Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Fallen ❯ Epilogue: Tears in Heaven ( Chapter 5 )
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By: kit_shang 
Anime/Manga: Fake Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 04.02.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 544 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Fake Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 04.02.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 544 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer:
Well, I have finally given up on Dee and Ryo...sad, ni?
I don't own these lyrics either!
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Epilogue: Tears in Heaven
By: Kit_Yang
"Aishite iru, Dee...aishite iru..."
Tears of joy fell as Dee and Ryo embraced eachother. Finally, the two found love and happiness in the comfort of one another's arms...
/Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven?/
Holding Ryo next to his heart, Dee started to pray that this moment would last forever.
"Ni, Ryo?...is this a dream? If so, please...let it last. Let time stay still and let me savor every minute of it..." Dee said quietly as he continued to hold Ryo in his arms. Unable to stop the flow of tears, Dee continued...
"So, this must be what heaven is like...to love be loved in return. It fills me with joy that I am loved by an angel." Dee said as more tears flowed.
"It makes me happy that you found me worthy of giving me your heart" Dee studdered. "If I died right now, I'd be happy...I'd died happy knowing you love me...knowing it was enough."
Hearing the emotion in Dee's voice, Ryo's heart started to break as he heard the pain in Dee's voice. Hugging Dee tighter, Ryo continued to lay against Dee's heart, crying.
/I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong...here in heaven/
"You're my heart Ryo...did you know that?...You fill me with joy and happiness...I'm glad I waited for you. Life before was dark and dull...it meant nothing to me."
Clenching Ryo tighter to him, Dee continued sadly.
"I lived life as a gamble, waiting for death to come. And then, YOU came...and made me see everything differently. You became my strength, my God...my savior."
/Would you hold my hand,if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand,if I saw you in heaven?/
"Remember when we first me?" Dee asked Ryo.
"Hai..." Ryo replied softly.
"I thought you were beautiful then...you still are...I looked into your eyes and fell in love. I thought to myself: 'This is the man...this is the man I have been waiting for...I'll make myself worthy and earn his love'...and so for two whole years, I did just that" Dee said with a sad smile.
/I'll find my way through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay...here in heaven/
"No matter what you put me through, I thought it didn't matter since you were worth it...you still are."
Clenching his fist in Dee's shirt, Ryo started crying harder. 'How could I put him through this?...no Dee, it's you I don't deserve...'
"Gomen...Dee...gomen..." Ryo cried. "I'm sorry about everything...I lied...I lied when I said I didn't love you...I have always been in love with you and I never stopped...I was just afraid of everything. I was afraid to trust you and give you my heart. I'm such a fool...I don't deserve you...I should've never came..."
Hearing the doubt in Ryo's voice, Dee continued to hold Ryo in his arms, his heart breaking. Here he was, finally with the man he loved. The man he tried so hard to push him away. The man he tried so hard not to love. After all they've been through, his beloved was starting to doubt them. 'No more' thought Dee, 'there's no more time for regrets. It's either now or never. He either loves me enough or he doesn't.'
/Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees/
Bracing himself for more heartache, Dee said softly,"No more regrets Ryo. If you're going to doubt yourself now, just go...I don't have any pieces left of my heart for you to break. If you think..." trying to catch his breath as tears overflowed.
"If you think you don't deserve happiness, then I'll slowly...let you go..." trying to steel his heart against the pain that ate at him.
Hearing Dee's words broke Ryo's heart. They were going back to square one, and after all they've been through. This couldn't be happening...this couldn't happen again. 'Why do I always end up hurting him?' Ryo thought silently.
/Time can break your heart
Have you beggin'please... beggin'please/
Waiting for Ryo's answer, Dee prayed to God as tears came to his eyes. 'If I let him go, promise me...promise you'll keep him happy. Promise me you'll let him find the one he loves, even if it's not me...Promise me that you'll bless him with a life that's not filled with pain...."
/Beyond the door, there's peace for sure
and I know there'll be no more..tears in heaven.
'As for me...I don't want anything...all I want is for my Ryo to be happy. I'll just love him from afar...If I see him holding hands with someone, I'll smile...If I see him kissing someone, I'll smile...If I see him love someone...I'll smile...' Dee prayed, struggling to breathe.
'And if he tells me he's fallen in love with someone else, I'll smile and congratulate him even if it breaks my heart' Dee finished as he started shaking uncontrollably.
/Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven?/
"Ni Ryo...what do you want? I love you...but it's up to you now..." Dee cried.
Reaching up to touch Dee's tear streakened face, Ryo replied:
/I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong...here in heaven/
"I WANT you" Ryo said bravely. Showing Dee his hand. On Ryo's left ring finger, was Dee's golden ring. Last night after Dee collapsed, Ryo held him, rocking back and forth. After he finished crying, Ryo held Dee and got up to put him in bed. Laying Dee on his bed, Ryo decided to clean the empty bottles of beer cans that laid empty and scattered on the floor. Entering the living room, a gold gleam caught his attention. Approaching it, Ryo's eyes watered as he held the simple gold band in his hand. Dee + Ryo...Body + Soul. Clutching it in his fist, Ryo held it tight to his heart and started to cry.
/Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven/
Giving Dee a heart breaking smile, Ryo repeated:
"I WANT you Dee...now and forever...body and soul..." Ryo continued crying. With a cry, Dee once again held Ryo in his arms, rejoicing that he had Ryo's heart, body, and soul...
The End
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Aftertalk: Whoa MAMA!
This is so damn sad! I hate myself! I don't know why I keep doing this to myself...waaahhhhh!!!!!! But it's finallly over! Dee and Ryo won't have to suffer anymore....*~o~,*....I need a hug....+<~o~>+
Well, I have finally given up on Dee and Ryo...sad, ni?
I don't own these lyrics either!
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Epilogue: Tears in Heaven
By: Kit_Yang
"Aishite iru, Dee...aishite iru..."
Tears of joy fell as Dee and Ryo embraced eachother. Finally, the two found love and happiness in the comfort of one another's arms...
/Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven?/
Holding Ryo next to his heart, Dee started to pray that this moment would last forever.
"Ni, Ryo?...is this a dream? If so, please...let it last. Let time stay still and let me savor every minute of it..." Dee said quietly as he continued to hold Ryo in his arms. Unable to stop the flow of tears, Dee continued...
"So, this must be what heaven is like...to love be loved in return. It fills me with joy that I am loved by an angel." Dee said as more tears flowed.
"It makes me happy that you found me worthy of giving me your heart" Dee studdered. "If I died right now, I'd be happy...I'd died happy knowing you love me...knowing it was enough."
Hearing the emotion in Dee's voice, Ryo's heart started to break as he heard the pain in Dee's voice. Hugging Dee tighter, Ryo continued to lay against Dee's heart, crying.
/I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong...here in heaven/
"You're my heart Ryo...did you know that?...You fill me with joy and happiness...I'm glad I waited for you. Life before was dark and dull...it meant nothing to me."
Clenching Ryo tighter to him, Dee continued sadly.
"I lived life as a gamble, waiting for death to come. And then, YOU came...and made me see everything differently. You became my strength, my God...my savior."
/Would you hold my hand,if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand,if I saw you in heaven?/
"Remember when we first me?" Dee asked Ryo.
"Hai..." Ryo replied softly.
"I thought you were beautiful then...you still are...I looked into your eyes and fell in love. I thought to myself: 'This is the man...this is the man I have been waiting for...I'll make myself worthy and earn his love'...and so for two whole years, I did just that" Dee said with a sad smile.
/I'll find my way through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay...here in heaven/
"No matter what you put me through, I thought it didn't matter since you were worth it...you still are."
Clenching his fist in Dee's shirt, Ryo started crying harder. 'How could I put him through this?...no Dee, it's you I don't deserve...'
"Gomen...Dee...gomen..." Ryo cried. "I'm sorry about everything...I lied...I lied when I said I didn't love you...I have always been in love with you and I never stopped...I was just afraid of everything. I was afraid to trust you and give you my heart. I'm such a fool...I don't deserve you...I should've never came..."
Hearing the doubt in Ryo's voice, Dee continued to hold Ryo in his arms, his heart breaking. Here he was, finally with the man he loved. The man he tried so hard to push him away. The man he tried so hard not to love. After all they've been through, his beloved was starting to doubt them. 'No more' thought Dee, 'there's no more time for regrets. It's either now or never. He either loves me enough or he doesn't.'
/Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees/
Bracing himself for more heartache, Dee said softly,"No more regrets Ryo. If you're going to doubt yourself now, just go...I don't have any pieces left of my heart for you to break. If you think..." trying to catch his breath as tears overflowed.
"If you think you don't deserve happiness, then I'll slowly...let you go..." trying to steel his heart against the pain that ate at him.
Hearing Dee's words broke Ryo's heart. They were going back to square one, and after all they've been through. This couldn't be happening...this couldn't happen again. 'Why do I always end up hurting him?' Ryo thought silently.
/Time can break your heart
Have you beggin'please... beggin'please/
Waiting for Ryo's answer, Dee prayed to God as tears came to his eyes. 'If I let him go, promise me...promise you'll keep him happy. Promise me you'll let him find the one he loves, even if it's not me...Promise me that you'll bless him with a life that's not filled with pain...."
/Beyond the door, there's peace for sure
and I know there'll be no more..tears in heaven.
'As for me...I don't want anything...all I want is for my Ryo to be happy. I'll just love him from afar...If I see him holding hands with someone, I'll smile...If I see him kissing someone, I'll smile...If I see him love someone...I'll smile...' Dee prayed, struggling to breathe.
'And if he tells me he's fallen in love with someone else, I'll smile and congratulate him even if it breaks my heart' Dee finished as he started shaking uncontrollably.
/Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven?/
"Ni Ryo...what do you want? I love you...but it's up to you now..." Dee cried.
Reaching up to touch Dee's tear streakened face, Ryo replied:
/I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong...here in heaven/
"I WANT you" Ryo said bravely. Showing Dee his hand. On Ryo's left ring finger, was Dee's golden ring. Last night after Dee collapsed, Ryo held him, rocking back and forth. After he finished crying, Ryo held Dee and got up to put him in bed. Laying Dee on his bed, Ryo decided to clean the empty bottles of beer cans that laid empty and scattered on the floor. Entering the living room, a gold gleam caught his attention. Approaching it, Ryo's eyes watered as he held the simple gold band in his hand. Dee + Ryo...Body + Soul. Clutching it in his fist, Ryo held it tight to his heart and started to cry.
/Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven/
Giving Dee a heart breaking smile, Ryo repeated:
"I WANT you Dee...now and forever...body and soul..." Ryo continued crying. With a cry, Dee once again held Ryo in his arms, rejoicing that he had Ryo's heart, body, and soul...
The End
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Aftertalk: Whoa MAMA!
This is so damn sad! I hate myself! I don't know why I keep doing this to myself...waaahhhhh!!!!!! But it's finallly over! Dee and Ryo won't have to suffer anymore....*~o~,*....I need a hug....+<~o~>+