Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Life Through the Looking Glass ❯ I Thought I Had You, Then I Lost You ( Chapter 21 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: trunksgirl_pan 
The long awaited chapter of what happened between Pan and Uub. WARNING: THERE IS MUCH CITRUS IN THIS CHAPTER. IF YOU ARE UNDERAGE OR ARE OFFENDED BY SEXUAL ACTS OF NATURE, I ASK YOU NOT TO READ THIS CHAPTER .
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 02.24.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 263 | Status: Work In Progress
The long awaited chapter of what happened between Pan and Uub. WARNING: THERE IS MUCH CITRUS IN THIS CHAPTER. IF YOU ARE UNDERAGE OR ARE OFFENDED BY SEXUAL ACTS OF NATURE, I ASK YOU NOT TO READ THIS CHAPTER .
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 02.24.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 263 | Status: Work In Progress
I said I'd update and here it is. Sorry it is soooooo late. But I've already apologized. I guess. Yeah, I've been sick for about a week now, so I'm skipping school tomorrow and going to the doctors. Which is great because I've got a Spanish test tomorrow, and an essay due which I haven't even started. But everyone I know is getting. Instead of doing my essay, I'm writing chapter 22. I've got the idea for it right now. I've already got a page, and I already know it's gonna be a short chapter. But chapter 23 will be Monday at school. Happy days for Pan. Could anyone hear the sarcasm? The reason I've started chapter 22 so early is because of CrAzY-Fan-Fic-Addict. You said I wouldn't do it, so I'm gonna do it. Yeah, as I've said before, I have no life. Pity me. lol. So, yeah, next chapter will be short, but I hope to get it up soon. Faster than I have been updating lately. Umm…yeah, it'll be about as long as my first couple of chapters have been. So, I hope you enjoy the chapter.
Props to my editor for still editing even after all this time. Thanks girl, you haven't let me down yet.
WARNING: LEMON/LIME IN THIS CHAPTER. (I don't know if you would consider it a real lemon, but there is a lot of citrus) IF YOU ARE UNDERAGE OR ARE OFFENDED BY SEXUALL ACTS OF ANY KIND, I ASK YOU NOT TO READ THIS CHAPTER.
Chapter 21: I Thought I Had You, Then I Lost You
Have you ever had everything you ever wanted right there in front of you? It was so close yet so far out of reach. You knew that you could touch, and you could play with it, but you could never actually have it. It would never be yours, but it would always be there to taunt you. Like that one popular girl in school put on this planet to show everyone and to remind them what they don't have. Everything around the people on this planet is spinning, and we start to follow it. We spin and we spin. Like little children that love to spin themselves around on the chairs at their parents' office. When they stop spinning around, trying to follow everything that is going on around them, then try to stand on their own. And just like them, we all fall
-From the Diary of Son, Pan
(Age 13)
That night changed my life. You may not believe it, but it's true. Uub was the only one there for me. He understood what it was like to live a life alone. He didn't want to have all these responsibilities on his shoulders, but just like me, he didn't have a choice. But he didn't want to help me. He didn't want to leave with me. He may not have loved me, but at least he was willing to stand by me. It was more than anyone else was willing to do. And I was grateful for that. I was grateful that there was someone who was willing to stay with me through it all.
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Have you ever had everything you ever wanted right there in front of you? It was so close yet so far out of reach. You knew that you could touch, and you could play with it, but you could never actually have it. It would never be yours, but it would always be there to taunt you. Like that one popular girl in school put on this planet to show everyone and to remind them what they don't have. Everything around the people on this planet is spinning, and we start to follow it. We spin and we spin. Like little children that love to spin themselves around on the chairs at their parents' office. When they stop spinning around, trying to follow everything that is going on around them, then try to stand on their own. And just like them, we all fall
-From the Diary of Son, Pan
(Age 13)
That night changed my life. You may not believe it, but it's true. Uub was the only one there for me. He understood what it was like to live a life alone. He didn't want to have all these responsibilities on his shoulders, but just like me, he didn't have a choice. But he didn't want to help me. He didn't want to leave with me. He may not have loved me, but at least he was willing to stand by me. It was more than anyone else was willing to do. And I was grateful for that. I was grateful that there was someone who was willing to stay with me through it all.
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We had made it to his hotel room without a word spoken between the two of us. I was still confused, and I wanted that sorted out right away. He had escorted me the entire way up to his room, and into it. And now, we were just sitting here, both of us afraid to make the next move. I sat at the edge of his bed, and he sat on the large chair that was just next to the bed. We were staring at each other for what seemed like years, when in fact it could only have been a few minutes. But in our own little world, it didn't matter. Time just seemed to pass us that night.
After a few more minutes of just staring, I couldn't take the silence any more, and was about to say something until he said something first. “My name is Uub.”
“My n-name i-is Pan," I stuttered.
“Really, I thought it was Carina?” he asked me.
“My parents just call me Carina. But my real name is Pan.” I smirked
“Is that so?”
“Yes.”
“I saw how you were looking at them. And how paranoid you looked. So I figured you'd want out of there.”
“Who?”
“Those people.”
“Oh, yeah. Thanks.”
“No problem. I know how that is. When you just get so crowded you just want to leave, but you can't.”
“Yeah, but if my parents find out that I'm gone, they'll ground me forever,” I started to worry.
“Don't worry about them. If they are like all the others there then they won't notice you missing until it's time to leave, which isn't for another few hours.”
“Thank you.”
“You've already thanked me,” he started to smirk again.
“I know, but I really am thankful,” I started to smile. I could tell that Uub was someone I could trust, and right now, that's all I wanted.
“I see.”
“So, why did you bring me to your hotel room?” I inquired.
“The only place I could think of to be alone.”
“Well, there's the park, my hotel room, the beach is close by.”
“No, too many couples at the park and beach. And with that ball, there are camera crews situated everywhere in the city, just hoping to get a scandal. And if I brought a child there, that wouldn't look so well in the papers tomorrow morning. And then you're parents would find out that you ditched that party. For your hotel room, I don't know where that is, and what if someone you know is there? Don't you think they would tell your parents that you were ditching the party?”
“So you've thought just about everything out, except one thing.”
“What's that?”
“I'm not a child!” I stood and stared for the door, but he was up and after me in no time flat and made it there before I did.
“Where do you think you're going?”
“I'm not a child, and I refuse to be treated like one!” I stated.
“You're right. You're not a child,” Uub said with a hint of lust in his voice. One that almost frightened me. Almost.
“Wha-” I was cut off as his lips came crashing over mine.
His lips were soft on my own. I don't know how long he kissed me before I started reacting. I didn't push him away like I should have, but right then and there, he was my savior. He took me away from what everyone else had obligated me to do. I felt free and defiant for the first time. And right now, my savior would get whatever it was that he wanted.
His lips had been on mine for God knows how long, when I felt his tongue brush against my lips. I knew he wanted entrance, and that is what I gave him. I opened my mouth and his tongue swam into my mouth and our tongues fought for dominance. It didn't take long to realize that I was going to loose this battle. He obviously had more experience in this field than I did. But I knew that I would get him back for that later. It didn't take long for him to have me backed against a wall and his lips on my neck, kissing, biting, nibbling, and sucking. It was a feeling I had never felt before. I felt his hands on my waist, but they didn't stay there for too long. One of his hands started to climb up as his lips started to descend. His lips didn't stop at my neck and started to travel down to my small but humble breasts. They didn't go any lower than the neckline of my dress, but that didn't stop his hands. They traveled higher and higher until they reached their destination. He expertly massaged one breast as I felt a pool of heat in my nether regions. I didn't know exactly what he was thinking, but I did have a good idea. But my mind, at the time could not, or would not, register what he was doing, or how he was making me feel. It was a new experience that I just didn't want to end. Because I knew that when it did, I knew, that no matter what happened here, I would still go back to that party, and I would still go back to the hotel. My hotel. Until then, I would just enjoy myself, and the little freedom I was offered.
Long before I knew it, I was lying on the bed, with Uub on top of me. He was handsome, I'll give him that, but I knew that I didn't love him. I knew that he wasn't for me. But with the way he was making me feel, it didn't matter.
His lips were on mine again, and his tongue in my mouth. The arm that had stayed on my waist this whole time was now up my dress, stroking that part of me. The part I had heard felt so good, but had never known just how good. This was the first time that anyone was touching me like this, and it felt good. I could feel myself getting wet, and I knew that I just wanted to let go. To give into these new emotions. I was afraid, but I knew that Uub would be there for me. And so, I gave in. I was kissing him back with all the pent up feelings that I had. All the anger and all rage I had towards my parents were coming out at full swing, and Uub was taking it all. Every feeling I had ever felt he was taking from me, and all he left, was this feeling of freedom.
I sat up as he pulled my dress over my head, leaving me practically naked, save for my undergarments, but it didn't take long for those to come off too. I lay before him, completely naked, not moving, and barely breathing, small ragged breaths. He just laid on top of me as time passed us but he didn't stay still. His hand had lowered again to rub that one area that could make my entire body hot. I started moaning again, but this time, I wasn't in control of my body. My hips were grinding into him, involuntarily, and my fingers were tracing down his chest, and tugging on his shirt. He quickly removed his vest and shirt and I stared in awe of his muscles. They were huge, and I didn't even need to feel them to know how smooth they were. I could just see it, but that didn't mean I didn't want to feel them. So I did. I put my hands over his chest and ran them all the way down. I could feel them contracting under my touch and I could here him sigh as my hands got lower and lower to the top of his pants.
I carefully started tugging on his pants, letting him know that I wanted them off, or at least my body wanted them off. It didn't take long for him to realize that. He sat up and stayed there while slowly taking his pants and boxers off. I had never seen a man naked before, but this was almost too much. I saw more of his muscles that were just begging to be touched. But that wasn't all I saw. His manhood stood slightly erect and it was getting harder by the minute. I knew I couldn't just stay still, so, slowly sitting up, I reached for him and held him in my hands. I heard him moan as I began to stroke his long member. I knew instantly, that this was going to feel good. That he wouldn't let me feel pain for long.
I lay before him, not knowing what he was thinking, or what was going through his head. Here I was, thirteen years old, and naked, before this man who I met only an hour ago. He was arrogant and egotistical, but I could see it in his eyes just how much he cared for me. Living in a world where all emotions are masked, all I could see was trust and concern. All else was a mystery. Trust and concern was all I needed, to know that I was safe and everything would be all right.
“Pan, tell me the truth,” he whispered in my ear, gaining my complete attention. I simply nodded not being able to find my voice. “Do you love me?”
It took my breath away. I looked into his eyes to see what he was feeling. I didn't see love, and even if I did, I would not be able to recognize it. I didn't know what love was, and honestly, I didn't know if I ever could. But this man, this savior of mine wanted the truth, so that was what I gave him. And so, I looked him in the eyes and said what had to be said.
“I don't even know you. But I know what my body wants.”
“Your body?”
“Yes, my body. I'm young and naïve. I don't know what love is because I have never felt it. So, I cannot say that I love you. But that isn't stopping my body from telling me what it craves.”
“And what is it that your body craves?” he asked with a hint of humor.
“You.” One simple word. One word, and one moment in time that can bring my body to the high it wanted.
“Your body wants me, but what do you want?” he asked as his hand traveled down to caress the little peril at my center, that made my body spasm and my voice involuntarily moan. This was not anything I had ever done before with another, but, only a few times with myself. I remembered what that pleasure felt like and knew he would give me that and so much more. I knew what I wanted, but didn't know if he was willing to give it to me.
“What I want is someone who understands and won't leave me.”
“What if I cannot love you?”
“I never said I wanted someone to love me, just someone who understands and won't leave. I don't care what else they do…what else you do. I already know you understand.
“Yeah, but if my parents find out that I'm gone, they'll ground me forever,” I started to worry.
“Don't worry about them. If they are like all the others there then they won't notice you missing until it's time to leave, which isn't for another few hours.”
“Thank you.”
“You've already thanked me,” he started to smirk again.
“I know, but I really am thankful,” I started to smile. I could tell that Uub was someone I could trust, and right now, that's all I wanted.
“I see.”
“So, why did you bring me to your hotel room?” I inquired.
“The only place I could think of to be alone.”
“Well, there's the park, my hotel room, the beach is close by.”
“No, too many couples at the park and beach. And with that ball, there are camera crews situated everywhere in the city, just hoping to get a scandal. And if I brought a child there, that wouldn't look so well in the papers tomorrow morning. And then you're parents would find out that you ditched that party. For your hotel room, I don't know where that is, and what if someone you know is there? Don't you think they would tell your parents that you were ditching the party?”
“So you've thought just about everything out, except one thing.”
“What's that?”
“I'm not a child!” I stood and stared for the door, but he was up and after me in no time flat and made it there before I did.
“Where do you think you're going?”
“I'm not a child, and I refuse to be treated like one!” I stated.
“You're right. You're not a child,” Uub said with a hint of lust in his voice. One that almost frightened me. Almost.
“Wha-” I was cut off as his lips came crashing over mine.
His lips were soft on my own. I don't know how long he kissed me before I started reacting. I didn't push him away like I should have, but right then and there, he was my savior. He took me away from what everyone else had obligated me to do. I felt free and defiant for the first time. And right now, my savior would get whatever it was that he wanted.
His lips had been on mine for God knows how long, when I felt his tongue brush against my lips. I knew he wanted entrance, and that is what I gave him. I opened my mouth and his tongue swam into my mouth and our tongues fought for dominance. It didn't take long to realize that I was going to loose this battle. He obviously had more experience in this field than I did. But I knew that I would get him back for that later. It didn't take long for him to have me backed against a wall and his lips on my neck, kissing, biting, nibbling, and sucking. It was a feeling I had never felt before. I felt his hands on my waist, but they didn't stay there for too long. One of his hands started to climb up as his lips started to descend. His lips didn't stop at my neck and started to travel down to my small but humble breasts. They didn't go any lower than the neckline of my dress, but that didn't stop his hands. They traveled higher and higher until they reached their destination. He expertly massaged one breast as I felt a pool of heat in my nether regions. I didn't know exactly what he was thinking, but I did have a good idea. But my mind, at the time could not, or would not, register what he was doing, or how he was making me feel. It was a new experience that I just didn't want to end. Because I knew that when it did, I knew, that no matter what happened here, I would still go back to that party, and I would still go back to the hotel. My hotel. Until then, I would just enjoy myself, and the little freedom I was offered.
Long before I knew it, I was lying on the bed, with Uub on top of me. He was handsome, I'll give him that, but I knew that I didn't love him. I knew that he wasn't for me. But with the way he was making me feel, it didn't matter.
His lips were on mine again, and his tongue in my mouth. The arm that had stayed on my waist this whole time was now up my dress, stroking that part of me. The part I had heard felt so good, but had never known just how good. This was the first time that anyone was touching me like this, and it felt good. I could feel myself getting wet, and I knew that I just wanted to let go. To give into these new emotions. I was afraid, but I knew that Uub would be there for me. And so, I gave in. I was kissing him back with all the pent up feelings that I had. All the anger and all rage I had towards my parents were coming out at full swing, and Uub was taking it all. Every feeling I had ever felt he was taking from me, and all he left, was this feeling of freedom.
I sat up as he pulled my dress over my head, leaving me practically naked, save for my undergarments, but it didn't take long for those to come off too. I lay before him, completely naked, not moving, and barely breathing, small ragged breaths. He just laid on top of me as time passed us but he didn't stay still. His hand had lowered again to rub that one area that could make my entire body hot. I started moaning again, but this time, I wasn't in control of my body. My hips were grinding into him, involuntarily, and my fingers were tracing down his chest, and tugging on his shirt. He quickly removed his vest and shirt and I stared in awe of his muscles. They were huge, and I didn't even need to feel them to know how smooth they were. I could just see it, but that didn't mean I didn't want to feel them. So I did. I put my hands over his chest and ran them all the way down. I could feel them contracting under my touch and I could here him sigh as my hands got lower and lower to the top of his pants.
I carefully started tugging on his pants, letting him know that I wanted them off, or at least my body wanted them off. It didn't take long for him to realize that. He sat up and stayed there while slowly taking his pants and boxers off. I had never seen a man naked before, but this was almost too much. I saw more of his muscles that were just begging to be touched. But that wasn't all I saw. His manhood stood slightly erect and it was getting harder by the minute. I knew I couldn't just stay still, so, slowly sitting up, I reached for him and held him in my hands. I heard him moan as I began to stroke his long member. I knew instantly, that this was going to feel good. That he wouldn't let me feel pain for long.
I lay before him, not knowing what he was thinking, or what was going through his head. Here I was, thirteen years old, and naked, before this man who I met only an hour ago. He was arrogant and egotistical, but I could see it in his eyes just how much he cared for me. Living in a world where all emotions are masked, all I could see was trust and concern. All else was a mystery. Trust and concern was all I needed, to know that I was safe and everything would be all right.
“Pan, tell me the truth,” he whispered in my ear, gaining my complete attention. I simply nodded not being able to find my voice. “Do you love me?”
It took my breath away. I looked into his eyes to see what he was feeling. I didn't see love, and even if I did, I would not be able to recognize it. I didn't know what love was, and honestly, I didn't know if I ever could. But this man, this savior of mine wanted the truth, so that was what I gave him. And so, I looked him in the eyes and said what had to be said.
“I don't even know you. But I know what my body wants.”
“Your body?”
“Yes, my body. I'm young and naïve. I don't know what love is because I have never felt it. So, I cannot say that I love you. But that isn't stopping my body from telling me what it craves.”
“And what is it that your body craves?” he asked with a hint of humor.
“You.” One simple word. One word, and one moment in time that can bring my body to the high it wanted.
“Your body wants me, but what do you want?” he asked as his hand traveled down to caress the little peril at my center, that made my body spasm and my voice involuntarily moan. This was not anything I had ever done before with another, but, only a few times with myself. I remembered what that pleasure felt like and knew he would give me that and so much more. I knew what I wanted, but didn't know if he was willing to give it to me.
“What I want is someone who understands and won't leave me.”
“What if I cannot love you?”
“I never said I wanted someone to love me, just someone who understands and won't leave. I don't care what else they do…what else you do. I already know you understand.
You've already proven that. Just tell me that you won't leave me.”
“Carina…” Uub started, but could not finish. I could see the conflicting emotions in his eyes, afraid to hurt me. But I didn't care what happened in the future, all that mattered to me at that moment was then and there.
“Tell me now, that you won't leave me, and you can do as you like…with me…to me.”
“Oh, kami.” I began moaning again. The pleasure was getting intense, and I knew I couldn't last much longer. I knew I couldn't take it anymore. I sat-up and rolled him over so that I was on top. I could tell that he was a little surprised, and I used that to my advantage. I kissed his neck and slowly traveled down his chest sucking on one of his nipples for a brief moment as I continued my journey farther down to his belly and even lower to the patch of hair just above his manhood. I could hear and feel his sharp intake of breath as I paused just above it. No longer kissing, no longer licking. Just staring down on it, panting, hot breath onto in shaft. It wasn't small, in fact, it was quite large. I took it all in with my eyes. I had never done this before, but I knew what I was supposed to do, and that was what he wanted me to do. But I wouldn't, not until he told me that he wouldn't leave me. Until he promised to be the one man that would stick by me through this hell that called itself life.
I lowered my head, not taking him in, but slowly, gently, kissing the tip that was protruding straight into the air.
“Oh Pan, yesssss. Please, baby. Please.” He was begging me. He needed me. I had done this to him, and I felt somewhat proud to know that I could register such an action from him. A small, simple gesture, and he was ready for me. And I was ready for him. He knew that, but I needed to know.
“Stay by me. I need you to stay with me. For as long as I need you.” I said in between kisses that I showered all over his manhood, going up and down his shaft, as I brought one of my hands up to slowly massage his balls. “Please,” now I was the one begging. My Saiyan pride told me to not do what I was doing, but I didn't care. At that moment, I knew, that if he were to promise me, he would keep that promise. And that was all the reassurance I needed.
After finally kissing him over every part of him, I finally kissed the one part I knew he wanted me to kiss most of all. I kissed his tip and slightly, almost unnoticeable, but he noticed it, I took the smallest amount of him into my mouth. And that was when I knew, he would never leave me. “Yes! Damnit, yes!” He was almost screaming at his point and I was glad that the walls in his hotel were not thin or else the neighbors would have definitely heard.
He launched himself on me, rolling me over so that he had dominance again. This time he would keep that dominance, and I would allow him to have his way with me in any way he liked. He was the one man that had promised to never leave me. I didn't care how long I had known him. A few minutes, a few hours, or my entire life. It didn't matter to me. Because he was mine. We did not love each other, and that much was for sure, but that night, and many nights after we were more than just friends.
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“Carina…” Uub started, but could not finish. I could see the conflicting emotions in his eyes, afraid to hurt me. But I didn't care what happened in the future, all that mattered to me at that moment was then and there.
“Tell me now, that you won't leave me, and you can do as you like…with me…to me.”
“Oh, kami.” I began moaning again. The pleasure was getting intense, and I knew I couldn't last much longer. I knew I couldn't take it anymore. I sat-up and rolled him over so that I was on top. I could tell that he was a little surprised, and I used that to my advantage. I kissed his neck and slowly traveled down his chest sucking on one of his nipples for a brief moment as I continued my journey farther down to his belly and even lower to the patch of hair just above his manhood. I could hear and feel his sharp intake of breath as I paused just above it. No longer kissing, no longer licking. Just staring down on it, panting, hot breath onto in shaft. It wasn't small, in fact, it was quite large. I took it all in with my eyes. I had never done this before, but I knew what I was supposed to do, and that was what he wanted me to do. But I wouldn't, not until he told me that he wouldn't leave me. Until he promised to be the one man that would stick by me through this hell that called itself life.
I lowered my head, not taking him in, but slowly, gently, kissing the tip that was protruding straight into the air.
“Oh Pan, yesssss. Please, baby. Please.” He was begging me. He needed me. I had done this to him, and I felt somewhat proud to know that I could register such an action from him. A small, simple gesture, and he was ready for me. And I was ready for him. He knew that, but I needed to know.
“Stay by me. I need you to stay with me. For as long as I need you.” I said in between kisses that I showered all over his manhood, going up and down his shaft, as I brought one of my hands up to slowly massage his balls. “Please,” now I was the one begging. My Saiyan pride told me to not do what I was doing, but I didn't care. At that moment, I knew, that if he were to promise me, he would keep that promise. And that was all the reassurance I needed.
After finally kissing him over every part of him, I finally kissed the one part I knew he wanted me to kiss most of all. I kissed his tip and slightly, almost unnoticeable, but he noticed it, I took the smallest amount of him into my mouth. And that was when I knew, he would never leave me. “Yes! Damnit, yes!” He was almost screaming at his point and I was glad that the walls in his hotel were not thin or else the neighbors would have definitely heard.
He launched himself on me, rolling me over so that he had dominance again. This time he would keep that dominance, and I would allow him to have his way with me in any way he liked. He was the one man that had promised to never leave me. I didn't care how long I had known him. A few minutes, a few hours, or my entire life. It didn't matter to me. Because he was mine. We did not love each other, and that much was for sure, but that night, and many nights after we were more than just friends.
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I did go back to the party that night. Uub had stayed by my side for the remainder of the night, and just as he said, my parents didn't even notice that I had left. They never asked me how my night went, or if I had met any interesting people. It didn't matter. I had Uub. I knew that I would always be able to depend on him. I had gone to many parties and meetings afterwards, and Uub was almost always there. Sure, we had sex a few more times…okay, many more times. But we did agree that we didn't love each other. I had him to lean on and he had me to relieve himself. It's not as if he was taking advantage of me. He may have our first night together, but that had changed. There were a few times when I wanted to be something more with him. But I knew it would not last. Sex just felt good, and he was someone I could depend on. In the end, we both knew that it wasn't meant to be. So we decided to keep our friendship as just that. Friends. It didn't take long for Goten to realize what was going on between us. He didn't like it, but he promised to keep his mouth shut as long as I promised not to do anything to big. Like not use a condom. I agreed, and Goten still got to threaten Uub. I didn't care, and neither did Uub. The two of us had someone to lean on that was just like the other. And I was thankful. But now, I'm not so sure if I should be thankful or not. But I do know that if everything doesn't work out between Trunks and me, I'll still have Uub to lean on.
And that's what happened. It took twenty-one chapters, but you finally know what happened to me. My life in a whole was centered around that moment for so long. Or at least it did. Until I met Trunks. The real Trunks. And now that my life is centered around Trunks, it's gone crashing to the ground. If there was anything I could have done to make Trunks see that I really do love him, then I would. But, I have a feeling that it just might not work out the way I had planned.
The Cry of A Broken Heart
“You can cry a river,
Or just a tear.
No one will see,
Because he's not here.
Try as you might,
To make him see.
Always saying,
`If only he could love me.'
Try and try,
He's with another.
Even though you know,
There is no other.
Just move on,
There's nothing you can do.”
I tell myself this,
Every time you say we're through.
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Thanks again for reading and please review. You're reviews help me write. (Motivation is the key to success)
CrAzY-Fan-Fic-Addict: Yeah, I love a challenge. So, I'm writing chapter 22 and it is almost done. Thanks for the happy birthday though. I feel loved right now. I really need that. I'm still feeling sick. I'm glad you're still reviewing. Not many people are, but thanks for sticking with me through my time of blackouts.
Bebex2xsweet: No, this is the exact same story. I haven't even touched the chapters or even edited them. And I don't know where it says complete. I've said a few times that it's almost complete. That might be what you're thinking. Anywayz, thanks for sticking with me.
Kaci: I don't know why I didn't put up all the chapters. Maybe because that might be boring. But I am posting them up at least five at a time. I think. I'm confused. Sorry, this happens often. (shhh, don't tell anyone but, I'm blond. And not one of those fake blonds either.) Anywayz, I'm glad you like my story. And thank you for reviewing.
nan de mo chibi otoko: Thank you so much for your help. You have helped me sooooo much with this story. I would not be as far along as I am if it weren't for you. I hope you're still reading this and get this thanks. And thank you for all of your reviews.
Sweezer: Glad you want to know what's gonna happen. But you have to wait six months just like everyone else. lol jk. It was only like what, three? Yeah, sorry about the wait. I call it my blackout period in time.
Ladybugg1234_2004: Yeah, she dug herself into a pretty big hole. Thanks for reviewing. I hope you are still reading this. Thanks again, and I'm glad you like the story.
Jewel: Thanks for reviewing. I can tell you like the story. Sorry it took so long for an update. Life sucks, what can I say. But I'm glad that you like the story.