Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ The Bouncer ❯ Forget? Or Forgive? ( Chapter 9 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Majin_Broly 
Does Goku want her back? Does he want to forgive or forget Chi-Chi?
NC-17: Slight Rape, Language
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Romance / Action | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 07.29.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.5K | Visits: 223 | Status: Completed
Does Goku want her back? Does he want to forgive or forget Chi-Chi?
NC-17: Slight Rape, Language
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Romance / Action | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 07.29.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.5K | Visits: 223 | Status: Completed
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The Bouncer
Forget? Or Forgive?
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Chi-Chi couldn't believe it Goku was awake! His eyes were open and his hand was holding hers. Her own eyes began to cry seeing him back awake. " Goku...." She said biting her lip as her hand went up to his face. She felt the water fall from his eyes as her hands wiped away his tears. A small smile graced his lips and Chi-Chi broke down sobbing. She buried her face next to his as she sobbed. " Oh Goku your awake! I never thought you would!" She cried as Goku's weak hands went to her shoulders. Gently he pushed her away.
" No... Chi-Chi....." Goku said as it was difficult for him to speak. He saw the confusion and hurt in her eyes as he pushed her away. But he had to do this. " Just.... go...." He said looking away dejectedly.
" Goku please don't make me leave! I don't want to leave you again!" Chi-Chi said as her tears running down her face. Goku wanted to push her away, though she understood why. How could she ask him to forgive him, she nearly killed him!
" Leave....." She heard him say but she shook her head.
" Goku I won't. Please just let me stay here, I know its all my fault your in the hospital, I nearly killed you and im sorry but please don't ask me leave." Chi-Chi held his hand which wanted to pull away but she held it firmly but gently.
" I..... don't.... care.... anymore." Goku said weakly as his head had to go back to rest on the pillow. His eyes starting to lower again. " Just.... go..." He said before falling back asleep. His body having just recovered wanted and needed much more rest. He didn't want to see her, not like this. No he didn't want her to be near him again.
Chi-Chi continued to cry as Goku wanted her to leave him. So she did what he said, she got her things tearfully and left. Informing the staff that he had just awoke and gone back to sleep. But inside she hurt so bad, but she could understand how Goku had felt when she had pushed him away just the same.
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Goku lay awake that night unable to go to sleep. He had gotten Chi-Chi to leave just like he wanted, he didn't know what to think of her anymore. Of course there wasn't much after being in a coma for ten straight days. Of course in the back of his mind he had known all along that she had been there, he couldn't understand how or why but she was. Why would she come here? She had wanted to kill him when he went to see her before they went on that wild ride and then the next thing he knows is that he's waking up in a hospital and her head is sleeping next to him.
None of this was making any real sense but how could it? She was sobbing when she saw him, and she was only hurt more when he asked her to leave him. Why? Why would she do this? Did she feel sorry? Did she pity him? Nothing seemed to be right, but the only reason he asked would why she would come back? She said she never wanted to see or speak to him again.
" Why do things have to be so damn confusing?" He asked blowing his hair upwards in complete confusion and boredom.
" Should I take her back? Does she even want me back?" Goku asked aloud to himself but someone came to answer those questions.
" Yes I do...." His head snapped to the doorway as Chi-Chi stood there her eyes ready with another fresh batch of tears. " I'll go..." She turned to leave but Goku's voice called her back.
" Chi-Chi..... come here." He said his hand outstretching for the chair. Chi-Chi smiled as she sat down next to him. " I don't know what to say." He said in total honesty he was confused and not at all knowing what to do.
" Then don't Goku. I just want to be here with you." She said in a sweet voice that he had never heard before. Goku only dropped the bar on his side so his arm could reach out and touch her face with his fingers.
" Why do you want to be with me? You didn't want to before." Goku said in a gentle but serious tone. But his hand kept the soothing rub of her cheek. Still he couldn't find any reason to push her away. God all he wanted was for her to be in his arms but still questions needed to be answered before that would be happening.
" Your right but I was only listening to my mind, now my heart is telling me to be here with you." Chi-Chi scooted closer in her chair as Goku's face was eye level with her own. But his hand only ran through her hair. " Im sorry for being the bitch again, I should of listened to myself and to you. I know you've never once wanted to really hurt me badly. Even when we first saw each other you weren't going to kill me."
" That's true. But do you really want me back? This isn't just out of pity or depression is it?" Goku asked her and Chi-Chi shook her head.
" No this isn't. I want to be with always now, I want the feelings we had together back. I don't want to think about anything before that. I just want to be with you, your not like everyone else." Chi-Chi watched as Goku scooted himself back positioning himself so he could be on his side.
" Lay next to me. I don't want anything apart now, I want us both to be honest and close." Chi-Chi was about to shake her head no and let him have the bed but his eyes wanted her to do this. So carefully she got into the bed laying on her side on the pillow next to him. " Chi-Chi if you really do truly want to be with me, you must know everything about me before we go any further than this."
" Goku I don't care about your past. I just want-" She was cut off as Goku grabbed her hand and held it gently.
" No Chi-Chi, you must know things that I will never do, things that if you say them will set me off. You will know why and how I am like this." Goku's hand brought hers to his chest. As his black eyes stared at her deeply. " Chi-Chi I can never truly be the man that you will want, I have done and seen things in my own eyes that will upset and hurt you. So please don't interrupt me when I tell you truly who I am."
Chi-Chi only nodded as Goku closed his eyes and took a breath. " First my real name is not Goku Son..... that's what I changed it to after I grew up. My real name is Kakarot Sayjin. ( I couldn't think of much else for last name). My father was Bardock, and my older brother was Raditz." Goku stopped taking another breath as Chi-Chi listened. " I am not a virgin by the true meaning, only in my mind I am. Because when I was only twelve years old my father made me rape a woman that he had already beaten down. He used me by making me have sex with them, if I didn't he would beat me and beat me until I couldn't move. My father loved to watch me do this and sometimes joined me laughing as the woman screamed or cried."
" Goku please don't talk about it if it-" Goku shook his head making her stop.
" You must know Chi-Chi, know who I was before you met me and decided to fall for me." Goku stroked her face as it brought comfort to them both. " My father made me rape them only to take pictures of every act. He threatened each woman if they talked about him raping them, that the pictures would hit front page news. And generally that worked as a deterrent from keeping them silent. No woman in their right mind would talk to the police if the rapist had pictures of them screwing his son." Goku said looking away. " One did try and talk and was sent to jail as my father showed the pictures to the police getting himself of scott free and myself a welfare check from groups who heard about my 'tragic and horrible' experience. It was like that for three whole years as I had to fuck women day after day keeping them in line for my father. I had them riding me, sucking me, and even..... fucking me...." Goku's voice was barely audible as Chi-Chi gasped.
" Goku! Im sorry please don't speak about this. I don't want you to feel hurt." Chi-Chi said moving closer and hugging him gently. Goku began to cry as Chi-Chi held his face in her chest. Her hands stroking his hair so he could sob.
" I hated it! I hated it so much! But I couldn't do anything about it! I got involved with karate, and other things to protect myself should the one day I be forced to relive those days again." Goku cried and never felt so bad as all the memories and pain filled nights were relived without alcohol to drown out his thoughts. " Nothing was ever right, and sometime during it I started to become my father. I enjoyed it Chi-Chi! I laughed and smiled with my father who only smiled with me as we both fucked some helpless woman then we'd switch laughing like a father and son would do while playing football or catching a baseball. Dear God Chi-Chi I was almost my father!"
" Shhh... I know your upset but Goku you can move on. Move on with me and forget everything." Chi-Chi whispered in a soothing voice into Goku's ear slowly letting him calm down.
" I know you do Chi-Chi but my life is even more screwed up. My brother Raditz lives the high life out in East City, he's a major corporate lawyer for some business. I always thought that he would come and help me one day so that the two of us could get away from him. But I only learned when I was just turning fifteen that my brother was in on it! Before he left for college my father used him just the same but he actually liked the idea Chi-Chi.... When he came back to West City and stayed at hotel's instead of at home was so he could fuck all the women he had wrapped around his finger." Goku said looking up into Chi-Chi's eyes. " I thought he was my hero for awhile when he did all the cool and exciting things, he was a real brother for me but my father at night. It was only one day when my brother was smirking at one of the women he had backed into a corner did he ask me if I wanted a piece of her? I was so close to becoming my father that day when I said yes but when I saw how my brother was just like my dad I backed out. It was then that I was hit with the truth that if I didn't stop I would become what I once hated." Goku rested his head on her shoulder.
" It was only a few weeks later I snapped at my father, I pummeled him into the ground and nearly! Nearly killed him, I wish I did sometimes but I didn't. I was only arrested and taken to the police station where I spat at them and kept my mouth shut. I gave up hope while I was locked away in solitary, I didn't eat, I didn't move. I was so close to dying. I could feel death on my face but I was pronounced mentally unstable and let off the hook and taken away from my father. I visited with a psychologist who decided best how to approach my 'problem'. Of course he consoled me and told me that everything that had happened to me were just an illusion of my mind and complete fantasies I was having as I went through adolescent hood. He gave me drugs to keep my imbalance in check but I never took them. I just spat at humanity then, I said fuck you to everyone and everything. I was in an orphanage until I was eighteen then allowed to leave on my own. But even then I beat every kid down that made fun of me. I never even once spoke to a girl, I knew how much they were all hurt because of me so I kept to myself." Goku said as Chi-Chi kept rubbing his head, grateful for at least one person to listen to his story.
" I filed charges against my father that I knew were true, but when I came forward my older brother Raditz stepped in and saved him. He said that I was violent and wanting nothing but revenge, I hated my loving dad who had done nothing but support me my entire life but it was never enough as he said that I hated him because he made me kill my mother during birth. But by the God's it made me snap, I was so angry, so upset I exploded from my seat and ran my shoulder into his stomach. I thoroughly beat him down before being restrained but I screamed at him as they dragged me away. ' NO YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT YOU DID TO THOSE WOMEN! YOUR JUST LIKE OUR FUCKING FATHER! YOU SICK SON OF BITCH!! HIDE BEHIND YOUR FUCKING LAWYERS DEGREE RADITZ! BUT OLD MAN BUT REST ASSURED I WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU DESERVE!! I SWEAR IT YOU WILL PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ALL OF THEM!! YOU RUINED MY LIFE AND STOLE EVERYTHING!! YOU BETTER HOPE THAT I NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN OR I WILL KILL YOU!! JUST TRY OLD MAN!' I screamed that even as they dragged me from the room I broke their grip and ran back inside tackling him to the ground, I was nuts until they hit me with a tazer and brought me down. But I shouldn't of done any of it, it only proved my brothers theory and I was locked away for four years on assault but I was cleared after still being under the mentally unstable title. I gave up on humanity and became a Bouncer only allowing my pain to vanish when I could vent my anger on everyone. I saw only whores and drunks in my life and so I wanted to let the world have another badass to put them all down. I didn't care who it was or why I did what I did. So long as my pain vanished I would beat them all into the ground, women or men it didn't matter if they set me off."
Chi-Chi only held him as Goku's words continued to leave his mouth. Each truth making sense as to who he was shaped into today, no one really ever wanted to get close to him and if they tried he would push them away wanting nothing from what they could give him. Until he met her, his thoughts changed as did hers in that one moment they both kissed. It was as if Chi-Chi's own dark light and past vanished as did Goku's so long as they were together. How a horrid life existed in a troubled person like him. He had never known a real true friend or even love. No he wanted nothing from anyone.
" Chi-Chi that's how I am, I can never really know what I could of been had not even some of that happened. But I guess I can forget but so long as you wish to continue with me?" Goku said pulling back and resting his head on the pillow.
" Goku I would like nothing better." She said with a smile and she could see the relief fall from his face.
" Thank you Chi-Chi. I don't know how to be a real man for you but I will try." Chi-Chi only came closer as she pressed forward and her lips kissed his own. Goku only pulled her against him as their mouths battled with the other. His tongue sweeping into her mouth and her's into his as they kissed with a passion that both had always wanted. Chi-Chi wanted someone to love her, while Goku wanted someone to be with. Both were not the same but they both got what they wanted from the other. Chi-Chi left his lips breathless as Goku only came for more making her squeak as he devoured her mouth. She moaned as her hands fisted in his hair. Goku's only pulling her face to him more and more. " God Chi-Chi I love you." He said before kissing her again deeper and with more fire then he should be putting out.
" I love you to Goku!" She cried out as Goku's mouth kissed her neck. His lips leaving a trail of fire as he kissed her, the short hospital gown not able to conceal his erection any longer as it pressed against her stomach. She had to try and stop him though as they were still in the hospital, and this was for his recovery not his pleasure. But she couldn't help but marvel at his size. He was impassive. Her first had been nothing compared to him! God she wanted nothing more then to have him inside her but she would have to control herself. Until they were out of the hospital then they could participate in a 'physical' relationship. But Goku's hands didn't' stop as it went underneath the front of her pants and slipped over her wet panties. " Goku!... please stop... were in the hospital." She pleaded but Goku didn't stop as his hands brushed aside the fabric.
" Mr. Son! Just what are you doing!?" Goku looked up with dismay as the nurse was standing there. ' FUCK!!' He thought.
" Im trying to make love to my woman what does it look like I am doing? So do you mind closing the door?" He growled as the nurse shook her head.
" Miss get down from the bed before we have to strap him down for the night." The nurse watched as Chi-Chi got down although Goku tried to stop her. But though the nurse saw the state Goku was in as the massive erection was threatening to rip through his gown. " Mr. Son your in no condition to be participating in such activities, no matter what you think your capable of. Now go back to sleep, or do you need some medicine to calm yourself down?"
Goku glared at her. " No I can deal with it myself." The nurse gasped but left the room a little flushed at Goku's gall.
" Well I should get going Goku. Just call me when you need a ride home." Chi-Chi said leaving as Goku looked at her pleadingly to get back in with him. " Goku! Please have some control were in a hospital!" Goku only snorted and flopped on the bed watching as Chi-Chi left with a beat red face.
" Man God you really like messing with my life enough you have to take that away!?" Goku growled as he knew tonight he really was going to have to deal with himself. He couldn't go to sleep with an erection, it wasn't possible.
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The Bouncer
Forget? Or Forgive?
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Chi-Chi couldn't believe it Goku was awake! His eyes were open and his hand was holding hers. Her own eyes began to cry seeing him back awake. " Goku...." She said biting her lip as her hand went up to his face. She felt the water fall from his eyes as her hands wiped away his tears. A small smile graced his lips and Chi-Chi broke down sobbing. She buried her face next to his as she sobbed. " Oh Goku your awake! I never thought you would!" She cried as Goku's weak hands went to her shoulders. Gently he pushed her away.
" No... Chi-Chi....." Goku said as it was difficult for him to speak. He saw the confusion and hurt in her eyes as he pushed her away. But he had to do this. " Just.... go...." He said looking away dejectedly.
" Goku please don't make me leave! I don't want to leave you again!" Chi-Chi said as her tears running down her face. Goku wanted to push her away, though she understood why. How could she ask him to forgive him, she nearly killed him!
" Leave....." She heard him say but she shook her head.
" Goku I won't. Please just let me stay here, I know its all my fault your in the hospital, I nearly killed you and im sorry but please don't ask me leave." Chi-Chi held his hand which wanted to pull away but she held it firmly but gently.
" I..... don't.... care.... anymore." Goku said weakly as his head had to go back to rest on the pillow. His eyes starting to lower again. " Just.... go..." He said before falling back asleep. His body having just recovered wanted and needed much more rest. He didn't want to see her, not like this. No he didn't want her to be near him again.
Chi-Chi continued to cry as Goku wanted her to leave him. So she did what he said, she got her things tearfully and left. Informing the staff that he had just awoke and gone back to sleep. But inside she hurt so bad, but she could understand how Goku had felt when she had pushed him away just the same.
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Goku lay awake that night unable to go to sleep. He had gotten Chi-Chi to leave just like he wanted, he didn't know what to think of her anymore. Of course there wasn't much after being in a coma for ten straight days. Of course in the back of his mind he had known all along that she had been there, he couldn't understand how or why but she was. Why would she come here? She had wanted to kill him when he went to see her before they went on that wild ride and then the next thing he knows is that he's waking up in a hospital and her head is sleeping next to him.
None of this was making any real sense but how could it? She was sobbing when she saw him, and she was only hurt more when he asked her to leave him. Why? Why would she do this? Did she feel sorry? Did she pity him? Nothing seemed to be right, but the only reason he asked would why she would come back? She said she never wanted to see or speak to him again.
" Why do things have to be so damn confusing?" He asked blowing his hair upwards in complete confusion and boredom.
" Should I take her back? Does she even want me back?" Goku asked aloud to himself but someone came to answer those questions.
" Yes I do...." His head snapped to the doorway as Chi-Chi stood there her eyes ready with another fresh batch of tears. " I'll go..." She turned to leave but Goku's voice called her back.
" Chi-Chi..... come here." He said his hand outstretching for the chair. Chi-Chi smiled as she sat down next to him. " I don't know what to say." He said in total honesty he was confused and not at all knowing what to do.
" Then don't Goku. I just want to be here with you." She said in a sweet voice that he had never heard before. Goku only dropped the bar on his side so his arm could reach out and touch her face with his fingers.
" Why do you want to be with me? You didn't want to before." Goku said in a gentle but serious tone. But his hand kept the soothing rub of her cheek. Still he couldn't find any reason to push her away. God all he wanted was for her to be in his arms but still questions needed to be answered before that would be happening.
" Your right but I was only listening to my mind, now my heart is telling me to be here with you." Chi-Chi scooted closer in her chair as Goku's face was eye level with her own. But his hand only ran through her hair. " Im sorry for being the bitch again, I should of listened to myself and to you. I know you've never once wanted to really hurt me badly. Even when we first saw each other you weren't going to kill me."
" That's true. But do you really want me back? This isn't just out of pity or depression is it?" Goku asked her and Chi-Chi shook her head.
" No this isn't. I want to be with always now, I want the feelings we had together back. I don't want to think about anything before that. I just want to be with you, your not like everyone else." Chi-Chi watched as Goku scooted himself back positioning himself so he could be on his side.
" Lay next to me. I don't want anything apart now, I want us both to be honest and close." Chi-Chi was about to shake her head no and let him have the bed but his eyes wanted her to do this. So carefully she got into the bed laying on her side on the pillow next to him. " Chi-Chi if you really do truly want to be with me, you must know everything about me before we go any further than this."
" Goku I don't care about your past. I just want-" She was cut off as Goku grabbed her hand and held it gently.
" No Chi-Chi, you must know things that I will never do, things that if you say them will set me off. You will know why and how I am like this." Goku's hand brought hers to his chest. As his black eyes stared at her deeply. " Chi-Chi I can never truly be the man that you will want, I have done and seen things in my own eyes that will upset and hurt you. So please don't interrupt me when I tell you truly who I am."
Chi-Chi only nodded as Goku closed his eyes and took a breath. " First my real name is not Goku Son..... that's what I changed it to after I grew up. My real name is Kakarot Sayjin. ( I couldn't think of much else for last name). My father was Bardock, and my older brother was Raditz." Goku stopped taking another breath as Chi-Chi listened. " I am not a virgin by the true meaning, only in my mind I am. Because when I was only twelve years old my father made me rape a woman that he had already beaten down. He used me by making me have sex with them, if I didn't he would beat me and beat me until I couldn't move. My father loved to watch me do this and sometimes joined me laughing as the woman screamed or cried."
" Goku please don't talk about it if it-" Goku shook his head making her stop.
" You must know Chi-Chi, know who I was before you met me and decided to fall for me." Goku stroked her face as it brought comfort to them both. " My father made me rape them only to take pictures of every act. He threatened each woman if they talked about him raping them, that the pictures would hit front page news. And generally that worked as a deterrent from keeping them silent. No woman in their right mind would talk to the police if the rapist had pictures of them screwing his son." Goku said looking away. " One did try and talk and was sent to jail as my father showed the pictures to the police getting himself of scott free and myself a welfare check from groups who heard about my 'tragic and horrible' experience. It was like that for three whole years as I had to fuck women day after day keeping them in line for my father. I had them riding me, sucking me, and even..... fucking me...." Goku's voice was barely audible as Chi-Chi gasped.
" Goku! Im sorry please don't speak about this. I don't want you to feel hurt." Chi-Chi said moving closer and hugging him gently. Goku began to cry as Chi-Chi held his face in her chest. Her hands stroking his hair so he could sob.
" I hated it! I hated it so much! But I couldn't do anything about it! I got involved with karate, and other things to protect myself should the one day I be forced to relive those days again." Goku cried and never felt so bad as all the memories and pain filled nights were relived without alcohol to drown out his thoughts. " Nothing was ever right, and sometime during it I started to become my father. I enjoyed it Chi-Chi! I laughed and smiled with my father who only smiled with me as we both fucked some helpless woman then we'd switch laughing like a father and son would do while playing football or catching a baseball. Dear God Chi-Chi I was almost my father!"
" Shhh... I know your upset but Goku you can move on. Move on with me and forget everything." Chi-Chi whispered in a soothing voice into Goku's ear slowly letting him calm down.
" I know you do Chi-Chi but my life is even more screwed up. My brother Raditz lives the high life out in East City, he's a major corporate lawyer for some business. I always thought that he would come and help me one day so that the two of us could get away from him. But I only learned when I was just turning fifteen that my brother was in on it! Before he left for college my father used him just the same but he actually liked the idea Chi-Chi.... When he came back to West City and stayed at hotel's instead of at home was so he could fuck all the women he had wrapped around his finger." Goku said looking up into Chi-Chi's eyes. " I thought he was my hero for awhile when he did all the cool and exciting things, he was a real brother for me but my father at night. It was only one day when my brother was smirking at one of the women he had backed into a corner did he ask me if I wanted a piece of her? I was so close to becoming my father that day when I said yes but when I saw how my brother was just like my dad I backed out. It was then that I was hit with the truth that if I didn't stop I would become what I once hated." Goku rested his head on her shoulder.
" It was only a few weeks later I snapped at my father, I pummeled him into the ground and nearly! Nearly killed him, I wish I did sometimes but I didn't. I was only arrested and taken to the police station where I spat at them and kept my mouth shut. I gave up hope while I was locked away in solitary, I didn't eat, I didn't move. I was so close to dying. I could feel death on my face but I was pronounced mentally unstable and let off the hook and taken away from my father. I visited with a psychologist who decided best how to approach my 'problem'. Of course he consoled me and told me that everything that had happened to me were just an illusion of my mind and complete fantasies I was having as I went through adolescent hood. He gave me drugs to keep my imbalance in check but I never took them. I just spat at humanity then, I said fuck you to everyone and everything. I was in an orphanage until I was eighteen then allowed to leave on my own. But even then I beat every kid down that made fun of me. I never even once spoke to a girl, I knew how much they were all hurt because of me so I kept to myself." Goku said as Chi-Chi kept rubbing his head, grateful for at least one person to listen to his story.
" I filed charges against my father that I knew were true, but when I came forward my older brother Raditz stepped in and saved him. He said that I was violent and wanting nothing but revenge, I hated my loving dad who had done nothing but support me my entire life but it was never enough as he said that I hated him because he made me kill my mother during birth. But by the God's it made me snap, I was so angry, so upset I exploded from my seat and ran my shoulder into his stomach. I thoroughly beat him down before being restrained but I screamed at him as they dragged me away. ' NO YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT YOU DID TO THOSE WOMEN! YOUR JUST LIKE OUR FUCKING FATHER! YOU SICK SON OF BITCH!! HIDE BEHIND YOUR FUCKING LAWYERS DEGREE RADITZ! BUT OLD MAN BUT REST ASSURED I WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU DESERVE!! I SWEAR IT YOU WILL PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ALL OF THEM!! YOU RUINED MY LIFE AND STOLE EVERYTHING!! YOU BETTER HOPE THAT I NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN OR I WILL KILL YOU!! JUST TRY OLD MAN!' I screamed that even as they dragged me from the room I broke their grip and ran back inside tackling him to the ground, I was nuts until they hit me with a tazer and brought me down. But I shouldn't of done any of it, it only proved my brothers theory and I was locked away for four years on assault but I was cleared after still being under the mentally unstable title. I gave up on humanity and became a Bouncer only allowing my pain to vanish when I could vent my anger on everyone. I saw only whores and drunks in my life and so I wanted to let the world have another badass to put them all down. I didn't care who it was or why I did what I did. So long as my pain vanished I would beat them all into the ground, women or men it didn't matter if they set me off."
Chi-Chi only held him as Goku's words continued to leave his mouth. Each truth making sense as to who he was shaped into today, no one really ever wanted to get close to him and if they tried he would push them away wanting nothing from what they could give him. Until he met her, his thoughts changed as did hers in that one moment they both kissed. It was as if Chi-Chi's own dark light and past vanished as did Goku's so long as they were together. How a horrid life existed in a troubled person like him. He had never known a real true friend or even love. No he wanted nothing from anyone.
" Chi-Chi that's how I am, I can never really know what I could of been had not even some of that happened. But I guess I can forget but so long as you wish to continue with me?" Goku said pulling back and resting his head on the pillow.
" Goku I would like nothing better." She said with a smile and she could see the relief fall from his face.
" Thank you Chi-Chi. I don't know how to be a real man for you but I will try." Chi-Chi only came closer as she pressed forward and her lips kissed his own. Goku only pulled her against him as their mouths battled with the other. His tongue sweeping into her mouth and her's into his as they kissed with a passion that both had always wanted. Chi-Chi wanted someone to love her, while Goku wanted someone to be with. Both were not the same but they both got what they wanted from the other. Chi-Chi left his lips breathless as Goku only came for more making her squeak as he devoured her mouth. She moaned as her hands fisted in his hair. Goku's only pulling her face to him more and more. " God Chi-Chi I love you." He said before kissing her again deeper and with more fire then he should be putting out.
" I love you to Goku!" She cried out as Goku's mouth kissed her neck. His lips leaving a trail of fire as he kissed her, the short hospital gown not able to conceal his erection any longer as it pressed against her stomach. She had to try and stop him though as they were still in the hospital, and this was for his recovery not his pleasure. But she couldn't help but marvel at his size. He was impassive. Her first had been nothing compared to him! God she wanted nothing more then to have him inside her but she would have to control herself. Until they were out of the hospital then they could participate in a 'physical' relationship. But Goku's hands didn't' stop as it went underneath the front of her pants and slipped over her wet panties. " Goku!... please stop... were in the hospital." She pleaded but Goku didn't stop as his hands brushed aside the fabric.
" Mr. Son! Just what are you doing!?" Goku looked up with dismay as the nurse was standing there. ' FUCK!!' He thought.
" Im trying to make love to my woman what does it look like I am doing? So do you mind closing the door?" He growled as the nurse shook her head.
" Miss get down from the bed before we have to strap him down for the night." The nurse watched as Chi-Chi got down although Goku tried to stop her. But though the nurse saw the state Goku was in as the massive erection was threatening to rip through his gown. " Mr. Son your in no condition to be participating in such activities, no matter what you think your capable of. Now go back to sleep, or do you need some medicine to calm yourself down?"
Goku glared at her. " No I can deal with it myself." The nurse gasped but left the room a little flushed at Goku's gall.
" Well I should get going Goku. Just call me when you need a ride home." Chi-Chi said leaving as Goku looked at her pleadingly to get back in with him. " Goku! Please have some control were in a hospital!" Goku only snorted and flopped on the bed watching as Chi-Chi left with a beat red face.
" Man God you really like messing with my life enough you have to take that away!?" Goku growled as he knew tonight he really was going to have to deal with himself. He couldn't go to sleep with an erection, it wasn't possible.
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