Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Fallen ❯ The Power of Goodbye ( Chapter 2 )
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By: kit_shang 
Anime/Manga: Fake Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 03.30.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 566 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Fake Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 03.30.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 566 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer:
Darn! I STILL don't own FAKE...do you think Sanami Matoh would be a pal and lend me Dee and Ryo?
Nor do I own these lyrcis either....I must be really untalented *^-^*
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The Power of Goodbye
by: Kit_Yang
The city died down along with the traffic hours as midnight came and lured everyone into deep sleep. The only sound that broke the silence of the night was heavy breathing from too much heartache. There in the dark, the ring laid...untouched.
Hours of endless silence swept by, only to be broken by the sun's early call. Morning soon arrived, driving away the moon's shield of light that brought forth dreams of hope and love. Not wanting to face the day, Dee and Ryo braced themselves for a day of heartache. Though both men were not ready to face one another, they were still partners...if only in crime.
/Your heart is not open, so I must go
The spell has been broken? I loved you so
Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no/
Exhausted from his sorrows, Dee Laytner headed to the bathroom and splashed cold water onto his face, hoping it would wake him up...and make him face reality. 'It doesn't matter anymore if he can't return my love...as long as he's still part of my life, I'll be more than happy...I'll be content. If I see him in the halls, I won't grab his hands...and when he smiles at me with love in his eyes, I won't kiss him or tell him I love him...I won't be selfish anymore...I won't force him to love me' thought Dee as new tears came to his eyes. As bitter tears rolled down his cheeks, Dee stared at his reflection and cursed himself for being weak and pathetic. Unable to control himself, Dee broke down and covered his face in shame, wondering how in the world he was going to get through the day.
/You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress you had to burn
Pain is a warning that something's wrong
I pray to God that it won't be long/
Randy McLean stared in the mirror of his dresser as he fought to fix his tie. With other things on his mind, Ryo kept messing up and decided to give up. 'I've gotta fix this mess with Dee...if I don't, I'm going to go nuts...' With a sigh of defeat, Ryo once again picked up the tie and started to loop it until he noticed it was Dee's tie. It was a navy blue tie with white zebra stripes that zig zagged from corner to corner. The tie was nothing special, but brought back valuable memories.
With a smile on his face, Ryo remembered the day Dee took matters into his own hands and claimed him. It was also the day Ryo started to fall for his green-eyed partner.
/There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
The two men had just come home from work, only to find Bikky gone and the apartment to themselves. Since it was summer, the heat was unbearable since Ryo's air conditioning was finally laid to rest. Poor thing, it overworked itself when winter came. Throwing their coats onto the couch, Dee and Ryo loosened their ties and unbutton their shirts a bit so they could actually breathe. Flustered from the heat, Dee thought Ryo was drop dead gorgeous. Since work, they've both been busy and didn't see eachother at all:Ryo with paper work and Dee with an annoying, but energetic JJ.
'Come to think of it, I haven't gotten a kiss at all today...hmmmm...I wonder if that will work...hahahhaha of course it will, after all my Ryo is pretty dense.' Dee smirked, knowing victory was at hand.
"Hey Ryo, look it...don't you think my tie is cool?" Dee asked as he pointed to his tie.
"What's so cool about it?" Ryo asked bluntly.
"It's a Magic Eye tie...got it especially from a catalog" Dee replied, hoping Ryo wouldn't hear the humor in his voice.
"What's Magic Eye?"
"You don't know what magic eye is? It's 3-D illusions! Haven't you seen any of the books? It's a page with bunches of colors on it, BUT! there's a hidden picture...cool huh?"
"Wow! Really?! I wanna see!" Ryo asked enthusiastically.
"Of course! but you gotta look closely" Dee replied in a smooth voice.
"Where is it? I don't see anything" Ryo said disappointly.
"Silly Ryo, you have to get closer" Dee whispered seductively.
As Ryo leaned closer to Dee's tie trying to find the illusion, Dee closed the space between them and kissed Ryo with all his might. Clamping his mouth over the blonde's, Dee thrust his tongue into Ryo's mouth, tasting every corner. Ryo moaned as Dee continued to assault his mouth, while rocking his groin against Ryo's.
After several minutes,the kiss finally ended. Two weak-kneed detectives held onto eachother as they struggled to regain their strength. Still in one another's arms, Dee grinned at a blushing Ryo.
"Hmmmm....now that's what I call good teaching"
"You lied! There was no illusion on your tie...you just did that so you could kiss me!" Ryo replied hotly.
"Worked like a charm didn't it?" Dee said, causing Ryo to blush some more.
"Let me tell ya what, how bout you keep the tie?...That way, YOU can be the one to show me some magic." With that, Dee grinned naughtily.
Jerking awake from the past, Ryo put Dee's tie away and found one of his own. Finally succeeding at tying the rotten thing, Ryo looked at himself and struggled to breathe. 'I'm going to tell him I'm sorry...and that I love him' Ryo assured himself.
/Your heart is not open, so I must go
The spell has been broken? I loved you so
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress/
Both men now arrived at the precinct, dreading the moment they would meet. Ryo was the first to arrive. Taking a deep breath, Ryo prayed for courage and stepped into the empty work room, only to find Dee absent. Disappointed, Ryo sat at his desk and tried his best to concentrate on his work. Ten minutes later, Dee came in. Hearing the door, Ryo looked up and caught his breath. There, standing in the doorway was Dee...his partner, his friend...with eyes that reflected pain...Ryo's thoughts were interrupted as Dee asked to talk to him in a more private place. With that said, Dee turned around and mentioned Ryo to follow him.
/There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
Following Dee to the break room, Ryo waited patiently as Dee closed the door. Dee stood facing the door, trying to compose himself. 'I'm going to tell him before I lose all courage' Dee thought to himself. Taking deep breaths, Dee turned around to face Ryo...one last time. Finally, the silence was broken as the dark-haired detective decided to finally let go.
/Learn to say goodbye
I yearn to say goodbye/
Ryo started to tell Dee how he felt but was interrupted. Hearing Dee's melancholy voice, Ryo couldn't help but think his world was going to collapse from underneath him.
"I'll stop....from now on, I promise to God I'll stop" Dee said sadly.
"I swear to you that I won't push you around anymore...I'll finally let you go...I won't force you to love me anymore...."
Trying to pull himself together, Dee forced himself to continue even though he was on the verge of tears.... "I'll be content to just be your friend...even if it kills me not to kiss you anymore or hold your hands....no matter how much it hurts for me to let you go, I'll be glad knowing that you're happy..."
Not caring that he was crying, Dee finally ended his speech with: "I'll leave you alone...I'll give you up...So when you see me, don't smile at me with love in your eyes or give me false hope...don't hold my hands when I need comforting or embrace me when I'm in need...don't make me think that you love me when you don't" Dee finished shakingly.
/There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
Wiping his tears, Dee tried to give Ryo a heart warming smile but failed. With a sigh of defeat, the raven-haired detective stepped outside the break room...away from the man who would've mad him happy.
Tears cascading down his cheeks, Ryo trembled and collapsed onto his knees. Shocked at Dee's declaration, the blonde lost all feeling inside. 'He's giving up...he doesn't want me....he's not going to love me anymore' Ryo thought silently as quiet sobs rocked throughout his body, filling him with grief.
/There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
Silent sobs of sorrow echoed throughout the break room. Randy "Ryo" McLean sat on the floor unmoving, not caring whether he died right then and there. His tears continued to flow as a certain detective leaned against the door. Dee laid his head back and prayed to God a thousand times to help him get through this...and to help end all his pain...
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Aftertalk: Whoa!
Man, this is so freakin' sad...I'm sitting here crying my eyes out and cursing myself...Oh the pain!...sniff...anyways, I apologize if I made Dee and Ryo OOC....I guess they're going to stay that way, but it's all good.
Anyways, thanks for reading and I hope you drop me some more reviews!*^-^*
Darn! I STILL don't own FAKE...do you think Sanami Matoh would be a pal and lend me Dee and Ryo?
Nor do I own these lyrcis either....I must be really untalented *^-^*
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The Power of Goodbye
by: Kit_Yang
The city died down along with the traffic hours as midnight came and lured everyone into deep sleep. The only sound that broke the silence of the night was heavy breathing from too much heartache. There in the dark, the ring laid...untouched.
Hours of endless silence swept by, only to be broken by the sun's early call. Morning soon arrived, driving away the moon's shield of light that brought forth dreams of hope and love. Not wanting to face the day, Dee and Ryo braced themselves for a day of heartache. Though both men were not ready to face one another, they were still partners...if only in crime.
/Your heart is not open, so I must go
The spell has been broken? I loved you so
Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no/
Exhausted from his sorrows, Dee Laytner headed to the bathroom and splashed cold water onto his face, hoping it would wake him up...and make him face reality. 'It doesn't matter anymore if he can't return my love...as long as he's still part of my life, I'll be more than happy...I'll be content. If I see him in the halls, I won't grab his hands...and when he smiles at me with love in his eyes, I won't kiss him or tell him I love him...I won't be selfish anymore...I won't force him to love me' thought Dee as new tears came to his eyes. As bitter tears rolled down his cheeks, Dee stared at his reflection and cursed himself for being weak and pathetic. Unable to control himself, Dee broke down and covered his face in shame, wondering how in the world he was going to get through the day.
/You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress you had to burn
Pain is a warning that something's wrong
I pray to God that it won't be long/
Randy McLean stared in the mirror of his dresser as he fought to fix his tie. With other things on his mind, Ryo kept messing up and decided to give up. 'I've gotta fix this mess with Dee...if I don't, I'm going to go nuts...' With a sigh of defeat, Ryo once again picked up the tie and started to loop it until he noticed it was Dee's tie. It was a navy blue tie with white zebra stripes that zig zagged from corner to corner. The tie was nothing special, but brought back valuable memories.
With a smile on his face, Ryo remembered the day Dee took matters into his own hands and claimed him. It was also the day Ryo started to fall for his green-eyed partner.
/There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
The two men had just come home from work, only to find Bikky gone and the apartment to themselves. Since it was summer, the heat was unbearable since Ryo's air conditioning was finally laid to rest. Poor thing, it overworked itself when winter came. Throwing their coats onto the couch, Dee and Ryo loosened their ties and unbutton their shirts a bit so they could actually breathe. Flustered from the heat, Dee thought Ryo was drop dead gorgeous. Since work, they've both been busy and didn't see eachother at all:Ryo with paper work and Dee with an annoying, but energetic JJ.
'Come to think of it, I haven't gotten a kiss at all today...hmmmm...I wonder if that will work...hahahhaha of course it will, after all my Ryo is pretty dense.' Dee smirked, knowing victory was at hand.
"Hey Ryo, look it...don't you think my tie is cool?" Dee asked as he pointed to his tie.
"What's so cool about it?" Ryo asked bluntly.
"It's a Magic Eye tie...got it especially from a catalog" Dee replied, hoping Ryo wouldn't hear the humor in his voice.
"What's Magic Eye?"
"You don't know what magic eye is? It's 3-D illusions! Haven't you seen any of the books? It's a page with bunches of colors on it, BUT! there's a hidden picture...cool huh?"
"Wow! Really?! I wanna see!" Ryo asked enthusiastically.
"Of course! but you gotta look closely" Dee replied in a smooth voice.
"Where is it? I don't see anything" Ryo said disappointly.
"Silly Ryo, you have to get closer" Dee whispered seductively.
As Ryo leaned closer to Dee's tie trying to find the illusion, Dee closed the space between them and kissed Ryo with all his might. Clamping his mouth over the blonde's, Dee thrust his tongue into Ryo's mouth, tasting every corner. Ryo moaned as Dee continued to assault his mouth, while rocking his groin against Ryo's.
After several minutes,the kiss finally ended. Two weak-kneed detectives held onto eachother as they struggled to regain their strength. Still in one another's arms, Dee grinned at a blushing Ryo.
"Hmmmm....now that's what I call good teaching"
"You lied! There was no illusion on your tie...you just did that so you could kiss me!" Ryo replied hotly.
"Worked like a charm didn't it?" Dee said, causing Ryo to blush some more.
"Let me tell ya what, how bout you keep the tie?...That way, YOU can be the one to show me some magic." With that, Dee grinned naughtily.
Jerking awake from the past, Ryo put Dee's tie away and found one of his own. Finally succeeding at tying the rotten thing, Ryo looked at himself and struggled to breathe. 'I'm going to tell him I'm sorry...and that I love him' Ryo assured himself.
/Your heart is not open, so I must go
The spell has been broken? I loved you so
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress/
Both men now arrived at the precinct, dreading the moment they would meet. Ryo was the first to arrive. Taking a deep breath, Ryo prayed for courage and stepped into the empty work room, only to find Dee absent. Disappointed, Ryo sat at his desk and tried his best to concentrate on his work. Ten minutes later, Dee came in. Hearing the door, Ryo looked up and caught his breath. There, standing in the doorway was Dee...his partner, his friend...with eyes that reflected pain...Ryo's thoughts were interrupted as Dee asked to talk to him in a more private place. With that said, Dee turned around and mentioned Ryo to follow him.
/There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
Following Dee to the break room, Ryo waited patiently as Dee closed the door. Dee stood facing the door, trying to compose himself. 'I'm going to tell him before I lose all courage' Dee thought to himself. Taking deep breaths, Dee turned around to face Ryo...one last time. Finally, the silence was broken as the dark-haired detective decided to finally let go.
/Learn to say goodbye
I yearn to say goodbye/
Ryo started to tell Dee how he felt but was interrupted. Hearing Dee's melancholy voice, Ryo couldn't help but think his world was going to collapse from underneath him.
"I'll stop....from now on, I promise to God I'll stop" Dee said sadly.
"I swear to you that I won't push you around anymore...I'll finally let you go...I won't force you to love me anymore...."
Trying to pull himself together, Dee forced himself to continue even though he was on the verge of tears.... "I'll be content to just be your friend...even if it kills me not to kiss you anymore or hold your hands....no matter how much it hurts for me to let you go, I'll be glad knowing that you're happy..."
Not caring that he was crying, Dee finally ended his speech with: "I'll leave you alone...I'll give you up...So when you see me, don't smile at me with love in your eyes or give me false hope...don't hold my hands when I need comforting or embrace me when I'm in need...don't make me think that you love me when you don't" Dee finished shakingly.
/There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
Wiping his tears, Dee tried to give Ryo a heart warming smile but failed. With a sigh of defeat, the raven-haired detective stepped outside the break room...away from the man who would've mad him happy.
Tears cascading down his cheeks, Ryo trembled and collapsed onto his knees. Shocked at Dee's declaration, the blonde lost all feeling inside. 'He's giving up...he doesn't want me....he's not going to love me anymore' Ryo thought silently as quiet sobs rocked throughout his body, filling him with grief.
/There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye/
Silent sobs of sorrow echoed throughout the break room. Randy "Ryo" McLean sat on the floor unmoving, not caring whether he died right then and there. His tears continued to flow as a certain detective leaned against the door. Dee laid his head back and prayed to God a thousand times to help him get through this...and to help end all his pain...
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Aftertalk: Whoa!
Man, this is so freakin' sad...I'm sitting here crying my eyes out and cursing myself...Oh the pain!...sniff...anyways, I apologize if I made Dee and Ryo OOC....I guess they're going to stay that way, but it's all good.
Anyways, thanks for reading and I hope you drop me some more reviews!*^-^*