Fan Fiction ❯ A Childhood of Darkness ❯ Chapter 2 ( Chapter 2 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Bridgecat 
An excuse and the child's explnation for his wrong doings and need for pain.
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Adventure / Action / Drama / Fantasy / Mystery / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.24.2006 | Updated On: 07.30.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 896 | Visits: 123 | Status: Work In Progress
An excuse and the child's explnation for his wrong doings and need for pain.
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Adventure / Action / Drama / Fantasy / Mystery / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.24.2006 | Updated On: 07.30.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 896 | Visits: 123 | Status: Work In Progress
Tapping the sound of a shoe tapping. The boy slowly awoke ,his eyes fluttering open, and uncurled himself to look at the one staring down upon him. Deep blue eyes reflected upon his own and a glove tucked away a few strands of golden blonde hair behind his ear that had previsouly fallen into his view as he looked down at this child...the one he hated to call his son.
"D-daddy'
"Yes it's me.." He paused briefly his eyes traveling along the bare flesh of his son's arms that were covered in purple bruises. It nearly looked as if the skin was dead. "You got to rough yesterday didn't you"
The boy nodded hesidantly at the sounds of his ...'father's' voice he only agreed because he did not want to feel pain. Pain was his nightmare of a life it came and came it seemed there would be no stopping it. One day it would rip whatever soul he had out of him and cause him his dream. His dream for death. His father sat down beside him and allowed his son's arms to wrap around him and bury his face into his chest his whole body was shaking. "Daddy why do..i have to stay here"
"What do you mean why!" He nearly laughed as he stroked his fingers through the child's maine of ebony. He courled his fingers around the base gently and became a totally different person. A darker glint appeared as a smug smile appeared on his father's face and the fingers tightend pulling down yanking on the ends of the locks. His smile grew as he watched the boy cring and struggle trying to avoid his grasp.
" Look at you Vicious why your a freak of nature!I mean sure your a child but we have our morals besides you killed your mother ..you owe it to her your alive she gave all her energy for you to be born and what do you do!" His other arm tilted Viciou's chin up to look into his eyes they became cold and nearly demonic. "Can't you handle the pain my dear boy"
" I-I ..I Can't handle it it hurts! It hurts Daddy! I wanna leave i wanna go out..." His voice was cut off by a slap. "Don't you ever speak to me that way again. You really ARE an ungreatful little bastard aren't you! I've done everything for you and YOU DARE QUESTION ME! Your lucky I've let you live for nearly six years! I could let them erase you from existence!" Then a small chuckle escaped his lips. "Like you erased Eliza from me"
"Besides your not real anyways I never even touched her after our marriage then I figure out a monster was killing her in her womb disguised as MY child.." with a force he shoved Vicious off of him onto the floor. " Now get to rest you trash"
Vicious' body trembled as he watched him advance towards the door and look back coldly into his eyes.Before he left he said this. "I hope your mother hated you as I do my son..." Soon the room lay covered in darkness the only light coming from the crack underneath the iron door's frame. The only sound now could only be heard by the best of ears. This sound was that of dripping water. From the child's heart to his ocean eyes. These representing the river's waterfalls...the one that may have been crashed into by the hissing sound of his father's voice. He wanted to disappear and not be alive in existence. He wanted to be in an endless void of black as it would tear him apart for everything he was doomed to be in pain..and see the face of his father smiling.
You wouldn't be able to imagine how much he hated that smile. It bore straight through his defensive barriers and made him feel weak and exposed. There was nothing he could do nothing.
"Aw you feeling sad"
"Shut up go away.I don't need you"
" You mean the way your father doesn't love you?" " No father..he he's just mad..besides i killed mom"
" You miss her don't you"
"No no i dont..i don't deserve a mom.." Vicious crawled onto his bed and sunk into his pillow."I'm just a freak just like daddy Vacos said"
" Are you seriously going to listen to everything that tyrant tells you"
" He's no tyrant..he's just better then me"
"Ah.." Invisible fingers strode their way through his hair. "But only if you let him be better then you..you aren't inferior"
" Your wrong everythings inferior about me I-I don't deserve to even hear praise from you"
" And why not?" " Because" He lifted his head and felt the presence gone away from him. A tear slipped down from his eyes and trailed it's way down his face. " I'm full of nothing..."
"D-daddy'
"Yes it's me.." He paused briefly his eyes traveling along the bare flesh of his son's arms that were covered in purple bruises. It nearly looked as if the skin was dead. "You got to rough yesterday didn't you"
The boy nodded hesidantly at the sounds of his ...'father's' voice he only agreed because he did not want to feel pain. Pain was his nightmare of a life it came and came it seemed there would be no stopping it. One day it would rip whatever soul he had out of him and cause him his dream. His dream for death. His father sat down beside him and allowed his son's arms to wrap around him and bury his face into his chest his whole body was shaking. "Daddy why do..i have to stay here"
"What do you mean why!" He nearly laughed as he stroked his fingers through the child's maine of ebony. He courled his fingers around the base gently and became a totally different person. A darker glint appeared as a smug smile appeared on his father's face and the fingers tightend pulling down yanking on the ends of the locks. His smile grew as he watched the boy cring and struggle trying to avoid his grasp.
" Look at you Vicious why your a freak of nature!I mean sure your a child but we have our morals besides you killed your mother ..you owe it to her your alive she gave all her energy for you to be born and what do you do!" His other arm tilted Viciou's chin up to look into his eyes they became cold and nearly demonic. "Can't you handle the pain my dear boy"
" I-I ..I Can't handle it it hurts! It hurts Daddy! I wanna leave i wanna go out..." His voice was cut off by a slap. "Don't you ever speak to me that way again. You really ARE an ungreatful little bastard aren't you! I've done everything for you and YOU DARE QUESTION ME! Your lucky I've let you live for nearly six years! I could let them erase you from existence!" Then a small chuckle escaped his lips. "Like you erased Eliza from me"
"Besides your not real anyways I never even touched her after our marriage then I figure out a monster was killing her in her womb disguised as MY child.." with a force he shoved Vicious off of him onto the floor. " Now get to rest you trash"
Vicious' body trembled as he watched him advance towards the door and look back coldly into his eyes.Before he left he said this. "I hope your mother hated you as I do my son..." Soon the room lay covered in darkness the only light coming from the crack underneath the iron door's frame. The only sound now could only be heard by the best of ears. This sound was that of dripping water. From the child's heart to his ocean eyes. These representing the river's waterfalls...the one that may have been crashed into by the hissing sound of his father's voice. He wanted to disappear and not be alive in existence. He wanted to be in an endless void of black as it would tear him apart for everything he was doomed to be in pain..and see the face of his father smiling.
You wouldn't be able to imagine how much he hated that smile. It bore straight through his defensive barriers and made him feel weak and exposed. There was nothing he could do nothing.
"Aw you feeling sad"
"Shut up go away.I don't need you"
" You mean the way your father doesn't love you?" " No father..he he's just mad..besides i killed mom"
" You miss her don't you"
"No no i dont..i don't deserve a mom.." Vicious crawled onto his bed and sunk into his pillow."I'm just a freak just like daddy Vacos said"
" Are you seriously going to listen to everything that tyrant tells you"
" He's no tyrant..he's just better then me"
"Ah.." Invisible fingers strode their way through his hair. "But only if you let him be better then you..you aren't inferior"
" Your wrong everythings inferior about me I-I don't deserve to even hear praise from you"
" And why not?" " Because" He lifted his head and felt the presence gone away from him. A tear slipped down from his eyes and trailed it's way down his face. " I'm full of nothing..."