Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Keeping One's Way ❯ Choices ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Title: Keeping One's Way
Author: Daxemon
Fandom: FAKE (yaoi)
Pairing/Characters: Drake/JJ
Rating: M (for later chapters)
Warning: MAN ON MAN SEX – I can't say it any clearer people if you don't like it don't read it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Fake, but if someone was willing to steal it for me, I wouldn't mind. Otherwise it belongs to Ms. Matoh.

Chapter 1 - Choices


“Fine!”

“Fine!”

“FINE!!!” screamed JJ as he stormed out of the office he shared with Drake plowing through Dee and Ryo as he barreled down the hallway with a murderous look on his face.

“Whoa.” said Dee as he watched JJ storm away. “Looks like the honeymoon is over.”

“Dee.” Ryo said giving Dee his patented look of disdain.

“What?”

“Hey Drake. Ah...is everything okay?” asked Ryo as he stepped into the office the diminutive platinum headed detective vacated post haste a few moments ago, Dee of course not far behind.

“Hey Ryo.” Drake greeted looking very perturbed.

“What's up dude? Lover's quarrel?” Dee questioned without preamble as he dropped his lanky form into JJ's chair.

“DEE!”

“What?.....But they are -” Dee defended, before being cut off by Ryo.

“Sorry Drake.....but is everything okay?” asked Ryo looking at his friend with concern.

“Yeah everything is fine.” Drake said plastering a not so convincing smile on his face.

“Bullshit.” Dee murmured as he planted his feet on JJ's desk, getting very comfortable.

“Dee....behave.” Ryo scowled. Sometimes he swore he wasn't just raising one child.

“No it's okay Ryo. He's right. JJ's pretty pist-off at me right now and I don't blame him.” Drake said as he dropped down bonelessly into his chair, looking completely drained.

“So what's going on?” Dee asked dropping his feet to the floor and leaning forward with actual sincere concern written across his features for his long time friend.

Drake looked up and his eyes drifted from Dee to Ryo and back, obviously not sure if he really wanted to talk about what was going on between him and JJ. He knew without a doubt he could trust them to be quiet about it, seeing as no one else in the precinct knew about him and JJ and it was coming up on a year already and that was exactly the problem. Their one year anniversary was in a month and JJ wanted something that Drake wasn't sure that he could give, not yet anyway, especially the way he wanted.

“Well.........JJ wants........for our one year...............-” Drake fumbled.

“Look Drake if you can't talk about it that's-” Ryo began seeing how uncomfortable Drake seemed, but was soon cut off by Dee.

“He wants to announce to the world that you two are doing the happily ever after, right?” Dee said with all seriousness.

Drake just looked on in stunned silence as Ryo responded to Dee's question.

“Dee I don't think-”

“Yep, pretty much.” Drake answered, cutting Ryo off.

“Thought so, but I bet it's not just the whole tell everyone thing. Could it be how he wants to do it? He wants to throw an anniversary party doesn't he Drake, with all the trimmings.” Dee stated more than asked.

“Yeah like we're some old married couple. How the hell do you know that?” Drake asked with a frown.

“Remember I went to the academy with JJ. He told me all about his wish that one day after finding the man of his dreams and they were together for a year........solidifying their union........ that he would throw a big party to announce to the world their love. You are in a helluva a lot a trouble. I wouldn't wanna be you. JJ's been looking forward to this since he was fifteen and you're it Drake-y ma boy.” Dee announced getting up from JJ's desk with a smirk plastered across his face. “Good luck.” Dee said heading out the door chuckling.

“I hate your partner and all that implies.” Drake said turning to look at Ryo.

“He's your best friend.” Ryo replied.

“He's your boyfriend.” Drake retorted as he and Ryo turned to look at the empty doorway where both their significant others had disappeared through.






Drake wandered from one end of his tiny apartment to the next listlessly. The day had gone from bad to worse. JJ barely spoke to him except to answer him in a hollow, emotionless, monotone voice when they had been called out to a crime scene. He kept it so professional it was like talking to a stranger. There were times Drake wanted to grab him and kiss him breathless just to get a JJ - like reaction.

Later after they got back to the office and end of shift came, JJ practically jumped out of his chair and wished Drake goodnight and just before he left through the office door, he made sure to let Drake know that he wasn't to be expected to come over that evening. Unofficially letting Drake know JJ wanted him nowhere near his apartment that night, much less his bed.


Drake knew they had to get this situation resolved before the month ended or their anniversary would be ruined and he knew that would break JJ's heart and that would be the last thing he would ever want to do, but what JJ was asking for he wasn't sure he could do.

As Drake made his umpteenth pass across his living room he heard his doorbell. “Who the hell?” Drake questioned seeing that it was almost 1 a.m. “Who is it?” Drake asked as he reached his door and was about to look through his peephole, when he heard a familiar voice, that he was actually pretty surprised to hear.

When he opened the door there was JJ on the other side, doing his level best not to look directly at Drake.

“Can I come in?” he asked quietly.

“OH!....Yeah, yeah sure.” Drake stuttered coming out of his state of shock and stepping out of the way for JJ to come into the apartment.

“Thanks.”

“Not a problem.”

Soon an oppressive silence began to fill the room as Drake stood by the door after having closed it and waited for JJ to say or do something. 'Why was he there?' Drake wondered. 'Isn't he still mad at me? He didn't speak to me all day unless he absolutely had to, so why is he here now?'

“I couldn't sleep.” JJ said seeming to read Drake's mind and snapping Drake out of his thoughts.

“Really? Neither could I.” Drake responded.

The silence enveloped them once again and soon neither of them could take it anymore.

“I know I'm being childish-.” JJ shouted at the same time Drake said, “I don't want you to be mad at me-.”

“Sorry you go first.” JJ acquiesced.

“No I want to hear what you have to say.” Drake countered.

“Fine.” JJ said as he slipping out of his coat and handing it to Drake who took notice that JJ was still dressed in his pajamas.

'I guess he really couldn't sleep.' Drake thought distractedly as he hung up JJ's coat.

JJ walked over to Drakes old, but comfortable couch and sat down, bringing his knees up to his chin and wrapping his arms around his pajama clad legs, but before he started speaking he gestured for Drake to join him.

“I'm sorry about the way I've been acting lately. I know I've been unreasonable and childish. It's just -.....nothing. I'm just sorry.” JJ finished and then tilted sideways rested against Drake and sighed, looking completely defeated.

“You really wanna do this thing don't you? Since you were fifteen....you've be planning this, right?” Drake asked resting his head on top of JJ's platinum one.

“Dee right? I noticed as I was leaving that they were heading your way.”

“Yeah. He told me all about it and I know how much this means to you, now, but I still just don't know JJ. A party, our friends and......family. It's a lot to ask for, I don't know if I can give you what you want. But....” Drake paused.

“But?” JJ encouraged.

“Give me some time and I'll let you know. Don't give up on me yet.” Drake said turning to face JJ and seeing his face light up with unbridled hope. “JJ.....I'm not making any promises, so please don't look so happy.”

“I can be happy if I want, I have you don't I?” JJ said as he leaned up to kiss Drake lightly on the lips. “Thanks......I'll try not to get my hopes up too much, but thanks for still trying.”

“Your welcome.” Drake said as he leaned forward capturing JJ's lips in a slow, deep and breath stealing kiss, before suddenly breaking it and JJ soon found himself being picked up and thrown over Drake's shoulder. “This is what you get for showing up in just your pj's.” Drake said as he threw JJ unceremoniously on his bed where JJ bounced lightly.

“I could have come over here in full body armor and this is probably where I would have ended up you horn dog.” JJ replied grinning as he slipped out of his pajama top.

“When your right, your right.” Drake said as he grabbed the ankles of JJ's pajama bottoms and yanked, revealing the fact that JJ had zero underpants on, which to Drake was of no surprise at this point in there relationship. Anyway it was more convenient this way, less to take off.

Drake loved seeing JJ naked, his body was so gorgeous and in shape. His skin pale and perfect except for the small scar on his left shoulder, where a year ago he was shot by a suspect that they had run down and cornered in a warehouse. Drake didn't like to think how close he came to losing JJ that day, so he pushed the thought away and concentrated on the gorgeous man lying naked before him.

During the past year they were together Drake discovered that he loved exploring JJ's body, trying to discover new places to exploit that would make JJ create those skin tingling sounds that he was prone to make once Drake found an especially sensitive spot.

Drake slowly made his way up JJ's naked form leaving kisses along the way. Starting from his ankle, past his firm toned calves and further. He stopped to flick his tongue behind JJ's left knee where he knew JJ was especially sensitive as well as ticklish. Doing that brought a flurry of laughter from JJ and then a deep moan as Drake had moved on to forcefully suck on JJ's inner thigh leaving an angry red love bite behind.

Drake wanted to take things slow, but it had been while since they had been together, with arguing all the time and their work load having more than doubled in the last week. Having JJ now naked and compliant JJ writhing underneath him and making all those delectable sounds was making his already rock hard erection twitch with anticipation within the confines of his jeans.

“JJ.” Drake panted as he hovered over the man in question.

“I know, me too.” JJ replied panting and reaching under the pillow where he knew the lube was waiting.

Drake coated his fingers and prepped JJ as best he could with the way his hands were shaking and how hazy his thought processes had become. Soon JJ whimpered that he was ready and reached down , pushing Drakes jeans and boxers down just past his hips not bothering to take them off, just freeing Drakes already dripping erection.

JJ wrapped his legs enticingly around Drakes waist, helping him guide his swollen shaft to JJ's well prepared entrance, where Drake swiftly buried himself to the hilt, deep inside of JJ. After a few minutes Drake had JJ practically screaming his name and clawing his back as he thrust over and over into JJ, striking that sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside him. JJ's orgasm was so powerful that he buried his face into Drakes neck and unconsciously sunk his teethe in breaking the skin.

Feeling the twinge of pain and the exquisite pleasure of thrusting over and over into the man beneath him brought Drake to his climax so suddenly, that it caused his body to break out all over in goosebumps and hyper sensitized his skin, causing all the hairs on the back of his neck to stand on end. Afterwards he slowly lowered himself down onto JJ and then slid off to the side, so as to not crush the smaller man beneath him and wrapped JJ into his arms, snuggling close, both of them falling into a deep, satisfied sleep.




The next morning Drake woke up to the sensation of someone softly touching where his shoulder met his neck and then a mild stinging sensation which increased imperceptibly into a full blown burning. The burning sensation soon subsided but not before he was awoken by it, to find JJ sitting next to him with the First Aide Kit in his lap.

“Good morning.” Drake grinned moving his arm to reach out for JJ, but was stopped.

“Please don't move, I need to finish disinfecting this, after the fact, and then put a bandage on it.” JJ explained.

“Put a bandage on what?” Drake questioned, not remembering JJ biting him.

“I sorta bit you while we were.....you know.” JJ half heartedly explained as he placed the bandage on Drakes wound.

“Oh you mean while we were screwing each others brains out.” Drake said yawning. “What time is it?”

“Must you be so crass, and it's 4:37 in the morning.” JJ harrumphed as he packed the First Aide Kit up and placed it on the floor next to the bed.

“For someone who's seems so open about sexuality especially your own. You sure seem like a prude sometimes......it's cute.” Drake said sleepily.

“Do not.” JJ denied.

“You are so sexy, it should be against the law for you to pout like that.” Drake stated leaning up an pecking JJ on those same pout - y lips.

“Keep talking like that and I may have to pull out the First Aide Kit again.” JJ said smiling down at Drakes sleepy face.

“Come here.” Drake said pulling JJ down next to him. “Today's your day off and I don't have to be in until 6 o'clock tonight to cover for Marty, so let's go back to sleep.” Drake murmured.

“Why are you covering for Marty again?” JJ asked as he allowed Drake to coil himself around him.

“Kayla, his daughter, is in some school play or something. So I said that I would cover for him so he could go.” Drake explained.

“You know, you really are a great catch. I'm glad that I made you realize how much you love me.” JJ said repressing a yawn as Drake wrapped his left arm more possessively around JJ in response, both falling soundly back to sleep.








The next day after sleeping in and having a little morning fun. Drake packed an overnight bag and around 2 o'clock in the afternoon they headed over to JJ's and spent the rest of the day together until Drake had to leave for the night shift he was covering.

When Drake reached the 27th he bumped into Marty on his way out.

“Hey Drake, you don't know how much I appreciate this dude.” Marty gushed as he hurriedly put on his coat.

“Not a problem, just make sure you give her a standing – o for me.” Drake said slapping Marty on the shoulder as he headed to his office.

“Will do!” Marty yelled back hustling out the main doors.

Once Drake got to his office he settled in for a long boring night hopefully and started in on the pile of files and paperwork on his desk that he had not been able to get to in the past week. After a few hours he was satisfied with the dent he had put in the wall of paper and decided to take a break and go get some coffee from the break room and maybe go for a smoke too. As Drake poured the black sludge that passed for coffee into his mug he heard someone enter the break room.

“So how's everything at the ol' homestead, still status quo?” said Dee as he sauntering in with a smug look on his face.

“What the hell are you doing here Dee?” Drake as irritably.

“I'd say from that tone.....that would be a yes on the no nookie scale.” Dee said filling two mugs with some of the coffee sludge. “Do they honestly call this stuff coffee?” Dee complained offhandedly as he poured.

“What business is that of yours Dee?” Drake said resting against a nearby filing cabinet.

“Well first of all we are being forced to drink this stuff so I would automatically think that we had a right to -” Dee babbled away.

“Not – the – coffee.” Drake cut Dee off. “Anyway not that it's any of your business.....we made up.”

“So you off the hook?” Dee asked with a crooked smirk making its way across his face and a look that said he already knew the answer.

“Not exactly.”

“I knew it.” Dee laughed. “You can never say no to him can you? You wimp.” Dee laughed good - naturedly.

“I wouldn't talk if I were you. When it comes to Ryo, you're like an obedient pet around him.”

“Damn right! I would do anything for my Ryo and damned proud of it, huh!” Dee said proudly.

“Whatever.” Drake said rolling his eyes. “Anyway I didn't know you and Ryo were pulling a graveyard shift. Weren't you guys in this morning?”

“Yeah and I feel like shit, but we got a huge break on one of our cases and we gotta wrap it up tonight, so we can pick up the perp tomorrow.” Dee answered. “Why are you here? I thought it was your day off.” Dee questioned taking a sip from one of the mugs and grimacing.

“Covering for Marty so he could go to Kayla's play.” Drake explained while also taking a sip from his own mug and regretting it. 'This stuff is disgusting.' he thought, but still took another sip of the too strong sludge.

“Oh yeah, that was tonight?”

“Yeah.”

“Well I gotta get back. If I take any longer with this supposed coffee, I think Ryo will chew my head off. Funny how cranky someone can get when lack of sleep and exhaustion begin to set in.” Dee said.

“Later.” Drake said as he too headed back to his office arriving just in time to hear his phone ring. “Parker. Yes sir, I'm on it.” Drake said hanging up the phone. 'So much for a quiet night.' He thought as he headed out into the darkness.





A/N – Hey everyone here is the promised sequel to “Finding One's Way”. Hopefully I'm able to live up to the expectations of my previous fic and I don't disappoint. Well I hope this first chapter was to your liking and more will be coming.

Later