Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Twins ❯ The dream ends ( Chapter 10 )

(final dream sequence)

I feel that I am ready. I spin, and a moment later, we both cry out in shock. I was not ready, and I have to brace myself against his chest for a full minute before I am able to begin moving. I experiment with pace, finding that I like it rather slow. His hands are on my hips, trying to make me move faster, but I swat them away, leaning forward to whisper what I want into his ear.

This time, I do not move his hands, but rather try thrusting into them as I move myself along him. It is delicious, but I feel that I am doing too much to pleasure myself… he can do more. I tell him to transform, crying out with my own pleasure as I am reminded that everything gets a little bit bigger with each ascension. I am on the edge myself, knowing that soon I will mark him in another way, and I release the final binding.

He howls, and suddenly I am on my back, buried in waves of golden hair. Kakarot is above me, thrusting unbelievably hard, grinding the sharp rocks under my back to dust in his enthusiasm. I reach up, grabbing his shoulders, trying to pull him down to me. Wild green eyes look into my own, and then he is ravaging my mouth, a kiss so searing I cannot do anything but gasp for breath when he releases me. He throws his head back suddenly, his entire body still for a split second, and then he screams.

The cry is primal, a wordless ecstasy shrieked to the winds. His body shudders, his release hitting him with enough force that he forces me several inches into the rock beneath me. I follow, both hands fisted tightly in his waist-length hair. He calms at last, dropping his face to devour my mouth, and I respond nearly as eagerly as he had to me.

And then what has happened hits me. My hands fall from the golden waves, push him away. I rise, stalking silently to where our clothes lie. His I throw at him, my own I draw on. He is still staring at his clothes when I turn, but his hair has shrunk to normal proportions for a level two Super Saiyan. I stand there, waiting, until he finally pulls the clothes on and comes to me. He kisses me.

The next moment, I have smashed him back into the cliff, a perfect imprint of his body will be left when I have killed him. The bright, expectant glow on his face fades when I begin screaming at him, telling him that this hasn't happened, that he had better forget, that I hate him. He is angered, screams back. Again, binders fly from my fingers to hold him in place. I begin to pound him mercilessly, angry words spilling from my lips. My rage is so in control that I cannot hear what I am saying, but I know that I have told him that after I kill him, I will destroy the planet and everyone he cares for.

He shows me now that he could have pulled free easily from the start, and I reel under his assault. He has taken everything from me. Everything. My life is all I have left, and I will sacrifice it if only to ease the forlorn pain, the betrayal, that I have already buried deep within my heart. For me, there is only the fight, and I must win.

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Vegeta sits up, gasping for breath, and scrambles from the cot he has been sharing with Kakarot. He stumbles shakily backwards until he reels into the chair in front of the computer, never once taking his eyes from the unconscious form. He falls into the chair, barely avoiding falling to the floor when his inattention nearly has him missing the seat.

His eyes are wide, shining with a bitter rage. He remembers now, everything. Remembers it all. Remembers why he had forgotten. Kakarot… he had decided not to claim him only as chizzari, but as a mate as well. Until that final transformation, the one that had proven Kakarot to have been playing with him the entire time, lying to him.

He'd forced the memory of it all to the same place he had forced the memories of the worst times aboard Frieza's ship. Buried them so deeply that until he had smelled the cubs, identified them as his own, he was unable to recall that he had known of Kakarot's third transformation before he went to hell, or any of the incident that had led to the transformation.

And even then, it had come to him the way the memories of Frieza's ship did, in his dreams. Only these dreams, he hadn't shunted aside or trained out of his mind again. These he had welcomed, looking for the answer to why Kakarot bore his cubs. His growls echo in the small room. The betrayal he felt then slices through him, freshly awakened.

The growling gives way to a more vicious snarling as he finally returns to the cot. A snarling that Kakarot reacts to, as drugged as he is, curling into a protective ball around the cubs. Vegeta's hands flex spasmodically, crushing one of the bars on the bed. A sound, an uncertain whimper, an instinctive plea for protection, catches his ear.

The snarling ceases. Vegeta backs away, shaking. He will not harm his cubs, or his chizzari. But he will for damned sure get some answers from the younger Saiyan when he is allowed to wake. And that will not be until Vegeta is sure he will not kill him as soon as he looks into those dark eyes that had promised him so much - and that had taken away even his life.

Because he remembers, also, that in his last few moments of life, he had been sacrificing himself for Kakarot.

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And there you have it, m'dears, the whys and wherefores of Vegeta forgetting. He's not exactly happy at the moment, and it is only their completed chizzari bond and his cubs that are keeping him from murdering Kakarot as he sleeps. He is just remembering, and the shock of what he considers a betrayal is still very, very fresh in his mind now. Kaky-luv's got sooooo much explaining to do!

And you've just got to wonder what's been going on with the rest of the crew. What have they been plotting while Vegeta's been running himself ragged to care for Kaky & the cubs? Have they planned a rescue yet? Or has Bulma not been convincing enough for them to consider Goku to be in any danger from Vegeta? *smirks* Yeah, right. Psychotic locks himself in a small room with man he's believed to have raped, and they don't consider him in danger! I believe that one!