Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Losing hope ❯ Chapter 3

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I reenter my room. I stand in shock, looking at an old photo of me and her together, it was taken during the hunt for the blackstar DragonBalls. What's that? You ask, well the hunt for the blackstar Dragonballs is exactly how it sounds, Pan and I, along with her chibi Grandfather, I say Chibi, because some evil emperor name Pilaf, thought if he turned Goku, Pan's Grandfather into a child, he would lose all of his powers he had gained due to all of his hard work and determination while training. Well anyways,we had to go into space and search for them, or the earth would no longer exist. At first I was reluctant to go, and actually didn't want to , but now I'm glad I did, I got to spend time with Pan.

As I look at the picture, I see drops of water falling on the frame, and istantly know, they are my own tears making the tiny droplets. The tears get heavier as my head starts to hurt, I put my hand on my forehead, and shut my eyes. I need to forget this, I need something to forget. I set the picture down and retreat to the kitchen, via the backstairs.

As I enter the kitchen, I see the excitement going on in the living room, it looks like Marron and Goten, just told everyone their news. Everyone seemed to be so into them, that no one even noticed, I was even in the kitchen or stolen two bottles of vodka. I take one last look at them, and retreat back upstairs. As I walk to my room, I pass my parents room. I enter the bedroom and head to the medicine cabinet, knowing mom has to have something in there, some strong sleeping pills, or even painkillers.

I open the cabinet,and notice a two bottles one is feeled with sleeping pills and the other is feeled with extremely strong and addictive painkillers. 'perfect' I thought, as I grab the bottles of pills and head back to my own room.


I set the meds and the bottles down on the desk and just stare at them. I have them there, but only look at them, I don't want to go that route, I don't want to use them, I close my eyes, hoping beyond hope, that miraculously my feelings for Pan would vanish,and I would be happy for the couple, everytime I close my eyes though, I see them, I see Pan with him, she's happy, and I should be happy she is, I don't know maybe I'm selfish, keeping my feelings to myself, but she did make it clear she wants him, after all she is marrying him. Knowing, the thoughts won't leave my head, I grab the pill bottles and down both bottles, along with the vodka, what happened after that, I have no idea, I had blacked out.



/Mirai Trunks. POV/

"Hey Tru Chan, have you seen Trunks?" My fiance, Pan asked, wondering where my counterpart was.

"No, I haven't." I tell her,

"That's weird, I just saw him, in the kitchen not to long ago."

"I'm sure he's around, don't worry to much." I tell her. I'm have to admit I'm a bit jealous of Pan and Trunks' Friendship, and even wish I was as close to her as she is to him, but I also admire her truthfullness and dutifulness towards her friends, that is why I love her, she isn't just a pretty face, she is perfect in everyway.

"I'm not worried, I just wished he could have been there to hear the happy news."

"Well you can still tell him." I suggest going upstairs and telling him ourselves, without anyone else. Pan agreed, and we did just that.


We come to Trunks bedroom door, and knock, getting no answer, we try again, still no answer. I slowly enter the room and what I saw was beyond comprehendable. I saw the empty bottles of Meds,the two empty bottles of Vodka strewn on the floor, I also see Trunks, lifeless body laying limp on his bed.

I hadn't noticed Pan had come in, I turn around, to see her, there's a look of horror on her face.

"Pan, don't look, don't look." I try to get her to avert her attention, but it was too late She had already seen him, she starts screaming.

"Trunks, No, no.. " She choked. "Tr..ru..unk..nks." Her screams however caught the attention of Trunks' Mother, who had comeup to see who screamed, I'll never forget the look on her face, when she saw her son, lying lifeless on his bed.

She stood there staring at him as tears threatened in her eyes, she slowly moved to his bed, as if everything was moving in slow motion. Using all the strength she has she pulls him off the bed, into her lap, she begans to sob. "Please, Baby boy wake up, Please." She pleads for him to wake up as she slaps his face a few time, she however gets no response. "Come on baby, wake up." She demanded over and over. "Please." She burries her face into his hair. "You can't leave me." She tells him, I watch as she grieves the loss of her son. "No, please don't take him from me, please I beg of you, don't take him." She starts praying to whomever she can, to save him.

"What is all this racket>" I hear the voice of my father, well his father, at first he was gonna come in to tell everyone to be quiet, so he can train. However that changed when he saw mother lying on the floor, Trunks head in her lap. I'll never forget the look on his face either as the look of horror and pain had come upon it. I also see, grief, I honestly never thought he would ever feel grief, but I guess even the mighty saiyan prince feels things.

Mother had stopped crying for a moment,when she found something in his his jacket pocket. "Huh, looks like a letter, it's adressed to you Pan." She handed the letter over.

Pan opened it up and read it. "No..why?...when?" was all I got out of her.

"Pan, what is it?" I felt helpless though.

"This is all my fault." She let the letter fall to the floor as she ran out of the room,