Earthian Fan Fiction ❯ Wrestling with Demons ❯ Part Two ( Chapter 2 )

Part Two

<<Kagetsuya pressed his lips tentatively to Chihaya's. They were soft and velvety, like a kitten's ears. A tongue snaked out, teasing his apart. He opened his mouth and pressed further into Chihaya's inviting warmth. Rolling over, Kagetsuya pulled Chihaya on top of him, breaking the kiss and gasping as their erections met. His hips pressed upwards reflexively, eager for more friction. Small hands explored Kagetsuya's chest, rolling and pinching sensitive nerve clusters, setting his body on fire with each touch. The beautiful black angel rocked his hips against the hard arousal beneath him, moaning with each languid movement. Their bodies became slick with sweat and pre-ejaculate as their explorations increased in intensity. Looking into the violet orbs, Kagetsuya tumbled into the lust-filled abyss. The look on Chihaya's face was one of complete and utter trust. Trust for him. It was too much. The desire to take him was too powerful, overwhelming, consuming. Kagetsuya felt his resolve crumble. He pulled the slight form in for another crushing kiss as his hands found their way down the angel's back and round ass, probing for the small puckered entrance. Pushing a finger in, he felt Chihaya lift his hips up, a pleading groan sliding from his mouth. Two fingers in, Chihaya was so inviting. Feeling an uncontrolled urgency settling over his body, Kagetsuya rolled back over on top, quickly pulling up Chihaya's leg over his shoulder. Impatient to bury himself in the lithe body under him, in one motion with no preparation, he sheathed himself in Chihaya's inviting, tight heat. A moan escaped his lips. "Oh…oh God…Chihaya…" Chihaya cried out in pain as his body tensed from the sudden intrusion, tears welling up in his eyes. >>

//No!// Kagetsuya awoke with a start, sitting up violently, gasping for breath. His body was shining with sweat, his pulse racing as his heart pounded heavily in his chest, his erection painfully engorged. Slowly, recognition seeped back into his consciousness. //A dream. It was just a dream.// he thought as he collapsed backwards onto the bed.

"Kagetsuya, are you all right? You called my name," came a sleepy voice from the other bed.

Kagetsuya lifted his knee reflexively, pulling at his covers, to hide his arousal from the innocent angel across the room. "Yes." He answered hoarsely. "Nightmare." Gathering his sheet around his body, Kagetsuya walked out of the room into the hallway, heading towards the bathroom.

Chihaya muffled a groan into his pillow. //Great. Now he's having nightmares about me. But when he called my name, it sounded so…like he wanted me.// Choking back tears, he flipped the pillow on top of his head. //Why would he want me? I'm just a genetic mutation, a malfunction, a freak. Ugly.//

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Not bothering to turn on the light, Kagetsuya leaned heavily against the bathroom door, trying to stop shaking. //I can't believe I dreamed that. How could I be so out of control to hurt him? He was so trusting…// Running his hands down his face, then through his hair, he moved to the mirror. Moonlight streamed in the small window at the other end of the bathroom, bathing the small room in an ethereal, silvery glow. He stared in the reflective glass above the sink. With the low level of light, he watched as his imagination morphed his face into a hideous visage. He watched in horror as his brows knit together, drawing further down on his nose. His mouth enlarged as a forked tongue snaked out of fanged teeth, lapping at the air. His eyes widened and rolled around with animalistic gyrations as the whites disappeared leaving only inky blackness. //Am I such a monster?// Blinking hard to clear the image, he spun away from the sink, slamming his back into the far wall, underneath the window. Kagetsuya struggled to gain control of his breathing. //Which is more monstrous? That my subconscious would suggest such a horrific act, or that I lack sufficient courage to tell him how I feel about him?//

When his breathing no longer came in gasps and his shaking was under control, he started the shower. Stripping out of his pajama bottoms, he stood under the showerhead as it pounded down upon him. His hand automatically fell to his painful arousal. He began to stroke himself roughly, working hastily to bring release. Placing his other hand against the wall to steady himself, he closed his eyes to focus on bringing himself off as quickly as possible. Not wanting to fantasize about Chihaya, he concentrated solely on the sensations.

But the images from his dream rushed back unbidden and with haunting clarity.

<<Soft, pliant lips>>

<<Moans of pleasure>>

<<Skin set on fire with soft touches>>

<<Yielding, inviting, accepting body>

<<Face in the throes of ecstasy>>

<<Large luminous violet eyes, full of complete trust>>

<<His dark angel, his love>>

Biting his lip to keep from crying out, Kagetsuya threw his head back as his seed sprayed against the shower wall, his body jerking with the force of his orgasm. Feeling the strength leaving his body with every pulse, Kagetsuya sagged against the cool tile in the shower. //Oh God, Chihaya.//

Recovering muscle control, he quickly washed off, rinsing his semen away before stepping out. Suddenly, he felt overcome with fatigue. Sighing deeply, he dried off. Wrapping the towel around his hips, he grabbed the sheet and his pajama bottoms, padding softly back down the hall to their room. Stopping at the door to the bedroom, Kagetsuya froze in place. //What if I …?// He headed to the living room and settled on the floor for a long, uncomfortable night.

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Chihaya heard the shower shut off and the bathroom door open. Sitting up, he waited, wanting to ask Kagetsuya again if everything was all right. He watched under the door as Kagetsuya's shadow stopped and moved away. Then all was silent.

// I must be truly horrible for him to not want to come back in here.// A single tear slid down his cheek as he lay back down on his bed quietly. Unmoving for long moments, Chihaya was trying to still his rapidly beating heart. Panic began to cascade in tumbling, disjointed thoughts. Squeezing his eyes closed, he choked back the tears that threatened to burst forth.

The emotions were too overwhelming as his body was soon consumed with silent sobs.