Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ The Missing Years ❯ Year One P.2 ( Chapter 2 )

The Missing Years

Chapter 2

Not Fair, Never Fair

And…..Start!!

It's just not fair!

It's never fair!

Gohan never did anything to deserve this! If anything, he deserved to live a long healthy life. Not die before he reached 25. Whoever said that people's lives were planned out form the moment they were born was dead wrong.

Gohan was supposed to stay here! He was supposed to save the planet. HES the hero, not me! I can't do anything right, now can I? I couldn't even save my bestfriends, this planets hope, life. If I can't do that, what can I do? Or…am I the one who's supposed to save the planet? Is that why I lived?

Or what it just some cosmic joke? Its been two months now…and I can't get eh images out of my head! I can't do this alone! Gone….why did you die?

(Because you let him, now didn't you Trunks?)

I did…didn't I?

It was me who caused Gohan to die.

Wasn't it…

No! Stop thinking that Trunks! It's not true! Gohan gave his life so you could live on!

(No. Gohan died because you weren't strong enough. He died because of your failures. Because of you)

……..

(You would have been able to come with him had you been able to become a Super Saiya-jin, but you weren't able. Gohan knew that you wouldn't be able to, and that you would have died had you come. He died because you were weak!)

Stop it…I didn't do anything wrong…I wasn't able to go Super, but that wasn't why Gohan died. Gohan died because the Jinzouningen were to strong. Not because of me! Had I gone I would have-

(Had you had gone, you would have been able to help fight with Gohan, and you would have been able to get him out of there when he went down, you would then bring him home, and your Okaa-san would be able to heal him, but you didn't!)

I didn't go because Gohan didn't want me to go! He wanted me to stay, and to get stronger, he wanted me to live on!

(Had Gohan knew he was going to need your help, he would have wanted you to come, right? He would have wanted your help!)

He didn't know he would need my help! And if he did, he would be worried that I would get hurt, he always has! He still wouldn't want me to come!

(Do you actually believe that? That he didn't want you to come? That he didn't want to live on? That he would have preferred, him, the stronger one with more of a chance to stop the Jinzouningen, to die? Him, the planets LAST hope? Instead of you? You, the small little boy who hasn't even begun puberty? Who wasn't even a match you Juuhachi-gou? I doubt it! And so do you, don't you Trunks?)

Gohan wanted me to live! So I could defeat the androids!]

(And just how did he think you could defeat the androids? When you couldn't achieve the level of Super Saiya-jin, the level he achieved when he was 11? And how was he supposed to know that you would be able to kill them, what? Was he able ot see into the future? Come one Trunks! You know that the future isn't known!)

………stop…..please….just stop it…

(He died because he didn't want you to get hurt. Because of YOU Trunks!!! You! Its all your fault! All of it! The world losing its hear is your fault! All of it! Vegeta left to stop the androids to save YOU! Its all YOUR FAULT!!!!

……..You're right…

(ALL!!!)

….all…

(Everything!)

….Everything….

(All the pain…)

All the pain…

(All the suffering…)

…All the suffering…

(Now make it better…)

…I will…

(get stronger…)

…I will…

(You know what you must do…)

…I know…

(Now do it!)

… I will…

(Can you? Or will more people die because of your failures?)

…No…no more…No more bodies…no more pain…no more blood…

(Now is the time…the time to pay for everything wrong…everyhtings that's happened…will now become right…)

…Now is the time…the time to pay for everything wrong…everything that's happened…will now become right…

So sorry that this chapter was so short and angsty, but hey, I feel really good about it. Please review to let me know if you want more, that really helps! Please oh please pelase please review!!!!!!!!!!!!!!