Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Not Meant For Me ❯ System ( Chapter 4 )

Disclaimer- I do not own Dbz or system by linkin park

Authors note- thanks for the review tristar49 and thanks for pointing out my grammar problem Ember I'll make sure to look for that. Lol I'm bad at grammar and I have no Beta so sometimes when I post all blurry eyed at 3 am I don't catch all my mistakes. Well any who this is part 4/5. This was just my intro to writing dbz fic my next fic will be much longer and more involved so hopefully the next one will also be better lol.

Vegeta had trained. Trained like there was no tomorrow for the last three months. He tried desperately to drive the thoughts of her out of his head. He had fallen in love with a fickle human who would never know how deeply he cared for her.

He screamed in his misery, " Why is everything so fucking hard for me?" He finished silently to him self, "but I will not die." No he would go on fighting like he always did. He was use to being haunted by memories. The death of his home planet, his slavery under Freiza, and now her. Their arguments, the way she would touch him and stand before him unafraid, the way they had made love before she fucked it all up. No made love was to good of a word for what they did. It was a fuck and nothing more. That's all it was to her so that's all it would be to him.

He continued his assault on the landscape trying to find some release of his rage. Finally coming to a decision he went back to C.C. that night. He would take the G.R. and leave the planet it was the only way.

He grimaced slightly as he watched the little blue orb that had been his home get smaller and smaller as the stars enveloped his vision.

-Back on Earth-

Bulma had woken up with a jerk. She had heard the G.R. power up and she ran wildly out the door convinced that Vegeta had finally come back. By the time she made it outside though all that was left was a scorched spot on the earth where the G.R. once stood. Bulma collapsed on the ground crying unable to even think rationally.

`That's it he's really left for good this time. He's gone and I have nothing left.'

She went back to her room completely crushed. She spent the next few weeks in bed barley moving or eating unless she absolutely had to. All she could think of was how that she had lost the one person she had ever truly loved. She couldn't remember when she had fallen for him it had just happened. There was a connection there she could not explain. It was like it was meant to be as if he was the other half of her soul. Now he was gone and she felt empty. She started to stand and fell to the ground suddenly lacking the will to move.

More somber then she had ever been she picked her self off the ground and shuffled to her bathroom. Bulma had lost all hope she had been in a downward spiral ever since he had left but this cliched it. She could no longer stand the thought of being this empty and hallow feeling the rest of her life. She went to her medicine cabinet and started taking anything and everything she could get her hands on. She damned the consequences for she no longer cared. It was if something had broken inside her.

She fell to the ground as her vision blurred. Everything got a hazy unreal dream quality as she tried to stand.

Suddenly she could stand. Everything still looked odd but she though nothing of it as she walked to her door. When she opened it though she found her self falling down an endless hole lined with doors.

`Just like Alice' she though groggily ` I wonder when I'll meet the white rabbit, maybe Vegeta will be the Red Queen he sure is angry enough.' She giggled, as she thought of him in a huge red dress barking orders to playing cards.

She had finally had enough of this falling and she grabbed the handle of the next door she passed and climbed in.

`That's funny this looks like a closet.' She suddenly heard a growl in the back and she knew she was in danger. She tried to place boxes between her and whatever was in the back of her closet but it was no use. Out stalked the biggest panther she had ever seen. It regarded her with its cold golden eyes and pounced.

Her vision shattered again and she felt like she was falling but this time she was in pain. Her stomach she couldn't stand it…and something else she couldn't name. There where voices now. People, she squinted up, yes people standing over her. They where nothing more then dark shadows in her vision. She listened to them trying to figure out what was going on.

"I'm sorry Mr. Briefs you'll have to leave the room we need to get her to the hospital fast. If we wait any longer she'll bleed to death."

The second voice spoke up. "There was nothing we could do to save the baby from, what we found in the bathroom her O.D.ing must have triggered a miscarriage."

Her fathers pleading voice broke through her mind. "I didn't even know she was pregnant we just found her in the closet.….blood.……didn't know….." the sound of her fathers voice broke up and then everything went black.

System- linkin park

System...

System...

System...

You fell away

What more can I say

The feeling's evolved

I won't let it out

I can't replace

Your screaming face

Feeling the sickness inside...

Why won't you die

Your blood in mine

We'll be fine

Then your body will be mine

So many words

Can't describe my face

This feeling's evolved

So soon to break out

I can't relate

To a happy state

Feeling the blood run inside...

Why is everything so fucking hard for me

Keep me down to what you think,

I should be

Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry

Keep on trying, I'm not dying so easily

(I will not die)

Why is everything so fucking hard for me

(I will not die)

Why is everything so fucking hard for me

(I will not die)