Fan Fiction ❯ A Man V.S. The World ❯ The Iron Madien ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Yeah you know the deal I dont own Gulity Gear or any of the characters from the Guilty Gear series and in no way plan on using this story to make a profit or do anything else other then entertian Guilt Gear Fans
 
Ky had finally arrived in Koochavich the town where Millia Rage was last spoted. Its was a little town with little to be interested in some what of a backwater type of place it was no wonder to Ky at all that an ex-assassin would come to a place where no one would think to look."Hmmm I should get started as soon as possiable" Ky didn't have much with him just two other uniforms that were the same as the only he wore now and a little bit of money eought to get him throught a month or more if was careful about his spendings. He carried a blue bag over his should with his money and the clothes he brought and in his other hand he held the Thunder Soul as he always did. After a few hours of asking around Ky didn't find much about where she was but he did find out that Millia herself was Russian and might even have been born in this town and could still be here she was seen not long ago walking down the road Ky was at himself. It was getting dark not Ky could see the sunseting now he sighed and droped his bag to the ground even he could stop to enjoy the beauty of this scene. Just then he heard a sudden crash in the distance Ky quickly snaped back to reality and started running towards the crash without a secound thought he didn't even remember to pick up his bag but that was the kind of person Ky was if someone was in trouble he'd always try and help even if it ment landing himself into trouble.
It looked like he arrived in the middle of a struggle of some kind as the dust cleared Ky could see a figure with it was a man with long white hair that hide his face he was tall and muscular and had some what of a dark shade of skin theres was a strange sign on his hair it was a some kind of an emblem that looked like an eye "An eye?" Ky new this emblem it this man was Venom the leader of the Assassin guild. Venom had a long pole stick it looked as though he was going to play a game of billiards, but Ky knew better he had read the files on him he had some strange fighting styles that combined strange unknow magic with the pole stick that he would used like a staff weapon.Venom's head snaped up towards the sky he was looking at something he yelled out "Millia!!!!" Ky's eyes widen as he looked up towards Venom was yelling to see Millia herself was standing on the eage of a building, the women he had come to find he found it a little suprising that he had found her so quickly but he could tell in this situation it might not be so easy to get a word with her. Venom put up a had and if by magic a billiard appeared in the air and hovered over his hand "Arrrgh" he yelled out as he hit the billiard sending it at the building millia stood on the billiard crushed the building forceing Millia to jump off of it leaving her off guard in the air Venom spun the pole stick around in stlye and started trusted in it into the air and more billiards appeared infront of stick sending them all towards Millia. Ky griped the thounder soul tightly he coudln't take anyone to the station if they killed each other. Millia's hair fliped over her head and slaped each one of the billiards out of the way acting as a sheild four of the stray balls were defelcted right at Ky. He quickly flip forward out of the way of two of the billiards and slaped the other two right out of the air. Almost as soon as she landed on the ground she rushed towards with blinding speed Venom her hair once again fliped over her head and took the shape of a large sword swinging down towards Venom, but he lift the pole stick over his head holding it horizontally blocking the sword right before it hit him. "Millia you have betrayed the guild and the master, you were to be free of the guild but I'll never forgive you for what you did to Zato you abandon him to that monster it's all you're fault I'll never forgive you NEVER I'LL KILL YOU" Millia bear her teeth as she pushed down harder trying to break Venom's guard "SHUT UP!!" Millia pushed off of him sending them both flying away from each other Venom lost his footing for a moment Millia on the other hand slide acrooss the ground and started swinging her head in a circle sending out three disc of energy out of her hair towards Venom each disc hit his chest each one causing more damage then the last.The final disc send Venom falling back into a wall. Millia's hair started to wrap around her and then started streching out from her waist and head in the form of four wings she jumped or rather glided into the air and then hovers in the air for a moment looking down at Venom laying against the wall defencless it looked like she was going to crash into him Ky knew it was time for this to stop he charged inbetween them just as Millia started flying down into Venom he blocked her assulte.
Venom was suprised at what had just happened but he wasn't to shocked eought to let this oppertunity pass him up he quickly stood back to his feet and jumped onto the leage of a near by building "Millia this isn't over I'll be back and I'll pass jugment on you for your betrayal" it seemed like his last words echo in the night as Venom disappeared under the cover of shadows.Ky was still holding his guard up against Millia's attack that was pushing him back against the wall slowly Millia stoped and fliped off of Kys sword putting a little distance between them she still in a fighting stance whitch ment Ky was going to have to defeat her if he wanted that information. Ky stood back up straight and lowered his blade to his side "wait I dont want to fight, Millia Rage I'd like you to come back to the IPF station for questioning about the assassin guild" Ky looked at her he expected to see anger in her eyes but there was something else he noticed something was wrong with the way her eyes spoke to him. before anything else was said Millia started running towards Ky it was obvisous to him that her greastest power beside the way she could shape shelf her hair was her great speed and balance. Her hair seemed to suddely squeez together as she moved closer to Ky untill the tip of her hair made a sharp point. Ky Leaped into the air at the last secound narrowly evading the hair spike holding the thundersoul in his hand tightly as it started to glow a bright green and blue aura of lighting he shifted his weight downward towards Millia swinging the sword in a gracful style "Neon Slash" the sword hit Millia in the back sending waves of thunder through her body before knocking her to the ground Ky had hit her with the flat side of the sword he held back hopeing that she would only be stun and give up the fight but Millia was obvisously much stronger then that she stood back up and narrowed her eyes at him before shaping her hair back into a sword Ky saw this wasn't going to be as easy as he thought...but there was somthing holding her back from fighting her best as well he saw that her was mind on somthing else and that sad sarrow mixed with a bitter hate in her eyes only gave it away more Ky decided to make the first move this time he lunged at her and swung the sword on her again but she moved her head around and blocked it useing her hair once again she counter stuck imediatly after her hair and Kys sword clashed one strike after another Millia jumped back away from Ky putting some space between them but Ky wasn't going to let up on her he crossed the sword with his arm and then uncrossed them sending a wave of thunder flying stright at Millia but with cat like relexes she fliped ino the air avoiding it with ease then out of what appeared to be no where a knife came down at Ky and hit him dead on in his shoulder "argh damnit" Ky winced in pain he was so fast he coulded get out of the way and it went deep into his left arm was dripping with blood as it fell limp Ky's breathing started to deepen as he slowly lost blood Millia landed and folded her arms over her chest and shot Ky a quick smirk "You didn't see that coming did you mister officer hmph I thought someone from the IPF would put up a far better fight" she thought she had won now that he could use his left arm Ky could use that to his advantage he wasn't out of moved yet Millia charged at him again giving Ky no time to recover. His eyes widen as she rushed at him he knew this was his chance he ripped the dagger from his shoulder with his other arm and throw it off to the side and moved into a new stance he wasn't going hold back anymore she wasn't even two steps away at this point just as Ky yelled out "Vapor thrust!!" he slashed the sword up into the air as he fliped backwards hitting Millia sending her flying her body was glowing with lighting from all the force Ky put into it this time she laid still on the ground steam rose from her body after the glow had worn off Ky landed on his feet his sword spark with a last few shocks of lighting moved up to the tip.
He quickly moved close to her and kneeled down next to her to see how badly he had injured her he reached down and held her hand to checking her pluse but she pushed him away "finish me you won even tho you weren't trying..."He was suprised how could she have known I guess someone in her profession would be able to tell such things from expirence He thought to himself but that was important righ now he straped his thoudersoul to his waist and reached for her hand again holding on more tightly this time then he put his head up to her chest checking for a steady heart beat her chest very well rounded making it kind hard for Ky not to be very introuding he blushed slight as his cheek pressed against her frim breast but he could hear her heart was in an expected rythem he quickly moved off of her and started to pick her up she try to struggle but she was to weak to really get away from him Ky winced again his arm was still bleeding he was so worried about her well being he almost forgot he was hurt but he decided to suffer it he lifted her up into his arms and started walking with her in his arms towards a hospital he had passed by earlier she wiggled around a little in hopes that he would drop her she could see that his arm was bothering him and if she could add to the pain she could get away but he refused to let go "Why don't you just kill me already there's nothing i can tell you about the guild anymore I gave up that life years ago i dont know anything about them now...." Ky also almost forgot about his mission here it was to question her for information how dose she seem to know everything I'm going to do before I even I think to do it oh well so much for his mission but he wasn't going to just drop her after he'd almost killed her he continued to walk Millia looked up at him with a confused look in her eyes "What are you doing i just told you I dont know anything your just beingstupid now put me down you idiot" Ky cut her off before she said anything else "This isn't for the police anymore now I'm helping out a person in need I own it to you for huting you please let me apolagize you're technically a inoccent women and If you know nothing about the assassin's gulid I should never had attacked you once again I'd like to apolagize" Millia froze up for a moment she hadn't been shown an act of kindness in sometime now she didn't kno what to say before she knew what she was doing she wraped her arms around kys neck makig it easier for him to carry her with his wounded arm by the time Ky and Millia had made it to the hospital Millia had fainted and most of her body was pralized being stuck by Lighting can do that to ya you know it was a small town and so it was expected that the hospital in tuen was small Ky still held her many people in the front waiting room stared at them oddly some of the looks didn't seem very friendly Ky walked up to the front desk"I need a doctor please this women is injured" the man at the front deck tilted his head down and without looking Ky in the eye said "sorry we can't help you we wont tend to whores like her" Ky narrowed his eyes in anger "What kind of a hospital is this this women needs your help why wont you do somthing" the man slaped his hand down on the desk in rage "You shut your mouth don't you know anything do you do you know who your holdin kid thats Millia rage she taken more lives in this town then you know and on top of that she nothing but a slut using her beauty to seduce men and women alike till their guard is down then she......Just leave I wont help her i hope she dies and slow and painful death" the man looked down at Kys shoulder dripping with blood "hmph and i wont help some fool who would try and save a monster like her" the man spit on Ky shoulder and gave him the evil eye telling him to leave even more Ky bear his teeth as his muscles tensed up in anger but he stop to think for a moment he had to stay clam a man of god like himself shouldn't be inraged so anger only leads to conflict he bowed his head to the man "I apoligize I'm sorry for bother you" he turned around and started to walk open as the door opened he turned his head to the side before leaveing "God bless you sir" the man only crossed his arms and gave him a low grunt still glaring at him with the anger look in his eyes.
Ky didn't know what to do at this point he didn't even know if she had her own place to stay or if there was someone she stayed with and looked like stayign out her in the cooled night was onlying making things worse for her there was only one this to do he had to take her back to his room he had rented out for the stay here it only had one bed but that would have to do. Ky arrived at the room and and laid Millia gentally down on the bed it was a cheap little place the walls where cracked there wasn't a TV or anything else that even look electronic. Ky frown down at the bed some bed it was an iron frame and a matress nothing more there weren't even sheets on it the room was about as cold as it was outside and Millia was wearing the warmest thing it was a one peice dress the skirt only came down just a little over his tights and huged her hips just tight eought to show her figure but loss eought to the point where it would blow up very easily he could see her shaking in her sleep Ky took off his jacket and draped over Millia's body it was funny to him that her clothes seem to matches his in a way it was made of the same fabric and had the same colors it even had the buckle style on it Ky was wearing a sleezless white shirt but he had sleeves that stoped at his elbows but the clothes were made of very thin material whitch ment he was cold now good thing brought a change of clothes then it hit him like a ton of bricks he had rushed to the battle so quickly he forgot his bag with all his stuff and all his money Ky slaped himself in the forehead this case turned out just as bad as all his others Millia knew nothing of the assassins guild's latest doings, he had helped the leader of the gulid escape him and on top of it all he had no money food or clothes Millia started to roll around and mubble something in her fainted state it looked like she was having a dream more of a nightmare at that sudden her eyes poped open and she scremed "Zoto no I.." she looked around and relized it was only a dream Ky kneeled down next to the bed "are you alright miss Rage is there anything i can do for you" Millia turned to Ky with tears in her eye she looked so sad but wouldn't let one tear fall Ky had seen she was sad before during the battle he could feel her deep sorrow from just looking into those ice cold blue eyes of hers Ky had to know "Why are you so sad" Millia rolled over on the bed putting her back to him "why do you want to know it's not of your concern" Ky stood back up to his feet "your right I'm sorry didn't mean to intrude" Millia started talking without looking at him anyway " I lost someone very close to me and it's my fault" Ky put on a stright face "Why do you feel that way..", "because it was!" Millia spoke with a unsteady tone like she was going to cry "Miss Rage I dont understand the situation fully or even know if what i have to say could help at all but I dont think you should blame yourself for what happened to your friend things always happen for a reason ots all a part of Gods little tests" Millia rolled back around and faced him "And what does your god know about me or my problems you think you can I can forgive myself for what I've done you think anyone can.." Ky looked at her with a smile on his face "God can...all you have to do is ask the grace of god is endless and if you dont want to look at it from that perpective I forgive miss Rage nothing you do in this world is unforgivable I know its not much but consider my words to be true you can't keep bet yourself up for something" Millia closed her eyes for a secound then opened them again her eyes stayed on him she didn't know what to say to him she knew nothing about this man other the he was a police officer and he seemed to know that she used to be a assassin yet he still tried to help her "well Mr. Officer are you going to tell me what your names are or do you always have girls who dont know you in your room late at night" Ky blushed "oh I'm sorry I am Ky Kiske it's a pleasure to meet you miss Rage" Millia smiled and for once Ky didn't see a sad women "dont be so formal just call me Millia please" Ky nodded "very well....unhmm At anyrate Millia you should rest now let your body heal"
Millia yawned and streched her arms out over her "yeah you're right I can't even feel my legs you busted me up good" Ky quick droped back down to his knees and and looked at her legs "I'm sorry I didn't mean too I was....just wanted to stun to you for a little while" Millia smiled and chuckled under her breath it was funny to see how serious he had gotten she was only messing around but she thought it was pretty cute to see him worried the last man who cared so much about her was......well by this time Millia had gotten a little curious her eyes scaned over him he had attractive facial features his eyes were a deep dark blue and his blonde hair looked like it was groom even better then her's he had an alright build it was the best she'd seen infact he was kinda skinny for someone who was supose to be a fighter everything about his look screamed "spoiled school boy" but that couldn't be true he'd shown his might before and she knew he wasn't trying his hardest, now Millia was even more curious this police officer wasn't what he seemed to be "Ky...." ky looked up from her legs to answer her call "Yes what can I do for you" Millia smirk with a dveilish idea running through her head "Ky please lay with me I'm so cold our body heat will keep us warm.."of corse she wasn't really cold Ky jacket kept her warm he could still feel Kys body heat on it but she would be happy to sleep with him anyway Ky on the other hand was shocked he was a man of god doing something like that would be against everything he'd learn but then it wasn't anything sexual it was just a way to keep them warm and he was pretty cold himself Ky nodded "Well...if it will help" Millia bit her bottom lip and and nodded her head slowly Ky reluctantly moved into the bed and laid on the bed next to her but just close eought to feel a little bit of warmth from her Millia frowned as she pouted "Thats not nearly close eought I'm still cold" Ky sighed and scooted a bit closer to the point where their shoulders where pressed into each other "thats better" she smiled.
Then out of no where she grabed his hands lacing their finger together and rolled on her side then wraped his arms around her waist pressed their bodies very close together Ky blushed a bright red this all happened way to fast for him to do anyhting about it "Millia...may I ask what are you doing" Millia closed her eyes as she got comfortable in his arms
"I'm just getting comfortable why you don't like being this close to me" Ky didn't want to offend her so he didn't answer her question "let's just try and get as much rest as possiable" he said taking them off the question she nodded "mmm-hmmm" then millia continued her little plan and started wiggleing and shifting around especially her hips grinding her ass back into his crotch Ky eyes started to but they almost imediatly poped wide open when he felt her rubbing back into him "What are you doing now?!" Millia turned her head to the side and tried to sound as inoccent as possiable "What are you talking about" she was still wiggling her booty in his lap and Ky in his work didn't meet alot of women before he could say another word his body started to react to Millia pressing so close he tensed up when his manhood stiffened in his panted Millia felt it too but this was expected she took her act to the next level "Oh Ky i didn't know you felt that way" Ky didn't know what to do or say at this point he was freaking out so much he didn't even think to just move away Millia's hands where all ready laced with Ky's she smiled in a seductive manner as she slowly moved his hands up her figure using his hands to caress her curves she stoped on her breast "Mmmm You like that ...I know I do" Ky pulled his hand away and started stumbling back from her "Please Milla I can't....." Millia seemed to move faster then Ky's mouth she jumped on top of Ky and pinned his arms on either side of him Looks like she wasn't has "busted up" as she claimed Ky groaned alittle his arm was in pain from being handled so roughly the wound wasn't bleeding anymore but it still hurt him to much to move his arm alot much less have eought strength to push her off Millia leaned in close pressing her body against his she started grinding her hips on his crotch now feeling his now hard dick against her Millia leaned her head close to his ear and started nibbleing and kissing it "whats the matter Ky you can't tell me you're not enjoying this" she whispered in his ear she even tried to make the sound of her voice plesureable and soothing Kys attempes to struggle where mostly in vein he push her up once and awhile but she'd just fall back down on him only adding a harder push to her straddling him "Why are you doing this Millia I am a subject of god I can't infactuate myself like this" Millia only giggled at what he said she had conviced herself that she had completely figured this Ky Kiske out "she contiuned whispering temptions in his ear "Ky I know you want me even with all you're talk of god you can't tell me that you dont want to touch me the way I want you to" she kissed down his ear to his cheek then his neck nippin and licking his flesh like a pro as she pushed harder on him continuing her dry sex foreplay game Ky closed his eye and tried not to think about what she had said but that only made it feel even better or wrose in his case he bit his bottom lip he wasn't going to give her the satisfacation of being right through moans of plesure but Millia on the other hand was going to enjoy this as much as she could she started moaning out loudly and closed her eyes "Oh Ky dont fight please" hearing her sexual moans only made things harder she was right he was a man and being a man he couldn't lie he did want her and at this point he wanted her bad he couldn't hold back his moans anymore he started groaned again but this time it wasn't cause his arm was hurt Millia smiled as she pressed her lips against his roughtly Ky had new plan it was obvious that he couldn't over power her like this so he'd trick her into beliveing that he'd lost the will to fight her she had slowly broken him down he parted his lips as she kissed him offering his tongue to her she mumbbled with joy as he slide his tongue in her mouth seeing that he was giving into her she she let go of his good arm but kept Ky wounded arm in her grasp he ran his hands down her back onto her ass and started rubbing it softly then he sqeezed it in his hand treating her a little rougher and from what he had seen so far thats the way she liked itshe broke the kiss "Yes Ky thats right squeez me harder" Ky gluped as he rubbed her ass Millia wasn't satisfied she moved her hand down on his and directed she moved her skirt up higher and then moved his hand back on ass she blushed a little and looked down into Ky eyes tho he hadn't been with a women like this even Ky could tell what she wanted by now he had to do somthing to stall for time or atleast show that he was the dominant lover so she'd let him on top then he would make his escape He sqeezed her ass more while at the same time inching his way around it till his fingers were right between her legs he started rubbing to of his fingers on her clit through her panties slowly she lifted up off him so he could press harder on her Ky sighed in relife silently at least she had stoped her assult on his penis this way he started to wiggle his other arm free and try and get away while she had her eyes closed but she felt his fingers slowing down "No Ky dont stop keep going this feels so good" she panted as she started to work up a sweat Ky knew yet again thsi wasn't going to be all as easy as he planed sigh why is it always me -_- then he was right the only way she was going to let him on top and there was only one way to prove he was worthy He started rubbing fast and harder he could feel her growing moist through her panties her moans and pants where getting faster and faster He did n't want to but he could tell from the way things were going she enjoyed dirty talk sooo.... "You like that Millia i'm not ganna stop till i hear you scream" she finally let go of his other hand when he said this he could feel he was getting closer but she sat up straight on him now and started riding his fingers adding to the effect Ky lifted his other arm and put it on her hips rotating her side to side aswell she moaned more and more as she lifted her dress even higher to the point where she revealed her breast she quickly unstraped her bra and stared caressing herself Ky had already gotten her to the point where her nipples were hard bitting her bottom lip she was losing control Millia didn't expect Ky to know how to do what she liked all hints pointed to him being a virgin whitch he was he was just very obsverant everyone knows the pleasure points on a human body and all Ky had to do is watch what she was doing Ky pushed his finger up and started swirling his finger around the eages of her wet pussy untill she finally climaxed and let out the scream that Ky said he wanted to hear "OOH KY!!!" Ky pulled his hand from between and played with the her body fulid between his fingers even he was a little curious about this he'd never seen this subtance before then he noticed her eyes were on him playing with it he had to think quick he put his middle finger in his mouth and licked her cum awaly "Mmmmm tastey -_-;" he said in what he thought to be the sexiest voice he could come up with he put his index finger to her face still covered with her juices she took his hand by the risk and started sucking on his finger in a very sugestive way and looked into his eyes sugesting even more Ky's eye twtiched a little looks like that one was going to back fire on him after words Millia started licking his other fingers till his hands were clean but she was dont sucking licking just yet she laid back flat on him and put her arms on his shoulders as they kissed she pushed Ky back against the head on the bed so he was sitting up straight she broke the kiss and then started kissing down his neck to his shoulders moving closer to her goal she stoped at Kys wound and kissed it "Oh my poor baby I'm so sorry I hurt you" she kissed again before continuing her sentance "I'v been such a bad girl let me make it better" she went back to kissing down his chest then starteded undoing his pants and pulled them down just eought for his cock to pop out of it's shell she was very suprised but very please with his sized it had to be around 8 or 7 and a half inches more then eought for her "oh Ky you were planing on putting this big ol' pipe in little ol' me" Ky thought to himself well no that wasn't the plan but looks like i might have to he blushed this was the first time a women had seen his private he took hold of the mattress and bit his bottom lip as Millia lick across the head of his cock she licked her lips before taking some of it in her mouth while holding on to the base of it with her hand she trust it in and out of her mouth and closed her eyes as she moaned over it Ky closed his eyes as well letting his head fall back against the head of the bed he squeezed on tighter to the mattress it was wrong but it felt so good "wait Millia stop please" but Millia just kept on moaning and sucking on his dick Ky could feel the vibrations her moans made only making the feeling even better he put his hands on her head and tried to pull her off she thought he was tryin to trust her head down harder so she tightened her lips around his dick and started moving her head faster Kys hands were frozen in pleasure so he left them there on her head and for that on instant he said something that he really ment "Uhhh ahhh Millia keep going dont stop" he held her head in his hand and griped her hair tightly as he could feel his cum shot coming on Millia felt his seed flow into her mout she pulled away and licked his head getting drips of cum all over her face Ky fell back limp on the bed he felt like he was empty but when Millia saw that he was still stife as a bored she decided that nither one of them were done yet "Ky..." ky tilted his head up and saw that she had throw her panyies off to the side he's eyes poped wide open Oh no!!!! Millia slowly forced Ky dick in her pussy and started bouncing up and down on him their moand and groans seemed to be in rythem with each other as their sweating flesh tapped together her moans motivated him he fianlly found the strength to flip her over on the bed taking his spot on top but it was too late Ky had become weak he grab hold of her hips and and started pushing her into him while he trusted his cock back and forth, in and out as hard as he could the bed started racking back and forth to Ky motion Millia wraped her arms around his shoulders and started moaning and shouting his name loud eought to the point where anyone outside could hear Ky fucking her brains out Ky started in on the dirty talk again this time he really ment it "I wanna hear you scream my name louder" Millia had to obey Ky was in complete control now she screamed out one last time as she cam on Ky again " OH MY GOD!!!! KY!!!" that was it for Millia ande arched her back and fell flat on the bed Ky stoped and slowly pulled out of her a little disappointed that he didn't get to cum before she slowly fell asleep under him but then again he was in eought trouble as it was he'd need a lot of hail marries when he got home he leaned in and kissed her softly on the cheek even tho she had wronged im even he had to admit he had fun doing bad with her he hopped off the bed and cover her up with his jacket again he started to walk towards the door it would be best if he left he might be tempted to sin again if they woke up togther he looked back at her sleeping face as he slowly closed the door.
Ky had found an air ship docks and conviced one of the pilots that he was on officle police business so he would let him on for free by the time he was up in the air on his way back home he was barely awake eough to think about what he was going to say to the cheif he wasn't going to be happy to hear that not only was Ky unable to bring Millia back for questioning but he also had sex with her he was to sleepy to think about it anyway in fact he was so tired his vision was burled "oh wait" Ky looked down at his wound it looked like it might leave a scare if he didn't get it taken care of he walked into a medicale room there was a women who seemed to be the nurse there she looked at Kys wound "oh my.....poor baby let me make that all better for you" she wasn't coming onto him but she was just being perkey is all but those words made Ky jump back in fear "Noooooo please uhhh err I mean I'll take care of it myself please just point me to your medical matriales"