Fan Fiction / Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction / InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Embracing the Cold ❯ Chapter 1

Disclaimer: I'm out of breath from my last Disclaimer (Dark Duel of Demons, chapter four!). Let's just say I'm wrappped up in my Yugioh blankets. I own them.. Not the real Yugi. Wishful thinking.

Author's notes: I write more songfics than anything else. Don't ask why, they just pop into mind. I haven't even though of what this one will be about. It may turn out really odd, but I hope you like it anyway. I do not own this awesome song, Silver and Cold by AFI. I'm glad, cuz it would sound really bad if it was me singing it. AWESOME SONG!! Download it or something, it is super great! On with the fic...

Change of plans. I think this will be based on my fanfic, Dark Duel of Demons. If you haven't read Chapter three, don't read this! * spoilers *


Embracing the Cold

I... I came here by day


All I wanted to do was pick some flowers for Sesshomaru. Just a few to make his day better. I walked for a very long time to find these special flowers. They were Forget-Me-Not's. I picked a whole lot of them, just for you, Sesshomaru.


But I left here in darkness


Then they came. Those foul creatures made purely of darkness and shadows. After all that time spent getting you those flowers, they will now lie, wilting. Those creatures...they brought me further into the darkness.


And found you, found you on the way


Then I met him, again, after all those years. And I tripped. I tasted blood. It was warm and fresh, and from someone unknown.


And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold


And as the darkness lifted a little, I saw your silver hair, spotted crimson with blood. Your soft tail, matted and dirty. Your empty eyes to the side, staring at nothing. I embraced your cold, dead body, hoping against hope you would return.


Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me


My Sesshomaru had done nothing wrong! He did not deserve to die this way!

`Rin, my dear, he did deserve to. You have twisted your mind into thinking every bad thing he did was your fault. Every man slaughtered by your human hands.'

As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness


I prayed for you, Sesshomaru, I did. I was willing to give up my life, just as long as you would live once again, your tail would be cleansed one more time, your hair would return to it's beautiful, silvery silk.


(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one

I will take the blame! May the gods punish me, not you!! Nothing will matter without you!


Light, like the flutter of wings


Wha...what? What is going on? My heart, my soul, is it flying away? Why? What is happening?


Feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing

(AN-Sesshomaru's POV)
My mind was clearing, I could hear a small child crying and wishing to die herself. Hot tears were dripping on my face. Why were you crying, Rin? Your happy voice, the one that used to sing songs and pick flowers, why is it filled with sorrow?


So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink


(AN-Back to Rin POV)
I was getting colder...was it a breeze? No, there was no way a breeze could go in this room. I was beginning to get very cold, and very limp. And you...you were humming my favourite tune! Suddenly, I was flying. In the air, I caught sight of your spirit falling back down to your body. How? I sang out my last song, dropped my last tear, before I was gone, and you were back. (Switch to Sessy POV till further notice)


Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now

Your sins into me

Why? You did this for me, I know. Blaming yourself...how foolish! They were now your sins, and so I was granted the power of living again.

As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me

You didn't have to do that. I looked up to the Heavens, knowing you were there. Bowing my head, I prayed for you. You were so foolish....how could you give it all up for me? I beg of you, forgive me for bringing you back to life. Experiencing death twice is not something you should have to face.

Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn

Pulling your cold body closer to mine, I held you in my arms. I knew you could not hear, but I asked anyway...Why had you, a little human girl, cared at all for me? I could have killed you many times. But you refused to turn away from me, you were always by my side. Resting my head on hers, I slowly began to fall asleep, still wondering why...


As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now

Thoughts of your beauty kept running through my mind. I had nothing left now except memories of you in all your beauty.

Oh, my beautiful one
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me

My Rin, I hope you will wait for me there. Then face to face, I will apologize. Please do not continue to cry, smile and be happy. Your smile is beautiful, you know. I hope to repay you someday, Rin.


Author's Notes: Please review! If you follow this not at all, please read Dark Duel of Demons and it will be more informative! ^.^ Please review!