Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Seven years of fireworks ❯ Emotions and Answers ( Chapter 2 )
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Author:Kaidan-Chan
Title: Seven years of fireworks
A/N: Whoo hoo!! I got a comment Thanx Purple Ink!!!! you helped me get it together and finish Chapter Two with your kind comment! I didn't think anyone read chapter one so ARIGATO!
disclaimer: Okay OKAY!! i'll say it!!! *FBI agents point guns to my head* I Will never ever own DBZ!!! it belongs to
Toei animation, Funimation,Akira Toryiama, etc... I'M SORRY!! I HAD TO SAY IT!! *a random FBI guy pulls out a memory eraser from Men In Black and wipes out my memory then they leave through the gaping hole in the wall they made* CRAP what was I doing!!!!!
Summary: Horrible moments from the past begin to overtake the couple Angst,love,swearing, and emotions some kissing. I promise there will be more lemons later I just need to get the story straight.
Rating: PG-13/MA....oh I don't know just read!
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"hhhnnn geta" he kissed his love on the cheek and stared at him with half-lidded satisfied eyes"Well you better move your sweet ass Kakarot you don't want to be late for the fireworks" With that statement he left the room leaving a very naked goku to himself." hmmm I think I've already seen them"
Goku sat on the rough carpet in a dazed trance staring out the window the calm winds invading the sun burnt leaves neastled on the
lifeless floor. The predators of the night howeling their sorrow to the heavens but no one will answer them. He could hear the world call out for
help their energy fading and noboby to turn to. He has nightmares of strangers dying in his hands he couldn't save them he just couldn't
sure he and Vegeta will never have to feel their souls leaving them with one last goodbye. Now and forever he has to watch the people he
risked everything to protect die so slowly and he can't stop it.(How Ironic I guess it doesn't matter......... i'm not god and I can't change
anything). The calming traquility then sent his mind to those darker times.....seven years ago.
~flashback~
"SON!!!!!!! NOOO" Gohan stared up at his father
the sorrow was so plain to see in his dull fading eyes "d-dad?" "No Gohan don't talk save your energy" "I don't think I have any energy to spare dad" he whispered "Listen remember when you died beacause of cell........I was so angry at myself.....for letting you die like that..........Seven years you were gone ....I-It burned dad my heart hurt so much from the pain. I thought you were invinceable that no matter what you will always be there but I was wrong .......I acted like it didn't hurt for mom and Goten so they wouldn't see my pain it started to kill me, At nights I would take nimbus...to that spot we always fished at and I cried for so long screaming...for you to notice and help me but you never came dad .......you never came....." Gohan never broke the haunting gaze he gave his father, his creamy white skin glowed in the moonlight and hospital grew even colder.
Twin trails of tears began to fall out of goku's eyes he stared back at his son hopelessly all those years of fighting countless villians never prepared him for this. "G-Gohan i'm s-so s-sorry"he sobbed "Dad don't cry please......I want to thank you for all those happy times we have shared........ you have to be strong you will be the last living member of our family......" "STOP SAYING THAT GOHAN YOU WILL NOT DIE YOUR ALL I HAVE!" "No your wrong dad you will have Vegeta " "AAAHHH dad my heart ughhh "
"No Gohan fight it please"
"Dad this is a fight I can't win................ now listen make a wish......... for you and......... V-VEG" agonizing screams filled the room as the virus attaked his bleeding heart.
"What son tell me please!!!!" crimson began to leak out of Gohans chapped lips
"SON PLEASE DON'T LEAVE I'M SORRY IM SO.....sorry" Goku looked up to find his son smiling at him
"Good-bye dad.......I love you..." Gohan closed his eyes and never opened them again
and then he was gone............
~end flashback~
"oh kami..." he whispered Goku spent years trying to forget all of that pain but it came back and burned with the same intenseity.
"G-Gohan, Chi-Chi,Goten, Krillin t-there gone theyr'e all....gone" he whispered
" Why- why did they have to have human blood they were all so helpless I couldn't do a thing to stop it" his eyes burned tears threatning to escape.
(Today was supposed to be a happy day for us why is this all coming back now we got over it the first year of our relationship)
"hmm Vegeta I wonder if he noticed that my pain came back"
~Vegeta POV~
Kakarot what was that I saw in your eyes it was....so familier i've seen it before(wait he had the same look the day he.....tried .....to....)
(NO...NO not that day I-I don't want to remember) but it was to late his mind also took him to those dark times.
~flashback~
It's been a week since Gohan died and Goku was isolating himself but how can I help.....I mean he is just my rival right?
Vegeta began to do his usual workout routine but then.....he felt Goku's ki spike ."What the fuck is wrong with that baka now?"
(I shouldn't even care what that idiot does....but this feels different...almost desperate)
With an angry growl Vegeta took to the air and made his way to the Son household when he landed something was in fact different he expected to find Goku training or doing something moronic. But nothing everything was in complete silence except for the faint whimpering echoing in the small home. Now this was depressing Kakarots home was in the exact condition as his......... lonely. Why didn't I relize it before that's why he distanced himself he knew I didn't want him around hhhmmm for once he did something smart. Then why am I here why do I suddenly give a flying fuck about his well-being. Whatever I guess I have to check on the dumbass and figure it out for myself I shouldn't even grace the third-class with my pressance.
As expected he was in room but what he was doing was even more shocking.
Sitting in the middle of the room with a rather large kitchen knife was Goku
"What the fuck are you doing Kaka-...." before he could spit another insult at him Goku fixed his gaze on the prince.
Vegeta saw everything in his eyes sorrow, misery ,suicide, and lust? Anger overtook all rational thinking "How could you..you foolish bastard!" the larger saiyans eyes widened at his sudden outburst.
"What the fuck were you planning to do with that knife stab yourself you fucking clown!!!!!" he lowered his voice when he noticed those piercing eyes became watery. "Did you take in any consideration on what that would do.....to me we are the last of kind remember that...If I didn't come I would've found a more disgusting scene than you just sitting on the floor"
"V-Vegeta......I'm"
"No Kakarot don't even try to apoligize for being weak I'm not one of your idiot friends"
"Then what are you to me Vegeta tell me if you hate me so much why do you CARE!!!!!!"
"Kakarot I um...I" he was speechless neither of the two knew the answer and Vegeta wasn't gonna find it on the wall
He began gasping for air trying to holding back his useless emotions
"Why don't you fucking tell me Kakarot" he whimpered
Goku placed his warm palm on Vegetas shoulder he unknowingly moaned at the simple gesture for comfort but he soon processed the others actions and slapped his hands away. "Don't even try to fucking touch me I'm here to see why you are acting so strange"
"You know what Vegeta you can figure out the answer after I take my life so get the hell out!" he brought the weapon to his cheast and made an effort to end it all. But the other man knocked the knife away before he commited his sin. Vegeta grabbed his wrist and looked up at the other dead In his eyes. "P-PLEASE stop this nonsense"he cried "Dammit Vegeta why do you care"
"I don't know....I just....." at that moment he did the only thing he could do he stroked the other saiyans strong jaw and softly brushed their lips together
They stood there for a few minutes, hours, years to them it felt like an eternity
He licked the smaller mans lips asking for an entrance and he did not hesitate to do so.
Gokus tongue embraced the others at a feverish pace they both did not know why they were doing this but it felt............right.
Both of them were selfish depriving themselves of company and comfort.
They both stopped at the same time and brought their foreheads together staring into each others dark ebony orbs
and they knew the answer............
~end flashback~
To think if I didn't pay a visit to my koi at that moment we never would have had the chance to be together
he would have......k-killed himself. But then again if he didn't try we would have never found the answer we were looking for. I guess fate works in strange twisted ways. I'll go see if he's ready It doesn't take that long to put clothes on even for a baka like him.
When he entered Vegeta almost fainted from shock his lover layed curled up in the same spot he found him all those years ago."KAKAROT!!!" he rushed over to find his mate dozing off and still naked from earlier "What the hell?".
Goku looked up and found an extremely confused saiyan prince
"Oh hey Geta I was just thinking and lost track of time" their was an chance for a rude insult but Vegeta decided to passed it up
"You were having bad flashbacks as well" Goku slowly nodded and a tint of pink began to take form on his face.
Vegeta slowly laid on top of his lover and nuzzled his cheast
"Thank a nap Kakarot then we can go"
"Okay....geta love you" before Vegeta answered Goku was already asleep
"I love you too my tenshi more than you know"
As long as i'm with you Kakarot I will always know the answer
he then let the soft breathing of his mate lull him to sleep............
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tenshi: angel
A/N: awwwwwww the end of this chapter was sappy *blinks out of dazed expression*
You know the drill comment review no flames please i'm just a newbie have some mercy
If I know people like this story i'll keep writing sooooooo hint hintidy hint hint.
Thank you for reading
Love, Kaidan-Chan
Title: Seven years of fireworks
A/N: Whoo hoo!! I got a comment Thanx Purple Ink!!!! you helped me get it together and finish Chapter Two with your kind comment! I didn't think anyone read chapter one so ARIGATO!
disclaimer: Okay OKAY!! i'll say it!!! *FBI agents point guns to my head* I Will never ever own DBZ!!! it belongs to
Toei animation, Funimation,Akira Toryiama, etc... I'M SORRY!! I HAD TO SAY IT!! *a random FBI guy pulls out a memory eraser from Men In Black and wipes out my memory then they leave through the gaping hole in the wall they made* CRAP what was I doing!!!!!
Summary: Horrible moments from the past begin to overtake the couple Angst,love,swearing, and emotions some kissing. I promise there will be more lemons later I just need to get the story straight.
Rating: PG-13/MA....oh I don't know just read!
***************************************************************** *************************************************************************** *************************
"hhhnnn geta" he kissed his love on the cheek and stared at him with half-lidded satisfied eyes"Well you better move your sweet ass Kakarot you don't want to be late for the fireworks" With that statement he left the room leaving a very naked goku to himself." hmmm I think I've already seen them"
Goku sat on the rough carpet in a dazed trance staring out the window the calm winds invading the sun burnt leaves neastled on the
lifeless floor. The predators of the night howeling their sorrow to the heavens but no one will answer them. He could hear the world call out for
help their energy fading and noboby to turn to. He has nightmares of strangers dying in his hands he couldn't save them he just couldn't
sure he and Vegeta will never have to feel their souls leaving them with one last goodbye. Now and forever he has to watch the people he
risked everything to protect die so slowly and he can't stop it.(How Ironic I guess it doesn't matter......... i'm not god and I can't change
anything). The calming traquility then sent his mind to those darker times.....seven years ago.
~flashback~
"SON!!!!!!! NOOO" Gohan stared up at his father
the sorrow was so plain to see in his dull fading eyes "d-dad?" "No Gohan don't talk save your energy" "I don't think I have any energy to spare dad" he whispered "Listen remember when you died beacause of cell........I was so angry at myself.....for letting you die like that..........Seven years you were gone ....I-It burned dad my heart hurt so much from the pain. I thought you were invinceable that no matter what you will always be there but I was wrong .......I acted like it didn't hurt for mom and Goten so they wouldn't see my pain it started to kill me, At nights I would take nimbus...to that spot we always fished at and I cried for so long screaming...for you to notice and help me but you never came dad .......you never came....." Gohan never broke the haunting gaze he gave his father, his creamy white skin glowed in the moonlight and hospital grew even colder.
Twin trails of tears began to fall out of goku's eyes he stared back at his son hopelessly all those years of fighting countless villians never prepared him for this. "G-Gohan i'm s-so s-sorry"he sobbed "Dad don't cry please......I want to thank you for all those happy times we have shared........ you have to be strong you will be the last living member of our family......" "STOP SAYING THAT GOHAN YOU WILL NOT DIE YOUR ALL I HAVE!" "No your wrong dad you will have Vegeta " "AAAHHH dad my heart ughhh "
"No Gohan fight it please"
"Dad this is a fight I can't win................ now listen make a wish......... for you and......... V-VEG" agonizing screams filled the room as the virus attaked his bleeding heart.
"What son tell me please!!!!" crimson began to leak out of Gohans chapped lips
"SON PLEASE DON'T LEAVE I'M SORRY IM SO.....sorry" Goku looked up to find his son smiling at him
"Good-bye dad.......I love you..." Gohan closed his eyes and never opened them again
and then he was gone............
~end flashback~
"oh kami..." he whispered Goku spent years trying to forget all of that pain but it came back and burned with the same intenseity.
"G-Gohan, Chi-Chi,Goten, Krillin t-there gone theyr'e all....gone" he whispered
" Why- why did they have to have human blood they were all so helpless I couldn't do a thing to stop it" his eyes burned tears threatning to escape.
(Today was supposed to be a happy day for us why is this all coming back now we got over it the first year of our relationship)
"hmm Vegeta I wonder if he noticed that my pain came back"
~Vegeta POV~
Kakarot what was that I saw in your eyes it was....so familier i've seen it before(wait he had the same look the day he.....tried .....to....)
(NO...NO not that day I-I don't want to remember) but it was to late his mind also took him to those dark times.
~flashback~
It's been a week since Gohan died and Goku was isolating himself but how can I help.....I mean he is just my rival right?
Vegeta began to do his usual workout routine but then.....he felt Goku's ki spike ."What the fuck is wrong with that baka now?"
(I shouldn't even care what that idiot does....but this feels different...almost desperate)
With an angry growl Vegeta took to the air and made his way to the Son household when he landed something was in fact different he expected to find Goku training or doing something moronic. But nothing everything was in complete silence except for the faint whimpering echoing in the small home. Now this was depressing Kakarots home was in the exact condition as his......... lonely. Why didn't I relize it before that's why he distanced himself he knew I didn't want him around hhhmmm for once he did something smart. Then why am I here why do I suddenly give a flying fuck about his well-being. Whatever I guess I have to check on the dumbass and figure it out for myself I shouldn't even grace the third-class with my pressance.
As expected he was in room but what he was doing was even more shocking.
Sitting in the middle of the room with a rather large kitchen knife was Goku
"What the fuck are you doing Kaka-...." before he could spit another insult at him Goku fixed his gaze on the prince.
Vegeta saw everything in his eyes sorrow, misery ,suicide, and lust? Anger overtook all rational thinking "How could you..you foolish bastard!" the larger saiyans eyes widened at his sudden outburst.
"What the fuck were you planning to do with that knife stab yourself you fucking clown!!!!!" he lowered his voice when he noticed those piercing eyes became watery. "Did you take in any consideration on what that would do.....to me we are the last of kind remember that...If I didn't come I would've found a more disgusting scene than you just sitting on the floor"
"V-Vegeta......I'm"
"No Kakarot don't even try to apoligize for being weak I'm not one of your idiot friends"
"Then what are you to me Vegeta tell me if you hate me so much why do you CARE!!!!!!"
"Kakarot I um...I" he was speechless neither of the two knew the answer and Vegeta wasn't gonna find it on the wall
He began gasping for air trying to holding back his useless emotions
"Why don't you fucking tell me Kakarot" he whimpered
Goku placed his warm palm on Vegetas shoulder he unknowingly moaned at the simple gesture for comfort but he soon processed the others actions and slapped his hands away. "Don't even try to fucking touch me I'm here to see why you are acting so strange"
"You know what Vegeta you can figure out the answer after I take my life so get the hell out!" he brought the weapon to his cheast and made an effort to end it all. But the other man knocked the knife away before he commited his sin. Vegeta grabbed his wrist and looked up at the other dead In his eyes. "P-PLEASE stop this nonsense"he cried "Dammit Vegeta why do you care"
"I don't know....I just....." at that moment he did the only thing he could do he stroked the other saiyans strong jaw and softly brushed their lips together
They stood there for a few minutes, hours, years to them it felt like an eternity
He licked the smaller mans lips asking for an entrance and he did not hesitate to do so.
Gokus tongue embraced the others at a feverish pace they both did not know why they were doing this but it felt............right.
Both of them were selfish depriving themselves of company and comfort.
They both stopped at the same time and brought their foreheads together staring into each others dark ebony orbs
and they knew the answer............
~end flashback~
To think if I didn't pay a visit to my koi at that moment we never would have had the chance to be together
he would have......k-killed himself. But then again if he didn't try we would have never found the answer we were looking for. I guess fate works in strange twisted ways. I'll go see if he's ready It doesn't take that long to put clothes on even for a baka like him.
When he entered Vegeta almost fainted from shock his lover layed curled up in the same spot he found him all those years ago."KAKAROT!!!" he rushed over to find his mate dozing off and still naked from earlier "What the hell?".
Goku looked up and found an extremely confused saiyan prince
"Oh hey Geta I was just thinking and lost track of time" their was an chance for a rude insult but Vegeta decided to passed it up
"You were having bad flashbacks as well" Goku slowly nodded and a tint of pink began to take form on his face.
Vegeta slowly laid on top of his lover and nuzzled his cheast
"Thank a nap Kakarot then we can go"
"Okay....geta love you" before Vegeta answered Goku was already asleep
"I love you too my tenshi more than you know"
As long as i'm with you Kakarot I will always know the answer
he then let the soft breathing of his mate lull him to sleep............
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tenshi: angel
A/N: awwwwwww the end of this chapter was sappy *blinks out of dazed expression*
You know the drill comment review no flames please i'm just a newbie have some mercy
If I know people like this story i'll keep writing sooooooo hint hintidy hint hint.
Thank you for reading
Love, Kaidan-Chan