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Me
I'm cursed to spend eternity slowly dying.
Crying over everything that pushed me further over the edge.
Is the fact of knowing all I've got?
What ever else I can't stop.
Will the pain go away or will I be forced to go with the flow forever.
With every emotional blow I die a little more and the storm gets wetter.
I've tried to forgive and forget but I always seem to have regrets.
I trusted so many times and had my feet knocked from under me.
You could probably count on your right hand the number of people who came through for me.
I can feel myself slipping away.
From every passing day.
I can't face forever.
I can't put a smile on one more day nod and say `Okay'.
My heart has turned to ice.
It didn't matter how hard I fought.
Someone's was always wearing a scowl or a frown.
Beating me down and slicing my heart to pieces.
Why can't you get it through your heads.
After all this time I'm finally dead.
You people made me this way as if built out of clay.
So I'm not what you think.
I...I...I'm gone...Forever?
By Tracey Robertson
22ndApril 2002