Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Our Forgotten Past ❯ Why am I incomplete? ( Chapter 3 )
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By: Kaidan-Chan 
Vegeta goes through his sad life on the Volcan planet.
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Adventure | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.12.2010 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.7K | Visits: 219 | Status: Completed
Vegeta goes through his sad life on the Volcan planet.
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Adventure | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.12.2010 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.7K | Visits: 219 | Status: Completed
Chap:3 Why am I incomplete?
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ yadda yadda yadda
A/N: Well I hope you guys liked the first two chapters this one will be Vegeta's
life on the Volcans planet so it's his POV but it will go to what goku is doing
a couple times. Warning this chapter is kinda crappy and lazy in my opinion. So
review please please please I'll be your friend!!!!!!!! Oh and thank you
datErdbeerschn and Saffrin-chan for reviewing it really motivates me!!!!!!!!
'....'=character thoughts
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Large gothic buildings stood tall around me like demonic palaces the
details on them twist and turn like a wicked grin. I feel so small in this world
and I can't help but feel different from them. With their pasty skin
and flame orange hair it is pretty obvious I am of a different race. Many of them
look at me with disgust but I never pay
attention to it they are not worth my time.
I spend my life here alone avoiding relationships even friends.
A cruel alienation I bestoy upon myself
besides who would want to befriend these heartless people.
I know for sure as these days drag along that I'm not from here. But I cannot remember
where I'm from or why I'm here but I pull myself thorough this so called life.
A castaway, a freak they all call me
oh how I hate this society full of judgemental assholes.
Making assumptions left and right.....as if I don't have
feelings...or a soul.
The only memory I have is the king telling me I would be free to live on
planet Volcan after the war was over.
A year ago I was released the king even made me his top warrior promising me
adventure and happiness. I get paid if that's what he meant but where is the happiness
he promised I have not found it yet.
Something inside me is telling me to find something a part of me is missing
I am but a shell wanderingthis scorching planet with
no purpose or motivation. There is one thing that keeps me company voices
from a man calling me prince Vegeta. I know my name but I am no
prince. He praises me when I feel so hopeless and lonely.....like right now.
A sad smile takes over my blank expression
"Who are you" I whispered.
I even have lustful visions of him hisstrong body ravishing me with unspeakable pleasure.
he looks like he's from the same species as me but I can never see his face I'm still unsure.
I brush the thoughts aside and
make my way to the market.
I get constant stares and curses thrown at me from the elite warriors
and wealthy citizens. I guess I am some unwanted presence to them a disgusting animal
in their eyes.
It hurts to be hated so much I try to ignore it I'm more
powerful than all these weaklings.
While I lived with the king he made me train to become almost as powerful as
him. I could easily kill the whole planet but I won't ruin it here. I can never let
my anger manifest they would all kill me if they get the oppertinity. With their conbined strength
and cunning I would have no chance.
I lazily threw random meats and drinks into my basket I can't stand all these
phony good-for-nothing bastards I want to leave as quickly as possible.
I went up to the store clerk and placed my items on the shiny counter.
I was hypotized by the silky patterns of the marble.
I always tried to find some way to avoid eye contact it's an opening for conversation
and I want very little social interaction with these people.
I was curious to what she looked like I was not surprised to find some
snobby teenage girl her orange hair wrapped
in a messy bun and face wasn't very attractive either. I've grown to hate their apperences no
matter what they do they will always sicken me.
I inwardly roll my eyes as she winked me "Hi handsome my names Nica"
Vegeta stood there blankly staring at the computer trying to ignore her useless
babbling.
"You no after I'm done working I could go to your house and we could......umm well
you know 'hang out'."
She eyed him up and down making Vegeta very uncomfortable.
The man played with his hands trying to block the invitation from his hearing.
*PING* he let out a relieved sigh when the machine finished scanning his
purcases and the cash registar opened.
He paid her and tried to flee but the annoying girl wouldn't quit.
"So wanna have some fun tonight" the small man blushed thickly at the comment.
"Um no thanks I'm gay" with that said he left Nica to glare at him with a disgusted look on her face.
Vegeta didn't want to risk having more people flirt or fight with him so the
small man took to the skies The war air relaxed his sore body.
His gaze fell on the sunset the beauty was captivating it looked like the sky was on
fire. This was the only thing about the planet he could tolerate the sunset
sparked a deep longing in him.
Red, orange, and yellow filled the endless void of the endless sky waiting for darkness.
*flashback*
"Isn't the sunset beautiful Vegeta"
"Yes it is my mate" he smiling at his lover he pulled him down for a kiss Vegeta
slide his tongue against the others causing the taller man to moan
"I love you Vegeta"
"I love you to"
*end flashback*
"What the hell" he whispered
'who the fuck is this man I keep on having visions of us together was he in my past?'
"Dammit I want to remember who he is from the looks of those memories I'd say I
was in love with him." and for an unknown reason I feel like I miss him.
He finally reached his destination a small cabin deep within the woods.
Soon the smell of steak and rice filled the
kitchen. The 'feast' for one was prepared and Vegeta dug into his meal. He hated
his life it was so lonely the only thing close to company was the visions of the
other man. He was the only stable thing right now.
The usual routine played every night Vegeta would eat,train,shower, and sleep.
Finally after his tedious day he was able to get some much needed sleep. But
like always a sad pain would put stress on his heart something was missing,
incomplete but whenever that man was in his thoughts that sad feeling would be
lifted.
He wanted to find him he didn't know who and what he was but they would meet again
.....someday.
The same broken feeling came as it always does at night. His strong hands reached
out and gripped the empty side of the bed. He wanted to feel the warmth of love and protection.
Tears welled up in his eyes as he began to succumb to sleep
"Vegeta your my only love I will miss you" he whispered hotly in his ear
Vegeta then let the tears he held in fall. "Shhh Geta don't cry"
he began to thrust faster to make him scream and forget all their
troubles..........if only for a moment.
He roughly shoved his tongue down the mans throat and thrusted at a hard inhuman pace.
"Ahhhhhhhhhghhhh Kahhhhhkaaaarotttttt Iiii lovve yooahh"
Vegeta shot up from his bed panting and sweating "ugh it was just a dream."
'But why does it feel like I've seen it before' he thought
He glanced at the clock
"Fuck...2:30" Vegeta pulled the sheets over his head and tried to return to his dream.
*Kakarot POV*
" Fuck I can't find that damn Volcan planet"
Kakarot sat in front of the computer growing angry with his obvious confusion. Being in the cold
confines of his ship was began to get to the saiyan warrior.
"Where are you!" he banged his fists on the beeping controls.
The once hard expression saddned when he saw no response on the screen
"I die a little everyday when your not here with me."
Now that Kakarot was a super saiyan he could easily take on any threat who would
dare stand in his way. The day he left on his search for his mate Vegeta-sei
was destroyed.
Now with his planet gone all he can do is grieve on his own without his love
to support him. It has been some years but the pain of his mate leaving is still fresh
and it hurts just the same.
'I will search the end of the universe for you Vegeta you will be mine again'
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Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ yadda yadda yadda
A/N: Well I hope you guys liked the first two chapters this one will be Vegeta's
life on the Volcans planet so it's his POV but it will go to what goku is doing
a couple times. Warning this chapter is kinda crappy and lazy in my opinion. So
review please please please I'll be your friend!!!!!!!! Oh and thank you
datErdbeerschn and Saffrin-chan for reviewing it really motivates me!!!!!!!!
'....'=character thoughts
************************************************************************ *
Large gothic buildings stood tall around me like demonic palaces the
details on them twist and turn like a wicked grin. I feel so small in this world
and I can't help but feel different from them. With their pasty skin
and flame orange hair it is pretty obvious I am of a different race. Many of them
look at me with disgust but I never pay
attention to it they are not worth my time.
I spend my life here alone avoiding relationships even friends.
A cruel alienation I bestoy upon myself
besides who would want to befriend these heartless people.
I know for sure as these days drag along that I'm not from here. But I cannot remember
where I'm from or why I'm here but I pull myself thorough this so called life.
A castaway, a freak they all call me
oh how I hate this society full of judgemental assholes.
Making assumptions left and right.....as if I don't have
feelings...or a soul.
The only memory I have is the king telling me I would be free to live on
planet Volcan after the war was over.
A year ago I was released the king even made me his top warrior promising me
adventure and happiness. I get paid if that's what he meant but where is the happiness
he promised I have not found it yet.
Something inside me is telling me to find something a part of me is missing
I am but a shell wanderingthis scorching planet with
no purpose or motivation. There is one thing that keeps me company voices
from a man calling me prince Vegeta. I know my name but I am no
prince. He praises me when I feel so hopeless and lonely.....like right now.
A sad smile takes over my blank expression
"Who are you" I whispered.
I even have lustful visions of him hisstrong body ravishing me with unspeakable pleasure.
he looks like he's from the same species as me but I can never see his face I'm still unsure.
I brush the thoughts aside and
make my way to the market.
I get constant stares and curses thrown at me from the elite warriors
and wealthy citizens. I guess I am some unwanted presence to them a disgusting animal
in their eyes.
It hurts to be hated so much I try to ignore it I'm more
powerful than all these weaklings.
While I lived with the king he made me train to become almost as powerful as
him. I could easily kill the whole planet but I won't ruin it here. I can never let
my anger manifest they would all kill me if they get the oppertinity. With their conbined strength
and cunning I would have no chance.
I lazily threw random meats and drinks into my basket I can't stand all these
phony good-for-nothing bastards I want to leave as quickly as possible.
I went up to the store clerk and placed my items on the shiny counter.
I was hypotized by the silky patterns of the marble.
I always tried to find some way to avoid eye contact it's an opening for conversation
and I want very little social interaction with these people.
I was curious to what she looked like I was not surprised to find some
snobby teenage girl her orange hair wrapped
in a messy bun and face wasn't very attractive either. I've grown to hate their apperences no
matter what they do they will always sicken me.
I inwardly roll my eyes as she winked me "Hi handsome my names Nica"
Vegeta stood there blankly staring at the computer trying to ignore her useless
babbling.
"You no after I'm done working I could go to your house and we could......umm well
you know 'hang out'."
She eyed him up and down making Vegeta very uncomfortable.
The man played with his hands trying to block the invitation from his hearing.
*PING* he let out a relieved sigh when the machine finished scanning his
purcases and the cash registar opened.
He paid her and tried to flee but the annoying girl wouldn't quit.
"So wanna have some fun tonight" the small man blushed thickly at the comment.
"Um no thanks I'm gay" with that said he left Nica to glare at him with a disgusted look on her face.
Vegeta didn't want to risk having more people flirt or fight with him so the
small man took to the skies The war air relaxed his sore body.
His gaze fell on the sunset the beauty was captivating it looked like the sky was on
fire. This was the only thing about the planet he could tolerate the sunset
sparked a deep longing in him.
Red, orange, and yellow filled the endless void of the endless sky waiting for darkness.
*flashback*
"Isn't the sunset beautiful Vegeta"
"Yes it is my mate" he smiling at his lover he pulled him down for a kiss Vegeta
slide his tongue against the others causing the taller man to moan
"I love you Vegeta"
"I love you to"
*end flashback*
"What the hell" he whispered
'who the fuck is this man I keep on having visions of us together was he in my past?'
"Dammit I want to remember who he is from the looks of those memories I'd say I
was in love with him." and for an unknown reason I feel like I miss him.
He finally reached his destination a small cabin deep within the woods.
Soon the smell of steak and rice filled the
kitchen. The 'feast' for one was prepared and Vegeta dug into his meal. He hated
his life it was so lonely the only thing close to company was the visions of the
other man. He was the only stable thing right now.
The usual routine played every night Vegeta would eat,train,shower, and sleep.
Finally after his tedious day he was able to get some much needed sleep. But
like always a sad pain would put stress on his heart something was missing,
incomplete but whenever that man was in his thoughts that sad feeling would be
lifted.
He wanted to find him he didn't know who and what he was but they would meet again
.....someday.
The same broken feeling came as it always does at night. His strong hands reached
out and gripped the empty side of the bed. He wanted to feel the warmth of love and protection.
Tears welled up in his eyes as he began to succumb to sleep
"Vegeta your my only love I will miss you" he whispered hotly in his ear
Vegeta then let the tears he held in fall. "Shhh Geta don't cry"
he began to thrust faster to make him scream and forget all their
troubles..........if only for a moment.
He roughly shoved his tongue down the mans throat and thrusted at a hard inhuman pace.
"Ahhhhhhhhhghhhh Kahhhhhkaaaarotttttt Iiii lovve yooahh"
Vegeta shot up from his bed panting and sweating "ugh it was just a dream."
'But why does it feel like I've seen it before' he thought
He glanced at the clock
"Fuck...2:30" Vegeta pulled the sheets over his head and tried to return to his dream.
*Kakarot POV*
" Fuck I can't find that damn Volcan planet"
Kakarot sat in front of the computer growing angry with his obvious confusion. Being in the cold
confines of his ship was began to get to the saiyan warrior.
"Where are you!" he banged his fists on the beeping controls.
The once hard expression saddned when he saw no response on the screen
"I die a little everyday when your not here with me."
Now that Kakarot was a super saiyan he could easily take on any threat who would
dare stand in his way. The day he left on his search for his mate Vegeta-sei
was destroyed.
Now with his planet gone all he can do is grieve on his own without his love
to support him. It has been some years but the pain of his mate leaving is still fresh
and it hurts just the same.
'I will search the end of the universe for you Vegeta you will be mine again'
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