began to feel "balanced"

inside since they met. Only her feelings of uncertainty barred the way, but

I felt it would not be too much longer before she concede to be his mate for

life. He was currently teaching her and Haakon Saiyajin fighting techniques.

This is where I was heading at this time as it was nearing lunch. Haakon

absoulutely did not like some of the Saiyajin cusine. Mainly due to the fact

that he was just use to my cooking. So I still prepared most of his and the

girls meals. I didn't mind, I like being of use and I LOVE TO COOK (^.^).

It seemed my cooking technique was also a favourite of the rest of the crew

as I had to slap more than one hungry pilfering hand from the cook pot(;þ).

The hairs on the back of my neck went up as I felt the Ki of the one person I

admit I have been purposely avoiding, Haakon's father. It wasn't that I

didn't like him or anything it's just...well...he's a king. The only time

that I was in his presence for any length of time or held any kind of

extensive conversation with him was our first night on the shuttle when I

relayed to him how Haakon had come to us, complete with the mental image I

allowed him to veiw of how he looked when I had first found him. His outrage

at his present mates treachery was all too apparent and quite understandible.

I never felt so terrified as his very ki flaired crimson around him in his

rage. I wanted to get the hell out of there, fortunately he excused him

self and left instead. I had learned that his present 'mate' was slated to

be executed for what she did to Haakon and other crimes. I tell you as far

as what she did to my Haakon the bitch (no insults intended to any she

canines) deserved what she would get. As I understood it King Vegeta wanted

to 'show' her that she failed her attempt to kill his son before killing her

himself. From what I read of Saiyajin culture this was extream for a mate to

hurt or kill their mate. The very fact of her UN-mately attitude twards him

that virtually nullified any bond that would have normally formed between

them otherwise. It was as if they had never been mated is how I understood

it. I knew King Vegeta was sincerely and deeply grateful for all the love

and care I've given his son. But I felt it was... beneath him to really

associate with the likes of me. Few truly knew of my childhood, that I was

born a bastard from my incestuous father and helpless big sister/mother. But

though it was his indiscretion it was I who was the evil thing. My blood

mother ran away when I was but 18 months of age, leaving me to my fate.

From the age of 4 my father used me for himself as well as renting me to

others for drugs or money. My grand-mother took it on herself to degrade me

further buy telling me repeatedly and daily how usuless and worthless I was.

That shit was better than me and I would always be nothing but a worthless

whore. She would often re-enforce such 'speeches' with beatings that left

more than a few scars on my body as well as my soul. After almost 18 years

of abuse I ran away from home, never looking back and struggling to regain my

selfesteem ever since. I knew that I could not help how I was born or that I

was too little and weak to even try to fight back. But still so much

conditioning and abuse is slow to heal. It was my understanding that few of

my fellow 'survivors' to such trama live to my age, most suicideing before

then. It had been since the time Haakon had come to me that I finally healed

past the suicide attempts and hadn't thought of it much since let alone try.

Kirkjbur was so very pleased with that quantum leap in my healing process. I

think thats why he sort of 'favoured' Haakon. It was Kirkjbur who saw no

shame or felt I was not something 'dirty' or used. He loved me for who I was

and wanted to help me to heal from the pain of my past. I had loved and

treasured Kirkjbur, he was my first and ONLY love. He always treated me as

the most precious thing in his life. But Kirkjbur was a poor man who lived

simply and was looking for a woman who he could love and cherish who would

love and cherish him in return. Not a great king of a far away alien planet.

Especially as he was a wonderful example of manhood. All Saiyajin males

seemed well put together. But King Vegeta was exceptional, so well balanced

physically not to mention drop dead handsome, a true king. Such a man

deserved a woman of equal quality and that was not me. I did not want King

Vegeta to feel obligated to associating with me just because I took care of

Haakon. That was my pleasure and I was content to be in the backround being

Haakon's mother till the time came he'd no longer need me. Then... I guess

I'd go to Chikyuu. Azure had told me so much about it that it seemed a nice

alternative to Earth. He was getting closer, he was likely heading towards

the bridge which was quite a bit further up from where I was heading. But

the halls intersected and there were no door ways for me to duck into(Ô.Ô).

Perhaps he would just ignore me (-.-¡).



********* King Vegeta *********


The past six weeks have been full of excitment and discovery. My

relationship and bond with my son grew stronger daily and this pleased me to

no end. His 'sister' Frigga was almost always with him and she too was

warming well to me, this pleased me more. The more I knew this girl the more

I wanted to claim her as my own daughter if I could but convince her mother

to be my "true" mate. Freya the eldest was still very stiff and formal with

me, likely still intimidated by my station. I had hoped she'd be more

familiar with me as I found her quite a interesting young lady. But this had

not been as productive six weeks as I had hoped. As Reginleif, the one I

wanted to familiarize myself with as much as my son, was the most elusive of

my new charges. It seemed she always managed to be out of the room or

otherwise un-reachable. It was like trying to catch the wind, she was always

moving. The ONLY time that I had her in my presence for any length of time

was when she first came aboard my vessel. She relayed to me as how my son

had come into her life. She even allowed me to view from her memory the very

image of what that rancid female who was once my mate had done to MY SON. I

could not control my rage at Arteesia for having inflicted such damage on her

own blood child....MY CHILD! She was not a Saiyajin... she was a monster in

the form of a Saiyajin. I would kill this monster who killed children

myself, as she was no mate to me. It was all too apparent that she never

completely bonded with me. Only enough to fool me till she could get what

she wanted to truly bond with...the throne and be queen. WELL...she will not

have her way and if I have my way my son's TRUE mother, the enchanting

Reginleif will sit at my side as my mate and queen. Yes she had a way with

my crew. She was such an open individual ready to listen and care about who

ever would go to her. I had already known of her astounding healing ability

along with her other numerous talents psychic and magical from my son. But

for all that power she treated each person she met as an equal and they did

open to her in ways I have never seen. The "light" yes that was it, her

light that she brought aboard this vessle had the entire crew at ease,

working at peak effciency. She radiated this warmth that encouraged all who

were near her. They spoke to her knowing she'd neither condem nor judge,

only accept. She was the IDEAL queen for my people. One that could be

approached that I could learn from her what it was my people needed so I

could be a even greater king and lead them well. I had often wondered if it

was the rage I had felt towards Arteesia and her treachery that had

frightened the sensitive woman so. I had cursed myself time and time again

about this. The smell of her terror at my rage filled the room so that I

became aware and excused myself so as not to frighten her further. I did not

want her to fear me in the least and I knew not how to approach her as I knew

so little of her. My son had also told me along with all her wonderful

attributes and odd quirks that she had also suffered a deep and terrible pain

in her heart because of something that took place in her childhood at the

hands of her family. He said it made her sad inside and some times hate her

self. I would need speak to Freya about this soon, perhaps she could shead

more light about this. As I came to the junction that led to either the

sparring rooms or bridge I caught Reginleif's sweet alluring scent. I

checked to see if her ki was near... I smiled, she was just a head. I could

not believe my luck at last I could speak to her. With in moments she came

into view. She droped her direct gaze from me and bowed eloquently "Your

Majesty." She said by way of greeting. "Ah, Reginleif how fortunate that I

happened upon you." I replied with sincere warmness. She blushed slightly.

"I was just on my way to fetch Haakon and Freya for lunch, Frigga is already

eating." She informed me. I knew that she was trying to be evasive but I

was not going to allow it. "Then I shall be breif, I should like to have you

join me for the evening meal." I told her. "In fact I insist you join me."

I added, not allowing her anyway to refuse. Her face flushed warmly at my

insistance though I smelled the distinct smell of fear slightly as well.

Damn that I blew up in her presence that one time. "As you wish your

Majesty, I shall come along with Haakon." She replied in that low suductive

voice while bowing slightly. "My son has already told me at first meal today

that he would be dinning with his sisters and the rest of the crew in the

galley this time, it shall be only you and I." I told her. She looked

rather shocked at the news. "Y-yes your Majesty." She replied with yet

another bow. I hated that she was acting so stiff and formal. I would

definitely have to speak to Freya before to-night's meal to learn what I

could, so I may know how to approach Reginleif in such a way she'd be at

ease. "Very good, I shall send Azure to summon you to my dinning area when

it is time." I told her. "And do have Freya come to me on the bridge after

she has her mid-meal." I requested. "Yes, your Majesty." She answered as

she bowed then glided away from me. I watched as she left the way, her hips

swayed in such a manner it was like a graceful prowl. MMMMM, what an

enticeing female she was and she was not even aware of her great appeal. Not

only to myself but to almost every un-mated male on this vessle she was VERY

desireable. As she disappeared into one of the sparring rooms I continued on

my way to the bridge. Tonight would hopefully go well.



********* Reginleif *********


Shit!, crap!, poop!(A/N: Is that what you call REALLY BAD TASTING RICE

CRISPIES? XÞ)....NOT GOOD! I thought to myself as I walked away after my

brief but entraping encouter with King Vegeta. He INSISTED I join him for

supper.....ALONE!!!!! (¤.¤¡ EEEEEEEEEEEE!). I could feel his gaze on me as I

walked away too. I was very glad to finally reach the sparring room where

Raditz was sparring against both Haakon and Freya at the same time. "Damn

he's a good fighter." I muttered to myself as I watched for a bit. It was

Haakon who noticed me first. "LUNCH!" He chimed happily as he dodged a punch

kick combination from Raditz. That seemed to signal everyone to stop

sparring. "Your both improving well, perhaps later we'll work on ki

control." Raditz told the pair. "Sure." Haakon agreed happily. "The Gods

know I need the practice, so I'm in too." Freya replied. "Then I shall see

you two later, your highness." He stated as he bowed to Haakon before

leaving. After they took a quick shower they followed me back to the dinning

area. "Oh Freya, King Vegeta would like to see you on the bridge after you

eat." I told her as we walked. "Me?" "Did he mention what for?" She asked

worriedly. "I am affraid not sweetie." I replied with a shrug while shaking

my head. Frigga had already finished eating but was waiting for the rest of

us to arrive. "Bout time you got here your highness." Frigga said

sarcasticly. "Better not of eaten everything girl." He replied in kind.

"ANNND you forgot to bow." He added as he sat down. "Oh, and so did we all

your highness." I said innocently as I placed his food before him then bowed

my head while doing my best curtsie. I looked up at Haakon who was totally

red with embarassment at my actions. "Don't do that Mamma I was only playing

with Frigga, she IS my sister...geeez." He canted. "Okay baby, no

problem." I said with a smile, then sat down to eat. "Is something bothering

you Reginleif?" Freya asked me after a few minutes. "*Sigh* I guess I'm

nervous about having supper with King Vegeta tonight." I replied. Haakon's

eyes went wide while he smiled one if those full toothy grins of his. (Ô.Ô)

"Yeah?, That's great cause Freya, Frigga, and me are going to eat with the

rest of the crew in the galley tonight." "They always do silly stuff that

makes me laugh." Haakon said excitedly. "You'll like Papa Mamma, I know he

already likes you." He added. "Haakon!" Freya said sharply. I cleared my

throat and felt my cheeks grow very warm. "What?" "She's my Mamma and he's

my Papa so why can't she like him and even be his mate?" He demanded of

Freya. I held up my hand to forstall Freya's reply and answered him myself.

I looked into his onyx eyes. "Haakon I do like your father, I just don't

think I would be a suitable mate for him." I said gentily. (õ.õ) His brows

furrowed in confusion, I knew he didn't know my reason and I didn't want him

to try to grasp it now at his present age. He looked away and started

stairing at his plate for a couple of minutes. He then turned back and

locked his eye's with mine his expression so serious. ^He thinks you'd be a

perfect mate for him Mamma, he told me so.^ He sent so I'd know he wasn't

'making it up'. I felt rather light headed and dizzy for a moment. "Oh

my..." Is what I remembered saying just before passing out.



********* King Vegeta *********


I had just finished contacting my cousin who was currently serving as steward

in my absence. This gave him all my athority so as to keep Arteesia from

attempting to take advangtage of my absence, as well as Lord Freeza. He was

just as elated as I over the recovery of my son and was anticipating our

arrival in a month and a half. He was also pleased I had managed to convince

the majority of his foster family to come along as well. At that moment

young Freya entered the bridge area. "Ah, Freya I am glad you are here." I

greeted. "Reginleif said you wanted to speak to me your majesty?" She asked

with nervousness as she bowed. "Yes, but in private if you will follow me."

I said as I stood and beckoned her. She looked quite apprehensive but

followed. "I shall be in my ready room." I said to all on the bridge as I

entered with Freya close behind. I sat down in my chair behind my desk

gesturing her to sit in one accross from me. I waited for her to settle

before I spoke. "Freya what I am going to ask you is personal." "It is

about Reginleif." I began. She looked up at me, her head cocked to one

side, eyes wide. "Reginleif?" She said questioningly. I nodded. "Indeed,

my son has told me that Reginleif had suffered great pain from her family as

a child." "I need to know if you can tell me WHAT it was they did to her and

why it affects her so deeply?" I asked. She bit on her lip slightly as she

seemed to contemplate my request. "May I ask why you want to know your

majesty?" She queried. "I will not go into detail save I wish to understand

her better." I replied. She sighed then spoke "Alright, I'll tell you what

I do know." She stated. As she relayed to me of horrors that Reginleif had

endured my rage at the injustice done to her grew as much as it had with my

outrage at my sons abuse. How pathetic that a grown man would blame a child

for HIS wrong, torture, and punish her thusly. If I were able to this very

moment I would destroy the old bastard and all those who wronged her. I

excused Freya whom was becoming quite un-nerved at my current state. So now

I understood WHY she was so submissive. They literally beat it into her to

act the way she does to those perceived as superiour. From what Freya had

told me she would even consider excreta more superiour than she. She could

not see how very brave and strong she was to have SURVIVED such an

nighgtmarish existance. Now I also understood the bond she had with her

former mate as well, and why such a old male had gotten such a lovely jewel

as she. From what my son had told me of his foster father he was a man both

open and strong. He was fiercely independent and a good provider for them

all. But Haakon had also told me of when his mother would start hurting

inside, saying mean things about herself, and felt weak his daddy would give

her his strength and love till she recovered her own. Then she was happy

again for a while. He obviously saw what I did in her and was more than

willing to boslter her when her emotional trauma would resurfaced helping her

feel safe till she could overcome the attack with that indomitable spirit and

will of hers. I understood more about such traumas more than most would

think a Saiyajin would. Mental illness is rare, there being only two known

cases on my world. The first was Raditz, which now with Freya hopfully he

would recover. The other was my main communications officer Psargus.

Saiyajins do not handle the gift of prophecy well. Only Bardock seemed to

have the fortitude not to go mad as Psargus had. Though Bardock had only a

single repeating vision Psargus was plagued with many. Admittedly he was

still useful and loyal but in his maddness his propehcies came by way of his

'rice' or the 'dust bunnies' telling him. I hate his dust bunnies and

rice....there always right and it's usually bad news...for us. Fortunatly

Reginleif was not mad, badly wounded to be certian and needed someone strong

to help her, making her feel safe when her great inner strength lagged. This

was well for me for I was more than willing to give her this. Lights such as

hers were rare and always essential and had to be protected at all costs.

Those bastards that had claimed to be her family tried to corrupt that inner

light of her's but she remaind strong and uncorruptible inspite of her

hellish existance. Even now her inner pain and struggles would challange the

stoutest of hearts she still maintained herself and cared for all those she

touched. I was determined now show her her light so that she may know the

treasure she was that they tried to bury so long ago.




(A/N: Don't throw a fit yet, I decided that the chapter was gonna be way too long so I divided them up, however I am posting them at the same time to make up for the lack of citrius here, kay. See the next chapt.)

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