Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Revelations & Medications ❯ Good Medicine ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Sorry for the long delay in finishing. I wish I could just blame AFF, but the truth is I am trying some 'real' (as in for profit) writing and that has been taking most of my creative juices. Thanks to my too kind reviewers who have given me not only encouragement in this but in trying a career change as well.
 
As always a great big thanks needs to go to my beta, L. Who knew when we met 20 years ago on a plane to France that you would end up proofing my yoai for me!
 
To answer a few questions, yes there is a 'Part II - About Ryo' floating around in my head, and it might even get pulled out of my head but if it does, it will be slow. I can really only use fanfics as breathers from my book right now. I had to beg the 'rents for help funding my career change and they are wanting to see some pages.
 
Thanks again for all the kind words and support and I hope you enjoy the conclusion.
 
 
Revelations and Medications - Part I - About Dee
Chapter 5 - Good Medicine
A big, healthy, citrus feast
 
Ryo folded the comforter over on itself trapping most of the spilt sugar within it as Dee continued to laugh. Really, after the type of morning that they had had so far, added to the fact that Ryo hoped it wouldn't be ending anytime soon, well they were going to have to change the sheets before Bikky got home from practice anyhow. Seeing as most of the sugar that had missed the comforter seemed to be in the top sheet, Ryo just pulled out the one end still under Dee's ass and folded that up as well. Taking the bedding into the bathroom, Ryo shook out most of the gritty stuff into the claw footed tub and then stuffed the linens in the blue laundry bag they got from their service.
 
Ryo's head was spinning from Dee's new request - Dee's request for Ryo to fuck him. Okay, Ryo admitted to himself, it had already been spinning, and fast, since last night. But since Dee's new request directly contradicted a lot of the toughest stuff from last night, now Ryo's head felt like a bowl of water when someone (Dee) suddenly started stirring in the opposite direction: everything was riling and swooshing up the sides and no new controlled spiral had yet been formed.
 
In fact, part of Ryo's mind was protesting that this really wasn't fair of Dee, asking for something so big and emotionally loaded after the emotionally exhausting night they just had. This part of Ryo really wanted to ask for a day or two to internalize everything, and plan. But he knew he couldn't do that. Dee was comfortable asking for this right now because of both how vulnerable and conversely how safe he felt, specifically because of the crucible they had just gone through together.
 
Ryo could more than understand why Dee would suddenly want to push past this big hurtle. Ryo empathized completely. All Ryo had to do was think of all the very long nights he had had in the last year before the two of them had finally gotten together. Ryo would toss all night after one of their make out sessions wishing that either he had been able to give in or that Dee would have pushed just a little harder. There were also all those mornings, in the same shower that Dee had had his revelation in, when he would swear that very soon he was going to be able to face what he was and then maybe even come-on to Dee for a change. But he would get scared and panicked and chicken out the next time they were alone together. All that time had been slow, painful self torture full of self disgust and self hate. Ryo hated to think Dee was doing the same thing to himself.
 
Ryo was also excited to finally be in the position to give something significant back to his lover. Yes, the nervous part of his brain wanted to ask for more time but really it was an avoidance tactic. Dee would give him the time if he asked, but that would be disastrous. This would be harder not easier tomorrow or next week and Dee might never get the courage to actually ask again. Ryo doubted he would ever be able to propose it himself.
 
But what was he going to do? How was he going to do it? He didn't want to come off as trying to dominate Dee, and Ryo didn't want to act like that either. In the months since he had come to terms with his sexuality Ryo had come to hate the word 'dominant' and all correlated or juxtaposed words. Sure he liked it when Dee would be pushy in the bedroom every now and then and Ryo could enjoy giving up control. But despite the fact that Ryo had yet to 'take' Dee, theirs was a fairly balanced romance, in and out of the bedroom. Though Ryo was still a novice, once he had gotten up the courage to ask a few questions he had found many people more than willing to talk to him. He had even had more than one very civil and enlightening discussion with JJ. Ryo had already surprised Dee on multiple occasions, all but one ending very happily. The other, well Ryo had not known that Dee was an arachnophobe.
 
What Ryo really didn't like was how the terms for his usual position, soon to be Dee's position, were so demeaning. It was absurd that somehow because Ryo liked to take Dee inside of himself he was somehow weaker of the two of them. Early on he caught himself complaining about being viewed as 'the woman' until Diana hit him upside the head, hard, for that comment. When he had come to, Ryo had apologized to Diana and amended his statement. Diana had then admitted that the socially expected 'female = weak' equation was something she blamed her own lackluster love life on, seeing as she was not willing to play that role just to get someone in her bed. Of course, it would also help if she stopped drop-kicking her dates whenever they did any little thing that annoyed her.
 
Above almost everything else, Ryo's goal for this session was to make sure that Dee did not feel weakened or have himself or his masculinity feel threatened in any way. Ryo's only higher priority was that Dee enjoy it.
 
Ryo was conflicted about the best way to go about this. Ryo felt a need to be able to watch Dee's face throughout for any hint of emotional discomfort, some of the physical kind being unavoidable considering the act. But the easiest way to consummate, taking into account his own inexperience and his goals, was from behind.
 
Ryo had briefly thought about having Dee ride on top of him, just as he had done less than a week ago. But though it had some obvious benefits, like letting Dee stay in charge and giving Ryo a good view of his lover's every reaction, it also had a lot of pitfalls like making Dee be in charge.
 
Well, thought Ryo, Dee would say to relax and let things happen as they are going to happen. I will know what to do when the time comes. Ryo was a little relieved once he decided this.
 
Ryo heard Dee shifting on the bed. Only then did Ryo realize that the laughter from the bedroom had been replaced by silence while he had been caught up in his own head. "Ryo?" came from the bedroom. Dee's nervousness was evident in that one word.
 
"Just a second," Ryo said and then caught a look at himself in the mirror as he turned and had to chuckle. This was not the immaculately put together Ryo he and the rest of the world was used to seeing now staring back at him. The only way to describe the Ryo in the mirror right now would be to say he looked 'well fucked'. Hickies dotted his neck and as much of his chest as was visible in the vanity mirror. Slight bags under his eyes belied the fact that he had not gotten a lot of sleep on this impromptu day off. There even seemed to be a bit of banana lodged next to his ear from their fruit game. Most telling was the fact that his normally obedient hair was enjoying its anarchy with each piece pointing whichever way it felt like.
 
As Ryo was grinning at his reflection with a silly smirk on his face Dee came up behind him. Dee wrapped his arms around Ryo's waist, leaned his chin on Ryo's shoulder and, catching Ryo's eyes in the mirror, asked, "What's so funny?"
 
"I'm just not used to seeing myself looking so, well,…" Ryo blushed.
 
"Well fucked?" Dee guessed, taking a long leer at the evidence himself.
 
"Yes! exactly, that is exactly what I caught myself thinking. And, well, I kind of…"
 
"You kinda like how it looks on you." Dee finished for Ryo again.
 
Ryo's eyebrows went up, "How did you know that?"
 
"Because I LOVE it when you look like this. It is the hottest thing on this earth."
 
Ryo turned in Dee's arms, putting his own arms around Dee's neck, "Yes, I really like looking like this, feeling like this." Flicking his eyes to Dee's, Ryo added, "I also really like the whole process of getting me to look like this."
 
This caused Dee to rumble deep in his chest and lean into Ryo for a deep but playful kiss. When the kiss ended they just held each other for awhile. Then quietly Dee asked, "Are you freaking out about what I asked?"
 
"No," Ryo answered. When Dee pulled back in order to fix Ryo with a disbelieving stare, Ryo expanded his answer. "I am thinking a bit too much about it, but I am not all freaked out. I am a little freaked but I am also deeply touched and kind of nervous and all sorts of things. But I need to take a page out of your book."
 
"Out of my book?" Dee asked.
 
"Yeah, your 'act - don't think' book," to emphasize his point Ryo moved his arms to Dee's hips and pulled their groins together, even giving Dee a little grind.
 
"Oh yeah," Dee smiled, "I really like that book."
 
Ryo looked up at Dee, returning his smile. Ryo let his hands move up and down Dee's sides and hips, trailing his thumbs just along the out side edges of Dee's pecks then over each rib and finally down to that wonderful dip just inside the hipbone. Dee rested his forearms on Ryo's shoulders and just enjoyed both the caresses and the view.
 
After a little bit, Ryo moved his hands behind Dee's back and pulled Dee forward into another kiss. The kiss started slow but was not playful this time. It was demanding, getting deeper and more persistent as their lower regions started bucking against each other of their own volition. Ryo's hands were pushing and dragging themselves up and down Dee's back.
 
After the first blush of renewed lust had passed, Ryo decided he could subtly gage just how comfortable Dee was with his proposed role reversal with a grope or two; mainly to quell Ryo's own lingering doubts. Dee had been cringing and jumping from any prolonged ass groping when they were close to the act from day one. It had seemed strange up to now that Ryo could cop a feel at work and Dee would leer and smirk and generally get excited, but if they were naked (or naked enough) and any where past the preliminary stages of foreplay suddenly Dee's ass was off limits. All of that was explained now by the double whammy of Dee's past and his guilt about what his past meant to the dynamics between the two of them.
 
Knowing not only what Dee was going through but also how wonderful it was to be on the other side of that kind of quagmire, Ryo pushed his hands down to Dee's ass and grabbed those southern cheeks just as tightly as he was always wanting to. Dee jerked reflexively but then immediately deepened the kiss even more. Ryo's skin picked up the elevated temperature of a flush on Dee's skin. Ryo moved back from the kiss momentarily to see Dee's face. Dee didn't meet his eyes, but the flush was obviously one of arousal and not embarrassment.
 
Ryo would have loved to have kept watching Dee's face, it was one of his favorite hobbies in or out of the bedroom after all, but Ryo reluctantly admitted to himself that his staring at Dee's face while fondling Dee's butt might make his lover uncomfortable in a way totally unrelated to all the preexisting issues. So, leaving his hands right where they wanted to be, Ryo leaned his mouth in to start nipping at Dee's neck. Dee slid his arms down around Ryo's shoulders and forced their bodies closely together.
 
Dee shivered but also tightened his embrace as Ryo's hands started to move closer together, close to their goal. Ryo wondered, was this how my body felt to Dee, the first time we kissed when we both knew we were ending up in bed? It felt like ripples of fear and ripples of desire were chasing each other up and down Dee's skin. Well, maybe for this one situation, it will be a good thing that I was such a - virgin - until recently, Ryo admitted to himself. It means that the memory is still fresh in my mind and maybe I can be more of a help to Dee than I might have been otherwise. To Ryo's thinking, Dee had done almost everything right to make him both comfortable and excited those first couple of nights. The thing was it was difficult to remember exactly what Dee had done to relax and encourage Ryo because whatever Dee had done had quickly pushed Ryo into a wonderful thick fog of emotions and sensations.
 
When Ryo got a sudden flash of memory he smirked into Dee's shoulder. "What?" Dee asked warily.
 
"I've just decided that I might employ some of the tricks you have taught me," was Ryo cryptic reply.
 
"First a page from my book and now some of my tricks?" Dee asked.
 
"You know, things that you did to distract or help me to relax back when we were first getting serious."
 
After a second Dee said, "Oh Shit!"
 
Ryo started to laugh at that reply. It meant that Ryo's comment had already done what he wanted, namely getting Dee to quit obsessing on what they were about to do for a second. Ryo could feel Dee's ass un-tense. It also helped to lighten the mood. As a bonus, it probably gave Dee something very different to worry about, as some of Dee's early methods of getting Ryo 'unclenched' had been very creative.
 
To top it all off, Ryo had been nibbling Dee's ear when he started to laugh. The laughter on earlobe combination must have created some interesting vibrations because Dee suddenly did the half gasp half giggle thing that he did whenever he was tickled.
 
Seeing his chance, Ryo let his fingers dart into Dee's crack and approach his hole. However, it was Ryo who was surprised when his fingers found obvious evidence of gel.
 
"Um, Dee," Ryo asked, "did you start without me?"
 
"No," Dee said defensively. Then Dee said, "I mean, Yes." Taking a deep breath, Dee started to explain, "It's like I said, I was in your shower, um, when I started thinking that today would, you know, really be the day. I mean it was like the other mornings after I'd been upset and was determined to fix things, but since we were staying in bed and making love today and especially since it was all out in the open and I wouldn't be trying to trick you or me or anybody, I knew it was kind of now or never, or at least now or a long time from now. Well, I was there in your sunny shower, and wondering if I really wanted to go through with it and how I would ask you and what you might say and how it would feel and wondering if I would freak and really not wanting to freak on you, not that I thought you couldn't handle it, 'cause I know you could, but," Dee had to break for a breath. Ryo was still pressing his mouth into Dee's shoulder which now had the added benefit of helping Ryo stifle the snicker that always wanted to come up whenever Dee got flustered when trying to explain something personal; it was just so cute. Giggling at Dee would not help him spit out the answer.
 
Dee had regrouped, "I was in your sunny shower and it really felt right that today we could actually do this. But I thought I might - make sure - I was comfortable with it first. So I kind of started exploring and prepping. It actually felt okay and maybe even like it could be good." Finally looking down at Ryo, Dee asked, "You're not mad or disappointed or anything, are you?"
 
"Not at all," Ryo said adamantly. "It makes me feel better, knowing that you are that sure."
 
"Yeah, I am that sure," Dee said with a smile and a sigh. "I know it won't be, well, easy, but at least now I am pretty sure I am not going to freak."
 
Ryo looked up at Dee with a question.
 
"Well, see, that act - getting ready - was something that I had to do, back then," Dee explained. "I had to do it myself because the Johns weren't paying me so they could wait. They also weren't paying me enough for it to hurt. I also had to supply my own condoms to make sure they'd use them, but at least that meant I got to pick the ones I liked."
 
"So anyway, I thought getting ready by myself might stir up yucky memories. But all I had to do was think that I was getting myself ready to make love with you and it was a completely and totally different experience. It might be cliché, but it almost felt like a whole new experience." Dee kind of blushed.
 
Ryo smiled up at Dee, "that same cliché applied to me not so long ago."
 
Dee's response was to dive into Ryo's mouth yet again.
 
Soon the kissing, the petting, groping and probing in addition to the knowledge of what they were about to try played havoc on two sets of knees. Even though Ryo was still leaning back against the sink, he knew that he wasn't going to be able to support both himself and Dee. Moreover, Ryo was concerned about the elderly porcelain giving up the ghost and leaving them with a manmade flood they would not be able to ignore. What they really needed was a soft, horizontal surface on which to continue playing. Fortunately there was just the thing not eight steps away.
 
Extracting his lips from Dee's mouth by force, Ryo managed to get out his suggestion between efforts to re-oxygenate his blood. "Dee. Bed. Now."
 
Dee chuckled again and went back to kissing Ryo's face as he turned them around so that he could back Ryo into the bedroom. Ryo had gotten used to this slowly, being maneuvered blindly backwards. He no longer had to peak over his shoulder at every step and call out tripping hazards that Dee could see very well for himself. It was like the ultimate trust exercise, trusting not only Dee's ability to negotiate whatever rooms they were moving through, but trusting that Dee would not allow his passion to fog his vision. It was yet another small thrill for Ryo, to release control of even his steps.
 
Ryo had plans, though, and so, just as Dee was going to spin him onto the bed, Ryo orchestrated his own spin out of Dee's arms going the other direction. Dee looked very cute standing there with his arms still slightly out but now empty and a confused look on his face. Ryo smiled back and then went to the window where he proceeded to open the sheers and raise the Venetian blinds. When Ryo finished and turned back towards Dee, he found his lover with an even more confused look on his face.
 
"Ryo, what…?" was all Dee could get out.
 
"Just getting us some more of that sunshine that you like so much," Ryo walked back into Dee's arms and threw his own arms around Dee's neck.
 
"But, well, you're naked and I am and we're going to do - stuff, at least I hope we still are."
 
Ryo kissed Dee's cheek before confirming, "Oh, yes, we are still going to do 'stuff'." Ryo kissed Dee's others cheek before clarifying, "if by 'stuff' you mean have sex."
 
"But," Dee started again, causing Ryo to giggle, "but, aren't you afraid people will see us or something?"
 
"It's not so easy to see in a window on a sunny day," Ryo said practically. But then he went on, "and anyway anyone who gets their kicks peeping into peoples bedrooms, well they'll get what they deserve. Either they'll be disgusted or get off on it. Either way, they won't be having as much fun as we will."
 
Dee got an almost shy smile on his face that was still being kissed by Ryo. "When was the last time I said 'I love you'? 'Cause I do, you know."
 
"Oh, I am sure it's been ages and ages ago, like maybe 10 minutes," Ryo moved his arms from Dee's neck to Dee's sides and started paying attention to Dee's collar bone with his mouth. "Usually, though, you just say I'm hot and then jump me."
 
"Well that, too. I mean, god, are you hot and of course I always want to jump you. If by 'jump' you mean fuck you into the box springs. But I love you, too, you know." Dee pulled Ryo's head from his shoulder, "You do know that, right? That I love you more than life, itself?"
 
"Yes, I do know that," Ryo said. Ryo hooked his hands behind Dee's back and leaned up to look his lover in the eye, "And I love you just as much."
 
"Damn," said Dee, enjoying how Ryo's leaning back brought their lower bodies back into contact, "we must be some of the luckiest S.O.B.s on the planet."
 
"Damn straight," said Ryo. Ryo shifted his hands to Dee's waist before pushing him down onto the bed.
 
Ryo crawled onto the bed and pushed Dee down so that his head was smack in the middle of the rectangle of sunlight now falling on the bed. For such a non-superstitious person, Ryo had this sudden, overwhelming feeling of fated ness. His mind flashed on the ridiculous idea that even the sun and weather was conspiring to help him pay back his lover.
 
Of course the fact that said lover now had to squint to look up at him was kind of ruining that impression.
 
I'll just have to create some shade so I can look in those eyes, Ryo thought to himself as he bent his head down over Dee, firmly kissing him. Ryo had an idea now of what he was going to do. But he was still nervous about it. I just don't do 'go with the flow' well, Ryo admitted to himself.
 
"Dee," Ryo started, "I was thinking that I would-"
 
"Shh," Dee put a finger to Ryo's lips, "don't tell me: show me."
 
Taking a deep breath, Ryo said, "Okay, but on one condition. You have to tell me if anything is uncomfortable or just awkward or even if you just have a tip or suggestion. Do you promise?"
 
"Yeah, yeah," Dee started out dismissively but then Ryo ran the back of his fingers up the inside of Dee's thigh and Dee's 'yeah's took on a whole other tone.
 
Ryo pulled Dee halfway onto his side with his legs curled up but with his shoulders still mostly flat on the mattress. Ryo wanted access to Dee's mouth a little bit longer. It was a different but actually comfortable position with Ryo half leaning over, half resting on top of Dee's upturned side; Ryo's knees fit right in the crook behind Dee's knees, the inside of Ryo's hip was resting on the outside of Dee's. Ryo could still kiss Dee fully while having easy reach to Dee's ass with his right hand and Dee's dick with his left. What a feast, Ryo thought as he took advantage of all the access he had.
 
Ryo realized that Dee was blissing out under his onslaught. Ryo's major clue was that Dee's hands were relegated to just stroking Ryo's back over and over instead of doing something creative. Ryo was surprised by the huge kick he got from doing this to Dee. He had pleased Dee in many different ways before, Ryo was not the type of person to be only a taker. But Ryo now fully realized that Dee had always retained some control of every situation. Before this, even when Ryo would do something like initiate sex by going down on Dee while they were watching a DVD there was a certain way that Dee would hold onto Ryo's shoulders; it said Dee that was allowing this to happen and was working it into his own plans. Now Dee didn't know what was going to happen and didn't want to know. He had no plans to think about, nothing to worry about, and nothing to do but be in his own pleasure.
 
Dee twitched a hip a little and Ryo picked up his weight so that Dee could adjust. Dee straightened his top leg and fixed the angle of his shoulders so he was more comfortable. Then Dee put his hands back onto Ryo's back but didn't even reach up to reinitiate the kiss, this was Ryo's show.
 
Ryo hitched himself up so that his mouth had access to Dee's ear, then got his hands busy again. Dee had really prepared himself well, again reassuring Ryo that Dee was ready for this. Ryo, however, had his own mission. There was That spot he needed to find in Dee and he wanted to watch Dee's reaction when he found it. So far Ryo was pretty sure he hadn't got it. Ryo added another finger, twisted and…
 
"OHhh," Dee's eyes got wider suddenly. Dee's mouth went from a round 'O' to a grin as he sucked in another breath, "Wow. That's, um, that's nice."
 
Ryo smiled to himself. Dee really did enjoy that and that answered the last of Ryo's concerns. It was going to be okay if Dee reacted that way to just Ryo's fingers. Ryo sped up on the inside of Dee while letting his hand on Dee's cock slow down. Giving Dee's ear one last nibble Ryo asked it, "Are you ready, Baby?"
 
"Yeah, I really am," Dee said.
 
Ryo first found the bottle of KY and got himself ready, then he tugged Dee's hip a little farther around. Ryo was going for the basics, just modified a little so he could still see at least some of Dee's pretty face. Ryo guided Dee onto his knees but down low so he was kind of sitting in Ryo's lap. With soft hands Ryo urged Dee to keep one shoulder lower than the other so Dee's head rested easily on the side without him being twisted uncomfortably. "Love you," Ryo said quietly as he stroked a finger along Dee's brow before leaning back.
 
"God, I love you," Dee said.
 
It was then just a matter of pulling Dee back a little and positioning himself, and Ryo was inside of Dee for the first time. Yeah, this is good, Ryo admitted to himself as he slowly pushed in as far as he could go comfortably, very good. Ryo held still and looked down at Dee as he rubbed Dee's hips in soothing circles.
 
Dee's face had tensed but was rapidly relaxing, he even looked a little surprised -like a kid that had expected to be hit and only got a little slap. Looking up at Ryo, Dee smiled and after a little wiggle and another breath nodded his head. Ryo pulled halfway out and then pushed a little further in, and a little further and a little faster the next time.
 
Dee's breaths were matching Ryo's rhythm. Dee's eyes were lightly closed and he even seemed to be humming a little with their actions. Now to find that spot again, Ryo concentrated, it should be right… about….
 
"Oh! Yeah!" Dee's eyes snapped open.
 
Bingo!
 
Now Ryo pulled almost all of the way out and aimed for that spot again with more force. Dee reacted louder. Faster and harder and again faster and harder; Dee's eyes were wide open and had that glazed look of someone who was somewhere else completely.
 
"Dee," Ryo got out, "look at me." With visible effort Dee focused and turned his head far enough to see Ryo. Dee's face then broke into an amazing awed smile. Ryo's breath caught in his throat and his rhythm was thrown off for a second. Dee just looked so beautiful and happy; in fact happy didn't seem to come close to encompassing what Dee was radiating. Ryo was ecstatic knowing that they had achieved his ultimate goal and Dee was beyond fighting his past or just giving Ryo a new experience. Dee was really enjoying himself and totally lost in the here and now.
 
Ryo had seen what he needed to see and knew he wasn't going to last much longer, his relief over Dee's response was quickly corroding what little self control Ryo had left over from his own sensations. Ryo went ahead and pulled Dee all the way up onto his knees. Even though Ryo could no longer see Dee's face it gave both of them an even better angle. And the added stability made it easier for Ryo to reach around. One kiss in the middle of Dee's back and about 5 pulls on Dee's cock and Dee came with a panting grunt.
 
Ryo felt Dee tighten around him and he could finally allow himself to ride out the crest of his own pleasure. Ryo grasped onto Dee's hips and ended up screaming through his last few thrusts before coming deep inside of Dee.
 
Completely out of breath, Ryo was surprised that he managed to think to roll Dee away from the wet spot and onto his back. Then Ryo collapsed on top of his lover as they both panted for awhile. It was obvious that they would both be out soon. They lazily wrapped themselves up in each other; their arms and legs found ways to entangle with their lover's so that they were less likely to get cricks or aches if they stayed like that for hours.
 
"That was," Dee started. "Um, that was…"
 
Ryo giggled a little as he struggled to stay awake until Dee said what he wanted to say, just hoping that this time it wouldn't take too long.
 
"Wow," Dee started again, "That was…"
 
He is not going to get this out before we both fall asleep, Ryo thought a little wryly, if entirely realistically. Ryo decided that he had to help out in order to avoid the faux pas of crashing in the middle of his lover's heartfelt confession or declaration. "That was good, hunh?"
 
"Yeah, really good."
 
"So," Ryo couldn't help pushing it, "you weren't just putting up with it so I could have my experience."
 
"No, no way," Dee's voice was getting softer and slurred. "That was…Wow!"
 
"Don't get too used to it," one last needle, then Ryo would have to sleep.
 
"What do you mean?" Dee sounded a little clearer again.
 
"I mean I'm still bottom boy in this relationship," that was it, Ryo was done. They really should turn on the alarm so Bikky didn't find them like this. Did Dee lock the bedroom door after he brought breakfast?
 
Ryo wasn't sure if he really heard his lover say, "We'll see about that," before sinking into blissful, loving slumber.
 
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They wouldn't have woken up on time if Bikky had gotten home when he was supposed to. As it was they had just managed to change the sheets and share a short shower before the boy sulked in.
 
Bikky knew that something was up when he didn't get in trouble, Ryo just apologizing that he hadn't started dinner yet. Bikky took a good look at his guardians and groaned, "You two have been being pervs. Did you even go to work today?"
 
"Bikky!" Ryo was annoyed at the comment and still not used to being lumped with Dee as a 'perv'.
 
"No to work and yes to pervy-ness," Dee had no problem grossing out the preteen.
 
Then Dee made the mistake of crossing in front of Bikky to get his cigarettes. Dee failed to hide the slight hitch in his step and the kid caught it. Bikky pointed and howled with laughter. Ryo tried to be respectful of Dee's dilemma. That is until Ryo saw the fierce blush on Dee's face, then he couldn't help adding his own giggle. Dee had to quickly give-up being pissed when he saw the state his lover and their foster son were in. Soon Dee's deep chuckle was complementing Bikky's cackles and Ryo's snickering.
 
When Ryo got his breath back he told Bikky he would start dinner in a second if Bikky would go start his homework. Bikky pretended to pout but headed for his room.
 
Ryo then went and wrapped his arms around Dee from behind, "Hey, Lover, how are you doing?"
 
"I'm doing good, Love," Dee said with a contented sigh. "I am doing really, really good.
The End of Part I