Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Three Times A Charm ❯ Chapter 31

Title: Three Times A Charm

Author: JadeHeart

Archived: If anyone would like it, please ask me first!

Fandom: Fake

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: graphic sexual acts

Timeline: follows on directly from the end of Vol 7

Summary: Finally two hearts come together.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this, they belong to the creator of `FAKE', nor am I making any profits from it.

 

 

Chapter 31

 

 

Ryo dropped Dee's trousers into the laundry basket and turned on the tap at the basin, grabbing a wash cloth. As he let it dampen he had to keep telling himself to calm down. He had to hold on. He could feel the beads of sweat on his brow, he could still feel the heat burning through his blood. A flashback of how Dee had looked as he came, that expression of pure pleasure and relief, made him begin to breathe faster, almost panting as he gripped the side of the basin for support. Oh, gods, Dee had looked so damn HOT!

 

He took a deep breath, turned off the tap and squeezed the excess water from the cloth, before quickly returning to the bedroom. He paused for moment, warm cloth in hand, taking in the beautiful sight of Dee completely naked, almost spread eagle on the bed, eyes closed and the evidence of his release still gleaming on his body in the soft light thrown from the living room. It was a sight that would picture in Ryo's every wet dream from now on he was sure.

 

He took another deep calming breath and tried to ignore the erection pressing into his stomach and rubbing painfully against his pants as he walked towards the bed. He knelt down at Dee's side. “Are you asleep?” he asked softly.

 

Dee cracked one eye open. “Nearly.”

 

Ryo smiled at him. “I'm just going to clean you up.” he said.

 

“Okay,” Dee closed his eyes again and let out a small sigh as Ryo touched him with the warm cloth. “That feels good.” he murmured, eyes remaining closed.

 

“I didn't think you'd like it too much if it was cold.” Ryo said, continuing with his wiping.

 

Dee opened his eyes again. “That would be just downright cruel.” he stated with a chuckle.

 

Ryo joined him. “Yes, it would. That's how you'd know if you had really pissed me off.”

 

“Well, then I had better make sure that I never do, hadn't I?” Dee said with a smile to his partner.

 

Ryo's smile deepened as he gazed back. “Then I suppose I had better make sure of the same.”

 

“Yeah,” Dee said, reaching out and sliding his hand into Ryo's free one, squeezing lightly. “Make sure of that.”

 

Ryo nodded and Dee released his hand, moving his arm so it was more comfortable, letting his eyes fall closed once more.

 

“That feels so good,” Dee murmured again, his body relaxing even further under Ryo's gentle touch.

 

There was silence then as Ryo continued his tender ablutions. He watched his own movements, watched the cloth slide over Dee's skin so smoothly, wiping away the residue and leaving a shining path of moisture in its wake. He made his strokes wider, covering more than just where Dee's release had smeared, stroking outwards to the hips, upwards to under the ribs, circling back down across the stomach, down the inside of each thigh. Ryo was mesmerized by the Dee's body as it began to shimmer, the low illumination on the water left behind by the cloth casting this illusion.

 

His other hand reached out of its own accord and lightly brushed the moist skin, following the path of the cloth. It ran smoothly over the slightly slick skin, sliding unimpeded over the flesh. He began to alternate his motions; wipe, stroke….wipe, stroke.

 

His eyes devoured the still silent Dee, drinking in every portion of the body spread out before him. Even in this dim light he could still see the puckered scars that marred the torso and his heart clenched at that sight. He pushed the fear back down. He didn't have to fear any longer. Dee was all right, he was here, with him. He hadn't lost him.

 

He let his hands move out wider, running higher up the chest, easing around the scars, never quite touching them. He let the cloth run lightly over Dee's nipples and saw that in its passing the slightly rough material had aroused the nub, causing it to rise slightly. He did the same to the other side, watching as it rose to match its partner.

 

He then moved back to Dee's legs, running both cloth and hand down each, gliding down the outside, then sliding up the inside. He still ensured that the purpose with which he had begun had been accomplished, and that was to remove the traces of secretion. He could tell by running his hand over the flesh if he had accomplished this and so far it appeared he had.

 

As he drew his hand up to the junction of thigh and groin he saw Dee's previously limp member twitch. He paused for a moment and then continued his stroking, running back down the thigh, watching. Up until now he hadn't been focused on this portion of Dee's anatomy. Not that he didn't like it or was avoiding it or any such thing, it was just that there was so much of Dee that was delightful to look upon that he hadn't really got back to that part. Now his attention was focused there solely as he watched Dee's cock begin to move of its own accord. A quick glance up at Dee's face showed no other sign of him being aware of its action, he was giving nothing away in any other fashion.

 

Ryo returned his eyes to Dee's groin, watching as his penis began to harden, to lengthen, shifting, rising. He saw the small drop of precum glisten at the tip and he swallowed. He leant forward, lower and lower, his hands still slowly wiping with the now almost cold cloth and his warm hand following, until his face was only a few inches from his focal point. He breathed out slowly, watching as Dee's semi-erect penis jumped at the warm caress, rising a little higher. He breathed out again, mesmerized by this sight. He moved a little closer and then paused for a moment. No, he didn't want to do that.

 

*******

 

Dee lay there in comfort, languidly floating in a half doze, not thinking about anything in particular, just enjoying the feel of Ryo's hands on his body. Those hands were warm, almost hot, or maybe he was just imagining it.

 

He had been so caught off guard by his sudden release earlier. He would have thought that after seeing release a number of times during the course of the day that his body would no longer have been so sensitive, so easily aroused. Just went to show that not even his imagination could match the real thing. Ryo just blew him away every time.

 

In his mind's eye he could see Ryo's hands tracing his body, every touch making his skin tingle. He felt his penis twitch, catching him by surprise. He had felt completely spent only a moment ago and yet already the first stirrings of desire were building already. He kept his eyes closed, focusing all his senses upon the contact of skin against skin. His penis twitched again, hardening a little more.

 

He felt Ryo shift near him, the mattress dipping under him slightly. Then a gust of warmth swept over his semi-hard erection. He hardened further immediately, his erection lifting higher. Another caress of hot breath and it hardened more and he almost held his breath waiting for the next step, waiting for the tip of his erection to be engulfed in a hot, moist mouth.

 

But then nothing happened, just a shift of the mattress and the warmth disappeared from his groin.

 

********

 

Ryo pulled back, sitting up again, watching. His hands moved outwards, across Dee's flat stomach, over the jutting hip bones, running around to the sides. His fingers touched a small patch of stickiness. Obviously a stray riverlet had slid from Dee's front and run down his side from his previous exertions.

 

“Roll over a little. I've missed a bit.” Ryo instructed huskily, pushing lightly at Dee's hip.

 

“Hmm,” was Dee's only reply, shifting on the bed so he was comfortably lying half on his stomach.

 

Ryo swallowed as his hand lightly ran across the smooth roundness of Dee's buttock, the skin far paler than the rest of his body. Dee had often joked that he should start sunbathing naked so he could have an all over even tan, instead of such distinct white spots. Personally Ryo liked the contrast between the dark skin of Dee's broad back running downwards to then fade to almost lily white at his buttocks. The skin beneath his hand was soft, far softer than the rest of Dee's body, smooth with no hairs to speak of. His fingers unconsciously began to lightly knead the flesh, digging in slightly, rubbing. The cloth had been forgotten and was now lying on the floor amongst their discarded clothes, more of an impediment than a help at this stage.

 

Ryo heard the sigh that Dee gave, a sigh of pleasure, and he felt the ripple of muscle under his hand on the smooth cheek. He leant over slightly and could see around Dee's slightly upraised hip that his erection was firmer now, standing almost fully upright. Ryo licked his lips, swallowing against the dryness in his throat. He left off kneading Dee's buttocks and began to slowly massage up Dee's back, slowly and gently seeking out all the muscles that he knew could be knotted with tension and soothing them one at a time. He could feel Dee relax even further under his ministrations.

 

“Oooh,” Dee whispered, twitching his shoulders slightly before sinking further into the mattress. “Don't stop.”

 

Ryo wouldn't have stopped anyway. His hands wanted nothing more than to continue to roam over this body before him, to touch every portion of it, to lay claim to it. This was his, and only his. Every inch of skin that he caressed he possessed. This was all his.

 

***********

 

Dee sighed with the feel of Ryo's hands massaging out the tension that had been caught in his back muscles. Ryo's long slim fingers managed to get right into all those places and knead the knots away. He felt himself relax further, almost boneless, letting everything go. The way Ryo touched him, all over his back, across his buttocks was more than a little erotic and he hadn't wanted him to stop, urging him to continue. When you're on a good thing, he thought, you should stick with it.

 

*********

 

Ryo's own erection was throbbing now, the blood engorged member aching to find its release after this long. He bit his lip as it violently twitched as though it were a caged animal seeking escape from its confines. He felt a trickle of sweat down his temple, his breathing shallow and ragged as he tried to hold onto his control. But it was getting harder to do so.

 

He took a deep shuddering breath as his erection twitched again, so hard that it almost made him double over in seeming pain. He had to get his clothes off or it would drive him mad. He kept one hand sensuously stroking Dee's back and buttocks, whilst he fumbled with his other to undo his trousers, at the same time he was kicking out of his shoes. He almost groaned with relief as he released the zipper on the front and had to sit for a moment before reaching down and stripping his socks off.

 

He stood, careful not to make too much movement so Dee wasn't aware of what he was doing, still ensuring that one hand remained in contact with the body before him. Letting his trousers slide to the ground wasn't that difficult, he could do that one handed easily enough for once it was pushed over his hip bones they slithered down his legs and he could easily step out of them. Removing his briefs was going to be harder.

 

He slipped fingers into the elastic waist band and began to ease them down but had to stop and breathe hard as his erection caught. Oh, geez, his befuddled mind thought. If he wasn't careful he would just come right now.

 

He took a deep breath and tried again, this time moving his hand to the front to try and cradle his stiff member as he struggled to free it. The touch of his own skin against that heated flesh made him moan, unable to hold it back. He hoped that Dee hadn't heard it.

 

He steeled himself, and with one quick movement, dragged his briefs over his buttocks and down his thighs. He had to pause there for a moment, breathing through the tension, feeling his whole body begin to shake and that familiar feeling begin to build. No!, he thought fiercely to himself, don't do it!

 

With a bit further wriggling of legs he managed to shake his briefs down to his ankles and step away from them. The night air on his heated skin made him shiver, both at the temperature difference and the sensation it created as though a thousand tiny fingers were touching him all over.

 

Dee still lay on the bed below him and Ryo felt the precum leaking from his cock as he allowed his gaze to wander over the full length of his partner. He was aching to touch this man in every way possible. It had seemed like an eternity since he had felt Dee's skin against his, savoured his passionate kisses, felt that pleasure deep inside.

 

He knelt back on the bed, one hand running the full length up Dee's spine, tracing every vertebra until the fingers tangled in the silky hair at the nape of the neck. As he did this, Ryo leant over Dee's body, noting the fully erect penis standing upright against Dee's stomach. Dee certainly wasn't immune to his touch that was for certain, but he had heard the slight strain in Dee's breathing after his previous climax. He still wasn't fully healthy and Ryo was concerned about having him strain himself. As much as Ryo wanted to feel all of Dee again he knew full well that Dee just wasn't up to that sort of strenuous activity.

 

Ryo's gaze trailed up to Dee's face, taking note of the dark lashes resting on the cheeks, the slightly parted lips. Even as he watched, the tip of Dee's tongue flicked out to wet those full lips and Ryo felt a shiver run through his body at the sight.

 

He leant back and began to firmly knead both back and buttocks again, letting his hands trail down to the back of the thighs. He then heard a soft moan from Dee and noted that his legs parted slightly under his hands. He continued what he was doing since it was obvious that Dee had liked it, listening and watching for further signs of pleasure. He wasn't disappointed as Dee shifted a little as his long fingers slipped between his legs to knead the inside of the thighs, and the legs parted further.

 

******

 

Through the haze of peace he was drifting in, Dee felt Ryo move again but didn't pay that much attention. He was too relaxed and comfortable to be concerned and soon enough he felt Ryo once more beside him on the bed. He felt Ryo's presence closer to his skin, felt the heat emanating from the other's body as the skin almost brushed his. Ryo's hands were soon back on his body, sending little shivers of delight through him, rubbing him, stroking him, bringing him pleasure and relaxation all at the same time.

 

He felt Ryo's hand slide downwards to the back of his legs, long fingers sliding over the skin and to the inside of his thigh. The skin tingled at Ryo's touch, sending a ripple through his muscles. When Ryo's hand returned once more, he couldn't prevent his legs parting further to encourage him to reach the places that he hadn't yet touched.

 

Dee didn't care if this made him seem wanton or not, all he cared about was that he wanted Ryo's touch to be far more intimate than it had been up to now. The fact that his erection was firm and upright now, the fact that his skin was feeling like it was on fire and his blood was racing in his veins. All that meant that his body had pushed aside its comfortable relaxed state and now was demanding much, much more.

 

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Ryo found he was breathing hard again as he watched Dee getting more aroused. He could see the faint flush against the white skin of Dee's buttocks, and not just from his massaging. He almost hesitantly allowed one long finger to run from the inside of the thigh to touch the taut skin that extended from the hanging testicles. Dee's moan was deeper and more drawn out this time, as well as feel of the rippling of muscles that ran right up his back as he shuddered.

 

Ryo's hands were beginning to shake. He felt his own excitement building, as well as a little fear. He knew Dee wasn't well enough to do what he had done before to Ryo, but could he give the same pleasure to Dee? That would mean that Dee didn't really have to do anything, not if Ryo kept control of the situation. Could he do that? Should he? Dee had only ever done it to him and never indicated he wanted it the other way. Would Dee want him to do it to him?

 

Ryo touched that portion of skin again, stroking it lightly and listened as Dee moaned once more, hips twitching. He dropped his hand lower to cup the testicles, rolling them gently in his hand. Dee was softly panting now, small moans slipping from his lips. Ryo felt him shift under his touch, hips lifting and he could feel the hardness of the base of Dee's shaft against his finger tips. He released the testicles and daringly ran his finger upwards, over the perineum, along the cleft of Dee's cheeks and lightly touching the puckered entrance.

 

Dee let out a hoarse cry and thrust backwards, surprising Ryo who snatched his hand back. However, the following moan Dee made was one of loss so he immediately placed his hand back where it had been, running his finger around the outer edge of that opening, moving his other hand to continue to fondle Dee's testicles.

 

The sounds of pleasure that Dee was making was driving Ryo wild. Dee obviously was enjoying what he was doing and the way his hips were thrusting back, pushing his arse up and into Ryo's touch seemed to indicate that he wanted more. He watched Dee continue to writhe under his touch and this erotic sight was bringing him to the brink once again. The precum dripping from his own stiff shaft was smeared over his stomach and thighs and the ache remained.

 

Ryo lowered his face towards Dee's quivering buttocks, hands gently parting the cheeks to allow greater access, and flicked his tongue gently against the skin. Dee's head flung back as he cried out, “Yeesss!”, and Ryo couldn't help his own hands clenching into the soft flesh they grasped at the pure pleasure colouring his lover's voice. That goaded him on, and he began to lick in earnest, circling the opening, flicking at it hard, almost nibbling at the outer edge. He was having to almost hold Dee down now as he squirmed, moaning and crying out, barely saying anything coherently but every sound and action indicating his heightening pleasure.

 

Ryo gripped the flesh hard and plunged his tongue inwards, pushing against the hard ridge of muscle, feeling it trying to tighten around him. He was almost bucked off the bed at the violently movements Dee made but he held on when he realized that Dee was almost trying to get onto his hands and knees, trying to thrust back onto his tongue.

 

The pure eroticism of this moment was making Ryo's head spin. He had an insane urge to just lean back and plunge deep within his partner, to feel Dee's warmth and tightness around his weeping erection, to fill that warmth with his own. He shuddered as his own climax built and he had to pull his tongue out and hold the squirming Dee still for a moment as he forced himself back from the edge. He didn't know how many more times he would be able to do that. He had always prided himself on having complete self control over his own body, but Dee was pushing those controls to the limit.

 

************

 

When Ryo had licked him, Dee had been so surprised it had almost been enough to shock him completely out of his feelings of pleasure - almost but not quite, because the heights of passion he was being taken to by the feel of Ryo's tongue thrusting within him were almost more than he could bear.

 

He felt his breathing grow ragged, panting shallowly with every push of Ryo's tongue. The feel of Ryo's hot breath on the skin of his buttocks, the moistness of his mouth resting against his flesh began to drive him wild. He couldn't control himself as he twisted on the bed, aching for more, wanting Ryo to touch him, take him, devour him.

 

He thrust back against the pressure, seeking further gratification, feeling the bunched bed clothes rubbing against his aching erection, wanting more. He had had no idea that Ryo could, or would ever, do this to him.

 

**************

 

Ryo took a deep breath and plunged his tongue back in with no warning, making Dee cry out again. As he withdrew this time, Ryo ensured that he moistened the outer edge well and slipped a finger into his own mouth, sucking on it until it was liberally coated before placing it over the puckering and slowly pushed forward.

 

He watched Dee as he did so, watched how his partner responded as his finger slowly eased further inside his body. He saw Dee's hands clench into the bed sheets, knuckles white. He pushed further so now he was as deep as the second knuckle, feeling Dee's interior muscles clenching around him, seeing his face gleam with sweat. He pushed further until he reached the base of his finger, feeling Dee's whole body shudder.

 

Slowly he eased the finger back until it was only at the first joint and then pushed forward again, watching as Dee tossed his head back and pant. He repeated the motion, and now Dee was beginning to thrust back hard against him, urgency in every movement.

 

Ryo continued, speeding up the motion, pumping his finger deep inside his partner's body. He was panting hard himself as he watched in fascination at a so completely uninhibited Dee writhing before him. A more beautiful sight there could not be.

 

He felt the passage becoming slick and so added a second finger and Dee's whole body tensed, one hand flailing out to reach around and grab at Ryo's leg, fingers digging into the flesh. He had at first wondered if he had inadvertently hurt his partner but the way that Dee clung to him, forcing himself back upon Ryo's hand hard, quickly disabused him of that notion.

 

He continued to move his fingers in and out of Dee's body and began to experiment, twisting them deep inside, stroking the channel, seeking for that one spot that he knew instinctively was there. Dee was half lying on his side by this time, one leg slightly bent and raised so Ryo still had easy access.

 

Ryo held this upraised leg, using it as support as he watched Dee's face, taking note of every flash of pleasure and when it occurred so he would know what his partner liked best. Glancing downwards he could see Dee's stiff erection moving with his body's thrusting, slapping back against his stomach and leaving a glistening trail across the flesh as it continued to drip. He curled his fingers deep inside that warmth, feeling the flesh give way beneath his touch.

 

Suddenly Dee almost arched fully off the bed with a load cry and Ryo watched in wonder as he continued to rub at the spot he had just touched as his whole body stiffened. The with another hoarse shout, he ejaculated, liquid spurting from his twitching erection, raining across his stomach and chest, hips thrusting, pushing forwards as another stream erupted, pushing back hard against Ryo's fingers still buried deep within him. Finally he collapsed, breathing raggedly, gasping for air, body twitching, his muscles spasming around Ryo's hand still.

 

**********

 

As his climax took him, Dee couldn't believe what had just happened. First Ryo had rimmed him with an expertise that any pro would have been proud of. Then he fingered him, drawing shooting fires of pleasure from his body, making him whine and writhe like a bitch in heat, panting in need, wanting so much more. He couldn't stop thrusting back on that delicious pleasure that had filled him, filled him yet left him wanting, needing something else.

 

When Ryo had added a second finger, he had felt his pleasure centres reach new heights, passion burning through his veins, his body quivering with need and desire. He felt Ryo move his fingers inside him creating a whole new gambit of sensations that were mind numbing, and then when he touched that spot deep inside him Dee thought he would die.

 

And die he did - in a thousand little deaths, with every spurt, every drop that spilt from his body and coated his skin. He died with every touch and thrust, every cry that was wrung from his straining throat. He died until he collapsed completely, nothing left in him at all.

 

He had died - and gone to heaven.

 

************

 

Ryo couldn't take any more. The sight of once again seeing Dee in such a state of ecstasy, knowing that he had brought his partner to that level, feeling every moment of his release communicated through the joining of his fingers within his body, he could hold back no longer.

 

He began to pump his fingers in and out of Dee once more, feeling the other's body twitch in reaction, although there was no reaction this time from the now limp penis. As he did this he reached out with his other hand and wiped a liberal amount of Dee's release from his body and brought to his own stiff erection. He held his breath as he fully coated it, doing it quickly for any continued contact would most likely make him ejaculate immediately.

 

He lifted Dee's leg higher, shifting forward on his knees, Dee's other leg between his own. He pulled his fingers out fully and could see the entrance glistening with moisture and rosy pink. Using his free hand he guided his erection into place, feeling it pressing against that fleshy opening.

 

He hesitated for a moment, a whisper of uncertainty still there about what he was doing when he felt the entrance flutter against the flesh of his erection, as though inviting him in. That made those last thoughts of doubt flee and he leant forward, pushing his stiff shaft against the entrance, feeling it open beneath him. He encountered the resistance just inside, the ridge of muscle trying to clamp around him and refuse him further entry, but he leant in further and felt it suddenly release.

 

He felt like he almost fell into a hot channel that enclosed around his shaft tightly, molten liquid engulfing him. He held his breath, eyes closed, his whole body shaking as he stayed like that for a moment, buried to the hilt inside Dee's body. He took a shuddering breath and opened his eyes to meet Dee's green ones.

 

He froze, wondering if he had over stepped the boundaries, wondering if Dee would demand he release him. Dee said nothing, but Ryo could see surprise in his eyes, and what seemed to be wonder.

 

He gave a small smile and saw Dee return it. Maintaining eye contact, he slowly pulled out a little before pushing back in and saw the flash of pleasure across Dee's face. He did so again, still watching, not seeing any other signs except that Dee was enjoying it so he continued.

 

As he thrust within his partner he watched, seeing the sweat begin to build up on Dee's face one more, could hear the shallow panting, the soft sounds beginning to fill the air. His own grunts were coming louder now as it felt like Dee's channel was getting hotter, searing his flesh but he couldn't stop. He had wanted to be gentle, to be slow, but he couldn't hold back now.

 

A purely animalistic impulse took over, all the pent up emotions and desire he had been holding back on for so long now demanded voice. He gripped Dee's leg harder, raising it higher, pushing forward even deeper into the yielding body. Dee's cries were getting higher, more intense, more demanding. Ryo realized that he was actually speaking, that it wasn't just all meaningless.

 

********

 

“Harder, Ryo!” Dee gasped out between moans, rolling his head back. “Harder!!”

 

Dee had felt Ryo shift, lifting his leg up higher so it almost rested on his shoulder, but he had been unable to gather the strength just then to even open his eyes. Then he had felt a pressure against his read, a pushing and before he knew it he felt Ryo slide deep inside him.

 

He had been unable to do anything except give a gasp of surprise, a little pain, and then a moan of passion at this entirely new sensation he was feeing. When but a moment ago he had thought he was beyond any further thought or feeling, he was now feeling that familiar burning building in the pit of his stomach and rushing towards his groin.

 

He opened his eyes to meet Ryo's, saw that slow sweet smile that he knew so well that made his own lips curve in response. He moaned again as Ryo slowly eased out and then pushed forward, before repeating the movement. He found himself trying to push against Ryo, trying to meet his thrusts as the heat continued to build within him.

 

Ryo's movements began to increase, pounding deeper within him, but still not deep enough to satisfy the intensity of the need that he felt so he urged his partner on.

 

************

 

Ryo was only too happy to oblige as this matched his own burning desires. He pumped harder, thrusting in as deep as he could, shifting on his knees to angle differently and was soon rewarded with that same high pitched cry that Dee had given before.

 

He didn't let up this time, didn't pause for even a second but continued to thrust hard against that same spot. Dee continued to cry out, his whole body shuddering, twisting. Ryo could feel the interior muscles trying to clamp down on him as though trying to hold him back but he was stronger than they and thrust past this resistance, striking that spot over and over again. Dee was almost clawing at him, clawing at the bed, one hand going up to grasp frantically at the bed head which gave him greater purchase, enabling him to push back against Ryo just as firmly.

 

Ryo's breathing increased, he could feel the sweat on his body slipping down his spine and leaving a tingling trail. His hips snapped faster as he climbed higher, racing towards that peak, which when he finally reached the apex, with one final thrust he flung himself from its top.

 

He threw his head back with a cry ripping from his throat, hands clenching on Dee's body hard enough to bruise, heard Dee's cry match his own, as his release flowed inside his warmth, the muscles squeezing him over and over again as he gasped with every small thrust he made, until finally every drop had been spilt.

 

*********

Dee's throat was raw with the gasping breaths he was taking, the cries being wrung from him with every thrust Ryo made. When Ryo suddenly struck that spot deep inside him, he went almost wild, every portion of his body screaming in conflict in wanting to escape that contact because of the intensity, yet racing madly towards it to glory in it further. Ryo gave him no mercy, pounding into him over and over, every time striking with unerring accuracy that same point, sending Dee almost screaming with need and crying with pleasure.

 

The thrusts became faster, faster, faster than Dee would have thought possible. He felt the tension begin to build in his groin, his erection hitting against his flesh, aching, burning, dying for relief. Ryo kept going, taking Dee higher still, higher than he thought he could ever be without reaching that final point. He was almost in tears, in agony because he wanted the end and yet was terrified that it would all be over too soon.

 

Suddenly he felt Ryo press hard inside, heard his partner's hoarse shout and the flood of warmth within his body and that pushed him past the point of no return also. He clutched at Ryo as he too cried out, feeling his release burst from the tip with a feeling of almost pain, streaming up to contact his chest, dripping down it to the sheets beneath him as he felt Ryo's erection continue to twitch deep within his channel.

 

***********

 

Ryo's body soon began to quiver in another way as exhausted muscles shook and his hand spasmed, releasing Dee's raised leg so it fell to the bed and he slumped forward, draping himself over Dee's body, trying not to crush the other as his aching lungs gasped for oxygen. He could feel Dee's rapid breathing also, could feel the rise and fall of his chest, could feel the slickness of his skin sliding against his.

 

His now flaccid cock slipped from Dee's body and Ryo allowed himself to fall to the side, to lie next to him. He continued to breathe heavily as the silence continued. Now it was all over the uncertainties came back to him. Had he done the right thing? Was Dee going to be mad at him?

 

He felt Dee roll over so he was facing him and he forced himself to meet his partner's eyes. “That…” Dee whispered huskily. “was fucking incredible.”

 

Ryo felt his own eyes widen in surprise, and saw the amusement grow in the other's. “Bet you were worrying, weren't you?” Dee continued.

 

Ryo cleared his throat, wishing for a glass of water. “I plead the fifth.” he muttered.

 

Dee chuckled, reaching up a slightly shaking hand to push Ryo's hair away from where it was plastered on his brow. “You're an idiot.” he said fondly. “How could I have not enjoyed that?”

 

“Well,” Ryo said quietly, shifting a little so he was more comfortable. “I've never done that before. I mean,” Now he blushed. “you've always been the one to…you know.”

 

Dee let out a tired laugh, shaking his head a little at Ryo's reticence in speaking. “Oh, Ryo, what am I going to do with you?” he said smiling at his partner. “How can you still blush, and even be unable to talk about it, after what we just done? We've just had the most mind blowing sex ever and you can't even say that we have!”

 

“It's…different when you're doing it than speaking about it.” Ryo tried to defend himself, still blushing as he thought briefly about what they had just done. Just the mere thought made his body heat up.

 

“I know, I know,” Dee smiled broadly at him. “That's just one of the things that I love about you.”

 

“So…you're not upset about it? It was okay?”

 

“Okay?” Dee looked surprised. “Do you really need me to tell you that?”

 

Ryo nodded a little uncertainly and Dee sighed, realizing he would have to reassure his forever confused partner. “Ryo, it was fantastic. In all ways.”

 

“Have…have you done that before?” Ryo asked, a little unsure whether it was something he should. “You don't have to tell me if you don't want to,” he hurriedly added before Dee could answer.

 

Dee reached out and threaded his fingers through Ryo's, holding his hand. “I don't mind saying,” he said quietly. “And the answer is no. I'll admit that I've been rimmed and fingered but I've never gone all the way myself.” Dee smirked. “I'm usually the dominant, see, so that means I'm the one doing all the penetration, not the other way around!”

 

“So that was your first time too?” Ryo was a little surprised by that. He really had fully expected that Dee would be just as experienced in that as everything else.

 

“Yeah, you could say I was a novice, too!” Dee seemed inordinately proud of that thought. He grinned again at Ryo. “So how does it feel to deflower a virgin?!” he smirked.

 

Ryo frowned at him. “Don't say it like that.” he said, not sure how he was feeling about it.

 

Dee sighed, seeing the concern in Ryo's eyes. He realized now that he would probably have to spend a lot of years reassuring Ryo about their relationship and what they do until he was fully comfortable with it. That was just going to be part of it and it was no point him thinking it was stupid or that Ryo shouldn't be that unsure, or wishing he would accept it quicker. It was just who Ryo was, and this was the man he loved so he would gladly do it for however long he had to.

 

“Look, Ryo, in most homosexual relationships one generally takes on the role of the dominant and the other submissive. It's not necessarily that one is more feminine or anything like that, it just works out that way. That also doesn't mean that they can't swap around if they want to. Some do, some don't. You might also be the top in one relationship but in another you might choose to be the bottom.” He squeezed Ryo's hand. “It really does all just have to do with how you both feel at the time and what feels right for you.” Dee shrugged. “It just so happens that in my previous relationships I was always on top, for no other reason that I had no interest in being on the bottom and my partners had no interest in topping me. That's all there is to it.”

 

“So you are saying you don't mind being on the…bottom?”

 

Dee released Ryo's hand and scrubbed his fingers through his hair, pushing the tangled mess out of his eyes. “Not really. I'll admit that it was a surprise, as I said it was new to me as well, but hell, you're getting no complaints from me!”

 

He reached out and traced the curve of Ryo's face, letting his fingers run over the high cheek bone, along the jaw, moving up to stroke down the strong aquiline bridge of his nose, to finish with a light touch to the lips that brought a small smile to them. “If you ever want to do it that way again, or if you're more comfortable being on top just do so. I don't mind either way.”

 

Ryo blushed at that but thought about it a little longer. Did he really want to be on top all the time like this? He had to admit that it was a completely different feeling to before when Dee had taken him. There were different sensations to experience, the way your body reacted was different to whether you were doing the touching or the other way around. But did he want it this way all the time?

 

He looked into Dee's eyes seeing that he was being completely serious. He meant what he was saying, that if Ryo wanted to stay on top he would let him.

 

Ryo reached out and grasped Dee's hand brining them to his lips so he could place a soft kiss on the fingertips. “I…don't think I feel I have to always do it this way.” he said shyly.

 

“You sure?” Dee questioned, squeezing his hand. “I want you to be comfortable about all this and what makes you feel the best.”

 

Ryo returned the squeeze and smiled with a little more confidence. “I know. And I didn't feel that bad about the way things were before. This was just different.”

 

“Still good?”

 

“Most definitely.” Ryo declared. “so I guess I don't mind either way, either.”

 

Dee smirked at him. “Well, that's good in one way. I don't mind a bit of variety. Though there's going to be a problem if we both want to be top at the same time!”

 

Ryo grinned back at him. “So we'll flip a coin.” he said.

 

Dee chuckled. “Okay, I'll do the toss.”

 

“Uh, huh,” Ryo said firmly. “I know you've got that double headed coin. I think I'll do the toss.”

 

Dee pouted at him. “You're no fun.”

 

Ryo sat up and scraped his hair back, looking down at Dee fondly. “That's not what you were saying just a minute ago!”

 

“That was then!” Dee declared.

 

“Want a drink?” Ryo asked, swinging his legs over the side and standing.

 

“Yeah,” Dee replied, beginning to sit up. “No sweat, I'll get it.”

 

“Oh, I don't think so.” Ryo said, turning to the door.

 

“Huh?” Dee wanted to know, looking over his shoulder as he stood.

 

He suddenly collapsed back onto the bed, a look of complete surprise on his face as his legs gave way under him. Ryo chuckled as he watched.

 

“Because I doubt very much that you can walk” he said, turning away again.

 

Dee lay there on the bed staring at the ceiling and began to laugh gleefully to himself. He wrapped his arms around his torso and hugged himself tightly. He had never been in the situation where he wasn't the one able to stand at the end of it all. It was a wholly delightful feeling and he was even proud of Ryo for being able to make him feel like this! Oh, he really did have a wonderful, wonderful partner!

 

Ryo returned in a moment with two bottles of water, handing one to Dee when he had managed to sit upright, leaning back against the bed head, before crawling in next to him, taking a couple of mouthfuls of water then placing it back on the bedside table.

 

Dee downed about half the bottle in one go, loving the feeling to the coolness against his parched throat. “Ah, that's good.” he said, smacking his lips, before putting the lid on it and putting it aside. He reached behind and snuggled down into the pillows with a deep sigh.

 

“Are you okay?” Ryo asked, reaching out and touching the scars on his chest.

 

Dee caught his hand and squeezed it, looking up at Ryo with a smile. “I'm fine, honestly. They haven't bothered me at all.”

 

“Good,” Ryo burrowed down next to him, reaching out and pulling him into his embrace, which Dee was only too happy to snuggle into.

 

“This is how you should be.” Dee murmured.

 

“Eh?” Ryo queried, sleep beginning to seep into his voice.

 

“I don't want you to ever change from the way you are, Ryo.” Dee looked up, catching his partner's eye. “I don't want trying to do anything so stupid and rash as what you tried to, not even if it is over me. That's not what I want for you - ever.”

 

Ryo tightened his arm around his shoulders slightly, leaning down to drop a soft kiss on the top of his head. “I know you don't, but I can't say I wouldn't do the same thing.” he said softly. He looked back at Dee seriously. “If you had said four months ago that I would do something like that I would have thought you'd gone crazy. I never thought I could do it either. But what it did show me was that if anything happened to you then my life would be over. I just wouldn't care anymore.”

 

Dee reached up and held Ryo's chin, looking at him penetratingly. “I want you to care.” he said fiercely. “I want to know that no matter what, you are still alive and well and living. I want you to live a long and happy life. If you really love me, promise me that.”

 

Ryo looked at him in silence for a moment but he refused to break eye contact, letting him know how serious he was. “I'll promise that, if you do the same.” he finally said.

 

Dee was a little taken aback as he suddenly wondered just what would he have done if the situation was reversed. He had a horrible feeling that he would have responded in just the same way as Ryo had and he suddenly also realized just how momentous a promise he was demanding. If they made this promise and something did happen to one of them then it really would mean they would have to struggle against their own natural response to the situation. That wouldn't be easy at all.

 

`Not so easy, is it?' Ryo said quietly, seeing Dee struggling with his thoughts.

 

Dee focused back on his partner and pressed his lips together in a stubborn line. “No, it's not. But, fine, I promise.”

 

Ryo looked surprised and searched Dee's face for any sign of a lie and saw none. He chewed his lip thinking back on all that he had gone through when he had thought he had lost Dee. He knew it wouldn't be any easier if it happened again, certainly not if it was for real the next time. Could he force himself to get through that? Could he force himself to go on?

 

He looked back at Dee, looked at the face that filled his every waking and sleeping moment. He loved this man. Could he really go on without him?

 

But if he did love Dee that much, as much as he claimed, then he should be able to find the strength to abide by his wishes. And if Dee's wish was for him to continue living then he had to do that.

 

“Okay,” he nodded firmly. “I promise also.”

 

They remained looking into each other's eyes for a long moment, searching for half truths or lies and finding only determination and strength. They both let out a held breath at the same time, realized it and began to laugh softly.

 

Dee reached up and slipped his hand behind Ryo's head to draw it down into a kiss. “But don't worry,” he breathed against Ryo's moist lips. “I don't plan on leaving you anytime soon.”

 

“Good,” Ryo whispered back. “Because neither do I.”