Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Second Chances ❯ Chapter 1

Title: Second Chances

Author: JadeHeart

Archived: AdultFanFiction.net. If anyone else would like it, please ask me first!

Fandom: Fake

Rating: X

Warnings: Lemon, graphic sex, yaoi

Timeline: Vol 7 (manga)

Summary: Finally, Dee and Ryo spend their second night together.

Author's Notes:This is my take on how the boy's second interaction would have occurred. This time they most certainly did go `all the way' - so hold onto your hats (or anything you like!). Any dialogue used is taken from the American translated editions which may differ from others. Please take heed of the warnings as I don't wish to offend.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this, they belong to the creators of `Fake', nor am I making any profits from this.

 

 

I couldn't believe it. Those words. Could they be the words I had wanted to hear for so long? Could it finally be true? No, I must have been imagining it. I've been wishing for it so long, so hard, that now I'm hearing things.

 

Those words.

 

I slowly dropped my hand from my face and looked up. Ryo stood there still. It wasn't a dream. He turned to face me, his hair lifting in the breeze, forming a halo about his face. His beautiful face.

 

“..I love you….more than anything.”

 

His soft words reached me. My heart stopped in my chest. I couldn't breathe. It was true. He had really said the words; said them right to my face, looking me in the eye. I couldn't stop the smile curving my lips, the wave of relief that flooded through my soul.

 

Those beautiful, wonderful words.

 

Ryo stepped closer until he stood directly before me, reaching out to grasp the lapels of my jacket. He had a gentle smile on his face, a smile that touched his eyes. Those eyes that were filled with deep depths of passion that I longed to delve into.

 

“Mind if I kiss you?” he asked.

 

Mind? Why would I mind? This was the fist time he had voluntarily made the first move on me. I didn't count that horrible night when he found out about his parents deaths. How I had wanted him that night! It had been so hard to push him away, to not let it continue. I had been so angry at him for backing me into a corner like that! Dragging out my emotions, my wants, my desires, when all the time I knew, I just knew, that he didn't really want it. That was why I had been so angry. Angry that he would have gone ahead with such an act, with no real feeling, no passion, no desire, no want. And I wanted him to want me!

 

This time - this time it was Ryo leaning towards me, pressing his body up against me, soft lips coming closer to press against mine. His lips were warm in the cold air, his hot breath caressing my face before I swallowed it. His tongue lightly traced the outline of my lips, touching, withdrawing. I felt his hand reach up and curve around my neck under my collar, touching bare skin. A shiver coursed through my body and it wasn't from the cold. I raised my hands to slide them into his silken hair, tangling the strands in my fingers, cupping the back of his head to draw him in closer.

 

The kiss deepened, though it was still gentle. I let my lips part slightly and he swiftly dove inwards, his tongue slipping inside to wrap around mine, swirling through my mouth. The touch made me moan softly. I was glad for the railing at my back and the support it provided, for my legs no longer wanted to hold my weight. Ryo was pushed firmly against me, his entire body pressed fully against mine, arms around neck and shoulders, hips locked together. I wanted him. I wanted him so much!

 

I really don't remember how we got back to Ryo's place. I remember walking, arms still locked around each other, halting to grab stolen kisses, before continuing on. Each touch, each kiss, only fanned the flames inside me. I was sweating long before we reached the apartment, my thick jacket far too hot for my condition.

 

I had watched the movement of his arse as he walked up the stairs before me, every sway, every motion, causing my trousers to tighten further. When we reached his door, I spun him around and pinned him against it, my mouth devouring his, feeling him melt against me in complete surrender. I was panting and could hear his breathing was just as ragged.

 

“Not here, Dee,” he whispered, pushing me away a little so he could turn around. I wrapped my arms around his waist, nuzzling into his neck as he slipped the key in the lock and pushed the door open, breathing in the well known scent of his cologne.

 

As soon as we had stepped inside, I reached out and drew him to me, kicking the door closed with one foot. I kissed him, I licked, I nuzzled, I suckled. I wanted to touch every part of him, and I was getting into a frenzied state. I felt his hands all over me as well.

 

Jackets and shoes were removed, with a little difficulty as we balanced on one foot trying to kick them off our feet, without losing contact with each other. I swiftly undid Ryo's tie, dropping that to the floor also, undoing the buttons of his shirt as I went, feeling the fleeting touches of flesh as I continued downwards. I felt his hands touch my bare chest, and realised that he had managed to undo my shirt as well. I was a little surprised. I hadn't thought that Ryo would have been so accomplished yet. Then I admitted to myself, I wasn't exactly concentrating on much else except the feel of him.

 

We had managed to stumble into the bedroom. Ryo really was a bit of a worrier, concerned about the door, tripping on the rug. I stopped his concerns in the only way I knew how - capturing his lips with mine and swallowing any further complaints.

 

I had him pressed up against the chest of drawers, pushing in closer to him. I slid my arm around his waist, sliding over bare heated skin, feeling that warmth permeate my flesh, scorching me, exciting me. I caressed the inside of his mouth, drawing his tongue into mine as I began to struggle out of my shirt. I felt him draw back a little, breaking the kiss.

 

I looked into his eyes. “What?” I asked, confused by the soft smile on his face.

 

He let out a small chuckle. “That was a totally different kiss from the one you gave me on the roof this afternoon.”

 

“Eh?” I said, a little confused. Roof? What was he going on about now?

 

“That one earlier just didn't have anything to it.”

 

Oh, I thought, that. He was right. I had thought that was the last time I would have to kiss him. I had thought that he didn't love me at all - and it had broken my heart.

 

“Well, the only reason I was out of it was because I thought you….” I trailed off, not willing to admit my fears fully.

 

“What?” he asked innocently, with those wide, dark eyes that pierced my heart. Gods, I loved those eyes, that face, everything about him. I loved him so much I ached all over.

 

No more! I thought fiercely to myself, shrugging my last arm out of my shirt and tossing it to one side, before reaching out and pulling him away from the chest of drawers. Wrapping my arms around him, I pushed him backwards until we fell on the bed with a tangle of limbs.

 

My prayers had been answered. Against all hope, I had been given my second chance. This time I would show him exactly how much he meant to me.

 

I could feel his body pressed under mine, could feel his bare chest through his open shirt touching me, and I craved for more. He was looking up at me with a small confused expression on his face. Not again, I thought with a sigh. He was always doing this to me! Was he having second thoughts? Again?

 

“Ah, you okay, buddy?” he asked, concern in his eyes. He was worried about me? God, damn the man! He was always so concerned about others and their feelings. It was so fucking adorable!

 

I looked down at Ryo's dishevelled hair, framing his elegant face, eyes looking up at me with trust and concern. The shirt had half fallen from one bare shoulder making him look quite wanton. My eyes roved over the muscular chest, trailing down to a trim waist, as he propped himself up on his elbows. Gods, he was so fucking beautiful!

 

I felt the last of my self control vanish. I swooped down and locked my lips to his, thrusting my tongue immediately into that warm, wet cavern, bringing up a hand to swiftly undo his belt and trousers. I had it all undone in record time, and then suddenly breaking the kiss I leant back, and with one swift motion stripped his trousers and boxers from his body, baring his long lithe legs to my view.

 

The motion had been enough to unbalance him completely, rolling him onto his stomach and face first into the covers. I heard his surprised cry at my actions. He struggled to his knees, but before he could do anything more or turn around, I pressed up behind him, reaching forward to slide one hand between his legs, whilst the other slipped under his open shirt and lovingly began to stroke his left nipple. I felt him shiver against me.

 

“W….wait!! Hold on, Dee!! I'm not ready yet!!” he said. I could hear the hesitation in his voice, the small touch of fear.

 

I didn't want him to be frightened. This was supposed to be special, even more so than our first time together. I wanted to, no, needed to, possess every part of him. To claim him, make him fully mine for always. I didn't want to hurt him. I wanted him to want it as much as I did. I had to remind myself that this would truly be Ryo's first time. That I had to remember that, or I could lose him forever. If I screwed up this time, there would be no going back. Ever.

 

I rolled his nipple between thumb and forefinger, feeling it become erect under my touch. My hand on his cock slowly began to move in long sweeping strokes over his full length. I was rewarded almost immediately with it beginning to fill my grip, the loud gasp that escaped him. I nestled in closer behind him, pulling him back against my body, as we now both sat on the bed. I slipped the shirt from his shoulders, sliding my tongue under his hair line across the nape of his neck

 

“Time to have some fun,” I whispered seductively into his ear.

 

“Agreed, but what do you mean by fun?” he asked breathlessly.

 

Oh, yes, my sweet, innocent, pure Ryo, I couldn't help thinking. He was mine, all mine, and would always be mine after this night. He truly didn't really know what I meant, what I was implying. I couldn't stop the feral grin that crossed my face. It was probably a very good thing that Ryo couldn't see it either. It would most likely have completely freaked him out!

 

I clamped down on my baser desires. Later, I promised myself, there would be other times. Tonight was for something else. Tonight was to show Ryo all the pleasure that I could give him. I trailed my tongue over his bare shoulder, tasting the saltiness of his skin.

 

“I don't think either of us had it in us to really enjoy our first time together, right?” I said quietly.

 

“R...right. Uhh…S…sorry,” I heard him gasp, as I continued to stroke his erection, my fingers clasped fully around his cock, sliding upwards from base to tip.

 

“Don't be, dolt. That's just how it had to be,” I replied, dropping my other hand downwards to cup his testicles and gentle roll them in my grip.

 

“..nh…” was Ryo's only reply, and I could feel the shudder through his body pressed against me, the ripple of muscles across his back tight against my chest.

 

“Sometimes it's necessary for you to sort your feelings out. But this time, it's different. Your feelings are sorted out. You've accepted who and what you are,” I continued quietly, both hands stoking him, sliding up to gather the drops of precum and sliding it downwards over his cock, the lubrication making my hands motions easier. I felt his cock twitch in response, the girth increasing.

 

I could feel my erection tight in my jeans, pressing hard into my thigh. My own body was covered in sweat, the heat coursing through my veins making me burn inside. The touch of his skin was intoxicating, driving me on. I removed one hand from around his cock and slipped it between our bodies, fumbling with the buckle of my belt. Damn thing! Why could my fingers be so dexterous when it came to undressing Ryo and they turned into all thumbs for me! I nearly cursed at the situation, but finally I could undo the button and lower the zipper. I almost sighed with relief as my raging hard-on was released from such tight confines. But it wasn't enough.

 

I maneuvered myself so I was now kneeling, and pushed Ryo forward, so he was lying flat. Swiftly I striped my pants away, leaving me completely naked. I looked down on Ryo's bared back, his white skin free of blemishes. I trailed a hand down his spine, marveling at the satin like touch of his skin, sliding over the rounded mound of his cheeks. He moaned at my touch, and I could see the play of muscles under his skin as he shuddered. The sight made my cock harden further, the ache becoming almost unbearable.

 

I draped myself fully over his back, pressing my bare flesh against his, letting him feel all of me, my erection nestled between his cheeks. I could feel it twitching at this close contact, twitching in anticipation of what was to come. Wait, I told it, wait a little bit longer.

 

I rained soft kisses over Ryo's neck, the side of his face, trailing my tongue over his jaw out to his ear. Gently I ran the tip of my tongue around the edge of his ear.

 

“Ohhh,” I heard him moan. Ah, I thought with a smile to myself. He likes that. I repeated the motion, drawing out another moan. I circled my tongue inside his ear, before drawing the lobe into my mouth and suckling. Ryo arched a little under me.

 

“Ohhh!” he cried out, pressing back against me.

 

My breath was coming in pants, as my own desires increased.

 

“So you like that?” I said.

 

“Ah!” was the answer, as I nibbled a little on his ear. I hadn't really expected a coherent answer.

 

“There's more,” I promised, my voice husky with want.

 

I slowly slid down his body, trailing my tongue over his skin as I went, tracing each vertebrae, hands sliding over his ribs. His whole body was slick, shining with a sheen of sweat. I could feel sweat on my own brow.

 

I slid lower still, nestling between Ryo's legs as they opened of their own accord to accommodate my body. I lapped at the hollow of the small of his back, before running my tongue lightly over his cheeks. Gently, I pushed Ryo's right leg upwards, opening him up to my gaze.

 

“Gods, you are so fucking hot,” I whispered, more to myself than to him.

 

“But I…I'm just not used to this. I don't know….how…to..” he said, with still a touch of uncertainty in his voice, although it was warring with desire.

 

I could smell the musky scent of arousal rising from him. He may have still been a little afraid, but he definitely wanted it. I shivered with delight at that thought. Ryo wanted me.

 

“Don't worry, dude,” I said softly, reassuring him as I raised one hand to my lips, sliding a finger deep into my mouth to moisten it. “I do.”

 

I dropped my head to run my tongue fully down the cleft of his cheeks, as my hands parted them for access. I placed my moistened finger at the small puckered entrance before me, slowly circling it, as my tongue slid down and moistened it further. Gently, I began to push it inwards, as I dropped my mouth lower to trail the ridge of taut skin to his testicles. I licked all around them, hearing him moan and his hips buck at the contact. I pushed my finger in deeper, continuing to kiss and lick his balls.

 

Suddenly I sucked one of his testicles into my mouth and he let out a cry of pleasure, arching upwards. I quickly pushed my finger fully inside him, and slowly began to move it in and out, in time with my suckling motion. I slipped my other hand under him, wrapping my fingers around his erection, feeling the end weeping. He moaned and shuddered again, voicing small cries.

 

I pushed a second finger deep inside him. He was so tight! I could feel his muscles gripping my hand, sucking me deeper. I couldn't help but imagine what it would feel like to be buried deep inside his body. A familiar tightening began in my balls and I almost came at the mere thought. My whole body was beginning to shake. It needed release. I needed release.

 

I couldn't hold back any more. I inserted a third finger as I suckled on his testicles harder, and my hand gripping his cock slid over the slit, collecting the precum on my fingers. Ryo was moaning still, pushing hard back against my hand, thrusting upwards to meet my motion. The sight was driving me wild. I had to have him!

 

I crawled up his body, releasing his cock but not ceasing my hands movement inside his body. I could feel him stretching, loosening. Soon, I promised myself, panting heavily, soon I would feel that heat enclosing around my cock. I licked my lips at the thought. I knew that Ryo was as ready as he would be.

 

“So ready or not, here I come,” I murmured to him, feeling him writhe under me. “Because now I know how you feel….because you finally told me..” Those words, those wonderful, wonderful words he had said to me tonight for the first time. “I've got no more reservations….and nothing to hold back. Ever.”

 

I lay fully over his body, bringing my chin to rest on his shoulder. I could see his flushed face, his eyes glazed with passion. Lying pressed against him like this, I could feel his heart pounding as rapidly as mine was. How I loved him!

 

“I love you,” I whispered in his ear, and felt a shudder go through him as my breath caressed his skin. “And I promise you one thing. I may be dumb, but I'll never lose you to another guy.” That was a promise I meant to keep.

 

I nudged his leg higher, removing my fingers from his body and moved my hand to my own weeping erection. I used the precum dripping from my own cock to coat its length, before positioning it against Ryo's entrance.

 

I knew it was going to hurt him. I couldn't help that entirely, but I hoped that the pain would soon disappear as he experienced more pleasure. For that was my entire goal for tonight. I wanted to pleasure Ryo in ways that he had never been before.

 

I began to push forward, feeling his body tight around my cock as I delved deeper inside him. I could see Ryo's shoulder muscles tighten up, knew he was gritting his teeth. I hated seeing him in pain and reached out a hand to massage those tense muscles, soothing him.

 

“See?” I said, breathing heavily as his body's heat enclosed around me. His channel was squeezing me so tightly it was hard to control myself, to not immediately come. “I'm not…holding back…am I?” and with a last gasp, I thrust forward to embed myself inside his body to the hilt.

 

“Aahhhh!” I cried out, throwing my head back, as flashes of light cut across my vision. The pleasure, the pleasure! “….bliss. Absolute bliss,” I whispered, my entire body shaking with the desire coursing through it.

 

I began to move inside him, slowly at first, trying not to hurt him, angling my body to try and give him the maximum pleasure, all the while trying to clamp down on my own baser needs. I felt him begin to move with me, his body pushing back into each thrust, his moans growing in intensity. Loud ragged breathing filled the room. His…..Mine.

 

I couldn't hold back any longer. I only had so much self control, and now it snapped. My body had been wanting this for so long it had been frustrated, kept waiting for what seemed like forever. Now it demanded its final release.

 

I lifted myself higher, thrusting harder, deeper. I knew I should still be careful. A small part in the back of my mind, screamed at me to slow down, to check if Ryo was okay, but I couldn't stop myself. Ryo was panting beneath me, writhing on the bed, every movement exciting me further, his soft cries and moans spurring me on. I began to make out a word.

 

“ ….more….more…” Ryo gasped.

 

That tipped me over the edge. I threw all semblance of caution to the wind, and pounded into the soft yielding body of my partner. I was close, so close, it was coming.

 

I knelt back, pulling Ryo upwards with me, forcing his hips hard back against mine, plunging even deeper inside him from this new position. The loud cry that ripped from his throat as I hit his prostate ran straight to my cock. That was it.

 

One hand snaked around his chest to support him and grip a nipple, and the other I thrust around his waist to wrap around his long neglected cock. I gripped the weeping member in my hand and began to furiously stroke him. I felt it tighten in my grip, could feel Ryo's body begin to quiver as the beginning of his climax hit him. I continued to thrust my hips against him, my own body reaching the point of no return.

 

“Ahhh!” I cried out, and dropped my head to bite down hard on his shoulder as I shuddered and spilt my release deep inside him, pulling him back hard against me as I continued to thrust, still not wanting it to be over. I heard Ryo's cry at the same time, his head thrown back to touch mine, as his release spilt over my hand and across his chest.

 

Ryo seemed to collapse in on himself after that, only my grip holding him up. I wasn't feeling much stronger myself. I held him in my arms for moment more, feeling the rapid rise and fall of his chest as he breathed, the pounding of his heart.

 

Slowly, I eased my softening cock from his body. I hoped that I hadn't hurt him too badly. He didn't seem to indicate that I had. Gently, I lowered him to the bed so he was lying on his stomach. After what we had just done, he wouldn't be able to lie on his back for a while. I stretched out next to him, keeping one arm thrown around his waist, maintaining contact. He looked at me, eyes still glazed from the after glow. I knew how he felt.

 

“Okay?” I whispered, in a way fearing the answer.

 

He was silent for a long time, long enough to make me become more fearful. Then he reached out a hand and touched the side of my face. A warm smile lit up his face; the smile that I loved so much.

 

“Thank you,” he said softly.

 

I stared at him in amazement. He was thanking me?! I almost cried then. Ryo never ceased to surprise me. I reached up and placed my hand gently over his, holding it tight against my skin, as I looked deeply into his eyes.

 

“I love you,” I said, with all the feeling that I had.

 

Ryo's smile deepened. “I know,” He drew my head towards him for a soft kiss. “I love you too,” he breathed against my lips.

 

I left my head nestled on the pillows next to his, our foreheads almost touching as we looked at each other.

 

Thank god for second chances.

 

~End~