Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Why did you leave me? ❯ It only hurts when I'm breathing ( Chapter 36 )
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By: KittenAngel1403 
Pan is saved by a fisherman and his son's
Trunks tries to commit suicide.
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Romance / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.11.2003 | Updated On: 09.02.2003 | Pages: 4 | Words: 1.7K | Visits: 446 | Status: Work In Progress
Pan is saved by a fisherman and his son's
Trunks tries to commit suicide.
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Romance / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.11.2003 | Updated On: 09.02.2003 | Pages: 4 | Words: 1.7K | Visits: 446 | Status: Work In Progress
DISCLAIMER: JUST THOUGHT I TELL YOU AGAIN, JUST IN CASE YOU FORGOT, I DON'T OWN DBZ/GT AND I DON'T OWN SHANIA TWAIN'S "IT ONLY HURTS WHEN I"M BREATHING"
TRUNKS 31
PAN 19
MARRON 28
GOTEN 31
BRA 21
UUB 25
~~~THINKING~~~
`````DREAMING`````
"TALKING" ***FLASHBACK***
^^^^TELEPHONE CONVERSATION^^^^
:::::TELEPATHY::::
CHAPTER 36: IT ONLY HURTS WHEN I BREATH.
Last time: Trunks and Pan's yacht had exploded with Pan aboard, causing everyone to believe she is gone.
"Jackson I'm sick and tired of your games boy" The father said.
"No dad somethings down there" he looks deeper.
"Oh my Kami, dad it's a body" Jackson said as he ripped off his shirt and dove in to the icy water.
"Jackson, boy what the fuck do you think your doing" His father yelled at his son.
Jackson was down there for a good five minutes, before resurfacing, In his arms was a body
"Oh my Kami, it is a body" The father was shock
"Oh can I see" The youngest son about 11 years old asked.
"Not now Leo" The father said. He bent his head down to her chest, and felt her pulse, "She's still breathing but barely and her pulse is faint, we better get her home and into some dry clothes, I'm sure your mother or sisters have something that will fit her"
The three rescuers take her home to their home.
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CAPSULE CORP.
"I can't believe it, I just can't believe Pan is gone, it's just to hard to fathom" Marron choked.
"Trunks believes she's alive, but after I saw the rubble left over from the explosion I don't know if she could of survived it, even being saiyan and all" Bra explained.
Trunks walked in to the room, his face solemn,
"Trunks are you alright" Bra tried to comfort her older brother"
"Nii chan?"
He kept quiet.
He went upstairs to his room.
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TRUNKS' ROOM
~~Oh Panny where are you, tell me Please~~~Trunks sat in silence not wanting to talk to anyone.
~~~I love you so much Panny, I always have and I always will, that love will never fade so please come back to me, come back to us, come back for our children, for Kome and Cammie~~
He stood up and staired at the wall, there hanging was a blown up picture of them on their wedding day. ~~~you looked so beautiful in your dress Pan, I never in my life seen a more beautiful bride~~
He thought as he ran his fingers over the picture.
He than broke down in tears.
Bulma entered his room, carrying a tray of food "Trunks dear, you should eat something"
, "I'm not hungry" He replied his back against her.
"Still you should try"
He just shook his head, he than turned around, tears in his eyes his face red from crying.
Bulma's heart ached she hated to see her son like this "Oh Trunks, I'm sorry"
He sat on the bed, his mother sat next to him.
"I love her so much mom, I love her more than my own life, she was my world, she meant everything to me" he sobbed on his mother shoulder.
"Shhh" She said as she sang him a song she sang to him when he was a baby.
I love you
I love you
More than words can say
I'll love you.
oh I'll love you
till my dying day
She noticed that Trunks had cried himself to sleep, she layed him down on the bed and kissed him good night, "I love you my darling baby boy, and I'm sorry you lost the love of your life, but never give up hope of finding her"
Trunks smiled at his mothers comment.
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THE HOME OF THE FISHERMAN
"Marian, come get some blankets and run a hot bath."
Marian the fisherman's wife came out of the kitchen "what is it George" She than saw the woman.
"Oh my what happened" She asked.
"I don't know, Jackson found her in the bay"
They quickly got her into a bath of hot water to warm her up, and put some dry clothes on her.
She still lie unconscious though
They lay her in a spare bedroom "I sure hope she wakes up" Marian said
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CAPSULE CORP. TRUNKS BEDROOM
THREE DAYS LATER.
"Face reallity Trunks Pan is gone" Goten said.
This pissed off Trunks. He grabbed Goten by the throat and threw him against the wall and said in a voice that not even Goten heard before. "She isn't gone, I would know, we have a bond, don't you think I would know if my Wife was dead, she isn't you here me Isn't" he let go and Goten dropped to the floor.
"you think I want' her to be dead, she's my niece for Kami's sake."
Trunks looked at him "Than don't tell me she's dead" his voice breaking.
"I'm going to go look for her" Trunks said as he flew out the window.
Goten sighed, and reluctantly followed him, ~~~I hope for his sake, we find her~~
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SOME WHERE OUTSIDE.
"I still can't sense her, I can't feel her Ki any where" Trunks said.
"Goten, why can't I feel her, I know she's alive, I just know it"
Goten didn't know how to answer that, he doubted Pan was still alive but Trunks kept on insisting that she was.
"I don't know."
Trunks closed his eyes, he tried to Key in on Pan, "Why can't I feel you, Pan why" He screamed at the top of his lungs.
His screams got louder as he ascended to super saiyan and beyond he powered up to the point of no return.
Goten sat and watched in shock, as his bestfriend put himself over the brink, he watched him pass out.
"Oh My kami Trunks" he said as he saw Trunks falling to from the sky. He flew down and caught him,
he layed him on the ground.
Trunks was unconscious "Trunks, Trunks, Trunks can you here me" Goten worked desperately to revive his friend, but to no avail.
"Oh Kami sama" he picked up his friend threw him over his shoulder and flew back to capsule corp.
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THE FISHERMAN'S HOUSE.
"Any change in her condition Jackson" George asked as he entered the room.
"No, nothing" Jackson said as he looked at the raven haired beauty.
"She's sure pretty, don't you think" Jackson blushed.
Just than Leo and Marian along with Jackson's two sisters, Michelle and Rebecca entered the room.
"How is she, has she regained consciousness yet" Marian asked.
George shook his head, "No, I think maybe we should call your father, he's a doctor after all"
"Yes that sounds good" Marian reaches for the phone and dials her fathers number
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CAPSULE CORP.
FIVE DAYS LATER.
After having layed in unconscious for five days Trunks was starting to stir. "Huh, what..." He shot up.
"Pan, where is she" he asked confused.
Bulma looked at her son, "Pan isn't here son, she died"
Trunks didn't want to believe it "No, she isnt' I just saw her, she's here"
"No Trunks you were dreaming. Pan is gone"
"No, no..I won't allow it" His voice getting louder "I won't allow it you here, now get out, get out of my room,NOW" he screamed.
Bulma reluctantly left his room.
Trunks flipped on his MP3 player and Ironically Shania Twains It only hurts when I'm breathing was playing.
Hope life's been good to you
since you been gone
I'm doin' fine now- I've finally moved on
It's not that bad-I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain- i'm free again.
and it only hurts when i'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget.
Dont' think I'm lyin' round cryin at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right.
I've never looked back- as a matter of fact
and it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget.
It hurt when I breathe.
Mmm, no I've never looked back
as a matter of fact.
and it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget.
(it only hurts) Hurts when I'm breathing
(my heart only breaks) Breaks when It's beating
(dreams only die) Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe.
Tears were steadily flowing down trunks' face. ~~~It does only hurt when I'm breathing~~~He thought.
he went downstairs to the kitchen.
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THE KITCHEN
Trunks entered the kitchen "Hello Trunks" Goten said,
But Trunks ignored him, instead he grabbed a knife from the drawer.
Goten shot up,"Whoa man what you gonna do with that" He asked concerned.
Trunks went up to him, "Goten, my best friend, It only hurts when I'm breathing" He proceeded to stap him self.
"Come on man, think about it, do you think Pan would want you to kill yourself"
Trunks laughed, "Why not, I have nothing to live for"
Goten grabbed ahold of him, "Nothing, have you forgotten about your twins Kome and Cammie"
Trunks eyes went wide, How could he forget his children, The knife dropped "Oh Goten, I miss her so much" Tears still falling from his eyes.
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THE FISHER MANS HOUSE.
"Huh? what? where am I?" The woman said.
Jackson replied "Your at my house, My names jackson" he than called for his parents.
"Mom Dad she's awake"
Marian and George entered the room "Well miss you sure had a worried there"
"I'm sorry" She replied.
"Can I ask you a question" George asked her.
she nodded. "Yes of course"
"What happened"
She pondered for a moment..."I don't know" She cried "I don't remember/
"Well can you at leat tell me your name, so I can call your kin" George asked.
"I don't know It, I don't know it" She cried hysterically.
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A/N: I'm sure you all guessed by now that the woman is Pan, but now that Pan has amnesia what will happen to find out read, Chapter 37, How'd I get here.
TRUNKS 31
PAN 19
MARRON 28
GOTEN 31
BRA 21
UUB 25
~~~THINKING~~~
`````DREAMING`````
"TALKING" ***FLASHBACK***
^^^^TELEPHONE CONVERSATION^^^^
:::::TELEPATHY::::
CHAPTER 36: IT ONLY HURTS WHEN I BREATH.
Last time: Trunks and Pan's yacht had exploded with Pan aboard, causing everyone to believe she is gone.
"Jackson I'm sick and tired of your games boy" The father said.
"No dad somethings down there" he looks deeper.
"Oh my Kami, dad it's a body" Jackson said as he ripped off his shirt and dove in to the icy water.
"Jackson, boy what the fuck do you think your doing" His father yelled at his son.
Jackson was down there for a good five minutes, before resurfacing, In his arms was a body
"Oh my Kami, it is a body" The father was shock
"Oh can I see" The youngest son about 11 years old asked.
"Not now Leo" The father said. He bent his head down to her chest, and felt her pulse, "She's still breathing but barely and her pulse is faint, we better get her home and into some dry clothes, I'm sure your mother or sisters have something that will fit her"
The three rescuers take her home to their home.
------------------------------------------------------------ --------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------
CAPSULE CORP.
"I can't believe it, I just can't believe Pan is gone, it's just to hard to fathom" Marron choked.
"Trunks believes she's alive, but after I saw the rubble left over from the explosion I don't know if she could of survived it, even being saiyan and all" Bra explained.
Trunks walked in to the room, his face solemn,
"Trunks are you alright" Bra tried to comfort her older brother"
"Nii chan?"
He kept quiet.
He went upstairs to his room.
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TRUNKS' ROOM
~~Oh Panny where are you, tell me Please~~~Trunks sat in silence not wanting to talk to anyone.
~~~I love you so much Panny, I always have and I always will, that love will never fade so please come back to me, come back to us, come back for our children, for Kome and Cammie~~
He stood up and staired at the wall, there hanging was a blown up picture of them on their wedding day. ~~~you looked so beautiful in your dress Pan, I never in my life seen a more beautiful bride~~
He thought as he ran his fingers over the picture.
He than broke down in tears.
Bulma entered his room, carrying a tray of food "Trunks dear, you should eat something"
, "I'm not hungry" He replied his back against her.
"Still you should try"
He just shook his head, he than turned around, tears in his eyes his face red from crying.
Bulma's heart ached she hated to see her son like this "Oh Trunks, I'm sorry"
He sat on the bed, his mother sat next to him.
"I love her so much mom, I love her more than my own life, she was my world, she meant everything to me" he sobbed on his mother shoulder.
"Shhh" She said as she sang him a song she sang to him when he was a baby.
I love you
I love you
More than words can say
I'll love you.
oh I'll love you
till my dying day
She noticed that Trunks had cried himself to sleep, she layed him down on the bed and kissed him good night, "I love you my darling baby boy, and I'm sorry you lost the love of your life, but never give up hope of finding her"
Trunks smiled at his mothers comment.
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THE HOME OF THE FISHERMAN
"Marian, come get some blankets and run a hot bath."
Marian the fisherman's wife came out of the kitchen "what is it George" She than saw the woman.
"Oh my what happened" She asked.
"I don't know, Jackson found her in the bay"
They quickly got her into a bath of hot water to warm her up, and put some dry clothes on her.
She still lie unconscious though
They lay her in a spare bedroom "I sure hope she wakes up" Marian said
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CAPSULE CORP. TRUNKS BEDROOM
THREE DAYS LATER.
"Face reallity Trunks Pan is gone" Goten said.
This pissed off Trunks. He grabbed Goten by the throat and threw him against the wall and said in a voice that not even Goten heard before. "She isn't gone, I would know, we have a bond, don't you think I would know if my Wife was dead, she isn't you here me Isn't" he let go and Goten dropped to the floor.
"you think I want' her to be dead, she's my niece for Kami's sake."
Trunks looked at him "Than don't tell me she's dead" his voice breaking.
"I'm going to go look for her" Trunks said as he flew out the window.
Goten sighed, and reluctantly followed him, ~~~I hope for his sake, we find her~~
------------------------------------------------------------ --------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------
SOME WHERE OUTSIDE.
"I still can't sense her, I can't feel her Ki any where" Trunks said.
"Goten, why can't I feel her, I know she's alive, I just know it"
Goten didn't know how to answer that, he doubted Pan was still alive but Trunks kept on insisting that she was.
"I don't know."
Trunks closed his eyes, he tried to Key in on Pan, "Why can't I feel you, Pan why" He screamed at the top of his lungs.
His screams got louder as he ascended to super saiyan and beyond he powered up to the point of no return.
Goten sat and watched in shock, as his bestfriend put himself over the brink, he watched him pass out.
"Oh My kami Trunks" he said as he saw Trunks falling to from the sky. He flew down and caught him,
he layed him on the ground.
Trunks was unconscious "Trunks, Trunks, Trunks can you here me" Goten worked desperately to revive his friend, but to no avail.
"Oh Kami sama" he picked up his friend threw him over his shoulder and flew back to capsule corp.
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THE FISHERMAN'S HOUSE.
"Any change in her condition Jackson" George asked as he entered the room.
"No, nothing" Jackson said as he looked at the raven haired beauty.
"She's sure pretty, don't you think" Jackson blushed.
Just than Leo and Marian along with Jackson's two sisters, Michelle and Rebecca entered the room.
"How is she, has she regained consciousness yet" Marian asked.
George shook his head, "No, I think maybe we should call your father, he's a doctor after all"
"Yes that sounds good" Marian reaches for the phone and dials her fathers number
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CAPSULE CORP.
FIVE DAYS LATER.
After having layed in unconscious for five days Trunks was starting to stir. "Huh, what..." He shot up.
"Pan, where is she" he asked confused.
Bulma looked at her son, "Pan isn't here son, she died"
Trunks didn't want to believe it "No, she isnt' I just saw her, she's here"
"No Trunks you were dreaming. Pan is gone"
"No, no..I won't allow it" His voice getting louder "I won't allow it you here, now get out, get out of my room,NOW" he screamed.
Bulma reluctantly left his room.
Trunks flipped on his MP3 player and Ironically Shania Twains It only hurts when I'm breathing was playing.
Hope life's been good to you
since you been gone
I'm doin' fine now- I've finally moved on
It's not that bad-I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain- i'm free again.
and it only hurts when i'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget.
Dont' think I'm lyin' round cryin at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right.
I've never looked back- as a matter of fact
and it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget.
It hurt when I breathe.
Mmm, no I've never looked back
as a matter of fact.
and it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget.
(it only hurts) Hurts when I'm breathing
(my heart only breaks) Breaks when It's beating
(dreams only die) Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe.
Tears were steadily flowing down trunks' face. ~~~It does only hurt when I'm breathing~~~He thought.
he went downstairs to the kitchen.
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THE KITCHEN
Trunks entered the kitchen "Hello Trunks" Goten said,
But Trunks ignored him, instead he grabbed a knife from the drawer.
Goten shot up,"Whoa man what you gonna do with that" He asked concerned.
Trunks went up to him, "Goten, my best friend, It only hurts when I'm breathing" He proceeded to stap him self.
"Come on man, think about it, do you think Pan would want you to kill yourself"
Trunks laughed, "Why not, I have nothing to live for"
Goten grabbed ahold of him, "Nothing, have you forgotten about your twins Kome and Cammie"
Trunks eyes went wide, How could he forget his children, The knife dropped "Oh Goten, I miss her so much" Tears still falling from his eyes.
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THE FISHER MANS HOUSE.
"Huh? what? where am I?" The woman said.
Jackson replied "Your at my house, My names jackson" he than called for his parents.
"Mom Dad she's awake"
Marian and George entered the room "Well miss you sure had a worried there"
"I'm sorry" She replied.
"Can I ask you a question" George asked her.
she nodded. "Yes of course"
"What happened"
She pondered for a moment..."I don't know" She cried "I don't remember/
"Well can you at leat tell me your name, so I can call your kin" George asked.
"I don't know It, I don't know it" She cried hysterically.
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A/N: I'm sure you all guessed by now that the woman is Pan, but now that Pan has amnesia what will happen to find out read, Chapter 37, How'd I get here.