Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ It Isn't Easy Being Evil ❯ Chapter Ten: Best I've Ever Had ( Chapter 10 )

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Episode 10: Best I've Ever Had

I open my eyes… my head hurts. I feel a strange weight upon my chest. I look down and see Krystana resting her head on my bare chest. Memories of the day we spent flood back into my mind causing the heat to rush to my face.

This gorgeous creature has given herself to me… a demon. I do not deserve such love. Krystana… she has ignited such strange feelings. I… worry. I am a warrior… even though she has proved herself to be a warrior as well… I fear for her. Frieza is still out there… lurking and I know she will try to fight him.

She is beauty itself… what will the others think of me?

Krystana yawns as she wakes in my embrace, "Good morning."

"It is afternoon." I tell her as I stroke her cheek.

"Oh…" She blushes.

"We… should get dressed."

"Yes… um… so you gonna zap me some clothes?"

I zap her and myself our usual training uniforms… why she insists on wearing that ginyu uniform I have no idea.

"Pickles… can I have an outfit like yours?" She asks me.

I am taken aback by her question, "Alright… I am your sensei."

I zap an outfit identical to mine on her. She looks pretty good in it… better without anything but hey, can't have her without clothes all the time.

"Pickles, what are you thinking about?"

"How good you look."

She blushes, that will get old quick, "Thank you."

"Well…"

"Well what?"

"Back to work."

"I'm tired." Krystana leans in, her tail reaching up my gi.

I grab her tail, "We need to train."

"Why? I'm plenty strong enough and I've mastered flying."

"No, you haven't. You will still get killed if you were to face Frieza."

"So you just want to go back to the way things were?"

I glare at her, "If it keeps you alive, yes."

"I don't need you, Pickles. I can get training anywhere!" Krystana stands and I still have her tail, "If you'll let go of my tail…"

"No, you didn't complain, yesterday."

"Piccolo! You need to decide what you want!"

#Piccolo… why are you doing this?"

"I am… I…" I release her tail, "Go… go to Vegeta."

"If that is what you wish! I'll go fuck Vegeta." She flies off.

#Smooth! You are such an ass!#

"Oh, just shut the fuck up."

I fly off, my mind racing with thoughts of the time we spent together.

I cannot allow myself to love her. She deserves better. I cannot give her what she wants. I cannot allow my feelings to get the best of me. But I will kill Frieza…

I land at my destination. I look around the tile floored palace.

"Kami, get your ass out here."

"Piccolo, what is it you want?" The old geezer finally shows himself.

"You know what I want."

"I can't… you still haven't proved worthy."

"Bastard! I need you if I am going to vanquish him."

Kami walks over towards me, "Then train in the Hyperbolic Time Chamber. But I will not fuse with you, especially not after what you did to Krystana."

"I did nothing to her…"

"Nail is right, you are an ass."

"Old man!" I grab Kami.

"Can't kill me. Then you die." Kami squeaks out.

I drop him, "Just fuse with me!"

"Do you think it is the answer?"

"YES!" I growl.

"You love her, Piccolo… you are so afraid of your emotions. But you know it must be true… why else would you have slept with her? Don't you feel the least bit guilty about taking her virginity and then telling her to go off to another man?"

"I do not fear anything! I am going in the Chamber!" I storm off into the Hyperbolic Time Chamber.

The vastness is intoxicating. All alone in the nothingness. Alone… I once could stand being so alone but still… she is in my thoughts. I must remove her from my thoughts. My heart aches.

#Why are you doing this?#

'She has turned me into someone I am not. I can't stand myself.'

#Piccolo… you… I guess this is really something you must figure out for yourself. I will leave you be for the entire year that you are in here.#

'Wow, it must be my birthday!'

No response… I guess he is serious. Oh well, I didn't need him anyways. Training in the vastness… this is something I truly enjoy. But still she creeps into my thoughts.

Her soft lavender skin…

Her innocent violet eyes…

Her silky violet hair…

I am in love… Me, Piccolo… a demon… a monster… am in love. Can it be? Am I under some sort of spell? This is all Gohan's fault.

That boy… he trained me more than I trained him. Now, look at me! I am going goo goo over Miss Cat-girl who always has a attitude.

I will become stronger… whether it is to protect her… or to kill… I do not know. All I know is I need to train and I need to become stronger.

Months go by, still she is in my thoughts. I have come to this conclusion… I need her… I want her. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me… I had to go and be an ass… Now… at least I have reached the next level. I might be able to assist with Frieza.

I guess this love thing… isn't so bad. But there is no way in hell I am letting her boss me around. Not like those weaklings! I enjoy our arguments… she is… cute… when she's pissed off.

She is a fighter… a warrior. But she is defiantly a woman, first and foremost.

Can it be? Would I do anything for her? Can I not go back? Can I not live without her?

Love, the most absurd emotion… but when I am with Krystana… I feel whole. I have felt empty my entire life… the only time I felt partially filled was fighting but… with Krystana I am whole… no more emptyness. That is why I feel so differently with her. But how do I make her feel?

Does she just love me because of her past with Nail? Does she just love me because I'm a Namek who happens to be not asexual?

Does she even love me?

#Do not doubt her love.#

Nail's voice comes back to me like a ghost haunting me. I have not heard it in so long… it has almost been a year.

#She loves you for you. Krystana is a wonderful woman… she gave you her virginity and still you doubt her love?#

'I know she loves me… but will she still love me when she finds out I am not changing who I am? I will still act like an ass, because that is who I am… no one can change me! But I will admit… I do love her.'

#If she truly loves you, which I know she does, she will not want you to change for her.#

'Nail, when have you become the all-knowing one in the ways of love.'

#Well… I do not know. But Piccolo, if you keep screwing up… I'm going to have to find myself another home.#

'Is that a promise?'

#Oh you know you like me!#

'Like is such a strong word… how about I don't dislike you.'

#Fine… but I have helped you and you know it.#

'Whatever, Nail… We have to go retrieve her before she really does go fuck Vegeta.'

#She won't. She hates him.#

'But right now, she hates me more.'

#True, we better go get her.#