Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Life Isn't Worth Living Without You ❯ Depression ( Chapter 11 )

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Hey! Sorry it's been so long! This chapter, Trunks is highly depressed. As always, enjoy!

Depression

'I'm never falling in love again.' Trunks thought angrily as he roamed the streets of the city with wet clothes and a broken heart. He had never felt such pain in his life. No woman had ever rejected him and just when he finds who he wants to be his mate she doesn't ever like him.

Trunks came up to a closed store's porch and sat down to get out of the rain. He didn't know what he wanted to do. All he could think about was ending the pain and misery, but he could think of only one way to do it…

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"Stay here, I'm going to find the boy so you can talk to him and get this shit straightened out," Vegeta said. He had brought Pan up to her room to rest and had already changed into some casual clothes and out of his tux. "Wait!" You can't leave! I'm still weak, what if he comes back?!" Pan exclaimed, pulling the cover over her more.

"Girl, he knows I'm on to him! He's not trying anything again tonight." "B-but you don't know that-" "Although he's a sick bastard, I assure you he's not stupid, and I assure he's not coming back anymore tonight." "B-but I…I can't tell Trunks," she lowered her head in shame. "And why not? Hell, you told me!"

"But if I tell Trunks, he'll know I've been lying to him the whole time and if he knows, he'll get mad." Vegeta stared blankly at her. "Well hell Vegeta, what do you expect me to say?! Hi Trunks, how are ya? Oh, by the way, my father's been beating the hell out of me since I was 5. Is that good?" she got sarcastic with him. "You should tell him Pan."

"I can't! It'll just hurt and upset him damnit!" "Haven't you already done that?" Pan laid down with her back facing Vegeta, hiding her guilty look. "You know, if you would have just told him the truth in the first place, none of this extra drama and shit would have happened." "But I don't want to hurt him Vegeta…I love him," a tear rolled down her cheek. "I think he's the one who needs to hear that, not me." And he was gone.

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Trunks sat there, trying to figure out whether he was so hurt, he had to kill himself or not. He tried to look at the good and bad side of committing suicide. He knew for sure his family would miss him but he continued to wonder if Pan would. Would she feel guilty? He would enjoy watching her fall apart for breaking his heart.

Also, if he killed himself, he would never become king but if he killed himself, the whole world would hate Pan for making him go crazy. He would never mate but that would make ever female on Vegeta-sei hunt Pan down and kill her. This wasn't looking good. Anything reason he thought of to not kill himself would be countered by a reason TO kill himself.

He broke out his thoughts to realize it had stopped raining. He got up and began to talk aimlessly around for something to kill himself with. 'I'll make her pay,' his eye twitched angrily. He couldn't think of anything more than to make her suffer for hurting him. He couldn't believe how she treated him like shit and all he did was love her.

He felt himself step on something hard and looked down. It was a knife. 'Perfect' he thought. He picked it up and wiped it off. He found another porch and sat down. Running his finger over the blade, he checked to see if it was sharp. "Kuso!" he cursed silently as it cut his finger and drew blood. He stared at the knife, looking at what would end his life.

'I'm going to do this,' he thought. He sat it down on his wrist. 'I'll start here then go to my neck.' He was about to cut his wrist-

"You know if I sat here and let you do that, I would have to kill myself too." Trunks took the knife away from his wrist, startled. He turned around to see his father. "Oh, it's you," he turned back around. "I see you've given up, not what I expected from my own son." "Go away," he said. "So you're just going to be a punk and give up because she says no once or twice?"

"It was more than once or twice! I pour my guts out to her and she throws it back in my face. I want to make her pay." "So you're going to kill yourself? Some plan," he snorted. "Look, it's not funny dad! She hurt me." "Listen to yourself! Stop being a damn pussy and get over it! You know she likes you!" Vegeta could not believe his eyes.

"She hates me dad. I just can't go on-" "Stop whining for one second and think! Do you think she stayed around all this time just to train with me?" "Yeah…" "Like hell! She spent the rest of her damn day with you, and you know it! So don't give me this bullshit and get your ass up!" he grabbed Trunks by the arm and pulled him up.

"I'm killing myself and you can't stop me," Trunks said very depressingly. Vegeta grabbed the knife and threw it far away. "Come on, boy," Vegeta sighed, taking flight. "I'll go but I'm not talking to her! And I'm still killing myself!" he yelled up to his father as he also went into the air.

Well, Trunks sure isn't feeling well. Can Pan get him to listen to her? We'll find out next time, now won't we? Peace out!

Veggie-Trunks