Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Storm ❯ Yardrat ( Chapter 2 )

Title: The Storm

Author: J.Dee (Yamcha's Saiyan Babe aka Mirashia)

Rating: NC-17- lamely attempted lemon... in this chapter

Story Brief: A storm caused by a ritual performed when it's not suppose to be, sends a witch to the other dimension when she's struck by lightening. Dying in her world she is given a second chance in other. But her friends aren't willing to let go and is she willing to go back??

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I felt the impact of the crash of the pod and I jilted awake and I heard Goku groan a looked over at him to see him lying there he looked terrible like he was really hurt. I pushed a few buttons on the controls and the pod door slid open and I stepped out and stumbled a bit in the large 'Geri' clanky like shoes I was wearing I saw the alien people of the planet Yardrat run away from me I looked back at the pod they probably recognised the Ginyu sign on the pod and though we were of the Ginyu force.

I looked round as Goku tried to get up but I saw his body fail and he fell over and passed out.

"Goku!" I rushed to his side and I pulled him from the wrecked pod and I looked at the buildings the pod had destroyed on it's crash landing. "Next Time Goku let me fly." I said smiling It was always a dream of mine when I was little to fly a space craft.

The people of Yardrat watched me carefully as I lugged Goku's body away from the wreck and trust me now I know how Krillen and Yamcha I think it was in a future episode would feel lugging him on to the craft to get him away from the androids would feel. Goku is not a light person despite he's an animation drawn on paper which technically is light but in person... errrrgh it was no wonder they had problems.

I noticed then the people of Yardrat began to help me and we took Goku to a medi bay where he was to get some rest.

The people of Yardrat we kinda funny looking and Goku was right they knew some awesome techniques. While Goku healed they taught me how to control my ki and how to fly, to fire ki blasts and create my own attacks. It took about a month before Goku was all better. He healed pretty fast. Saiyan and all.

I remember I was trying to get this instant transmission down, but in the end I only learned how to blink the wiccan equivalent of instant transmission. It appeared my wiccan side was stronger than my saiyan side and I feared how my human body would react to the heart virus I knew Goku got it on Yardrat and I was here with him. I managed to 'blink' to where Goku was training with out realising it. That was a problem with me you just need a quick thought and boom ya gone to where ever ya were thinking of.

I watched Goku train he was truly something else he was trying to reach super saiyan I could tell so apart from learning instant transmission I knew he was adjusting to his super saiyan abilities. I wanted him to teach me how to go super saiyan. But first I wanted to get use to being saiyan. I let my tail droop down from my waist I still wore the same clothes I'd arrived in and trust me the 'Geri' shoes were getting pretty easy to walk on. I just hate running in them they're like devil torture shoes.

Goku turned round and he looked at me and smiled. "Oh hey wow you seem to of got the instant transmission down. Fast learner huh?" he asked with a smile.

"It's not the same as they're teaching you. I just think of a place and I'm there. Where as what they're teaching locking on to a power level." I explained. "I think what I'm doing is called blinking. It's from my training as a witch."

"So you're a saiyan witch wow." He stood there looking at me.

I was looking back at him amazed by the amount of power that was surrounding him in his super saiyan form. He was truly something else in person. I give him so much credit after meeting him in person. He is a truly great fighter and I admire that.

There was silence before Goku spoke up again.

"They summoned the dragon up to wish me back. I said no. As much as I want to see my family again I have to train with out any interruptions so I can get stronger to protect my friends and family from any further trouble." He said.

I nodded. "Well I'll leave you to train then."

I was about to leave when I felt his hand grab my arm. I looked at him. His teal colored eyes had locked on my brown ones. "I need a sparring partner. I know you've fought in the past I can see it in your eyes. What do you say?" He asked.

I nodded slowly and I took my shoes off there was no way I was training in those clunkers I'm not Sarah Jessica Parker, I'm still part kiwi I don't mind walking round in bare foot. I put my shoes to a side and Goku smirked at me it was a typical saiyan smirk and I smirked back at him copying Vegeta's all famous smirk and I dropped back in to a defence stance. Goku then charged up in a burst of golden flames and then he charged me I surprised him and my self, by blinking behind him and hitting him in the back with a flying kick. That was the only advantage I got over him. This is Goku here c'mon as if I could beat him up. I then proceeded to get my ass kicked.

But I managed to hold him off for about an hour, before he floored me and I lay there gasping for breath and he looked down at me.

"Wow you're pretty good." he remarked impressed.

I nodded. "But you didn't even break a sweat and me I think I can't move." He smiled and he sat down beside me waiting for me to get up.

It was then Goku looked over in the distance and we saw a light and Goku quickly shielded me with his body as an explosion rung out in the distance. Pieces flying everywhere it was nearby too. But not close enough to hurt unless you were hit by some flying debri.

"What was that?!" I panicked as I tried to move.

Goku looked down at me. "Meteorite. They say it happens regularly round here."

I nodded breathing deeply I looked up at him. And I cursed myself for suddenly being weak in his presence. Now I never would of thought myself to admire Goku as I did. If any saiyan I admired it was Vegeta and Trunks. The Son family seemed a bit to... er goofy for me. But I reached up and ran a hand through the golden hair I was so amazed by it and feeling his power so close to mine. I looked at him.

"That super saiyan stuff. It's going to impress me till the day I die... again." I said.

My hand went from his hair and I couldn't help myself this is worlds strongest fighter hoovering inches over me. I had to touch the side of his face I ran my hand over the soft skin, it looked animated still and so did my hand against his face. My skin tone much paler than his. Both his hands were resting on either side of my head and he was looking down at me. We'd been on this planet a full six months at this stage. My heart was over Andy. By spending so much time with Goku. I know he's married, but what usually happens in these situations when a husband goes away from his family for a long while. No one is ever truly faithful...

I scolded myself for letting my heart open to that of a married man. I watched as his eyes closed as my hand continued to feel for contours of his face, anything to show he was partly real. But everything was just so perfect.

I heard a small groan in the back of his throat. And my hand slipped round to the back of his neck I was curious wouldn't you be? I pulled his face close to mine and I kissed him on the lips. It was like nothing ever before no messy exchange of fluids. It was like it wasn't real. It to seemed perfect. Especially when I heard that groan again and he kissed me back. I felt myself succumb under him as he moved his entire body over mine my insides aching for that 'feeling' of somebody again.

Before we knew what was happening we were tearing at each other's clothes in primal animal instinct. I felt Goku's hand grab my tail. I thought he was going to try and weaken me with it but he began to run his hand up it lightly the feeling gave me shivers all over and I shook with excitement.

"Are you seeing anybody?" He whispered in my ear.

I shook my head. "No." I replied in a whisper. Before I felt him trail feather light kisses down my neck. It felt like such a rush. Something I'd never felt before.

We were out where anyone of the Yardrat people could come across us, and we were naked together. I knew Goku was a married man although he hadn't told me. I just knew everyone who watched dragonball knew. And me arriving in the same pod as him... oh no not on. Can we say one name Chi-chi!!!

I felt his knee edge my legs apart. I wasn't going to protest. I felt him enter me swiftly and I cried out the pain was unbearable to start off with and clung on to his strong shoulders. It must of looked so worrying to him. My memories of the other world were still clear in my head. But I couldn't exactly say to his face 'damaged goods' should I? I felt Goku cradle me as I clung to him. I felt like the biggest liar ever.

"You're not a-" he began worriedly.

"No... you just caught me off guard." I replied.

I felt his kisses start up on my neck and my shoulder while he held me close and his member stroking my insides. I couldn't help but groan I couldn't believe it. Goku of all people was being untrue. I guess it's my fault I just wanted to kiss him. But we moved on further from that. Damn saiyan primal instinct things!

Goku sat up pulling me on top of him till I was on his lap my legs hooked round his slender but well toned waist. I kissed him on the lips again. It was salty this time round but both of us were working up a sweat and Goku's hand touched the side of my face this time I knew he was looking in to my feelings. I knew he was looking in to my past and reading my mind all at once, but for some odd reason no one was on my mind but him. I looked at him as he brushed some of my sweat drenched hair from my brow and he kissed me on the forehead like a father to a child. My mind calculated our age difference there was five years difference. Goku was eighteen when he got married to Chi-chi and they had Gohan. Gohan was now eight. That made Goku twenty-six. Yet he seemed to be just older for the moment he seemed to act older unlike the innocent untainted soul that the show described him as. I felt his kisses run down me and pause at my breasts where his tongue flicked round teasing the buds and I groaned. Inside I felt really bad. I honestly did but my body wanted somebody. Just like his did. I wanted to forget this experience quickly. But when ya sleep with a cartoon character it isn't that easy to forget.

I can remember the climax though it's like both our power levels soared and I'm sure the people of Yardrat stayed back from us because they knew what we were doing. I watched as Goku powered up to super saiyan and I gasped as I felt the power. He must of felt my wiccan power rise. Sex is a very powerful thing, though it's not practiced as often as it used to be. A.I.D.S and stuff like that... but this is the anime world I don't think they worry much about that. But as I was saying, Goku finished off as a super saiyan probably so he could keep that one step stronger than me. I don't know why but men seem to like to dominate alot. Even saiyan men.

After the whole thing we both collapsed with each other. I couldn't help myself his golden hair was so amazing, he watched me as I ran my hand through it. Maybe one day I'll achieve that kind of power. I looked at Goku as he kissed me it was different though and he looked at me with teal eyes.

"Nothing can come of this." he said, it was almost cold sounding. Now that wasn't the Goku I knew. But family he must of felt so guilty. and me I felt really bad.

I looked at him. I knew he was going to tell me he was married. He was still seemly loyal at least. Was I going to have to act angry or surprised? Probably surprised.

"Lee," he began he'd taken to calling me Lee I didn't mind it sounded good coming from him. I felt his hand run through my hair. "I'm married." He said and looked at me. I knew he was looking for a reaction.

I nodded slowly. "And you let me..." I stopped and sighed I played innocent.

"Lee you'll find somebody, you're still young. I have a family I have to go back to. A planet to protect I can sense Frieza's still alive out there." Goku said.

"I understand I have to stay behind. It wouldn't look good if I went back with you. I'll just find a ship and keep going to where ever I'm suppose to be going." I tried to move from under Goku but he didn't budge from over me. Instead I felt his hand touch my tail again and I felt a sadness inside me. I'd just been used by someone who was suppose to be a hero. So much for a perfect world. But nothing is ever perfect. Could I forgive myself for putting me in that situation? Not really. Part of me fell in love with him when that happened.

"Your not planning on leaving now are you?" Goku asked.

I looked at him and I blinked. "I can't I'm stranded I have no ship."

"You're going to come back to earth there are other saiyans there. We should stick together being the last of our kind. There's my son Gohan and Vegeta. I know he was wished there."

"Prince Vegeta huh?" I asked with a smirk. Cranky old Vegeta It always wanted to met Mr. Psycho.

Goku looked at me as he powered down. "You've heard of Vegeta?" he asked.

"What living saiyan hasn't?" I asked back with a sigh. Truthfully I don't know if that was true or not but yeah any dragonball z freak has heard of or admired Vegeta.

Goku looked at me with those sympathetic dark eyes of his and he moved from on top of me. I got dressed slowly and I looked over at Goku as he changed. He wore his gi pants his abs and chest perfectly sculpted. I looked at him as he walked up to me and cupped my chin in his hand. He'd never meet a saiyan woman before. I realised I hadn't either. His mouth touched mine again as much as I wanted to push him away and tell him to got back to his family I couldn't, his tongue probing in to my mouth. I had been marked. I wasn't the wife- I was lover. The other woman.

Goku's kisses trailed down my neck and I whined as his hand slipped round my tail again. I made a mental note to get it removed it was a weakness I shouldn't of even asked for it in the first place. I felt the sudden the sudden bite on my neck and I gasped, I'd read it in many fics of a saiyan marking. But Goku he was married. He wasn't suppose to mark me.

"Goku what are you doing?" I asked panicked.

I felt both his hands move to an arm each holding me to the spot and I felt the drawing of blood and the sudden dizzy spells I got when ever I lost any blood through un-natural causes.

"Goku I think you better stop." I groaned.

He pulled back and looked at me. I was becoming too attached to him it wasn't right I wasn't suppose to be. But then who was there for me. Could I always remain as the secret other woman? I think not. I'd be more hated than Vegeta by the rest of the z fighters. I watched Goku as he ran a finger along the tattoo on my arm and he looked at me curiously. I'd only managed to get in to my underwear and skirt at this stage.

"These markings. Where did you get them?" he asked.

I looked at my ying yang tattoo on my upper left arm I watched as Goku's thumb ran round the circle permitter of it. I realised not many anime characters had body markings and if they did they were always on the aliens.

"I got it when I was eighteen." I said proudly.

"You got it?" Goku asked.

"Yeah when I found out I was Chinese in heritage I planned to get a tattoo done. my martial art instructor said it was cool and he gave me a half an hour lector on the meaning of Ying and Yang. Don't ask me to repeat it cause it went in one ear and out the other." I laughed.

Goku smiled. He seemed fascinated by the body marking.

"How did they get it like that though?" He asked.

Now Goku is very naive in person with everyday things. But it's cute the naive thing.

I grinned I knew I was going to say one word that would make this mighty super saiyan tremble in fair.

"I got it via needle." I smiled as Goku went pale and looked at me.

"A needle?!?!" He exclaimed.

"Yeah what they do is have a needle lined up with ink and it makes small puncture like holes on the skin the ink seeping in to the skin adds the color through the needle." I explained.

Goku paled a bit and I smiled at him. I turned round and showed him the crow tattoo in the middle of my back. "This was the first tattoo I got done. I was seventeen. Underage and everything I tricked the guy in to giving it to me." I beamed.

I felt Goku push my hair aside as his ran his finger over the tattoo. "It's like a scar but not. Like it's one with the skin." He said. "But a needle?" he asked again.

I closed my eyes as his hand travelled up my back to the back of my right shoulder blade his finger tracing the third tattoo an ankh (Celtic cross) I felt him kiss the skin and I almost went dizzy with excitement. His arms wrapped round my waist. I must of looked so tiny compared to him.

"Anymore of these markings?" he asked.

"No I got a fear of needles after the third tattoo I lost consciousness while having it done." I laughed nervous and Goku looked at me strangely.

"You have a fear of needles?" he asked confused.

"Not as big as you do... but yeah kinda. Every time I go to the doctor I get jabbed three or four time they can't find my veins, so yeah I have a healthy um dislike of them." I replied with a shrug.

"How come you lost consciousness. You shouldn't of." He said.

I knew he was referring to my saiyan abilities but I wasn't a saiyan when I got them done. But I didn't tell him that.

"I don't remember I guess it's cause I felt the needle jabbing close to the bone on my shoulder blade and it hit a nerve and I fainted." I explained and rubbed the back of my neck. I felt Goku shudder. It was pretty gross just thinking about it. Tattoo's are very messy when they're first done. At least all three of mine were...

I relaxed in to Goku's embrace and wondered in my own little dream reality the what ifs situation between us. What if he didn't go back to earth. What if we stayed on Yardrat together. I knew it would never happen earth needed him. But I felt like I needed him too and for an instant I realised his family needed him as well.

I swallowed lightly. I knew Goku loved Gohan with all his heart and he would be back for his son. I suddenly felt like the bad guy or girl in my case. What would happen to me if I was to go back with Goku? Would Gohan look upon me with such hatred. But who could I end up with if not Goku? Tien? there was no way. We all knew Krillen gets eighteen so that's a big no no. Chaoitsu? I think he's eternally a child. Yamcha? No he's got that 'someone else' Trunks mentioned. Now Trunks. That was a defiant possibility. But then there's the timeline thing. I guess that leaves me eternally alone. Because there was no way I was going to get Vegeta. No way no how as cute as he was and everything I wasn't going to jeopardise Trunks' birth like that. But being with Goku wasn't I jeopardising Goten's birth? I smiled Goten the little mini Goku, if only I had actually been reborn then Goten was a definite possibility. But he wasn't even conceived yet like Trunks. But I am admitting I like Goten.

I felt Goku's hand draw circles on my stomach as we stood in silence My back against his bare chest.

"So what now?" I asked breaking the silence.

Goku looked down at me he turned my head to face him and he kissed me again. It wasn't the reply I wanted first. But I wasn't protesting. People always wondered what Goku got up to on Yardrat and maybe his innocent pure heart routine was a bit to over the top. Anybody notice after Namek the lack of the flying Nimbus?? I always wondered about that. I felt Goku slip the strap of my bra down my arm.

I felt that rising sensation my wiccan powers was always acute to for men. I had to stop before anything more happened. I pulled back quickly.

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To Be Continued...

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Title: The Storm

Author: J.Dee (Yamcha's Saiyan Babe aka Mirashia)

Rating: NC-17- lemon??... in this chapter

Story Brief: A storm caused by a ritual performed when it's not suppose to be, sends a witch to the other dimension when she's struck by lightening. Dying in her world she is given a second chance in other. But her friends aren't willing to let go and is she willing to go back??

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Goku looked at me and he blushed suddenly realising. "Please don't do this to me I want to be with you. Gods help me I think I've fallen for you. But your married don't make us in to something we're not." I grabbed my shirt and slipped it on and picked up my shoes and I walked off I was hurting inside again.

"I'm sorry Lee." I heard him whisper after me my new saiyan abilities kicking in.

I wiped the tears from my face with the back of my hand. I wanted to go back to earth with him. Meet all the other cool Z characters like Trunks and Android Seventeen.

But I knew I couldn't. I'd get nothing but shunned. Or would I? Do people get shunned in anime series? I think they just get written to the background. I think that might happen to me get written in to the background and forgotten. I stopped walking outside the building where the nice people of Yardrat had lodged us to stay till they could repair the Ginyu pod. I walked inside slowly my mind drifting and I threw my shoes down to the side in the corner of my simple but yet cosy room and I stripped down and I picked up a white shirt and ripped the purple frilly thing off from round the neck and pulled the shirt up and over my head. and picking up a pair of the trousers I grabbed my clothes and some soap and wandered in to the area designed for laundry and began to do my washing.

My mind drifted to the group back on earth and I smiled to myself thinking on Seventeen he never really hooked up with anyone. But he killed Krillen in the GT series I think when he came back as Super Seventeen. He didn't look as cute like that. I smiled maybe I could be with a cold android be shunned like he was. Then I realised that there are some dragonball characters that did get shunned and I frowned. I knew then no one should come to know of what had happened with me and Goku and I told myself not to let it happen again. But as I thought on it my hand touched the side of my neck where Goku had bit me. Could I really just stop seeing Goku? he was after all the main guy of Dragonball and all its follow up series.

After I'd done my washing I hung my skirt, top and underwear along a line in the room and I powered up my ki and lit the fire with a simple but small and effect fireball and the room began to heat up and the clothes began to dry I lay down on the bed in the room and I looked long and hard at the ceiling. I think I drifted off looking at that ceiling counting the cracks. Because I woke up sensing Goku in the room I remember sitting up and I saw him sitting on a simple but yet still effective wooden stool he was looking at me.

"Are you angry with me?" He asked.

I shook my head. "No I'm angry at me for opening up my heart again only to have it ripped out of my chest again." I sighed to myself.

I felt like a victim of Mola Ram. I always felt like a victim of Mola Ram. Mola Ram must of been having a field day, er year with all my hearts.

Goku got up and he walked over to the bed and he sat down on the end of it his elbows resting on his knees staring at the fire.

"I've never meet a female saiyan before Lee I guess I was drawn to you. I don't actually know but I'm sorry." He lowered his head.

I placed my hands behind my head. "Goku I'm in love with you I know that. But I'm not going to run away this time. But I can't be with you. But I can't leave you either. You saved my life on Namek and I owe you that. But until I can repay you for that. I'm not going to leave you alone either." I remarked looking at the ceiling.

I felt Goku move on to the bed and lie down beside me. He seemed fascinated with me for some reason I guess it was the female saiyan thing. I looked at him. He moved so he was hoovering over me and I removed my hands from under his head and I touched the side of his neck instinctively looking for a 'claim' mark on him but I couldn't see one. Goku I knew by his look knew what I was looking for.

"My wife is human. My son though he's half saiyan." He said reading my mind.

I looked at Goku. "But you marked me? Did you mark her too?" I asked.

He shook his head slowly. I guess I believed him because I really don't know if he did or not. I curled in to him resting my head on his shoulder like I had in the Ginyu pod when we'd been thrown in to status and I felt Goku's arm slid round me. I closed my eyes tired. I don't know why but I guess I was tired and I just fell asleep, and I felt Goku fall asleep not long after me.

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The next morning was kinda awkward I mean I had only seen Goku as just someone who I owed my life to and knowing that I had willingly had sex with him was making me fluster then the sharing the bed. It was an accident I'm sure of if.

Goku seemed quiet content him and people of Yardrat were eating and I mean boy were they eating! Never have I seen such massive amounts of food devoured so quickly and I mean piles of it. I've seen anime's before where the hero eats alot but Goku... and watching in person I was sitting in disbelief now I know how Trunks felt watching Goku and Gohan eat like there was no tomorrow after coming out of the time chamber. I looked down at my tiny pile of food compared to theirs and I picked at it. Not very saiyan huh? I guess what I had on my mind was the million and one ways Chi-chi would string me up torture me and then feed my insides to the dinosaurs...

I swallowed my mouthful. Not all saiyans had to eat like guts. Okay Gohan and Goku well they were bad enough. But even Gohan was in awe of his dad's eating abilities.

Yet he was 'his father's son' as I remember Chi-chi I think described him in an episode upcoming towards the battle with Cell.

"You finished eating?" Goku's' voice interrupted my thoughts and I looked up and fell off my chair in anime style as I saw every plate was practically empty I had been in my dream world what two minutes and fifteen plates were empty in front of him.

"Lee you okay?" Goku asked leaning over the table looking at me on the floor. "Was it something I said?" He added.

That was the first time I'd actually sat in the mess hall with Goku and the Yardratians- is that even a word to describe their race? It was the first time I saw them eat. The Yardrats were pretty bad like Chaoitsu, Yamcha, Tien bad like when they were training on King Ki's but Goku. Goku topped any man I'd ever come across with a large appetite- even my own brother.

I jumped to my feet and sat back down Goku gave me one of those typical grins of his. I admitted it was rather cute and I sat there quietly eating the rest of my food I was not going to be a guts. I was brought up in an upper class society. If, I was going to binge. I would do it like Vegeta. When no ones looking. Well I don't know Vegeta actually does that. But I've seen pictures... If only I still had them I could use them as like blackmail against the prince. Who at this stage was somewhere out in the galaxy looking for Goku as we sat here so casually. I knew there was trouble on earth with Garlic junior but Goku didn't seem any the wiser. Always oblivious like the child at heart he was. I admitted I was kind of drawn to that aspect of him.

When I finished my food, I stood up slowly and watched as Goku was sitting back watching me. I smiled at him. He got up.

"Are you up for some training?" He asked.

I nodded. "I don't see why not."

Both of us were wearing the 'in fashion' on Yardrat at first I'd been reluctant but after a while the clothes they were quiet comfortable and it made it easier for me to train in than a mini skirt. What I loved though was the wild white shirt and if you moved in the light or it hit the shirt from an angle is lit up almost like a UV light hitting it would. I'm easily entertained by this shirt I love it. So sue me I'm going to start my own fashion label when I get to earth. Well maybe...

Goku and I flew over to an abandoned area the people of Yardrat had cleared out for us to train in. Six months left til Goku would go and maybe I could make a home on earth to. Not with or near Goku though for my own safety that wasn't wise. Especially when Chi-chi and Gohan found out, about me. I adored Gohan in his cute lil' I'm eight I'm adorable stage. But he would hate me when he found out the truth and he would. I knew he would they all would. I'm such a negative person I probably make Vegeta look like a ray of sunshine on a bad day.

"Well shall we get started?" Goku asked pulling the cool looking armour breast plate off over his head. I didn't wear the armour plate there something about metal crushing my chest that makes me cringe in pain.

I nodded in reply to Goku's question flipping my hair round my finger and in to a hair clip I was lucky to have I pulled my hair in to a pony tail and smirked at Goku as he powered up. He didn't go super saiyan so I knew he was going to go easy on me today. Hopefully we wouldn't end up like we did yesterday. But there wasn't meteors round this area to make us end up that close and I was going to resist any urge I had towards him. It was for the best. I had to make us grow apart, not close together like we had.

Goku charged first he knew me well enough to know for some reason I never attacked. Reason being martial arts is a form of defence the style I learn there is rarely an attack move. Being as it's called self defence for a reason.

I ducked the attack just and hit the ground as Goku flew round for another shot and he fired a ki blast I held my hand up in front of myself and sent out my own blast the two of them crashing and smouldering against each other.

I could feel the heat burning up in my hands I knew I was going to have to think of some move to get Goku off guard but he was so much more skilled at this then me. I smiled to myself and hid one hand behind my back powering up a small ki ball while other held the blast in front of me and I held the ki ball up and threw it at Goku he saw it coming and moved his head to the side and whizzed by and he grinned at me.

"Sneaky Lee but you're going to have to do better than that." he remarked.

"Oh have and I motioned with my finger the c'mere sign.

Goku looked over his shoulder as the ki ball charged back with him directly for his back Goku dropped down letting the main beam go I stopped the beam and shook my hands as Goku played dodge with my ki ball it couldn't hurt him. It was something I remembered Yamcha using on the show to fight the saiyans of the past and it seemed like a pretty good idea. It was quiet easy to control and I saw Goku run at me and I squealed as he tackled me to the ground and ki ball whizzed over head and crashed in the distance.

So much for not getting close I guess. But Goku worked it out I was controlling the ball, take me out the ball goes as well. He's not as naive as everyone things he is. He maybe in the general overall thing but when it comes to battle he it the most strategically prepared man I've ever faced. He beat Frieza even though his power level was much lower than the icejin tyrant.

I looked at Goku holding me down to the ground and he looked at me I smiled kinda nervous and I knew I was blushing. There Goku ran his hand up my sleeved arm his hand touching mine and his fingers interlocking with mine. I knew instinctively that no matter what happened we'd keep getting drawn back to each other until I'd at least found someone to replace the hole in my heart.

Before I knew it both of Goku's hands were linked with mine holding my hands above my head. I felt his breath close to mine we were only slightly sweaty, he less than me. His lips touched mine and I swallowed.

"Goku... don't do this to me..." I pleaded in a whisper.

It was no use really though when a guy gets his turn on, he gets them I guess saiyan turn ons were battle. Was I suppose to fight him off? I didn't know how could I? He was so much stronger than me. I felt his lips again and I felt a groan come from the back of my throat. He kissed me more fiercely this time in a way I'd only felt before and my mind flicked to it quickly and panic shot through me at the memory.

flashes of a past I never wanted to see again. A face I never wanted to remember. My father's face. Now you've got to remember in their world abusive father's didn't really exist the closest would of been what? Vegeta. And he wasn't a daddy yet.

Goku picked it up and he looked at me suddenly.

"Who was that I just saw?" He asked.

I blinked and looked at him. "Wha?"

"You had a face in your mind." His concern general, and he let my hands go.

"My father." I replied.

Goku looked shocked. "But he-"

"Loved to beat me, an inch from life- when he couldn't get any." I closed my eyes I wanted to shut out the memories. But I couldn't my world memories locked forever in my scarred mind.

Goku's hand touched my brow gingerly and he looked at me. "Your dad was he a-"

"Saiyan?" I finished.

Goku nodded. I didn't know what to say my dad had the anger of a saiyan. I lied to Goku again I hated doing that, so I decided I would tell him part truth part fiction the only fiction my father being saiyan.

"Yeah and my mother was a witch she was the only one who could really control him until I was about fifteen. Then I had to protect myself and my brother and my mother when she fell sick. I picked up martial arts to defence my mother and brother. and I hate myself for leaving them behind." I couldn't believe I said the last part it was true I hated myself for willingly let Odin- kill me. I left behind the brother who had shared so much pain with me.

I always knew I was going to die first but I didn't know I was going to die so young. I felt Goku wipe tears from my face. I was becoming weak. I let someone see me cry. For the first time in years I actually let someone see my cry. I was too proud before and I'd never shed tears over my past. But to let them all go I knew I was going to cry to do so. I felt Goku scoop me up and hold me I was an emotional mess.

"You let it out Lee." he whispered. "Don't let pride taint your heart with hatred."

I knew Goku was referring to what he had seen it in Vegeta. So I cried and just clung on to Goku and cried. And he'd gone back in to his fatherly mode, just holding me. Years raising Gohan he had given him the skill of a good father. A father I never had nor experienced.

After the tears were shed I wiped the back of my sleeve over my eyes and I wondered if my eyes were all puffy in red like in reality or was it like I hadn't cried at all. This after all was animation. I felt Goku kiss me in the most loving way ever and felt like I wanted to suddenly start crying again. How could he do this to my emotions he threw me so off balance. But for some reason I kissed him back and I felt his hand slid under the shirt. I didn't tense up. I guess part of me wanted to be loved and I felt Goku peel the shirt up and over my head. His gaze on my quarts crystal, hanging round my neck on a simple silver chain. His hands he placed them on my stomach and I closed my eyes as his hands just began to caress my skin, nothing more than like a calming massage. I knew I was just going to let what happened yesterday happen again. Why did I always have a problem with the word no??

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Goku just picked me up and my shirt and flew me back to where I slept lay me in bed and I felt like I was suddenly five years old not just five years younger. His lips touching mine reminded me though that he cared. At least while we were on Yardrat we had each other. The minute we arrive on earth it would go back to be me and whatever happened on Yardrat was gone. I knew it. The kiss lingered for a long time while his hands travelled my body. My body swimming in the gentle attention it was getting. It was like he was apologising for scaring up the nasty memories.

I felt my hands snake up to his neck and hold him in the kiss and I found that my hands pulled his shirt from his body along with the trousers he was tugging my own off until we were both there again this time in the privacy of my room, naked.

His kisses travelled downward last time it had just been a total lust thing this time we were really getting attached to each other...

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I don't know what came over me but I was letting myself get attached to a married man. A married man who had a family, and was yet to have one more son. But when two people are together for long enough it's odd they seem to automatically become attuned to the other's ways. I felt his hand grabbing mine. I found myself wondering who control who in his relationship with Chi-chi. But for now I think I was at least in some control. I found myself nipping at his neck. That damn primal saiyan instinct thing was taking over. I had control but not control over it as I bit down in to neck. Goku grabbed on me suddenly. He didn't pull me back though. He accepted it.

There were alot of things you didn't see in the anime that made me wonder what had happened. Like what reason had Bulma broken up with Yamcha for? Just because, there was another woman. I found that hard to believe considering Yamcha in the anime turned in to a bumbling and blushing mess round woman. When did Launch leave Roshi's island? How on earth had Bulma and Vegeta got together? When exactly was Goten conceived? How did Goten and Trunks meet? What was Videl doing when her father was 'fighting' Cell?

I should of stopped what I was doing. It was unfair to either of us. I would become just a friend after this like with Andy. Could I handle being the friend? probably not I couldn't handle being Andy's best friend while he dated her…

I felt Goku's hand run through my hair as my mouth held firm on his neck. I couldn't believe myself I was claiming the saviour of the dragonball world as mine. What would happen to me after he died. Would I survive the androids or Cell. Gods only knew. Would I end up with a broken heart again. That was a definite 'Hell yeah'. I felt Goku pull me up and our lips meet again.

I smirked down at him. He just smiled and I forever love that smile. It's cute. He's cute especially in person with that wild hair of his. His hand touching the side of my face. I looked at him. It was a selfish thought but I wanted him for myself. I didn't want him to go back to Chi-chi. I could tell he knew that's what I was thinking cause he looked at me with sympathy.

"Lee." he whispered.

"Shhhh." I touched a finger to his lips and leant down and kissed him ever so softly.

I lead the moment and he let me control I guess cause he kinda felt sorry for me. But what could I do. This was the dragonball world he would never leave Chi-chi for me. I was still a kid at least to people like Vegeta, Piccolo and the other Z fighters. I wasn't the equivalent to Gohan as a kid but a kid neither the less, probably seen in the equivalent of Trunks, just without the super saiyan ability.

Damn how I wanted to feel that power.

But right now I knew exactly how Chhaya felt she had been used by a married man. At least hers was separated at the time. Goku wasn't. Bad me... bad bad bad...

Goku's hand moved to touch my brow wiping the hair from my face I wondered how I looked to him. To me my reflection looked animated. It was odd seeing myself like that. It was odd feeling the animated sweat on my forehead. Goku rolled over taking me with him. Till I was underneath his weight and he looked down at me. I looked up at him. I felt upset. I felt used yet it was too addicting to stop. We had to pull apart and I knew he was thinking that. Goku flicked some of my fringe to the side. Goku pulled the control strings now. I flushed suddenly I must of looked so odd to him.

But he didn't say what I thought he was going to say.

"Lee. If only I had meet you earlier." He whispered.

I looked up at him. "I would of just been a kid when you were getting married. I'm sure thirteen and eighteen year olds look reeeeeeaaal good together." I drooled.

Goku looked at me. I think he picked up on the sarcasm. But he didn't say anything he just touched the quartz crystal round my neck I had a feeling it was some sort of key for me at least to contact my friends and let them know I was okay in this new dimension. This wasn't what I expected the afterlife to be like. But I guess each after life is what you make of it. I shivered slightly at feeling the cold and Goku pulled the blankets from my bed up and over the two of us then he wrapped his arms round me and rolled to the side and I curled in to him.

"Alot must of happened to you while growing up to have that negative side. It's alot like Vegeta's just not as evil." Goku remarked.

"I can be evil." I protested. "I just don't want the karma that follows with it, so I have to be good." I added.

I saw Goku smile and I blinked he looked amused.

"What?" I asked.

"No you can't, evil doesn't care what happens to it. You do so it means-"

"Hey I can. If I say I can, I can. Don't test me." I said pointing a finger at him.

"Lee you don't have it in you. Evil just isn't in your heart." he said.

"Awww." I pouted in mockery.

Goku kissed me on the forehead. "You're not like other girls." He said.

"I know I've got the furry belt fashion thing going on. What saiyan girl can also start it as a fashion trend?" I asked.

He held me tight like I wanted to be held. "You're in between you know that between good and neutral." He remarked.

"I'll prove you wrong Goku. I'll be evil one day." I remarked.

"No you won't." He replied.

Goku was still smiling though I knew he was right though. I could be a pain in the butt but I couldn't truly be evil. You'd think I could with the environment I was raised in but no part of me choose to keep hope alive.

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Our time on Yardrat passed by pretty quickly I trained with Goku whenever I had time. Most of the time though I hung out with the Yardrat people trying to learn their lingo. Now it sounded like gibberish in beeps and blips but Goku learned quickly how unfair. I was never one for alien languages anyways. But I got some tips on how to build a space ship. Which might I add is not as easy as it looks. But mechanics luckily it is something my mother's side of the family is good at and I think I inherited a few genes to help me with that... if it's even a gene at all...

The Mechanic gene... like the Y and the X and the Bee-Gees... I don't know anything about genes. I soooo skipped doing biology in high school. I got the offer and me well I like blood and cutting pieces of flesh up... sick and twisted as it is I like it. But I didn't take the biology offer it clashed with my art class... art will always come first then the nasty bloody stuff. I like seeing other people's blood but when I see my own I like totally faint... I'm like such a wimp I hate getting cut. Yet I can do it to others... ironic huh?

Well we must of been on Yardrat about ten months according to my watch boy was I glad I was wearing it when I died along with my hair pins and jewellery. As I worked on the Ginyu space pod I felt the sudden approach of an energy or power level and I looked up. It was then I was an oval creme, yellow and dark purple colored ship begin to land and I knew instantly it was Frieza's ship. I froze.

I knew I was strong but not strong enough to face him and I wondered why Goku never mentioned in the series about Frieza's visit to Yardrat unless he hadn't and it was because they picked up two strong power levels instead of one. Or they thought Yardrat was earth. In any case it was Frieza's ship and I watched as the hatch opened. And there he stood in his android form he walked out. I stood up I was stunned. Who wouldn't be.

I grabbed my tail and hid it the best I could behind my back. I knew how Frieza hated saiyans and after his embarrassing defeat by Goku he'd hate them even more. But it was no good they had seen it I could tell by the way Frieza looked at me.

"Well well look here a grease monkey. Well girl I'm looking for a certain Saiyan." Frieza said. I looked behind Frieza to see if King Cold was with him. But I couldn't pick up his power level on the ship. He must of been doing so recruitment and meeting up with Frieza later. Maybe if I took on Frieza I'd save the others the chance of meeting him. But that was stupid I was no way as strong as Goku.

I let go of my tail and Frieza looked at me I knew he recognised my face I'd arrived on the scene for him to see me before being blasted by Goku and his android hand spun round in it's connection and his metallic tail swished back and forward thumping the ground and he began to spark ever so slightly. I knew he was remembering me, and I knew I was going to be in big trouble.

"Tell me where he is monkey and I'll let you live." Frieza said.

"He's not here." I lied as I stepped in front of the insignia of the Ginyu pod hiding it.

Frieza laughed and he held his hand up a tiny sphere floating at the end of his finger and he pointed it at me.

"I'll give you once chance monkey. Tell me where the saiyan Goku is."

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To Be Continued…